Lonely Rock for the Blind

"Qing has apologized to me! Qing has said... that he knows about your affairs... your quarrel! Qing knows all the reasons for your quarrel, so Qing will solve it... because... because he told me..."

Goto Ichiri walked towards the door of the rehearsal room.

"Goto-san!"

Kita Ikuyo hugged Goto Ichiri tightly.

"That's the hope of the senior regaining his sight..."

"But it's definitely not what Haru wants!"

Goto Ichiri turned around.

"Qing never mentioned it to me, so he didn't want to go, didn't want to leave... just like me..."

Goto Ichiri's heartbeat was getting faster and faster.

"I...I've been locked in a box...alone all the time..."

pat.

Goto Ichiri's tears fell to the ground.

"It was... it was you guys, everyone who pulled me out... Hongxia... pulled me into the band, where I met everyone... and also had the chance to meet Qing... I don't want to..."

Goto Ichiri lowered his head.

"I do not want…"

Then he raised his head and shouted to everyone.

"I don't want to be alone again!"

"!"

Ijichi Hongxia felt a tightness in her chest.

"You're not alone! You still have us!"

Kita Ikuyo raised her voice and said.

"no the same!"

Goto Ichiri yelled at Kita Ikuyo for the first time.

"It's different! Everything we have now... is precious... something we must cherish! We can't live without Kita-kun, Nijika, or Liang... and we can't live without Qing!"

Goto Ichiri took a step forward.

"Everyone is precious! So... no one can be lost!"

"... "

Ichichi Hongxia's lips trembled.

Yamada Ryo raised his head.

Goto Ichiri lowered his head and roared.

"I don't know... I don't understand... When you guys were arguing... I was there... I was scared... I was worried... But... But I also believe that everything will be fine!"

"Nijiga and Kita-san like Haru! Ryo-san will be angry about Haru just as well! So... so you definitely don't want Haru to leave either!"

The three of them opened their eyes wide at the same time.

The conversation I had with my mother last night was replaying in my mind.

Goto Ichiri opened his mouth.

"Often...precious things only appear for a short time...so cherish them...and hold on to them!"

Kita Ikuyo took a step back.

"Qing doesn't want to leave, right? He never told you that he wanted to leave, right? If that's the case... why are you pushing him to leave? It's obvious that you don't want him to leave!"

Tears rolled down Ijichi Hongxia's eyes.

"Why do you have to suppress yourselves?!"

Yamada Ryo's lips trembled.

"If you keep suppressing yourself... and compromising everything... then wouldn't that make you... just like me? Just like Pochi!!!"

Goto Ichiri leaned against the door.

"Don't... force Qing... don't... suppress yourself..."

Goto Ichiri turned, grabbed the door handle and ran out.

"Goto-san!"

Kita Ikuyo stretched out his hand suddenly, but failed to catch her.

Obviously, at that distance... we can easily touch each other...

But still... didn't catch...

Can’t catch it… or don’t want to catch it?

Click...

Yamada Ryo stood up.

The other two looked at Yamada Ryo.

“…I don’t want him to leave.”

"... "

"I've told him many times...I don't want him to leave, and he's agreed to it every time...so..."

Yamada Ryo lowered his head and clenched his fists.

Why suppress yourself...

Why escape in silence?

He keeps talking about "personality"...but he avoids even revealing his true thoughts.

"... "

Yamada Ryo didn't say anything, just ran to the door, opened it and rushed out.

"... "

Kita Ikuyo looked down at her hands.

"...Ijichi-senpai..."

Kita Ikuyo turned around and looked at Ijichi Hongka, tears streaming down the corners of her yellow-green eyes.

"As expected... I still want to keep Senior's... Because just now... I didn't grab anything..."

Kita Ikuyo pursed her lips.

"I…"

Her voice trembled, Kita Ikuyo gritted her teeth, then turned around and ran out the door.

"…for…"

Ijichi Hongxia covered her heart.

Everyone went...

The voice in my heart said.

How much more sensible do you want to be?

The voice in my heart laughed.

If you want to chase her, then go ahead...just like when you were a kid.

Ichichi Hongxia stood up from in front of the drum.

"I…"

She grabbed the umbrella and ran out the door.

Click!

The rehearsal room door closed on its own.

The rehearsal room was empty.

Chapter 169 Cat

"Mom...what kind of person am I?"

In the rain, Nekoyashiki Haru raised his head and asked the black-haired, purple-eyed woman in front of him.

"…you…"

Nekoyashiki Saki's mouth opened and closed weakly, and the sound came out intermittently.

"Age 17... Birthday December 18th... Height 1.75 meters... Weight... No new information yet..."

“…That’s not what I’m asking, Mom.”

"I know!"

Catyashiki Saki suddenly became a little excited.

"You...you've been suffering because you once wanted to be a painter, but after losing your eyesight, you no longer have the ability to be a painter, so..."

"... "

Nekayashiki Haru's calm expression made Nekayashiki Saki unable to continue.

She felt a nameless anger.

The woman's voice was suppressed.

"I know you must be unhappy with me in your heart! But Qing! I'm doing this for your own good! The chance to regain your sight doesn't always come! Are you going to give up just for a few friends? Besides, it's not like you won't be able to come back!"

"... "

"Qing! I...I know you're a soft-hearted person, so..."

"Mom, just tell me what kind of person I am."

Nekayashiki Haru's voice trembled slightly.

"What kind of person is your son?"

"I…"

嗒…

Nekoyashiki Saki couldn't help but take a step back.

"When I was little...why was I taken care of by Aunt Ijichi?"

"... "

"It's not a coincidence. You asked her for help, right?"

"…Um."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

"You guys have been so busy that I don't remember what you look like since we were little."

"... "

"I know you love me, and I know you're really busy too."

Nekoyashiki Haru laughed.

"So, Mom, I don't want to blame you."

Nekoyashiki Haru finished speaking and then lowered his head.

“…That being said…but…”

Nekoyashiki Haru raised his head.