I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"That's impossible. The schoolbag was clearly on the chair. She must have come back," Su Shi went downstairs quickly without even having time to put on her slippers. She remembered that Qiansui did respond to her when she went out before.

"Chitose, Chitose? Don't scare Mommy. I brought your favorite food today. Can we have dinner together?"

No one in the empty villa responded to her call. Su Shi suddenly felt like a canoe drifting in the vast ocean, as if she would be sunk by an unstoppable storm and waves in the next moment.

The inner uneasiness deepened with the urgency of the call, and the bad premonition in Su Shi's heart reached its peak.

Where did you go...?

【Wardrobe!】

The place that impressed Su Shi appeared in her mind. She did not dare to delay at all and quickly rushed to the cloakroom on the first floor.

The heavy white wooden door and the thick pile of clothes. Sure enough, as Su Shi opened the cabinet door, Qiansui was really curled up inside.

But Chitose looks really bad.

This time, her whole body was soaked with sweat, her beautiful eyebrows became wrinkled, and there was not a trace of blood on her face.

Her complexion... was even paler than her silver hair.

Qiansui's lips turned purple, her body was shaking unconsciously, and the opening and closing of her little mouth were all in her thirst for oxygen.

"Xiao Sui? Xiao Sui? You still..." Su Shi reached out to hug Qian Sui. When her hand touched the other's school uniform, the amazing heat was hot even through a layer of cloth.

Xiaosui felt hot, but Su Shixin felt cold.

"Years old! Are you okay? Talk to mom... You were fine last night, why are you so..."

In a state of confusion, he picked up Chitose and went out. When passing by the dining table, he accidentally bumped into the corner of the table, and the ginseng chicken soup was knocked over, and the juice splashed all over Nagasaki mother and daughter.

But Su Shi didn't care, and her speed did not slow down.

"Nothing will happen. Everything was fine the last few times, and nothing will happen this time either."

While driving to the hospital, Su Shi puts the number of times Chitose has been sick recently into context and suddenly realizes something.

I get sick and have fever frequently, and the symptoms and severity of the illness get worse each time. Could this be more than just an ordinary fever?

Could it be...

scare!

"No, no, Nagasaki Suyo, you're such a jerk! Your head is full of nonsense! Now's not the time to scare yourself!"

Gripping the steering wheel hard, the uneasiness in his heart and the fatigue in his body continued to torment Su Shi's soul.

She turned her head to look at Qiansui, who was already delirious with fever...

"Damn it, how could it become like this?!"

Ch159.My Mother, My Daughter

【After her mother fell ill, Chitose was taken back to live with her. 】

From then on, Su Shi's life took a turn.

The day I discovered Chitose, she hadn't eaten properly for a week.

She only allowed Chitose to eat the things she liked.

She was in a bad mood that day and yelled at the little angel.

Ok…

She chooses toys for her daughter as she pleases, and the trips she takes her daughter on are not perfect, they are just for fun.

She also often breaks her promises. As a mother, she never keeps her promises. She is a Nagasaki-shit-breaker.

She broke all her promises, such as going home early, drinking ginseng chicken soup together, and attending the opening ceremony.

She is still in trouble and needs her daughter to act as a matchmaker to repair her relationship with her mother.

she…

Nagasaki Suyo sat outside the operating room. This time the rescue time was exceptionally long, so long that Suyo felt suffocated.

Every second of loss is a huge challenge to Su Shi's heart.

Xiaosui fell ill with the same symptoms as her mother, except that her symptoms were more severe.

Many emergency room specialists arrived, along with many old academics wearing thick glasses. Countless experts passed by Ms. Nagasaki, but Suyo didn't react.

She just sat there, quietly, like a sculpture.

"Ms. Nagasaki, is it convenient for you now? I have something to tell you. It's about Miss Nagasaki."

Dean Haizuka, wearing a thick mask, walked up to Nagasaki Suyo, his tone containing a hint of...sympathy?

Huh? That tone of yours! What does it mean?! Why are you trying to communicate with me in such a pitiful voice?

Su Shi clenched his fists, angry at his own powerlessness.

"Okay, may I ask if Xiaosui is now..."

"I'm sorry, Ms. Nagasaki, we haven't found the cause of the illness. The patient's condition is not optimistic and the illness will recur."

When Su Shi heard the doctor say "I'm sorry," her heart sank. She opened her mouth to speak.

Even though she had thousands of words in her heart, in the end she could only utter a dry "thank you".

Nagasaki Suyo was extremely distressed, but she didn't expect...

……

But she didn't expect that after a week, two weeks or even a whole month, Qiansui's fever still didn't subside.

Forget about enjoying the experience of sending her daughter to school, Chitose Nagasaki couldn't even leave the hospital.

Today is the day that Su Shi picks up Chitose from the hospital, but Chitose is not fully recovered.

She sought out the best medical resources in Tokyo and even the entire country, but no one could find out the cause of Chitose's illness.

[Since there's no treatment in the hospital...what's the point of staying there?]

This was suggested by Dr. Haizuka and... Chitose. Su Shi couldn't refute them, but she was still unwilling to accept it.

It's not that he is unwilling to accept that he has spent such a huge amount of money but still cannot cure Qiansui, but he is unwilling to accept that he can do nothing.

"I was really confused during that time... I got home very late... Xiao Sui was always staying up late with me... So maybe that's why I got sick?"

There must be a reason for this, definitely...

His nails dug into his flesh and blood oozed out, but Su Shi didn't care at all.

An incident from a few days ago came to her mind. On that day, Qiansui pulled her hand and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito bite:

[Mom, can we stop the treatment? Can we just go home...]

Xiaosui became increasingly weak, unable to even change his own clothes, and could only eat soft food.

It was not until now that Su Shi realized that those peaceful and harmonious days seemed to be gone forever.

"Are you kidding me? Why are you suddenly like this... I..."

"Actually..." Dr. Huizuka suddenly spoke, her cold voice attracted all of Su Shi's attention.

"If Miss Nagasaki had received a full-body checkup when she was first admitted to the hospital, the situation would have been much more optimistic. Unfortunately, there are no ifs."

"What a joke! I..." Nagasaki Suye choked, "Sorry, I'm rude, I need to calm down. Can you give me some space..."

"I understand. Please adjust well. Goodbye."

goodbye?

We'll never see each other again.

Standing outside the ward and wiping away tears with her sleeve, Su Shi found that she was really a coward. She would feel sad when faced with birth, old age, sickness and death.

She felt that her hard-earned little home seemed to be really...

【collapse.】

Collapse... She remembered that when the chicken on the ginseng chicken soup fell into the soup, it looked like an iceberg collapsing.

"Mother."

The call in the ward was very soft, but Su Shi knew that this was the sound that Qiansui had made with all his strength.

Su Shi didn't dare to delay and pushed the door open as quickly as possible, so fast that he didn't even have time to wipe the tear marks off his face.

I feel so embarrassed.

The little girl lying weakly on the hospital bed is her daughter.

She had only her mother by her side for the last part of her life. The child had taken care of her immature mother, and only now did Su Shi have the opportunity to take care of her in return.

After this time, there may really be no chance.

"Xiao Sui, do you really not want treatment? Although there are no results yet, mom will..."

"Mom...it hurts...the injection...the blood draw...everything, and my body...it hurts...Xiao Sui...I don't want it...it hurts so much..."

"I! I... wu..."

Su Shi covered her mouth and didn't know what to say next. She wanted to go forward and hug Qiansui but was afraid of crushing the fragile little guy.

"Xiao Sui, is there anything you want? Mommy will definitely do her best to compensate you. Space Marines? Teddy bears? Anything is fine...as long as you like it."

"really?"

Qiansui's voice was filled with longing. Even at this time, was she still speaking to him cautiously?

That's bad, Nagasaki Suyo, you're so bad.

"Really."

There was a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth, which was a smile that Su Shi forced herself to make Qian Sui happy.

"Then I want Mom to accompany me... Can we go on another trip? Or to that... beach? Last time we went, we didn't do anything..."

【I didn't play anything.】

Although he didn't want to admit it, this sentence made Su Shi feel very uncomfortable.

She once again realized how superior she was. She said she was going out to play with Chitose, but most of the time she was just relaxing by herself.

Besides, Chitose also fell ill the last time he went to the beach, and no one can say for sure that the current persistent high fever has nothing to do with the last time.

"Woo… Okay, okay, let's go to the beach."

"Great."

Chitose Nagasaki tried hard to cheer up Su Shi, but the effect was counterproductive, making Su Shi's expression even uglier and more depressed.

She looks like she's about to break.

Qiansui thought about it, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

"You're definitely going to lose me, so let me choose my own grave now... After all, you've been acting really badly these past few months, Mom!"

My lovely mother, my lovely daughter... Cry less, there will be plenty of opportunities to cry later.

Ch160. Farewell, Chitose Nagasaki

The beach, the same scene as last time.

Only two months later, Su Shi's state of mind had completely changed.

The sand was blown around by the spring breeze, and the hair of Su Shi and Qian Sui in her arms were covered with sand.

[This must be fake…]

[Why did this happen so suddenly…]

Things changed so quickly. I had only known Chitose for three or four months, but the beginning of the story was filled with my own negative emotions, so that half a month was not a good one.

and then?

The last one or two months were spent in the hospital. Every day was painful and not a very good memory.

So the only memories that Su Shi and her most precious lover could be called "beautiful" were only a few days...

[Why is it that among so many people in the world, only my little one is sick? ]