Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

In my spare time, I read a supernatural event titled "Footsteps in the Corridor". After reading it, I let out a long sigh and listened carefully to the noisy footsteps outside the classroom.

If the footsteps in the supernatural events sound like this, there is no need to be afraid, after all, it is too lively. But even according to what is written in the book, it is very boring. If there are really those powerful demons in reality, life will not be so ordinary and boring.........

What am I thinking about? Isn’t this kind of peaceful daily life what I want?

I cleared my mind of chaotic thoughts and tilted my head to confirm the time of dusk.

The stories all happened at dusk and night, so why didn't I encounter them? I was always there under the street lights at dusk and night. As one of the last few people to leave the campus every day, I still lived peacefully.

It's not that I stay here until this time every day to encounter monsters that are hard to come by in a thousand years, nor do I want to do something shameful, I just simply hate trouble. I hate the crowds.

When the first bell of the Big Ben rings, the ceiling will emit a restless fast frequency, and then the crowd will fill the school gate. I have to make a clear statement here that I like the mixed situation, but myself and putting myself in such a situation is another matter.

Therefore, I chose to stay for the last bit of lasting peace, and of course I also held on to a glimpse of the power of ghosts and gods.

But so far I've only encountered other people's secrets and violence.

It's all just human affairs.

After understanding the meaning of Ichinose's words "Please wait for me after school", I decided to leave the classroom first. Maybe you haven't heard it yet, but the meaning behind this sentence is to suggest that we separate and reunite. In other words, Ichinose didn't want others to know our whereabouts.

Regardless of whether I was shy or not, this was convenient for me. It wouldn't be too conspicuous, and I could fully explain it to Shiratori and the others.

In fact, if the students in Class B found out that Ichinose and I were alone together, the public opinion between us would become even more out of control. The current situation is already very bad. Although they didn't flirt with me openly, the malice behind it couldn't be clearer.

Another important point is that Ichinose has not made any clarification on this matter. My one-sided explanation can only confuse people and may even lead to misunderstanding.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but speed up my movements and quickly left my seat. However, when I took the first step, Ichinose grabbed me.

"Have you forgotten what you promised me?"

"I haven't forgotten." So let go.

"Didn't we agree to go together?"

"........"

I see. It seems I was just being overly sentimental. What's the point of splitting up? I really did separate my head from my body.

"I thought Ichinose meant for me to wait for you over there..."

"Let's go together. I want to resolve this matter as soon as possible."

"Are you in such a hurry?"

"Well, actually, if the matter is not resolved, I think I will be unable to sleep or eat well every minute of the next second."

Solve the problem...Why does it sound weird? Does it really have anything to do with confession?

I followed Ichinose to the back of the gym with puzzled doubts. Once I arrived at the venue, I began to look around. There were several places around that were easy to hide, and there were countless blind spots for cameras, and there were few people.

terror!

The best place to confess and the best place to fight are combined together. I can even smell the bloody smell in various ways. Regardless of whether Ichinose will confess to me, at least she will never attack me. Even if she really has that kind of ruthlessness in her bones, sorry, I am very good at running away.

"This is it." After confirming, Ichinose turned around, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Confession—"

Is it finally here? I tried hard to suppress the trembling in my heart and faced Ichinose calmly.

"I'm going to be confessed to here."

"........"

"........"

Huh? So I really need to take the initiative? Then——

I also took a deep breath and thought about how to respond to Ichinose's expectations. However, what happened next made the once-in-a-century situation of being stunned reveal its mysterious figure.

"It may sound strange for me to say this, but please take a look at this letter first, Mr. Luo."

"........"

What does it mean? He asked me to confess my love, but he gave me a love letter first. Has the confession process become so complicated now? Or did I misunderstand something?

"That letter..."

"Love, love letters...love letters written to me by others..." Under my insistence, Ichinose was forced to explain.

Someone else's love letter to Ichinose....ha, haha...

I knew it, how could a school idol confess to an ordinary student like me? It was all just my fantasy. After all, the dreamlike development of a romance novel finally appeared in reality, but I didn't expect that this time I would fail so completely.

Even though I was extremely upset at the moment, I didn't show it on my face. Instead, I pretended to be calm and took the love letter from Ichinose. This is probably the last dignity of a man.

"But is it really okay? Let me read the love letter someone wrote to you."

"If you haven't read it, I don't think you would believe it..."

I don’t believe it... What can I believe in now?

I took the liberty of opening the letter and reading it. There was nothing wrong with the content. It just described when I started to care about Ichinose, when I realized my feelings, and when I decided to confess my feelings to her.

So what's the problem? What does Ichinose want me to do for you?

I read the content two or three times, but still couldn't figure out what the problem was. Then I started to pay attention to the side information in the letter.

There is no signature.....that means the person who confessed the love is not clear, right? Speaking of which, this handwriting seems familiar...

"This letter... couldn't have been written by Bai Bo?" Although it was a little hard to believe, what Holmes said was correct. Reasoning is nothing more than sorting out several possible situations, and then pondering, screening, and eliminating them one by one. Eliminating all the impossible, the remaining one, no matter how incredible it is, is the fact.

"Has Luo Jun figured it out? It's that kid Qianxun."

As a human being, Ichinose, your 'destructive power' is perhaps too strong.

"Excuse me, but does Ichinose want it?"

"I want to reject Chihiro's confession this time... I have always regarded Chihiro as a sister and friend, but after this incident, I don't know if we can continue our current relationship. I want to do my best not to hurt each other, so I came to Luo Jun for help."

"......I already understand the general situation. But Ichinose should be able to handle these confessions easily. Even so, do you still need help?"

"I'm not very good at it. This is the first time I've encountered such a situation."

"Hasn't Ichinose ever been confessed to by someone else before? In junior high school?"

"It's over, it's not possible at all! That's why I came to Luo Jun for help."

This is a lie, Ichinose must have gone to a girls' school. How could this happen... No, if this kind of thing can't be explained, then the relationship between me and Ayanokouji can't be explained.

"The problem is that I don't have any experience, or has Ichinose already thought of a solution?"

The current situation is that two people who have never received any experience in love are discussing how to end the relationship from the beginning at an equal cost. The plan of rejecting the confession without hurting others, based on my current understanding of Bai Bo, is impossible.

Then I heard the plan proposed by Ichinose.

"Well, I've thought about it... I... I want Luo Jun to pretend to be my boyfriend, is that okay?"

“…..Sorry, I didn’t hear you clearly.”

"Can you please be my boyfriend, Luo-kun..." Ichinose mustered up the courage to say it again.

In the end, I was confessed to, even though it was just pretend.

Chapter 29 The injured people

Why do humans feel hurt?

When I started thinking about this, I suddenly realized that even after thousands of years, the human mind has not undergone any transformation. In the past two thousand years, we have only changed the form of expression, but the fundamental meaning has not changed.

The reason why humans feel hurt is because there is a ego in everyone's heart, which also determines the root of the hurt.

Whatever you care about is your weakness.

Whatever you don't care about may limit you.

Human beings are such fragile creatures, they are traumatized wherever they turn.

The reason we get hurt is that we care, and the same is true for others getting hurt. You care about other people's feelings, and in order to avoid hurting them, you turn yourself into a victim.

In this way, a cyclical tragedy occurs in this world, and people's hearts gradually lose their way again.

Perhaps, if everyone tried to minimize the damage to the other party, the problem would be solved. Of course, turning oneself into a cold-blooded creature like someone else could also be a solution.

When escape becomes reality, then you can't be defeated no matter what, right?

So, it's simple.

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"In fact, I have done a lot of research recently and found that [being in a relationship] can minimize the harm to others."

Without any personal experience, they just believed what others said.

You have to know that human emotions are often most hurtful to deception. Even positive denial cannot compare to the viciousness of deception.

"......We are not a couple in the true sense. Based on our normal relationship and status, this lie will be exposed sooner or later. Wouldn't Shiranami be hurt even more by then? She might even think that Ichinose found a random boy to slander her innocence just to reject my confession."

"Just find a random boy...but Luo and I are often mistaken for a couple in class, so we won't be discovered..."

I think that at least in the short future, Bai Bo will not have any doubts about this.

However, I don't intend to follow Ichinose's script, and I need to make her understand more in the future. Since I want to be ordinary, it is necessary to conceal the purpose of the bright behavior.

With this in mind, I took one step forward and pushed Ichinose against the tall wall of the gymnasium.

"fall?"

"Actually, I wanted to say that Ichinose's plan is full of loopholes, so I have a suggestion."

"What suggestions........"

I slowly placed my hands on the wall next to Ichinose, bending my arms slightly, closing the distance between me and her, until our faces were close, and I could feel the warmth of her breath, the pounding of her heart, and the tension of swallowing her saliva.

"That Luo Jun..." Ichinose hurriedly put his hands on my chest and made a gesture to push me away, but did not make an explicit rejection.

"It might be difficult to pretend to be boyfriend and girlfriend, so I suggest that we just date."

"what?"

"I mean I like Ichinose." I thought I said this with the most seriousness in my life, but in return I felt no emotion in my heart.

"Don't joke around at this time, Luo..." Ichinose turned her head away, not daring to look me in the eye, and her hands pressed against my chest scratched my sleeves unconsciously. I pinched Ichinose's face and forced her to look me in the eye.

"Whether you're joking or not, I fell in love with Ichinose the first time I saw you on the bus, so please be my girlfriend."

Faced with my sincere attitude, Ichinose finally began to waver. Her eyelids kept blinking in front of me, and her eyes were also escaping in panic. I could feel that she was trying her best to stop me from getting close to her body, but the little hand that was tightly holding my collar pulled me closer.

There are many ways to confess, and the wall-dong confession has the highest success rate, without a doubt. This is because the strong behavior of wall-dong will exude the unique charm of the opposite sex, while creating a sense of oppression.

This feeling of oppression can easily cause others to panic and accelerate their heartbeat. In addition, since people's subconscious mind cannot distinguish the cause of the feeling, they are likely to mistake it for "heartbeat" and accept the other person's confession.

In other words, the response in the case of a wall-dong cannot be called a fact. At best, it is just animal instinct.

"Can... can you give me some time to think about it?"

"No, I want to hear the answer now."

"How, how can this be......"

"So what does Ichinose think?"

"Yes, I'm sorry... I don't have such an idea now... at least——"

"Isn't this good?" After getting the 'answer', I let go of Ichinose's chubby cheek and stepped back easily. "Ichinose just needs to speak directly to Shiranami-san like he did just now."

“…” Ichinose hadn’t recovered from the performance just now, and he stared at me blankly.

"Sorry, did I scare you?"

“What was that just now…?”

"It's a rehearsal before the performance."

"This, this is too much. Who would rehearse something like this?" Ichinose glared at me angrily while saying this.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to let Ichinose go through this. But in order to experience the difference in our state of mind, I had no choice but to do this."

Behind the gymnasium is a spacious path, and the edges of the path are lined with tall green plants.

"After the rehearsal just now, Ichinose can at least feel how difficult it is to say 'I like you' or 'I'm sorry, I don't like you'."

"People who fall in love are eager to express their feelings. However, they become extremely anxious when they don't know what the outcome will be after they confess their feelings without permission. So they can only turn their secret love into fantasies that they think about day and night, while simulating intimate scenes in their minds."

"This can only be a temporary strategy. As the saying goes, fire cannot be hidden, and the person you secretly love will eventually confess his love. But will that simple confession really flow out like water that cannot be contained in a barrel?"