I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Even though you may not need it, it’s essential to have it! And you might actually need it in the future.

Seeing that the system light screen did not turn off the white light, Noshiro Chitose thought about it again and again before making a decision.

She wants them all! It’s not like she can’t afford them!

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The light screen suddenly went out.

Before her consciousness fell into a daze, Noshiro Chitose gave Kyomoto one last kiss on the head.

It’s warm and I love it so much.

……

Opening my eyes again——

Chitose realized it was still late at night.

"This is where?"

She looked left and right and found herself on the street.

"Huh? No way—"

She leaned over and found that her heart had shrunk! It had become very small! It hadn't grown at all!

And it seemed that he was not wearing any clothes and was curled up in a swaddling cloth.

"Tonic! System! What identity did you draw for me?"

Suddenly, the electronic sound of the system came to my ears.

"Congratulations, host! Good luck! You are now! A little homeless man! Hehehe!"

"How could this be?"

What a loss! What a loss!

That’s two months of loss!

Chitose Noshiro felt her heart bleeding!

Ch129. Five simulations, getting drunk, and then picking up an abandoned baby

Nagasaki Suyo admitted that she was drunk.

She had a slight headache and felt hot all over.

Now Su Shi wanted to take off all his clothes, jump into the river and disguise himself as a water plant.

I can’t quite remember how many beers I’ve had.

Looking up and forward, Su Shi seemed to still clearly see the two friends who were drinking with him...

Those are two people I cannot forget.

……

Takamatsu Deng and Shiina Riki toasted each other and drank most of the drinks in just a few moments.

"Su Shi, can you still drink? If not, go home first. Xiao Deng and I will drink for a while."

"Wow...yes, it's really late now. You still have to work tomorrow. It must be hard to run a company alone! Go home and have a good rest."

Gao Songdeng, who works at a stone company, propped up his head and stared at the beer glass with sleepy eyes.

"It's rare for us to get together, is it really okay for me to just leave you guys and go away?"

Even though she drank a lot, Su Shi still maintained her elegant state and was not disordered.

"No problem? It doesn't matter if there's a problem or not. I just want to feel this way... Ugh, I've been so stressed lately... I feel like I can't do anything right."

Li Xi took another sip of wine and began to sob quietly.

“Eh…?” Nagasaki Motoyo shook her head.

Looking at the crying Shiina Riki and the lonely Takamatsu Deng in front of her, Su Shi felt very emotional for some reason.

Alcohol... could it actually make someone reveal such hidden emotions?

It was a coincidence that she met her bandmates from junior high school. Seeing everyone under so much pressure in real life but she was powerless to do anything about it... It was a really uncomfortable feeling.

"I'm going home, so don't drink too late."

Su Shi picked up the coat on the back of the chair tiredly, paid the bill at the front desk, and left the izakaya without looking back.

……

“Ugh… Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…”

Nagasaki Suyo knelt on the drain on the side of the road with her hands on the ground and vomited violently.

After coming out of the izakaya and saying a brief goodbye to two old acquaintances, I didn't feel the urge to vomit when I got into the taxi.

Perhaps it was the unique smell in the taxi that stimulated the alcohol in Su Shi's body, causing him to have the urge to empty his stomach.

Or maybe... my brain is just paralyzed, so I react like this.

She vomited everything as soon as she got out of the taxi, expelling all the roasted and steamed vegetables she had eaten as a snack from her stomach.

Before Nagasaki Suyo could take a few steps, she vomited again.

He vomited out liquid that smelled of alcohol and almost vomited out bile.

Then, I vomited again near my home.

This time it seemed like bile was vomited out.

So sad.

Her old friends brought back memories.

She has not been in any band since she graduated from junior high school.

In high school, I was busy participating in school club activities, and in college, I went with my mother to see her circle.

Now Su Shi has become a person like her mother. She has her own company, her own house, and her own career.

But she didn't seem very happy.

It was as if she had... lost the ability to love.

He stood up shakily, but before Nagasaki Suye could walk far, he felt like vomiting again.

However, after realizing that there was nothing left to vomit in his stomach, Su Shi did not choose to squat down and find a sewer again.

Su Shi suppressed the urge to vomit and staggered towards home. His eyes went dark and bright.

Just turn right at the intersection where the street light is not far away, and you will reach where Su Shi currently lives.

She walked towards the street light with her eyes wide open and a little confused, and soon felt something was wrong with the street light.

There is nothing wrong with the street lamp itself, the problem is underneath the street lamp.

There seemed to be a person or something under the street light.

Is he also an alcoholic?

Nagasaki Suyo became much more sober, and her urge to vomit was effectively relieved.

Although there were many idiot drunkards who got drunk and couldn't go home at night in the downtown area or near the commercial street station...this was the first time she saw one near her home.

Some novelty, but not much.

As the distance got closer, Nagasaki Suyo discovered that it seemed to be a baby wrapped in a cradle.

Little...baby?

Curled up in the thick blue and white cotton cloth, it didn't cry or make a fuss, but just lay there quietly.

What a cute child.

Su Shi's vision began to become clear, and as he approached the other person, he glanced at his watch.

One in the morning. Big failure for those who don't stay up late.

So, why is there a child here at this time?

Nagasaki Suyo was basically fully awake, and her mind was now surprisingly clear.

"Huh... How could this happen?"

Su Shi felt that her tone was not very good. After all, she was in a bad mood recently... But she shouldn't have scared the child.

As a mature and strong woman in her twenties, she couldn't leave such a weak and pitiful child alone on the street in the middle of the night.

This went against the education she had received since she was a child, so Su Shi chose to pick it up.

"Hmm?"

The child closed his eyes and only murmured softly.

"It's so cold, what kind of mother would be so cruel to abandon her child? If we leave her alone, she won't make it to tomorrow."

Nagasaki Suyo took a few steps forward uncertainly.

But there was no one around, let alone finding the parents who abandoned their child.

What should Su Shi do with this poor little girl?

Send him to a nursery or call the police.

Her head was dizzy and the alcohol took effect, and Nagasaki Suyo was not sure whether she could make the right choice.

[No... If I call the police... She's still so young, I'm worried.]

When Su Shi was resting against the wall with an intense brainstorm going on in her head, the child in her arms woke up.

She blinked her big red eyes, and the golden spots made them even more charming.

"What beautiful eyes."

Su Shi shook the child, wanting to observe him closer but remembered that he reeked of alcohol.

She could only lower her head and peek, admiring the baby's smooth little face.

"Forget it... take him home first... we'll talk about it when he wakes up tomorrow."

Holding a child in his arms, staggering towards his home, Su Shi no longer felt like vomiting.

And in her arms, the little girl with red eyes was still being held quietly.

[Actually... you're so easily deceived. 】

Chitose hugged Nagasaki Suyo tightly, and Suyo thought that the action was an attempt to gain some sense of security.

[Silly daughter, it seems you haven't grown much in a world without me.]

I just wonder if you could do better than your mother, Ms. Nagasaki, if you became a mother.

【Can you do better than me? 】

Let's wait and see.

Ch130. Dark, damp, lonely and rich

My name is Nagasaki Suyo, and my life is painful.

Su Shi had a very long dream, and she returned to the day when her junior high school band disbanded.

Many of her memories before junior high school are not very deep, and she even can't remember most of her elementary school experiences... But from that rainy day when the band disbanded, all the hardships that followed are still vivid in Su Shi's memory.

When I was in elementary school, my parents divorced.

My father left home and my mother was busy with work, so I spent those cold years alone. The memories of that time have long been moldy and rusted in the corner.

Then came junior high school.

In junior high school, I entered a school for young ladies. It was a new environment, with new friends. I formed a band. The band disbanded, and I stayed alone in my room.

Later came high school.