Lonely Rock for the Blind

“…Ah…No.”

Nekoyashiki Haru shook his head.

After a brief silence, he spoke to Da Hei Yinmi.

"I decided... to be with all four of them at once."

"...?"

Da Hei Yin opened his mouth slightly.

"What did you say?"

"I mean... being with them at the same time, I know it's a scumbag, but I accept it as a scumbag."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

“It’s better than doing nothing.”

"... "

Da Hei Yin has lowered his head.

Click click click…

The woman held the wine jar tightly, her black nails almost embedded in it.

"…Why…"

"what?"

“…I really…don’t understand…”

Click...

The table was gently lifted.

Da Hei Yin walked towards the young man and threw the wine jar in his hand to the ground.

"Pa?"

"Why did you become like this because of them?"

Daikokuon had already knelt down in front of Nekayashikiharu, holding Nekayashikiharu with both hands.

"Obviously... this shouldn't be what you want to do..."

Daikoku Otomi clenched his hands.

"Because they like you so much...you don't want to make them sad, so you make yourself like this?"

“I also like…”

"Give up..."

The dark green pupils suddenly moved in front of Nekoyashiki Haru.

"Haru...just give up on them."

"…What?"

Nekoyashiki Haru tilted his head as if he didn't understand.

"You know... you are different from them... you and I are the same..."

Okuro Otomi's hands slowly clenched, his vision distorted by the alcohol.

"What do you mean?"

There was something that Nekoyashiki Haru didn't understand.

"...I imagined you...who is willing to understand me, who I can understand, who can completely dispel my loneliness..."

Nekoyashiki Haru's purple pupils trembled.

"I?"

"right…"

Daikokuon had already climbed onto Nekoyashiki Haru, and his two hands were slowly tightening around the boy's body.

It was as if being strangled by a snake.

"I like you...Qing..."

"!"

"So... don't let yourself become something you didn't want to become in the first place... just choose me... the two of us, leave everyone else behind, and run away."

“…pa…”

"I am... a really useless person... I am really afraid of the cold, so... you who make me feel warm... please don't leave..."

"I…"

"Don't start a so-called harem, choose me..."

Daikokuon grabbed Nekayashiki's hand and pressed it hard against his chest.

The softness of the palm made Nekayashiki Haru feel like he was electrocuted. He wanted to withdraw his hand suddenly, but was knocked down by Daikokuon the next moment.

The woman pressed on the boy, wrapping her whole body around him.

"...Qing...I like it better this way, right?"

"Wait a minute... Oooo."

Nekoyashiki Haru, who couldn't see anything, had no idea what the other person was doing, so she was kissed the next moment.

"!!!"

Nekoyashiki Haru opened his eyes wide.

Softness wrapped around stiffness.

Da Hei Yin narrowed his eyes.

Then slowly separate.

The silver thread broke.

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru stood there in a daze.

"...How's that? This is completely different from the kid-like playhouses like Kita-chan, right?"

Dai Hei Yin asked softly.

"…I…"

"I can feel..."

Da Hei Yin could feel the normal physiological activities of the boy under him.

Then he suddenly shouted loudly.

"I can feel it! So, choose me! Then you can have no worries."

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru wiped the corner of his mouth.

"Answer me, Haru!"

Daikokuone asked again.

She looked at the boy with her dark green eyes, expecting him to give her a satisfactory answer.

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru slowly shook his head.

"... "

Daikoku Otomi's eyes gradually darkened.

“…I see…I lost…”

boom…

Da Hei Yin was lying on the floor powerlessly.

“As expected…”

She closed her eyes.

"At first I thought you were really the same as me... but after asking the store manager I found out... that you actually have a [family]. At that time I almost thought... I would be rejected."

"... "

"You're not as lonely as I am..."

“…pa…”

"So be it…"

“…Otomi.”

Nekoyashiki Haru called out the woman's name.

"!"

Daikokuyin has opened his eyes.

“…Why are you calling my name all of a sudden?”

"... "

"Change your mind? It's not too late... Come here by yourself..."

Before Daikoku Otomi could finish his words, he was interrupted by Nekayashiki Haru.

"Otomi, have you always been lonely?"

"Ah... of course... lonely..."

Daikoku has closed his eyes.

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru was silent for a while, then groped forward and slowly crawled to the side of Okuro Otomi.

Then he lay down on his side.

"…I'm sorry, I can't accept your feelings. I can't let them down, nor can I let myself down for making up my mind."

“…Yes, you are different from me. You have a sense of responsibility.”

"Yeah…"

Nekayashiki Haru hesitated for a moment, then took Okuro Otomi's hand.

"...If I'm always lonely...well..."

Nekayashiki Haru closed his eyes, as if he had made up his mind.

"Want to join us?"

"... "

Daikokuyin has opened his eyes.

“…You’ve really become a scumbag…”

"I'm sorry... but at this point, there's nothing to regret."

Nekoyashiki Haru sat up and pulled Ootomu Otomi up with him.

"...I just...please give me a chance. After all, no one actually agrees right now."

Nekoyashiki Haru holds the hand of Otomi Okuro.

"...I'll tell them...so don't worry."

"…Why?"

Da Hei Yin tilted his head.