Prior to this, no one remembered that China had clearly expressed how much motivation she had to join the band.

Therefore, it was expected that China would not ultimately choose to join the band.

But after learning the result, Deng couldn't help but feel sad.

Recalling how eagerly Qianna looked to return before the lantern was lit, a stark contrast to the disappointment on her face now, Ritsuki was about to feel guilty again, but was interrupted by a surge of defiant spirit.

Did I really do something wrong?

Last time, it was because Xiangzi left the team without saying anything, so I grabbed Xiangzi by the collar and yelled at her.

For a long time afterward, she didn't think much of what she had done.

Human perspectives are always evolving or changing over time.

Over the course of the year, she has matured somewhat, and she no longer criticizes others upon first meeting them... nor does she constantly accuse Deng of being quiet, as she did when they first met.

She also realized that her words and actions towards Xiangzi at the time may have indeed been too impulsive.

Just as she told the shop manager Rinrinko, she wasn't good at talking.

Lixi acknowledged that his own actions were part of the reason Xiangzi decided to leave the team, and therefore he was unable to maintain Crychic, feeling somewhat ashamed towards Deng.

But this sense of shame, just like now, is gradually being overtaken by a feeling of resentment.

I don't understand why she left as soon as her tone was slightly off.

I told that guy's friends about my problem and said I would apologize, but they still wouldn't even meet with me.

That girl is just like her sister...

Thinking of this, Lixi remained silent, then got up and went to work.

At this moment, Su Shi quietly transformed her cold expression into a smile that seemed to soothe wounds, and asked Aine:

"When you asked Xiaolixi if she wanted Qianna to join the team, and then went to the restroom, were you trying your best to persuade her to come back?"

After Su Shi spoke, Li Xi gradually stopped walking.

"I……"

Ai Yin felt that this question was a very confident guess.

Otherwise, if the other party doesn't do what was described, it would be quite embarrassing for them.

Just like now, Aine went to the bathroom to avoid Akari asking about things like "a lifetime," not to persuade China to come back.

After being asked this question, Aine felt somewhat embarrassed and awkward.

Looking at Su Shi calmly and gently watching her, waiting for an answer, she couldn't help but dart her eyes around anxiously.

Aine thought to herself... Suze should have asked this based on reasonable speculation, instead of making things difficult for her.

After all, they hadn't known each other for very long and hadn't had any conflicts.

Or did Suze find out that I suggested China should seriously consider joining the band?

If she really wants Chizuru to join the band, then by doing this, I'm essentially going against her...

If you go along with this statement, you are planting another lie that contradicts your inner beliefs. Each time you try to cover up this lie, you will spend more time and energy because you are going against your own wishes.

It's even more impossible for him to tell the truth and say that he's avoiding the lamp's "lifetime" request.

So, that's the only answer I can give.

“I didn’t try my best to persuade her to join the band. I just told China about Lixi and Xiaodeng’s idea of ​​having her join the band. I respect China’s wishes.”

"That's it..."

Su Shi nodded gently, seemingly convinced by the neutral image that Ai Yin was currently portraying.

Soon, Aiyin comforted Deng again.

"Although Chika is no longer in the band, she will stay by your side and teach you singing techniques."

"Um"

The lamp did not become overly immersed in the sorrow intertwined with present events and past memories.

Instead, she recalled what Aine had said yesterday: "You need to gradually learn to take care of others."

Chika has already helped me so much, and I can't just keep taking from her.

Teaching herself to sing was not China's obligation, nor was joining a band.

Just because China did one thing doesn't mean she has to do the other.

I can no longer wallow in my own sorrow.

On stage, Xiangzi and Qiannai can witness their progress.

"Everyone..."

Deng held the water glass in both hands and looked at the three of them with hopeful eyes.

Then, he stood up.

"Please take good care of me during the practice sessions!"

This statement came out of place in the somber atmosphere, causing all three of them to pause in surprise.

Riki, who had been sulking because of China, was immediately distracted and quickly replied, "Yeah, let's do our best together!"

Su Shi and Aine exchanged a glance, then raised their voices slightly, feigning enthusiasm, and chimed in, "Let's do our best together!"

The awkward meeting ended abruptly in a state of unease.

However, it seems better than a long stalemate where no one knows what to say.

It even... averted a conflict.

……

Afternoon tea ended, the four of them parted ways in pairs.

Su Shi and Ai Yin walked on the bustling night street, where starlight and streetlights intertwined to create a sea of ​​light.

The shops on both sides of the street were brightly lit, and the shop windows displayed all kinds of goods, attracting people's attention.

The two women merely glanced at the street scene; though usually talkative, they remained mostly silent.

Finally, Aine couldn't help herself and stopped, asking in a kind tone:

"Su Shi should know about China's situation just like I do, right?"

Su Shi nodded in agreement, and Aine continued:

"I have another question, but before that, please allow me to apologize."

“I had been thinking about forming a band, so I invited Chinatsu.”

"But now I feel that the pressure of practicing in a band that performs on stage must be very high, so it may not be suitable for Chika. So I told Chika to consider her own situation more before deciding whether to join the band."

"So it was actually me who brought Chinatsu over and then made her withdraw... I'm sorry."

Su Shi shook her head with a smile.

"It's okay, I'm the one who should apologize. It would really be a happy thing for me if China could join the band."

Then, Su Shi covered it up and said:

"I've considered her situation and even thought about not letting China join the band. But I haven't done that because of my own selfish reasons. I'm so grateful that you spoke up for China on my behalf."

"If that's the case..."

Ai-yin asked, still puzzled.

"What happened when they asked me if I was trying my best to persuade Chinatsu to join the team?"

Su Shi looked at the distant night view and said as if revealing her true feelings.

You can interpret this as me secretly hoping you'll do it.

"Oh……"

This put Aine at ease; thankfully, they weren't being deliberately difficult.

What she didn't know was that Su Shi did indeed want to make things difficult for someone, but it wasn't her.

It was Li Xi.

If Aine had followed up on Suze's question and lied that she was trying her best to persuade China to join the team, it would have added another burden to Ritsuki's heart.

Chinatse's friends have all tried so hard to persuade her to join the team, but because of your words and actions, Chinatse is still too afraid to join no matter what.

This is the layer of burden.

Even if Aine hadn't said that, Suze had alternative lines, but the light interrupted her.

That is...

"Xiao Lixi no longer needs to prepare the sheet music for five people, which will make things easier for her."

This was undoubtedly sarcastic and sarcastic to Riki, who believed that she was partly responsible for China's failure to join the team.

If he actually said that, the straightforward Lixi would probably argue with Sushi.

Having maintained a persona of pleasing others for so long, Su Shi had accumulated too many emotions in her heart, and she really wanted to bring up both old and new grievances and have a big fight with Li Xi.

Rather than telling Mu that "it's all your fault" and having the other person silently suffer, being grabbed by the collar and loudly retorted by Li Xi might make one feel the intensity of the emotional clash more strongly.

Su Shi couldn't help but feel that her thoughts were somewhat strange.

What's wrong with me...?

Chapter 108 Who knows if it's a blessing in disguise?

Tolerance, patience.

Su Shi kept repeating this to herself.

As long as there is a glimmer of hope, one must maintain this ingratiating and gentle image, and never provoke conflict on one's own initiative.

The three members of Crychic have been reunited, and they should cherish this hard-won opportunity.

Although Chinatsu didn't join the band, that's not a bad thing.

On the contrary, mental illness should be treated properly. Avoiding high-pressure environments is the right thing to do, as it will help her recovery.

One day, China will get better, and perhaps after feeling relieved, she will change her mind and want to join the band.

What Su Shi needs to do is to keep the band harmonious during this period.

Xiangzi too. The last time I met Xiangzi at the coffee shop, although he had already rejected me with the line, "Your sister's in your band, what do you need me for?"

However, this meeting also revealed that Xiangzi still uses taxis and goes to high-end coffee shops, indicating that he has no financial problems.

Otherwise, it would be inappropriate to invite someone who is busy making a living all day to join a band.

If they're looking for something different, with Tatsumi's guidance and Riki's ambition, they'll definitely put a lot of effort into the arrangement, and the final performance could very well bring Shoko back.

and……

Just when you're looking forward to a bright future, you realize you might face a difficult choice.

Chinatsu has already refused to join the band, and Shoko can no longer refuse using the same reason as last time.

That's fine, let's discuss it with her one more time.

In short, if Xiangzi returns to the band as she hopes, what will happen to Qianna, who might want to join the band after recovering from her illness?

Ah... I'm still overthinking things and being too optimistic.

At the very least, try to get one of them into the band.

As for harmony...

He falls silent when the band is mentioned, but when he does speak, he utters sharp words.

I simply couldn't communicate with her.

Fortunately, China took the initiative to have a friendly chat, so I helped her create that opportunity and casually brought up the topic of Mutsu and the band with her.

Tomorrow is the Golden Week holiday. No matter how many training courses Mu has, she won't have a whole weekend without a chance to rest.

Otherwise, her family is really... even if it's a prestigious family, it doesn't inspire any longing in people.

That said, the real reason China wanted to communicate harmoniously was "music."

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