Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

"I told you, I peeked into that bag of files."

"Who is that student?"

"Rakumu from Class A..."

"Were you deliberately led by him?"

I said in a mocking tone.

"Ha, that kind of idiot? I don't care about that kind of person at all... And why are you telling me this now? It's really sad that I didn't see Horikita fail."

"You should blame yourself for being completely seen through."

"What a bastard!"

"boom--"

In an empty corner, Kushida kicked the iron door roughly.

But my mind is not on this aspect at all now.

Since there is such a guy in Class A, would he not have expected Kushida's contact? Is this a low-level mistake... or...

The [Entry Form] for Class A was actually sent to me by him on purpose...

No, there is no such possibility.

Doing so would only cause chaos in the class. Based on previous special exams, that guy was like the rat in Class D, who liked to hide behind the scenes and manipulate the other students to fight for him.

He didn't know that his class's [entry form] would be leaked.

The best evidence is the student named Luo Mu, who did not truly show his athletic talent until the last moment.

To be honest, I was also shocked by the speed, but that does not detract from the fact that he is a chess piece.

This was also the backup plan that guy had prepared in case the class [entry form] was leaked.

His battles were all for his class, that was certain, as could be easily seen from their rapid rise to Class A.

"........."

However, these are issues for later.

Now, we should lure out the rats in Class D.

I couldn't help but sneer.

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(From the perspective of Ichinose Honami)

“Eh….”

I exclaimed.

Because of the injury on my palm, I could only hold Luo Jun's arm. It might look a little intimate, but fortunately Luo Jun didn't care and let me do whatever I wanted.

However, I don’t know what to do with this scene...

"Hey, Captain Ichinose and...Raku..."

Shiratori-san stood in front of us and greeted us stiffly, followed by Okabe, Takashima, Kanzaki-san and others.

"I remember you just sent a message saying that you were going to take care of some other things, right?"

Okabe-san couldn't help but point his finger out.

Luo Jun.....actually, do you have any agreement with other people?

I wanted to pull my hand back, but seeing that Luo Jun didn't seem to show any reaction, I just hung it on him.

"........As you can see, it has just been dealt with."

"........."

"That's it..."

"But I remember the dinner location you mentioned was another store, right?"

"Because you said you might not be able to come, so we just wanted to hang out."

"I see.........."

After that, we both fell into silence.

Staying at the ordering area might cause trouble, so I suggested it carefully.

"Want to eat together?"

But they all refused.

"No, no, no, we're not actually hungry yet, right everyone?"

"So, let's go shopping for a while."

"Ah."

"See you tomorrow then, Captain Ichinose... Kanzaki is following."

"..........knew."

Just like that, everyone waved their hands and quickly disappeared from our sight.

"They are really energetic, even though the sports festival just ended."

Luo sighed nonchalantly, and I nodded.

"Then let's go eat."

"Ah."

I nodded again.

Really..........

Chapter 176 Ji Yexue's Inner Monologue

I have doubts about the existence of classes.

This is my only personal understanding of the team.

I never appreciated their kindness.

Friendship between classmates? I just regard them as my classmates, that's all. In other words, they are not my friends, but just classmates who can chat with me.

The reason why we are not strangers is that at least there is contact between us and we can communicate without obstacles.

..........

The last point is left as a reservation.

The reason I can make such a statement is not that I was isolated or excluded by my classmates. On the contrary, they received me with extraordinary enthusiasm and often tried to establish friendship with me.

Being an outsider...

Bystanders...

No, perhaps 'victim' would be more appropriate, but that's still not clear enough.

In short, I can clearly see the existence of the class.

——I am not myself.

This is all I can feel in this class.

Our Class B, ah, is now Class A.

That's right, the class points changed so fast that I couldn't recover for a while, and it was hard to imagine. The reason why I couldn't recover was that there was no corresponding announcement of the increase or decrease of class points, and it was hard to imagine that even such a class could reach Class A.

Although our class A's academic ability, athletic ability, and leadership ability are not behind any other class, it is better to say that we have an advantage in this aspect. There is no problem with the overall ability of the class. Just as that guy said, our class has a very bright future.

But can we really succeed in this environment?

I have doubts about this.

We in Class A have been under intense "synchronization pressure" since we entered school.

The so-called "coherence pressure" refers to the situation in a specific area or group where a minority of people will choose to remain silent or obey after the majority of people have made a decision. In other words, even if I insist that something is white, if the majority of people say it is black, then there is nothing I can do, because that thing must be black.

It's me who's abnormal, not them.

This has nothing to do with being right or wrong, it’s not black or white.

After all, individual consciousness is inherently different.

What I want to say is that in Class A, the minority's speech is meaningless. Even if you say you are white, people around you will continue to persuade you until you change your name to black.

Not fundamentally, even if it's just on the surface, our external claims have an effect, and we are the same.

So we are a group.

I have doubts about this form of existence.

However, the consequences of disobeying the group are disastrous. If it were other classes, they might be isolated and excluded, but not Class A. Their approach would be more cruel.

Be it physical blows or mental torture, I can endure these pains at will.

The only thing I cannot accept is assimilation.

Their actions are intended to directly tamper with your thinking and make it consistent with theirs.

That's why our class is very united.

Of course, I am not saying that Class Leader Ichinose, who is the center of the class, has been bewitching people, but the leadership qualities and friendly aura she exudes have seriously affected the thinking of most people in our class.

I can’t say all of them, but it’s almost always the case.

In order to keep pace with the class, I pretended to cater to it. During this period, I tried to integrate myself into the class through the other party's invitation. But when I could clearly know what I was doing, this had become impossible.

On the other hand, my personal resistance and controversy would have no effect at all.

If we talk about strengthening our own momentum, well, even if there are indeed some people like me who go with the flow scattered within the class, even if we gather together it still cannot change the fact that we are weak.

There is no point, our resistance will be meaningless.

The minority will eventually be defeated by the majority no matter what.

The fact that we have lost our existence as individuals is something to be sure of.

Even if we want to survive this 'infection', time will become a constantly changing factor.

Over time, my vision became blurry.

What do I need to resist?

What is this invisible pressure that I am fighting against?

Although I was constantly oppressed by the Color War, I had now forgotten the main forces of the two warring parties, and even the nature of this war had begun to become unclear.

I don't understand who the so-called "enemy" is and what role I play in this war?

What are the rules of war, what types of weapons are used, and how are they used?

..........

I am beginning to ignore basic definitions like this.

So, knowing nothing, I decided to endure it silently.

After all, I don't know anything, so the best way to survive is to go with the flow. Even if it goes against my own will, I just follow the majority.

Pain or something is only temporary.

From now on I just have to continue to endure it like this, no matter if it changes from black to white, or from white to black, I just have to continue to endure it.

It's just three years of short-term pain, and anyone can easily endure it.

All I have to do is ensure my own existence, and time will take care of the rest for me.

So, I haven’t said anything until now, and I don’t plan to say anything in the future.

..........

Perhaps my understanding is indeed wrong, and what I insist on may not be a truth like '1+1=2', but a distorted and capricious conclusion.

The reason why is because even though I had doubts about the existence of the class, it was still easily promoted to Class A.