I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

This is a whole day belonging to Nagasaki Suyo.

Since he has been a homebody since he was a child, even though he is already 30 years old, Su Shi is still used to spending most of his leisure time in bed or on the sofa.

It’s another weekend…

Yesterday was the last day of work, and Su Shi went to meet old friends for a drink and reminisce as usual.

I don’t know why Deng has become more introverted. I haven’t seen him for a long time. I heard that he is now taking medication to fight depression.

Li Xi was alright, as usual... bold and uninhibited? It's hard to describe.

However, what surprised Su Shi was that Wakaba Mu, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, actually met him yesterday.

Mu is now a star, and Su Shi has also seen her on TV. It was a variety show that played pranks on artists. A group of staff members smashed a cake about half a meter long on Mu's face and laughed out loud.

It seemed like Mu was the only one who didn't laugh in that episode.

"call…"

Warm breath colored the cool air.

My work has finally stabilized recently, which is not easy.

The tranquility of the early morning made Su Shi feel very happy. Li Xi once said that the better the quality of the wine, the less uncomfortable you will feel the next day after getting drunk.

So since then Su Shi has been pursuing extreme drunkenness, which can relieve her heavy pressure.

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The cell phone rang at an inopportune time.

Nagasaki Suyo, who had originally planned to stay in bed and take a nap, had to reach out to pick up the mobile phone on the bedside table.

"Hello? Who is it?"

"Hello, is this Ms. Nagasaki Suyo?"

"it's me."

"Your mother has been in a coma and hospitalized at around 11:30 last night..."

"Eh?"

She struggled to sit up from the soft couch, letting out a trembling sound of disbelief.

That's the way it is.

……

My mother has been ill and in the hospital for ten days...Ah, how time flies.

Su Shi felt dazed.

There's actually nothing much to say about my mother's illness.

She accumulated too many hidden illnesses because she often stayed up late to work when she was young. Finally, they all broke out in her old age, leading to her physical collapse.

Most of the people who visited the hospital were my mother's former partners, and a small number were her close friends or classmates when she was young.

They all tried to comfort Su Shi, saying that it was not a big problem, but Su Shi did not feel any real sense.

When everything was basically stable and his mother's condition was stable, Su Shi called a nurse, arranged the best ward in the hospital, and returned to where his mother lived now.

Su Shi knelt in front of his mother's bed in a daze, without making any movement.

It is said that family injuries can cause tears to flow, but Su Shi found that she did not really want to cry.

Is this the brain's defense mechanism? To prevent excessive sadness and prevent the body from crying out loud? Not really. I'm not that sad...right?

With his eyes drooping and his back rarely tense, Su Shi even felt relaxed.

"Um…"

She wasn't thinking about anything at the moment, and was in a daze for a long time. When she finally came to her senses, she found tears gathering on her chin.

"Mom, thank you for your hard work over the years..."

Alas...it seems that I will still be sad.

Slurp——

There was a sound of a door opening and then suddenly closing behind him, which made Su Shi look back.

Along with the sound of sporadic footsteps, she seemed to see a small figure, but the figure soon disappeared again.

"Who is there?"

This yard is private and no outsiders are allowed to come.

Su Shi seemed to have thought of something. She stood up and opened the door, but found nothing.

But when Nagasaki Suyo glanced sideways at the corner of the corridor, she caught the belt that was disappearing rapidly at the corner in time.

"Is this Chitose?"

Ch132. The most unfamiliar mother and daughter

This simulation was really difficult.

The hardship refers to the time when Ms. Nagasaki took me home and raised me as her granddaughter.

In the yard where Ms. Nagasaki retired, Noshiro... Chitose Nagasaki was hiding behind the sliding door of a room in the side yard.

She raised her little head and looked at the ceiling, her eyes flashing with memories of the past few years.

[I didn't expect Nagasaki to become so reliable after getting older. ]

Although, she still retains some unreliable characteristics.

Sometimes Ms. Nagasaki would oversleep her nap and forget to make dinner, leaving both of them hungry.

Although afterwards the other person will hug her with a look of heartache and say sorry and call her a fool.

And the old lady Nagasaki is very talkative.

I always mutter something weird like "This child really has a face that will make people regret for the rest of their lives", "Xiao Su Shi already has a daughter, I'm getting old", "Ah, white hair and red eyes, I'm fine", etc.

Ms. Nagasaki is so cute.

"Ugh…"

I didn't expect Nagasaki-san to be ill, but that made the simulation easier...

Simulation! Simulation... Simulation is not fun.

Qiansui was missing her lost characteristic, [Sanchen]. After all, [Sanchen] could indeed suppress her chaotic thoughts and keep all kinds of emotions within an acceptable range...

San Chen is gentle, and below San Chen... emotions are always stable and indifferent.

"Woo..."

In fact, I have been taken very good care of by Sister Nagasaki in the past few years!

It’s said to be difficult, but it’s actually very happy... because Chang Jie really treats her as her own flesh and blood and raises her.

But why did she fall ill so early? That day, I was woken up by her noise in the middle of the night and almost fainted from fright.

From changing diapers to picking herself up from kindergarten every day, Sister Nagasaki has done her best.

She seemed to want to make up for her debt to Su Shi through herself? But what did it matter? She was actually a... very competent, but not very competent mother.

After all, this is her first time being a mother, and a single mother at that... Not being able to take perfect care of her child is really frustrating.

Faced with the hospitalization of her good sister and best friend in the last simulation and her grandmother in this simulation, Chitose Noshiro felt it more than anyone else.

See it.

This is the feeling of powerlessness.

Even though it was just a simulation, when someone you care about is critically ill, you will always reveal your true feelings. It's just a simulation, but...

"Woo..."

Thinking of the care she had received over the past five or six years, Qiansui couldn't stop crying. A strange yet familiar voice calling her came to her ears, but she didn't respond because she was immersed in sadness.

She squatted down with her small body, and the belt behind her was hanging down because no one helped her tie it tightly after Sister Nagasaki left.

I don’t know how much time passed before the door behind me was suddenly opened.

Qiansui, who was squatting, heard the words of the person behind him before he could turn around.

"So you're... here. Are you crying?"

……

Time goes back five minutes.

Nagasaki Suyo stood at the door for a long time without moving.

She bought this house for her mother to live in during her retirement years and it has typical Japanese decoration.

The child running in the corridor just now was undoubtedly the child I picked up a few years ago.

"Alas... Mom is in the hospital, and she actually left me with such a trouble."

It’s troublesome, really troublesome... If I hadn’t been drunk that day, I would have just taken him to the police station.

Su Shi sighed, but still chose to follow.

"Chitose? Chitose! Are you there?"

That child's name is Chitose, right?

Chitose Nagasaki, my goodness...it's actually my own daughter.

The feeling of being a mother without pain is really amazing.

Su Shi has not been busy with work these days. She has left her business to her secretary and subordinates.

Anyway, there is nothing important to do during this period of time.

Therefore, Su Shi has been resting and drinking in this house recently, but he has never remembered that he has a daughter.

"But there's still food in the house, so you shouldn't be hungry."

In an unfamiliar house, Nagasaki Suyo called out a strange name.

Over the years, she spent very little time with the children she adopted, even less time than she spent with strangers in the company.

This may be because Su Shi has never had or planned to be a parent.

The further she went into the corridor, the dimmer the light became. It was not until she approached the dark wooden door that she could barely hear the sounds coming from inside.

【Crying? This child.】

"Ugh…"

After all, she is a child, and her mother is the one who has always taken care of her. Now that she is gone, the child will be sad.

Su Shi hesitated for a moment, but still chose to push the door open.

After a long search, she finally found her...the daughter she had never taken care of in five years.

"Chitose, you are here."

Su Shi tried to make her voice gentler, but it still seemed that what she said was cold.

The little girl squatting at the heels barely stopped sobbing.

She stood up tremblingly and turned to face Su Shi.

Her pretty face was delicate and sweet like honey, her smooth neck unconsciously exposed, her red pupils were as fiery as her lover's tongue, and paired with her soft silver-white hair...

What a flawless work of art this is.

"Woo?"

The cute little girl had to raise her head to see Su Shi clearly. While she was looking at Su Shi, Su Shi also looked at her clearly.

Especially the red eyes from crying are even more heartbreaking.

Su Shi only felt his throat dry.