I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"Mu, did Chitose come looking for you? Did you see her?"

Toyokawa Shoko's series of questions made Wakaba Mu's brain a little confused.

"No."

The girl on the other end of the phone paused:

"Sui is missing? You don't know where she is?"

"Yes... I'm going to hang up first. I'll look for it later."

"Well, I'll ask mother if your grandfather took her away."

"Many thanks."

Shoko Toyokawa searched around her home, beads of sweat sliding down her forehead but she had no time to wipe them off.

She asked everyone who knew Qiansui, but without exception, no one knew where he was.

[It's impossible that she disappeared out of thin air, but Chitose's shoes are still at home.]

"Ah..." Xiangzi thought of the scene when Qiansui came to see her on a rainy night a long time ago.

"Is the disease coming back?"

But if Chitose ran away by herself, where would she go?

“That makes absolutely no sense…”

Maybe it was just a joke on myself?

But it shouldn’t be so serious that even her cell phone can’t be reached. Isn’t she the one who cares most about her own calls?

At least you should reply to the message, otherwise disappearing for most of the day would be really frustrating.

Toyokawa Shoko had been completely dependent on Chitose for a long time.

Her beloved sister was injured because of her, and she lent her soul to her sister... They are almost one person, sisters whose heartbeats can resonate with each other.

Now that he couldn't find his half of life, Xiangzi regretted it to death.

【I should have known not to go back to get the things. 】

"Where can she go?"

Chitose rarely goes out, and she is not familiar with the surrounding areas.

【wrong!!!!】

Shoko Toyokawa turned around suddenly and looked at a large park a hundred meters away.

Once upon a time, because I listened to the doctor's advice and couldn't let Chitose stay at home for a long time, I often took her out for a walk, and that park was where they often went.

"You're not going there alone, are you?"

Shoko Toyokawa bit her teeth impatiently. It was already six o'clock in the evening.

A lonely and mentally ill little girl walking around alone outside - even Toyokawa Shoko couldn't bear to think about it!

If Chitose had an accident or encountered danger, Xiangzi couldn't even imagine how devastated he would be.

In the past, when Chitose was injured because of her mistake, she was so angry that she wanted to commit suicide to apologize.

Not daring to delay for a second, Toyokawa Shoko lowered her head and sprinted forward.

She wants to go to the park and find out what’s going on in that place!

Even if you can't find it, it's much better than just standing there doing nothing!

At midnight, a girl was running around in the vast and narrow city.

She is looking for her sister.

Deserted streets, gravel paths in parks, bushes and forests…

His vision was constantly expanding outwards, and Shoko Toyokawa was afraid of missing any details nearby.

"Xiao Sui! Xiao Sui! Are you there? Come home with your sister! Your sister is here to pick you up!!"

She was extremely hoping to get a reply from Qiansui immediately.

But no.

It seems like the night here has no thousand years.

Xiangzi continued searching with a flashlight. This was the only place she could think of.

"Could it be that he really returned to the Toyokawa residence? How could it be..."

If Chitose is not found in the park, Xiangzi can only place his hopes on Wakaba Mutsu.

Ruoye Mu, you must keep going! You have always been my best sister!

"Father is really... He's becoming more and more unreliable. How could he let Xiaosui go out alone? He just drinks all day."

The light from the street lamps was so dim that Xiangzi was worried that Qiansui's illness would flare up in the darkness outside.

Still calling out loudly, but still only getting eternal silence as a response.

Just as Shoko Toyokawa was about to leave and go back home to search the area carefully, her eyes subconsciously swept across the lake beside her.

In the middle of the lake...is there something floating?

Squinting her eyes to see more clearly, Toyokawa Shoko walked onto the bridge across the lake with a strong sense of uneasiness.

He leaned forward and stuck his head out, the light in his hand swaying and rippling on the surface of the lake.

What is this…ah…?

Shoko Toyokawa looked carefully and finally saw a color that she would never forget.

It is still a shade of silver-gray-blue, dancing like seaweed with the waves of the lake.

"what!!!"

This is, this is...

"Xiao Sui!!!"

..................

Ch475. No more stories about Chitose

People never know whether a separation will become a farewell forever. The young Shoko Toyokawa enjoys the gift of fate.

Little did they know that the price of fate was already marked from the very beginning.

"..."

When Shoko Toyokawa ran until she vomited blood and finally reached the park within five minutes, she saw Chitose floating on the quiet lake.

Where is my sister?

My sister is right there.

"age…"

Toyokawa Shoko's heart was broken in an instant.

She found that Chitose would never call her sister again.

Xiangzi gritted his teeth and pulled Qiansui out of the river. He didn't even know how he did it.

In fact, when Xiangzi actually saw the corpse, he didn't feel much pain.

Her brain completely shut down, and any action she took was an instinctive reaction.

"No, this is not my Chitose... This is definitely not my Chitose..."

After pushing her sister's bangs to the sides, Shoko Toyokawa was still unwilling to accept this reality.

This is definitely not Chitose! Absolutely not!

Her Qiansui would act coquettishly with her and would nestle in her arms... Her Qiansui was the most obedient and would never leave her!

"Why is it happening like that."

His sister's body was strangely cold, as if her body temperature had never lingered on her. The water stains on her body also made Xiangzi's body wet.

Toyokawa Shoko's fingertips ran across Chitose's face, leaving traces of the lines of her broken heart.

Chitose's face was still as beautiful as ever. But why wasn't Chitose breathing? Why... couldn't she breathe?

"It's fake... It's so exaggerated, it's definitely fake..."

He was kissing and hugging me before going out in the morning.

We clearly said last night that we wanted to be together forever.

Xiaosui, sister has prepared a gift for you. Wake up and open it. You will definitely like it.

【Come back soon, why...】

"Why did you leave me alone...in this world? I..."

It seems like I'm alone from today on.

Mom is gone.

Dad is depressed.

Grandpa is ruthless.

I drove all my friends away.

It's all over.

Life is over.

Toyokawa Shoko's fingerprints were traced on Chitose's lips in circles. She stared blankly ahead, unwilling to lower her head to look at Chitose again.

Because she saw Chitose's last expression when she was giving him artificial respiration just now——

She smiled so easily, and the feeling of atonement made Xiangzi feel distressed.

"ended."

At this moment, the last pillar that supported Shoko Toyokawa to survive completely collapsed.

"it's over…"

Life is over.

The phone was still ringing. It was Mu calling himself.

Xiangzi gently placed the breathless Chitose on the grass, took off the wet coat he had been wearing and covered Chitose with it.

"Xiaoxiang, I haven't found any news about Xiaosui, I..."

"No thanks, Mu."

Xiangzi closed his eyes.

"I found it."

……

The police took Chitose away, and Mu helped call the police.

It was already around three or four in the morning, and Shoko Toyokawa had not returned home yet.

She walked restlessly by the lake, as if she wanted to accompany her sister for the last time.

"..."

If Ye Mu stood on the bridge, she would stand there motionless.

Mu was only a few dozen meters away from Xiangzi, but Xiangzi knew that Mu was already far away from her to a certain extent.

The other person's sadness was obvious. Xiangzi didn't dare to look at Mu. She knew that the other person... definitely resented her.

Just as Xiangzi was standing there in a daze, she suddenly saw a familiar second-hand camera mounted on a branch beside her.

"Is this…years old?"

岁…