I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Ch473. Xiangzi, please...don't leave me

The next morning, the sky was cloudless.

"Be good and wait for me at home today. I'll take you to school in two days!"

After dressing neatly and getting ready for school, Toyokawa Shoko gently hugged Chitose and spoke in a gentle tone.

"Yeah! Xiaosui is planning a new movie!" Qiansui held up the handheld video camera that Xiangzi had bought from a second-hand market and waved it in front of Xiangzi. "My birthday is coming soon, so I'm going to...get Xiaosui a gift!"

"Okay, then Xiao Sui, you have to stay home and shoot the film. You can't go out and hang around."

"it is good!"

"Lunch is in the refrigerator. Remember to heat up Dad's portion at noon."

"it is good!"

"I'll be back early today, um, remember to miss me."

"it is good!"

boom--

Toyokawa Shoko went out, and Chitose behaved well and recorded everything.

She smiled faintly in a place where the camera couldn't capture her and began to talk to herself:

"I hope to find more material today. As for the editing... I'll leave it to Xiaomu! Although my sister doesn't like seeing me and Xiaomu playing together."

The interior decoration was simple, and there was a bag in the corner filled with beer cans left by my father.

"The corner, the ceiling, Xiang and I's bedroom...ah, and then there's Daddy's bedroom."

The camera moves slowly as Chitose walks, and when Chitose stands in front of Toyokawa Kiyoshi's bedroom, the other party has not yet woken up.

"Good morning?"

"Hmm... huh? Why are you still here? Go play over there by yourself."

Toyokawa Kiyoshige was so drunk that he couldn't even tell whether what he saw was reality or an illusion.

"Huh? Okay."

"Wait a minute," just as Chitose was about to run around barefoot in the room, Toyokawa Kiyoshi spoke up:

"Go...get me some drinks...in the fridge."

"Huh? Okay."

Chitose held her camera with her throughout the trip, recording everything she saw and heard.

"Dad, there's no wine at home."

A little head popped out from behind the door, and the camera in his hand also popped out.

"Tsk...if you don't have any, go buy me some."

"But, but there is no money at home."

"If you don't have money, ask your sister for it. You're always nagging and can't get anything done."

Fengchuan Qinggao leaned back, his mind still fuzzy, and he felt his spirit sink. Then, without even thinking, his mouth opened:

"You're so useless, eating and using everything at home. You're just a burden, Chitose."

"!!!" Qiansui's hands trembled and he almost couldn't hold the camera steady.

"Just take advantage of the fact that your sister is still young and still cares about you. In a few days, she will leave you because you are useless."

"Ah? Ah! Stop it... Xiang will never leave me..."

The discussion between father and daughter continued, while the camera recorded everything mercilessly.

"Not necessarily. Maybe I won't be able to find her after school today. She has complaints about me too, not to mention a useless burden like you."

"No way! Xiangzi, you have to come back to see me after school early today!"

Qiansui ran back to the bedroom, but the door was locked, just like the door of his heart was closed.

That's the way it is.

……

[Succession: Unlimited number of uses. This will affect your mental state, causing your own Sanity to decrease continuously while also slightly reducing that of your family members. Required lifespan is reduced by two months.]

……

It was five o'clock in the afternoon, theoretically two hours after Xiangzi finished school.

"Let's get out of this garbage dump of trivialities."

This is what the plush teddy bear that her sister gave to Chitose said.

Chitose Toyokawa curled up in the corner of the small bedroom, wrapped in the small cotton blanket that her sister brought home a few days ago.

My sister said that I should take good care of myself even if she is not at home.

"No, Little Bear, my sister told me to stay home and wait for her."

When Toyokawa Shoko was not at home, it was always the doll that chatted with Chitose and helped her entertain herself.

She was holding a teddy bear and chatting in front of the camera. Her anxiety, uneasiness and panic were all shown in the camera.

These images are destined to be perfectly preserved and discovered by future generations.

"But your sister promised you to come home but she never did."

While Chitose was dubbing for the teddy bear, she buried half of her face in her knees sadly.

The afterglow of the sunset outside was about to disappear, and the room seemed dim without the lights on yet. Everything was so depressing.

Chitose Toyokawa stared at the camera for several hours, and every little detail of her changes, from her initial anxiety when she was expecting Xiangzi to come back early to her current panic, was recorded.

"Could it be true, as father said, that my sister doesn't want me anymore?"

The mumbling echoed in the house, and Qiansui's despair was visible and tangible.

“Impossible, impossible,” she clutched her face, almost collapsing. “Absolutely impossible…ah, it’s really possible.”

"I'm so useless. Dad is right... A useless person like me shouldn't exist in this world. If it weren't for me, my sister would definitely have a better life. It's because of me that everything is ruined..."

Sobbing quietly, she staggered to her feet when the clock struck a quarter past five.

"Sorry...sister...wuwu..."

Chitose went out, a long time ago. She walked towards a small park not far away. No one knew what she wanted to see.

……

The park was empty with no one wandering around except for her, the blue-haired girl.

Chitose walked barefoot on the crossroads, and after placing the camera on the shore, there was no movement.

All the camera captured was her small feet.

"My life... is really a burden... My sister deserves better, and so does my father... If I leave, will everyone be free?"

The lens does not give an answer, it collects everything and records everything that is about to happen.

"I'm sorry... Sister, you're such a proud person, but in the end, you had to bend down because of me... If I could help it, I really don't wish I had ever existed."

Qiansui walked away from the picture and walked into the river step by step.

The camera finally stopped recording just her calves, and slowly her entire body appeared in the picture.

But soon as she went deeper, her lower body disappeared from the camera as the river water submerged her body.

The river water was icy cold, but Qiansui was smiling brightly in his heart with his back to the river.

【Finally it's over... It's really hard to play a psychopath, especially when the feelings are really bad.】

But it doesn't matter.

ended.

The camera will give Xiangzi all the answers, whether it is the culprit or the victim.

Next, all you have to do is die and wait for the harvest.

"Xiangzi, please... don't leave me..."

"Perhaps, I am the least worthy person to be your sister."

This is what Chitose said.

Toyokawa Shoko, see you in real life.

Ch474. Little New Year! ! ! ! !

Time goes back to two hours ago.

Shoko Toyokawa finished her duty early and prepared to go home.

She had already begun to imagine the topics of conversation she would have with her sister at the dinner table tonight. She would fill a bowl of shrimp soup for her sister and they would recount their experiences in the brightly lit restaurant.

She would ask her sister about the filming of her movie, and she would also...give her sister the birthday present she had prepared.

"Ah, where's the gift I prepared? It's clearly in my bag."

When she was nearing her home, Shoko Toyokawa subconsciously touched her bag several times, but could not find any trace of the gift.

It was as if it had disappeared, as if it had never existed.

[Is it left at school?]

The gift she prepared for Chitose was a new toy teddy bear, and every day during lunch time at school she would patiently find a place where no one would disturb her to start making the gift.

But why did the gift disappear?

Xiangzi hesitated, not knowing whether he should go back to look for her.

But...if she really lost it, she would have a headache.

She lowered her eyes to glance at her phone for the last time, and after confirming that it was still early, she felt a sense of hope.

"Let's go back. It won't take too long anyway."

It was only a few minutes, and anyway it was still a long time before the time to promise Qiansui.

……

Ruined.

It's been a long time since I promised Qiansui...

Sweat rolled down his forehead. Xiangzi could never have expected that a major car accident would happen on the road today and the tram would stop running again.

The time spent going back and forth was much more exaggerated than I imagined.

"Phew, luckily... I found it."

She held a cute, fluffy teddy bear in her arms, anticipating her sister's reaction when she saw it.

As long as she gives the teddy bear as compensation, her sister will definitely not be angry with her.

"I'm back."

When Xiangzi unlocked the door and closed his eyes waiting for his sister, he waited for nothing.

"Eh?"

There's no light on in the house today, that's really unusual... huh?

Without saying a word, he put the gift aside and Xiangzi broke into his and his sister's bedroom but found nothing.

"Years old? Where have you been?"

I glanced back at my father's bedroom, only to see that the man was still sleeping.

After searching for a while, Xiangzi called Mu. She panicked and walked around downstairs hoping to find her sister.

"Xiangzi, what's wrong?"

Mu answered the phone much faster than expected.