Lonely Rock for the Blind

"Even in my short life, there are still moments of dislike."

"!"

"They threw me into a house with someone else and asked Aunt Yidizhi to take care of me. At the same time, they arranged for many people to watch me in secret. I know all of this."

"I've thought about why you didn't come to see me, why you didn't apologize to me in the beginning, why work seemed more important than me. I've had all these thoughts since I was a kid."

"...Haru...I'm sorry."

"Mom has apologized enough, so I already understand your good intentions and accept them."

Nekoyashiki Saki opened her eyes wide.

“…Now…”

“It’s different now…”

Nekoyashiki Haru took a few steps back.

Walk out of the range of the umbrella.

Raindrops hit him.

Nekayashiki Saki was startled and started walking towards Nekayashiki Haru.

Then Nekayashiki Haru raised his hand to stop him.

"clear?!"

"Mother, answer me, what kind of person am I?"

"I...I don't know! Come back first..."

"Well... you don't know."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

"So... you absolutely... don't understand me at all."

"... "

Nekoyashiki Saki slowly lowered her outstretched hand.

"What do I like to eat?"

"... "

"What don't I like to eat?"

"... "

“Why should I play rock music?”

"... "

"Hey, I can't answer that."

Nekoyashiki Haru suddenly felt a little proud.

Then he was silent for a while, and then spoke.

"Mom, I won't ask you to understand me to any extent, nor will I ask you to give up your job and be with me."

"Those willful thoughts have expired."

"I'm... used to being alone now."

"right…"

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault."

Nekoyashiki Haru shook his head.

"You don't know how to be a mother... I don't know how to be a son, we are the same..."

"but…"

Nekoyashiki Haru took off her sunglasses.

Click...

"I have now... made my own decision."

The purple pupils looked at Nekoyashiki Saki through the rain curtain.

"As for me...I really don't want to leave."

"!"

"Although my mother cunningly told everyone to persuade me..."

Before Nekayashiki Haru could finish his words, he was interrupted by Nekayashiki Saki.

"So! Your friends are all urging you to get treatment, are you going to let them down?!"

“…How cunning…”

Nekoyashiki Haru smiled, her purple pupils slightly narrowed.

Saki Nekoyashiki suddenly felt dazed.

She remembered the day long, long ago when she returned to Japan for work... and the smile that the 5-year-old cat Haru Yashiki gave her.

Exactly the same as he is now.

but…

Whether it was now or then, I just...watched...

"Don't... let down your friends'... kindness..."

Nekoyashiki Saki repeated mechanically.

"What they mean in this matter has nothing to do with me."

"?!"

Nekoyashiki Saki opened her eyes wide.

Nekayashiki Haru continued.

"I will stay...even if you want me to go to treatment, even if they want me to go to treatment...I will stay...because this is my choice, it has nothing to do with anyone else, it only concerns my personal will!"

Nekoyashiki Haru opened his eyes wide.

"I still have to respond to Hongxia and Yudai. I also promised Yili that I would solve the problem. I also promised Liang that I would not leave."

"So, I won't leave!"

Nekoyashiki Haru stepped back, speaking as he did so.

"I love you...but don't lock me up like that..."

Nekoyashiki Saki lowered her head.

"I've been prepared for the lifelong blindness."

Nekayashiki Haru turned around and showed his back to Nekayashiki Saki.

"So mom...I don't want to give up everything I have now."

Crack...

The blind stick was thrown out.

Snapped!

His palms pressed against the wall along the street.

snap…

The sunglasses fell to the ground.

Nekayashiki Saki stepped forward and followed Nekayashiki Haru from a distance.

She picked up her sunglasses from the ground.

"Your...sunglasses..."

"I don't need it anymore."

Nekoyashiki Haru said.

Nekayashiki Saki only saw Nekayashiki Haru's back.

Nekoyashiki Haru walked forward.

Catyashiki Saki followed behind.

"…Umbrella…"

"You keep it, I don't need it."

Said Nekoyashiki Haru, whose black hair was soaked from being beaten.

"I…"

Nekoyashiki Saki lowered her head.

The anger remains.

But at this moment... it is no longer nameless anger...

That's... my anger at myself.

To what extent must one be negligent in one's duty... to be unable to hold back one's own child at this moment.

Nekoyashiki Haru walked forward without looking back.

He had made up his mind, even if it meant enduring a lifetime of emptiness.

That’s okay, that’s fine.

Because, we are ready.

With preparation, everything that follows will be fine.

I am not someone who will be influenced by others' will.

I have my own will and my own choices, even if they are wrong it doesn't matter.

Nekoyashiki Haru walked forward slowly, slowly.

Like a solitary, proud cat.

Chapter 170 Let Me Fall in Love with You

Crash!!!

The rain seemed to be getting heavier.

“Haaa…haaa…haaa…”

Goto Ichiri ran up the stairs.

Then he suddenly froze on the road.

Next…where to?

I want to go find Qing, but... but where can I find her?

This…

Behind me, footsteps were heard.

Goto Ichiri looked back.

"cold…"

"Why did you stop?"

Yamada Ryo asked.

"Um, where should we go to find Qing?"

Goto Ichiri took out his cell phone.