Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

So I licked the fingertips that had just touched Luo Jun's lips, and a slight spicy taste bloomed on my taste buds.

"What is Ichinose doing?"

"......"

With Luo Jun's reminder, I finally came to my senses.

No, no! What I just said was, huh? Why would I, eh, eh! ?

Woohoo, what was I doing?

The memories that I wanted to get rid of resurfaced in my mind.

With this fact before me, my heart felt like it was about to stop beating.

"Are you ok?"

"not like this."

I said it in a hurry, but the atmosphere became confused again. Luo Jun also showed confusion.

No, I can’t explain it myself.

"Um, I mean, Luo Jun seems to have eaten something very spicy?"

“It’s a little spicy.”

Luo Jun did not hesitate and admitted the problem.

"Can I ask what you just did?"

Because I was too nervous, I mistakenly said [what I ate] and said [what I did]. I wanted to correct my words, but I don't know what I was thinking and I forgot everything.

But I heard something unexpected.

"There was a duel."

"Duel...? Did you win?"

"Admit defeat."

"Hey, why?"

"I feel like if I continue, the other person's life might be in danger."

"Uh-huh?"

So, what is that?

The topic developed in an inexplicable direction, and the content involved seemed to be completely beyond one's understanding.

Is this a life-or-death war?

That kind of thing can't happen in this school, right? At least we don't have to worry about Luo Jun being bullied by others............

I just licked the tip of my finger that had touched Luo Jun's lips.

I just licked the tip of my finger that had touched Luo Jun's lips.

I just licked the tip of my finger that had touched Luo Jun's lips.

She was clearly still trying to understand Luo Jun's meaning, but the next moment she recalled that embarrassing scene.

Huhu, I can’t calm down.

"Rather than that, I want to go buy some ice cream out front... Ichinose, do you want to come with me?"

"Oh oh, I suddenly feel like eating too. Please take me with you."

The strange feeling prompted me to agree. Now no matter what Luo Jun asked, I would agree to it, because I couldn't think straight.

We are just friends, but I can't help but want to do something bold.

I shouldn't have caused Luo Jun to dislike me, right?

I glanced at him quietly and found that he didn't care about what had just happened.

Great..............I can rest easy for now.

Well, I suddenly felt relieved. The originally anxious mood completely disappeared because of Luo Jun's appearance, and what was left in my heart was a new kind of uneasiness.

But that's just some self-loathing, so it doesn't matter.

However, on the way to the ice cream, I suddenly caught a glimpse of the [sexy lingerie] I wore in the afternoon, and immediately I felt troubled.

I don't want to know what I am worried about.

However, I will like Luo Jun more and more - I firmly believe this.

(From the perspective of Ichinose Honami)

"Sakayanagi-san!"

The roar scratched my eardrums and tore my throat.

There was a mixture of unhappiness, pleading, and confusion.

There was no other reason, just because Sakayanagi-san did the same thing to Raku-kun as she did to him when she wrote the anonymous letter. Even though the photo had been erased from the information world by her own hands, it still survived in an [accidental] way.

Permeating deep into memory is a consciousness as thick as smoke.

As the sound came out, my consciousness suddenly fell into confusion, but I still tried my best to maintain my consciousness.

Only then did I realize my own impoliteness and true emotions. My flustered breath reflected that I was not calm inside. No matter how hard I tried to breathe, I still couldn't suppress my selfish emotional impulses. The blood even rushed to my head with my rapid breathing.

"Is there anything else you can do?"

I didn't move.

I was unable to move as I had a premonition that I was about to lose something.

It no longer mattered what Sakayanagi-san was trying to do. Because I realized that something more powerful had already been triggered, and it was resounding throughout my entire world, and even my eyeballs were frozen.

I clearly understand that truth, but now I can't pretend to ignore it no matter what.

"Nothing, just a quick hello."

Sakayanagi-san turned around and looked at me, then chuckled and left Class A without looking back.

"See you next time, Luo Jun."

When will we meet again? Why do we have to meet again? What is the relationship between Sakayanagi-san and Luojun? Or is this just a smokescreen deliberately thrown by Sakayanagi-san to confuse my vision...

All kinds of questions linger in my heart, and I don’t know where to go.

I want to ask Luo Jun directly for the result, but then the feeling that I will lose something will become stronger, and I don't want that to happen. Unless it is absolutely necessary, I will just continue again and again.

The confusion of emotions continues, and in the season when cherry blossom petals are flying everywhere, I fantasize about the longed scenery.

I truly felt the desire to possess Luo Jun's body and mind immediately.

Then, all emotions condensed into transparent crystal and shattered.

It's like being shot through the brain without knowing it.

Even though I haven't really experienced it, the unpleasant feeling spread throughout my body and the pain was horrible.

Xiaoxue stood beside Luojun and looked at him with concern...

Why isn't the person standing next to Luo Jun me now?

Similar questions kept ringing in my heart. My current state is really abnormal.

The sound of the class's continued argument rang out under the podium.

The topic must be what happened just now, but I can't listen to anything anymore.

In order to breathe calmly, I have tried not to think about these emotional issues, but it is futile. I always can't help but think of what happened just now.

What should we do at this time?

What should we do at this time?

What should I do at this time?

The chaotic memories and emotions began to reorganize, separate, and deform the moment the sound of hardness sounded, and then gathered to where they should go.

All fantasies gradually shrank and shattered into sand, turning into glittering powder and drifting away. The echo clearly expanded in his own world, expanding towards another dimension, and finally extending to reality.

【Um. 】

Just trust Luo Jun and everything will be fine.

As long as we maintain trust, there will be no problem.

Always believe till the end............

So, in this state of almost [blind faith], I slammed the table.

[Luo Jun will never betray his class. ]

I wish I could shout this out loud.

I pretended to be relaxed.

"Hello~ Good morning, everyone in Class A. The class is quite lively. What are you discussing?"

Before the bell rang, Mr. Hoshinomiya had already arrived in the classroom.

Although our teacher is occasionally late, he usually enters the classroom at the same time as the bell rings, but today he arrived unexpectedly early.

This is obviously the most normal thing, and I usually hope so, but at least today, I hope that Mr. Hoshinomiya will be late for a long time.

The current situation is really abnormal, I have to work hard to get back to normal.

As a result, Mr. Hoshinomiya also reminded me.

"To clarify the misunderstanding... Could it be that Fanbo and Luojun have already..."

"Ahaha. Mr. Hoshinomiya, uh, um, ah. Can I take up some time for the class meeting this afternoon? I want to make some arrangements for this special exam. Um, is that okay?"

I hastily interrupted the continuation of love, but it took a long time to fade away.

"Well, Xiao Fanbo is really something............"

Teacher Hoshinomiya pouted in dissatisfaction, and then suddenly leaned close to my ear and whispered in a low voice:

"It's better to act quickly. After all, if your precious things are taken away by others, it will be a very unpleasant ending~"

"Teacher Hoshinomiya!"

"Think about it carefully~"

"Then, about that class meeting—"

"Yeah, okay."

"......"

I'm trying to stay calm, but it's hard to describe.

My own emotional fragments,

The chaos began.

Being pulled by an unknown force.

There are many obstacles in front of me, Xiaoxue's figure, Luojun's thoughts, and my own selfishness......

It is impossible to always encounter some beautiful things in life, and painful memories also exist. In addition, there is also the kind of pain that wrings the internal organs.

I looked at Luo Jun.

In this world with only the two of us left, I listened to the sound of my own heart beating hard, and suddenly I wanted to be alone with Luo Jun.

My own emotions began to take effect violently.

calm.

fear.

Scared.

expect.

His strong obsession with Luo Jun, his uneasiness about Ji Yesue's existence, his inexplicable jealousy, and all kinds of noises.