In the early days of forming the band, Ai Yin should have been wearing glasses to enhance her image, actively speaking up, and even vying for the role of lead planner.
However, for now, they are basically going along with Lixi's plan, putting the team name and uniforms aside for later, and taking advantage of the Golden Week holiday to practice the pieces.
"In short, we'll practice in the training room here at 2 PM tomorrow."
After explaining the plan, Li Xi promised, "If Qian Nai is willing to meet me later, I will sincerely apologize."
This promise seems to be giving the lamp a sense of reassurance.
But Su Shi couldn't help but chuckle when she thought of how China had apologized to Riki by barking like a dog on LINE the day before.
"Why are you laughing?" Li Xi asked in confusion, then remembered that Su Shi had taken Qian Nai back yesterday.
So, does Suze know what China sent me on Line?
"Is Xiaosushi happy...?"
Deng noticed that Aine and Su Shi seemed to be forcing smiles and hadn't said much earlier, but now Su Shi was smiling from the bottom of her heart.
Su Shi glanced at Li Xi, who had "don't say it" written all over her face, and then covered up by saying, "Yeah, I'm really happy to be able to form a band again after so long."
The corners of Deng's mouth turned up excitedly, but her worry about whether Qianna could stay in the band had not been completely relieved, so she pursed her lips again.
"If Chizuru came back, would she be willing to stay in a band for life?"
"Eh, a lifetime?"
Aiyin suddenly snapped out of her daze and looked at the two people opposite her who seemed to be deep in thought.
Does this even need to be thought about? Forming a band for a lifetime is a very rare occurrence.
Did they all solemnly agree to the lamp like that?
While Aine was still in shock, Deng realized that she hadn't asked Aine this question yet.
"Then, Xiao Aiyin..."
"I need to use the restroom first!" Aine quickly left, trying to avoid a question that was releasing gravity.
On the other side, after enjoying the parfait, Yao Le Nai licked her upper lip and chuckled softly.
Chapter 106 I've Made Up My Decision
Performing on stage is as important to Lena as breathing.
Breathing is a lifelong process.
So, women who are willing to be in a band for life are quite interesting.
However, Aine, who had temporarily escaped to the bathroom before the light's gravity engine started, didn't think so.
Are you kidding me? A band for life or something...
Those three members of Crychic are truly extraordinary.
You shouldn't make promises lightly about things that are difficult to achieve.
Let's start with at least a short-term goal, like putting on our first performance.
No... Crychic disbanded after their first live performance. If I tell this to Akari when we get back, it will make her feel down again.
It was precisely because of that breakup that Deng believed the band would never break up again, and that was based on the premise of being in a band for life...
This is a request that's hard to grant, since they just wanted to have some fun and show off their love voice at a live performance. She also doesn't want to lie to the light.
If I told Chika about this, she would probably think it's pretty absurd.
I feel like I can't live without Aine.
A sentence suddenly flashed through her mind, and Aine's heart tightened immediately.
Thankfully, China didn't ask a question like "Can you never leave me for the rest of your life?" but there was still a strong sense of dependence.
Whenever I recall those words, it's as if China's invisible figure is clinging tightly to my side, refusing to let go.
Anyway, let's talk to China about the situation first.
Aine opened Line.
"She did ask me if I wanted to study astronomy for the rest of my life, and I agreed without much thought at the time. Now that I think about it, 'a lifetime' is really a heavy prefix."
Aine recalled the paper that Akari had meticulously prepared for Chinana, and the AI article that Chinana had written in response to her.
Chika was really reckless back then...
Aiyin continued typing.
"Right now, Deng and everyone are talking about whether you would agree to be in a band for life, and then they realized they haven't asked me yet."
"Before she could speak, I made an excuse to go to the restroom and temporarily escaped. I don't know what to do when I get back."
China stared at the message, then got out of bed and walked to the window.
Having learned from her previous experience, she had to think about how to properly deal with the topic of "a lifetime" and how to give Ai Yin advice now.
However, Aine typed again: "I've decided to go back and emphasize to them how long a lifetime is."
"Well, that's fine too."
It seems like I don't need any help or advice.
Should I adopt a similar attitude to Aine when facing this issue?
No, we should first consider whether it's even necessary to form a band with them.
Please let the band shine!
The sentence on the note, having been promised by the original owner, is no longer considered part of his mission.
So it depends on whether you have an interest in it.
When she performed in physics class last time, Chinatsu experienced the feeling of showcasing herself and receiving encouragement from everyone.
Later, during live streams, I was able to experience that feeling again.
Moreover, the audience is no longer just a few dozen people; everyone who has heard a song you've released will be a potential audience.
Perhaps it won't be as grand as a live performance, but rather it will be through a screen, but I reckon that I'll still be incredibly excited and happy.
Besides not having to show their face, they also don't have to worry about how to handle accidents that might happen during live performances; they can simply cut off the live stream.
But if I were to do a live performance, and I had a manic episode and smashed the keyboard while playing, I don't know if my stage presence would match the band's...
It would be even more troublesome if I couldn't resist joining in with the audience...
China had thought about whether or not to join the band countless times.
I was also somewhat hesitant and hadn't made a decision.
Perhaps it's time.
What should I do?
She wanted to hear the opinion of another voice in her heart first.
I originally wanted you to live freely according to your own will.
But since you've asked me that, all I can say is...
Be a little selfish, be kinder to yourself, and stop always thinking about others.
I have indeed been worried about how others will feel if I don't join the band.
Before caring about others, take care of yourself first.
If you continue to feel anxious because of others, something really bad will happen.
Live a little easier.
It was also for their sake.
China looked out the window, her hand holding the phone behind her back gradually tightening.
??I see.
It's time to make a decision.
"Xiao Aiyin, after thinking it over these past two days, I've decided not to join the band."
As she typed this, China imagined Akari's disheartened and disappointed expression upon hearing the news.
I also thought about what kind of conflicts and arguments would arise if I joined the band because of my symptoms.
Her presence in the band was a burden to the members.
When the manic phase arrives, one cannot be pressured; when the depressive phase arrives, one lacks the motivation to practice and perform.
I'd rather not be in a band than be like this.
Aine's mood calmed down a bit after seeing Chizuru's message.
There's no need to think of forming a band as a "trial run" for China.
There's no need to consider the various unforeseen situations that had to be taken into account when China was in the team.
Chinatsu and the band members will be able to relax a bit more.
It all depends on whether the light fixture can accept this.
“I’ll come here to hang out occasionally while you guys are training,” China added.
She wanted to add that she would come and share the melody she created once she had a good one.
Even if I don't perform, occasionally composing some songs for the band can give them a sense of "I'm part of it too".
However, this point was quickly rejected by another voice in his heart.
It's not about the revenue sharing between performers and arrangers; it's about the dilemma of balancing friendship and interests.
Instead, they considered the feelings of the other arranger in the team.
It's best not to write music for them until Lixi has officially written a piece and it becomes a hit after the performance.
otherwise……
The new band's first performance was a huge hit because of a song I wrote, which I was not in the band with. Lixi will...
I'll probably live in your shadow.
……
In the end, China only sent Aine her decision not to join the band, without mentioning anything else.
Aine returned to the store, intending to tell everyone about the incident.
She stood in front of the three of them, her face hardened, and after holding her breath for a while, she finally exhaled and said:
"Lixi, you don't need to prepare the five-person version of the sheet music anymore."
"Prepare."
A soft, yet resolute voice suddenly came from behind the four people.
Turning around, I saw the white-haired girl with heterochromatic eyes.
"what?"
Just as Lixi and the others were looking at Yao Lena with confusion, the latter smelled a cart of pastries being delivered outside the shop and followed it out.
So, Lixi's gaze turned to Aine.
"Why don't we need to prepare a five-person version?"
"Ah, it's nothing..." Aine waved her hands.
Chapter 107 The Calm Before the Storm
Just as Aine was about to temporarily put aside the topic of Chinatsu not joining the band, Akari slowly lowered her hand from the table, a hint of worry in her eyes, and confirmed:
"Xiao Aiyin just told Xiao Lixi not to prepare the five-piece sheet music, does that mean... Xiao Qiannai isn't joining the band?"
"..."
After a moment of silence, Aine stood to one side, looking somewhat lost, her gaze unconsciously drifting towards the corner. After a pause, she slowly answered:
"Yes."
The atmosphere at the scene froze instantly, plunging from the initial awkwardness and heaviness to an even deeper level.
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