I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

She was being played around by her two best friends - Mutsu Wakaba and Shoko Toyokawa. She hadn't been in contact with the former for a long time, and the latter had even lost contact.

Faced with the above situation, Su Shi managed to handle it.

But her mother still didn't go home often to accompany her. This could not be blamed on her mother. She worked very hard and worked like crazy with the belief that her child would not have to live a hard life.

So, my mother gave me the empty house.

Su Shi has been carrying loneliness and solitude all over the world until now.

High school ended, spring faded, and Shoko was never found.

The other party quit the group inexplicably and teamed up with Mu to play tricks on her... Ruoye Mu clearly knew something but just didn't say it... She might have her own difficulties, but why didn't Mu even say the most basic thing [Xiangzi didn't let me tell her situation]?

Why do you treat her like this? Obviously... saying something is better than saying nothing...

Walking alone in confusion, this is Su Shi’s high school.

When he arrived at university, Su Shi found that he was no longer very good at treating others.

She would feel irritated when she saw passionate people, because she would remember the friend who had hurt her before; she would also feel uneasy when she saw people with soft personalities, because Mu also had that kind of personality; and those riddle people...sigh.

After finishing college, Su Shi followed her mother to work until she recently started her own business.

It's very stressful, but it seems like there's nothing interesting in the world other than work.

Both the cello and the bass were gathering dust in the old house. The thing is—

"scare!"

Early in the morning, Su Shi suddenly opened his eyes.

She had a very strange dream, in which she seemed to be holding a child back home.

"Phew... luckily it was just a dream. Children are such a hassle."

Su Shi didn't hear the alarm clock, which meant it was not time to go to the company yet.

Without thinking, she fell down and prepared to take a nap, but when her consciousness slowly fell into space, a feeling of being stared at made Su Shi frown.

[How strange... um... huh? ]

When he opened his eyes, Su Shi met the gaze of a baby lying beside him.

"???"

Huh? Where did this kid come from!?

Her somewhat confused brain suddenly woke up. She jumped up from the bed in disbelief and stood blankly beside the bed.

The naked little baby girl, with her big, innocent eyes, was made to look incredibly sacred by the morning light. But...

"Ahhh?"

Su Shi pondered for a long time, with countless complicated emotions passing through her heart. Finally, she walked out of the room and dialed a number.

A number... one she hadn't contacted in a long time.

"Hello? Good morning, Mom. I..."

Nagasaki Suyo rubbed her messy hair and didn't know where to start.

"I have a spare baby on my hands now, I should..."

"what?"

Ms. Nagasaki on the other end of the line made a sharp explosion, which startled Chitose, who was in her infant state, and made her burst into tears.

"Whoa!"

"Alas..." Looking at the chaotic scene in front of him, Su Shi sighed.

That's the way it is.

……

"You're telling me you got drunk yesterday and picked up this child from the roadside, and you didn't remember anything until you found her this morning?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure it's not your little kid, Xiao Sushi? Look at this kid's little mouth and big eyes, he looks so much like you."

"Mom! I've never been in a relationship before! How could I suddenly have a baby?"

Su Shi's tone was somewhat impatient.

After so many years of graduation, she has transformed from a sunny and cheerful high school girl into a dark, damp and wealthy workaholic.

To be honest, if it weren't for this baby, she wouldn't have sat down and had a good chat with her mother for almost a year.

There are times when she misses her mother, but often in these situations she doesn't know what to say to her mother.

Talk about her daily life? Don't be ridiculous, she hasn't told her mother much about her daily life since junior high school.

She felt that she might have some resentment towards her mother, and she might not even think so subjectively, but she had this idea vaguely in her heart.

After all, the family ties between Orientals and their parents are so complex and entangled that hatred and love are often difficult to distinguish.

"So what should we do now?"

Ms. Nagasaki has entered semi-retirement, and her business partners and interpersonal relationships have basically been passed on to Su Shi. Although they don't meet very often, she often covers for Su Shi.

"I don't know... Let's just find an orphanage to send her to. I have to meet several clients today, and the last business deal wasn't finalized. Sigh..."

"Huh? But she is so cute, little Sushi, look, she keeps stretching her little hands towards you, she likes you," Ms. Nagasaki raised Chitose.

Su Shi looked in their direction and saw the baby girl with red eyes blinking at her.

"..."

"I'm going out to do some work. I'll leave this place to you. It's up to you to send it to an orphanage or keep it with yourself... But I won't raise it. I don't have time. Bye."

Perhaps because she could see the mother's love for the child, or perhaps because of her own pity for the child, Nagasaki Suyo's tone softened rarely.

However, she still couldn't accept chatting with her mother for a long time, which made her feel bored and upset, as well as dissatisfied with herself.

"Have a nice trip."

"Got it."

Ms. Nagasaki heard Suye coming downstairs and the sound of a door closing downstairs.

She smoothed the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, walked into the bathroom and gently wiped the little guy with a warm towel rack.

"She's so pretty, just like Xiao Sushi when she was a child..."

Whenever Ms. Nagasaki thought of Su Shi, who was not very close to her now, her heart ached.

But...what can she do? She has been running around for her daughter for many years and has been unable to balance her family and career. It is only natural that she is blamed by her daughter.

Su Shi has been sensible for so many years, it’s time for her to rebel a bit...

But when Ms. Nagasaki looked at the child again, she suddenly felt as if she saw the shadow of her childhood self.

"She can be considered Xiao Sushi's daughter, right? Since my daughter doesn't want to get married, then this child..."

Su Shi picked it up! Of course it has to be registered under Su Shi's name!

Ch131. Time flies, Nagasaki woman is hospitalized

busy.

Busy.

Busy, busy, busy.

Busy busy busy.

It's so busy.

A busy year lasts for a whole year.

If I get busier, it will be another year.

Time passed much faster than Su Shi had imagined.

Her company went public, and she took over her mother's business. She became a successful woman like her mother.

"Xiao Sushi, I've brought Xiao Qiansui to see you!"

"Ok?"

Nagasaki Suyo didn't look up. She heard the door of her office being pushed open but didn't react much.

Because she was still busy with the documents at hand.

Now that she has more and more resources at her disposal, the company's expansion is almost beyond her control.

In other words, she has no time to manage her personal life at all.

The mother walked up to Su Shi and wanted to brush away the hair stuck on Su Shi's face, but Su Shi subconsciously dodged it.

"Mom, I told you I'm very busy lately. If you don't have something important to do, don't come..."

"Well, isn't it that Chitose wanted to come and see her mother? So I brought her here."

When Su Shi heard the word "Mom", she subconsciously frowned.

"I've said it so many times, I don't need or want to raise a daughter. Mom, you can just adopt her, but why do you have to put her under my name?"

"This is you..." Ms. Nagasaki seemed to be trying to avoid something. She leaned over and whispered in Su Shi's ear, "You picked this up. If she's not your daughter, then she's still mine! Little Su Shi is so stupid."

"Oh, obviously... forget it, really."

Su Shi couldn't do anything to her mother, but she never raised her head from beginning to end.

"Hurry up, Xiao Sushi, say hello to Xiao Qiansui."

"Hi hi."

Su Shi lowered her head and waved casually, paying no attention to her mother and her "daughter".

"I've finished greeting you. Go out now. I'm going on a business trip soon. We can talk about other things when I come back."

"Oh, really, it's your daughter, but you still want me to raise her."

Ms. Nagasaki rubbed Chitose Nagasaki's little head. She knew that this little guy was very well-behaved and sensible.

But I didn't expect that she was so sensible that she didn't make any sound.

When his mother walked out with the daughter she had adopted, Su Shicai quietly raised his head.

She saw the back of the little girl named "Chitose Nagasaki" by her mother.

A small yellow hat is placed on top of her silver-white hair.

That is a hat that all kindergarten children wear, and I wore it when I was a child too.

There was a gleam in Su Shi's eyes, but he still couldn't say goodbye or try to keep her.

She had no feelings for this child, and her mother often brought her to see her over the years. But Su Shi had rarely seen Qiansui's face.

"Ms. Nagasaki, a client has arrived."

Secretary Huizuka knocked on the door outside the house, bringing Su Shi's thoughts back to reality.

She cleared her throat and said in a deep voice, "Well, okay."

what.

It turns out that without realizing it, I was also called "Ms. Nagasaki".

Ugh.

Before walking out of the office, Su Shi took a last look at the photo frame on the bookshelf.

There was a sealed photo inside, which was of the band she was in when she was in junior high school.

The name of that band is [Crychic].

It was a brief but startling moment of tenderness.

That's the way it is.

……

Get up early, go to work, eat, go to get off work, get off work, watch boring TV series, go to bed early and don’t stay up late.