Hikigaya Hachiman is still in the dark

"What's wrong with that? Yukino, just help me!" However, Yuigahama did not give up. She still held Yukinoshita's hand tightly and shook it continuously.

"I understand, just let go and I'll do it!"

Being held tightly by Yuigahama, Yukinoshita could only nod helplessly in the end.

"I'm only like this because of Yuigahama, please don't think too much about it."

"I, I wouldn't think too much about it." Looking at the blushing Yukinoshita, I turned away at a loss. Come to think of it, Yukinoshita and I have never been so close before, let alone doing such intimate actions.

"Turn your face away, what should I do?" came Yukinoshita's complaining voice.

"Hug, sorry."

Responding like this, I turned to Yukinoshita. Yukinoshita's face was noticeably flushed at the moment. I don't know if it was because of shyness, but her head was slightly lowered and her gaze kept wandering.

Don't waver, otherwise I will waver too!

Yukinoshita stretched out her hand, and because she was not used to it, her hand was still shaking slightly.

I opened my mouth and quickly finished the porridge that Yukinoshita handed to me with a spoon. During the whole process, I didn't dare to look at her even once.

As expected, the playfulness is really terrible! The development of the situation now is completely beyond my expectations!

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Chapter 151: Hikigaya Hachiman's Daily Life

"Finally, it's over..." I finished the last mouthful of porridge and breathed a sigh of relief. During the feeding process, Yukinoshita was not much better than me. Not only was her body trembling, but her hands were also shaking. However, since I didn't dare to look at her, I didn't know what her expression was like, but I was sure that it was definitely not a smiling face like Yuigahama's.

"Then I'll clean up first." Yukinoshita said as she stood up anxiously. After she cleaned up, she put the bowl and spoon on the previous plate and hurriedly took it out.

"Xukino, you actually have this kind of expression." After Yukinoshita left, Yuigahama said, "What do you think, Xiaoqi?"

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"Really? I don't want to hear such comments from you! Xiaoqi, why can't you be more honest?" Yuigahama looked at her as if complaining.

"It's not something worth discussing. I'm not interested in paying attention to other people's expressions."

"That's right, Xiaoqi didn't dare to look at Xiao Xueno just now..."

"Yuigahama!"

"Well, don't mind it, Xiaoqi." Yuigahama waved her hand and said.

I feel like Yuigahama is starting to look like Isshiki for some reason! From now on, I must prevent this idiot from meeting Isshiki!

"But, it's just as I thought. Be it Xiaoqi, Xiaoyukino, or me, it's all like this..." Yuigahama's voice suddenly dropped again: "This doesn't seem so good, but I also feel that it's not a bad idea to continue like this..." Yuigahama's voice was low, like the slowly blowing cold wind on an autumn night.

"What do you mean?" My voice also became low because of Yuigahama. I looked into Yuigahama's eyes. She noticed my gaze, but she didn't look away. She just stared at me. Although it was very slight, I could definitely sense the loss in Yuigahama's dim eyes.

Why is Yuigahama feeling lost?

"That's what I mean, but I won't say it out loud. Xiaoqi or Xiao Yukino, you two are obviously the smartest, but you always play dumb in this regard..." Yuigahama covered her chest with her hands and tilted her head slightly, but I could still see something flashing in her eyes.

"I don't know what Xiaoqi and Xiaoyukino are thinking, but my opinion is still the same as before. As long as it can continue like this, then I will be satisfied. Even if it continues like this, it doesn't matter, because what I desire is only something of this degree."

She seemed to be talking to me, but also seemed to be talking to herself. It was like a monologue, so hollow that it seemed to swallow up the sky.

"Yuigahama..." I opened my mouth to say something, but my mouth just moved uselessly, and no sound came out. Why bother to say it? Even if I said it, what's the point? What do I want to express? Why did I say it? What is the ultimate purpose of what I said? What do I want to change?

"It's okay, Xiaoqi, I just want to find someone to complain to occasionally. I've been quite happy recently, but sometimes, when I look at Xiaoqi and Xiaoyukino, I feel a little... well, it's that kind of thing. Even if I say it out loud, Xiaoqi won't know, right?" Yuigahama straightened her sitting posture, looked at me, and said while trying hard to disguise her depression.

"I'm so sorry, Xiaoqi, I said something difficult to understand."

Is it difficult to understand? Maybe, but maybe not.

However, there is one thing I know, at some point, for no reason, I have to stop myself from saying something. It must be words that have been buried in my heart for a long time. These words are deeply buried in our hearts, just like seeds buried underground, growing vigorously. One day, they will break out of the ground without your control.

"Yuigahama, this isn't necessary."

"I know about this." Yuigahama shook her head: "But even if I want to say it, Yukino will definitely be sad. Xiaoqi, I know about you, so it's okay for me to complain occasionally, right?"

Yuigahama looked at me expectantly, with tentative expressions in her eyes.

"That's true. If we tell Yukinoshita, who knows what her paranoia will turn into." I responded to Yuigahama pretending to be relaxed.

Yukinoshita is a strong-willed person. If Yuigahama takes the initiative to confide in Yukinoshita, then the strong-willed Yukinoshita will definitely think that she has done something wrong and feel guilty, or she will keep searching to find the reason, and finally break something that should not be broken. I understand the truth, but...

"Thank you, Xiaoqi." Yuigahama thanked me.

"Yeah." I answered Yuigahama softly, my tone was so soft that I couldn't believe it was my voice.

"As a reward, Xiaoqi, I'll tell you something in secret." Yuigahama said this as she stood up, and the chair made a friction sound on the smooth floor: "As a reward, I'll tell you something in secret." Yuigahama's mouth leaned close to my ear and whispered what she wanted to tell me.

"Really? Really?" Due to the shocking nature of the incident, I asked her for confirmation again.

"Of course it's true." Yuigahama looked at me confidently.

"Is that really the case? Although I had speculated before, I didn't expect it to be true."

"Well, so, let's keep this a secret between Xiaoqi and me, and don't ever tell Yukino!" Yuigahama winked at me.

When it comes to being cute, please don’t learn from Isise!

"What are you doing?" Yukinoshita's voice suddenly came from the door. Because Yuigahama was telling me something, both she and I were startled at the same time.

"No, nothing Yukino-chan. I was just checking to see if Tsuna is still running a fever."

"Well, Yuigahama was just checking the temperature of my forehead." I also explained to Yukinoshita in a panic.

"Are you sure you're checking the temperature of your forehead? Yuigahama, are you sure your forehead is in that position?"

Yukinoshita's words made me extremely embarrassed. After thinking about it carefully, I realized that Yuigahama was not touching my forehead, but my mouth.

"Oh, that's it. No, that's not the case. It's just that you suddenly made a sound just now, Yukino-chan, and I got startled. As a result, it turned out like this!"

"Is that so?" Yukinoshita still looked at Yuigahama and me with suspicion. Any extra explanation would only make us look more suspicious, so Yuigahama and I just stood there smiling unnaturally.

"Has Hikigaya's fever gone down?" After observing us for a while, Yukinoshita nodded, as if agreeing with what Yuigahama and I said. Yuigahama and I both breathed a sigh of relief.

"The fever has subsided a lot. He looks much better than before."

Indeed, after all, I was just pretending to be sick, so it was natural that I recovered so quickly.

"That's good." Yukinoshita nodded, then she sat on the chair at my desk, and Yuigahama also stood up and sat next to her.

In my room, the desk and the bed were not on the same side. Yukinoshita was looking for something on my desk. Due to the light, I couldn't see clearly, so I asked her.

"What are you looking for?"

"The manuscripts of your novels that you just cleaned up were the failed ones, right? Then the ones on the desk are the ones you are more satisfied with, right?"

"So, the manuscript is in the second drawer on my left."

"Okay." After saying this, Yukinoshita opened the drawer directly. If she wanted to find something, she could just ask me. Could it be that she was still brooding over what happened just now?

Yuigahama saw Yukinoshita busy with something, and out of boredom, she walked to the bookshelf next to my desk and looked for something.

"Be careful not to mess up my books," I reminded him.

"Okay, I understand." Yuigahama nodded and continued searching.

I think the possibility of finding the books you want to read is very small. There is not a single fairy tale, fable, or joke suitable for you on my bookshelf.

"Why are you suddenly interested in books, Yuigahama?" Seeing Yuigahama looking for something, Yukinoshita put down my draft and looked at Yuigahama curiously.

"W-what? Why are you asking that?!"

"How should I put it? I always feel like the world has changed, as if something bad is about to happen."

"Xukino! You're making such an outrageous statement again!"

Ignoring Yuigahama who was furious, Yukinoshita turned on the lamp on my desk.

"During the day, do I need to deliberately turn on the lamp? How about opening the curtains?"

"Yeah, that's true. Someone over there, do you feel uncomfortable because of the sunlight?" Yukinoshita looked at me and asked.

"What kind of creature am I in your heart? It doesn't matter, just open it." Seeing me nod, Yuigahama opened the curtains of the room, and the cool autumn sunlight immediately hit my face.

"It's still early, because Xiaoqi's room is very dark, making people forget the time." Yuigahama said with emotion as she opened the curtains.

"It fits your lifestyle!"

If I describe it as habits, isn't that indirectly denying my biological attributes?

"Hey, Yukino, come and have a look." After a while, Yuigahama shouted in surprise, "It's a bird, a pigeon! Yukino, come and have a look."

"Pigeons? Are there any here?" Yukinoshita also walked to the window curiously. Then, she said in surprise like Yuigahama: "Really? And they look wild, not domesticated."

"Come to think of it, when I came here before, I saw many man-made bird nests. Maybe the apartment wants to have more natural atmosphere..." Yuigahama said there after recalling.

Pigeons? They are rare in today's metropolis, but I can't see them if I lie in bed!

I pricked up my ears and could indeed faintly hear the cries of some pigeons, and also Yuigahama's giggles.

"Yuigahama, don't reach out."

"Huh? What's wrong?" Yuigahama was still confused, and then the sound of a bird flapping its wings and flying away came from the window.

"Yuigahama, remember I said these pigeons are wild, right? Of course you'll scare them away if you do this."

"Sorry Yukino-chan, I wasn't paying attention."

"Huh!" Yukinoshita let out a long breath: "There is still a way. Go to the living room and get some bread (sensitive word dividing line woohoo woohoo w)."

"Ok."

Using food to tempt me? What a clever idea. But if I think about it carefully, it seems that the chairman is also using my salary to kidnap me... Soon, Yuigahama came back with some bread. Yukinoshita opened the bread package, tore off some bread and scattered it on the balcony.

"Xukino, will it work?"

"I don't know. I don't have any experience raising birds. I've always had cats at home..."

Are you raising natural enemies at home? I think that for birds, Yukinoshita's home is definitely a den of evil that cannot be approached.

"It should be difficult the first time, but it should be easier afterwards. Once a relationship of trust is established, it will be much easier to handle afterwards." Yukinoshita was still explaining to Yuigahama.

"Shh, Yukino, they are coming." Yukinoshita was explaining to Yuigahama with her head tilted, and Yuigahama was probably observing the windowsill carefully, so when the pigeons came over, she was the first to notice them, so she whispered to remind Yukinoshita.

Both of them were looking at the windowsill intently, but I could only see their backs on the bed... Never mind, actually it's pretty nice to watch them both here.

"Well, Yuigahama, you need to be more careful. If it's your first time, just sprinkle some bread crumbs on the side. Once you're more familiar with it, you can continue with further actions."

"Yeah, I get it." Yuigahama kept agreeing.

"Are you really listening?"

"Of course I'm listening, Yukino-chan, look, that pigeon is so cute!"

"Really?" Yukinoshita was immediately changed to another topic.

Seeing Yuigahama's performance, I really don't think she is serious.

"I never thought that I could see pigeons here." After feeding the pigeons, Yuigahama sat back in her original seat and expressed her thoughts.

"It's hard to see birds in cities nowadays, let alone wild pigeons. Although they are attracted by humans, they still feel somewhat magical." Yukinoshita also said in agreement.

Chapter 152: As always, Hikigaya Hachiman is trapped

"Well, let's continue what we were doing." After directing Yuigahama to feed the pigeons, Yukinoshita seemed to be in a good mood. "When I was studying abroad, I also had a friend who loved writing. According to her, in general, writers' writing problems are due to problems with the outline. Let me see if I can help you correct it."

"In that case, I'll come and help."

"No, thank you, Yuigahama, just go do your own thing."

"Yuigahama, you'd better go read a book." Yukinoshita and I rejected Yuigahama almost in unison.

As for Yukinoshita, there is no big problem. When she was in the club room, she often read the paperback. Then, let's turn our attention to Yuigahama. In the past, she usually played with her phone out of boredom...

"You two, why do you always agree so much every time something like this comes up?" Yuigahama said with tears in her eyes, but then she snorted and continued to look for the books she wanted to read on my bookshelf.

"An interactive novel?" After taking a look at the outline, Yukinoshita looked up at me.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"It's an interesting but also clichéd setting." Yukinoshita dragged her chin: "Daily style?"

"Yeah, it's similar to the novel I wrote before."

"That's right. After all, you are good at that type of thing." After roughly confirming the situation, Yukinoshita continued to bury her head in the manuscript.

"The setting is rather old-fashioned, a loser and an excellent girl swapping bodies or something like that."