Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

The air compressor released a sigh of relief, and I boarded the bus to school. There was no one else on the bus except the regular passengers, because the stop I was at was the first stop, which was the starting point. Looking at the empty seats, I pondered in my heart and finally chose a window seat in the third row from the back.

I chose this position because the escape hammer is right next to me. No one can predict what kind of accident will happen during driving.

After a rumble, the car started. I looked out the window at the scenery. If I remembered correctly, this stop was far away. Instead of waiting like this, I might as well take a nap.

I fell asleep on the bumpy road with a peaceful mind.

Kidding.

This dream did not last long, and my vigilant consciousness urged me to wake up quickly. I wanted to force myself to succumb to the sudden desire based on my long-standing habit, but unfortunately I failed.

Finally, I could only open my eyes blearily.

There were more and more passengers on the bus, and the bus was as crowded as during work hours. The seat next to me was occupied by someone, a girl with pink hair and wearing a uniform. As for her first impression, I have to mention her breasts that are eye-catching to men.

This has C, and I would believe it even if you didn’t say it’s D or E.

"Oh, sorry, did I wake you up?" The girl hurriedly stopped what she was doing. She was stuffing a book into her backpack, and I observed her carefully.

War and Peace

This book is quite interesting, and it mainly expresses the spirit of humanitarianism and fraternity. But now is not the time to think about this...

"No, I should have woken up naturally. I was very satisfied with the quality of my sleep last night, so I should be full of energy and would not fall into a long sleep." I explained to her with a hint of pride in my tone, but it seemed there was nothing to be proud of.

"That's good. Come to think of it, I didn't sleep very well last night because school has just started and it's always a little bit hard to fall asleep." She finished the work at hand and continued chatting with me.

For students, the start of school is indeed exciting. For example, they may not have finished the homework assigned by the teacher before the holiday, or they may start a new life and create a new personality.

"Don't you have any thoughts about the start of school?" She turned her head and continued to ask me.

"Hmm, what do you mean?" I didn't react to her question for a moment. It seemed like I had forgotten something.

"Aren't you a freshman this year at Tokyo Metropolitan High School like me?"

"......How did you know?"

"Because you are wearing the same uniform as me, it should be correct, right?" She pointed at the clothes I was wearing and I looked over.

By the way, I am also a freshman, and I will be studying there for three years.

"Sorry, I asked a stupid question. Maybe it's because I just woke up." I pinched my temples as if to cover up, making myself a little more conscious.

"Yeah, I also feel a little groggy when I wake up." She didn't mock my conversation, but was tolerant instead.

For a moment, I felt something like tenderness.

"As for my feelings, I don't seem to have too many feelings. It's just a very ordinary thing." I returned to the previous question.

"Is it normal? Then it seems that I am overreacting."

"This kind of thing varies from person to person. Maybe it's just me."

"That's right... Since we're all freshmen, let me introduce myself first. My name is Ichinose Honami, and I'm a freshman in Class B, first year. Please give me your guidance."

Ichinose Masaru gave me a sweet smile, the kind of sweetness that would make anyone's heart beat fast.

At this moment, I also saw her face clearly. Her pupils were a clear sky blue, which could not tolerate any dirt. At the same time, I began to retreat. It was not that I hated purity, but I hated my reflection in her clear pupils.

That sin can never be erased.

But, come to think of it, I seem to have seen Ichinose somewhere...

My inner thoughts were constantly churning, but of course I didn't show any of them on my face.

"My name is Luomu, thank you for your guidance." I nodded in response to her greeting.

"Luo Mu? Luo Jun is an international student?" Ichinose put the index finger of his right hand on her tempting lips, his eyes a little dazed. This is a sign of thinking.

Ahhh, I feel like my heart is melting, this is so cute, but it’s a bit unfair.

"Ah, I'm not an international student. Although I know that this name does have a bit of a bias towards other countries, I'm definitely not an international student."

But I don’t know where I’m from, probably from China…

Ever since I can remember, I have always been alone, and I have always lived in a place full of blood, so I don't know who I am, or where I belong.

"Hmm...Which class is Luo from?"

"It's also Class B, Grade 1." I said, recalling his reminder before I left.

"Are you also in Class B? That's great! I didn't expect to meet the classmate I'll be spending the next three years with on the bus."

She showed a happy look on her face and held my forearm with her hand. I was frightened by this sudden movement, and the moment she stretched out her hand, I had the signal to retreat, but I forced myself to hold it back.

Conditioning is scary.

She seems to be very sociable. But to be honest, what she said just now was a bit misleading. She put on such a lovely look and said such words, which always felt like she was confessing to me.

Although I know that this is absolutely impossible, I still can't stop fantasizing about it. If that happens, will I be happy?

I had this question from the bottom of my heart.

"I didn't expect that either." In order to avoid ending abruptly and leaving a bad impression, I echoed.

"Hey, which junior high school did Luo attend before?"

"Well..." I scratched the back of my head in embarrassment.

"Is there any inconvenience? If so, then don't force it." She seemed to know that she seemed to have violated a taboo, and her eyes revealed obvious apology.

Ah, so gentle, just like an angel.

This way, I just need to follow what she says and the problem can be solved smoothly.

"It's not inconvenient..."

"What happened?"

Oops, I said it subconsciously while looking into her eyes.

"That's it. Actually, I don't know what the place where I study is called..." I had no choice but to continue.

"Huh? Don't you know what your junior high school is called?"

"I know it's a little strange, but I really don't know. Because we don't mention the name of the place where we study most of the time, I might remember it at the beginning, but as time goes by, I haven't used it, so I forget it. It's just like the piano and the tea ceremony."

"Is that so?" She looked at me strangely.

"Yeah, that's it. Even though I don't remember the name of the junior high school, if you put me in that area, at least I'll still walk the route."

"Yeah," she nodded a little confusedly, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

Although Ichinose doubted the truth of this matter, fortunately she did not dwell on this issue, but turned to the topic I used as a shield.

"Luo Jun has practiced piano and tea ceremony, right?"

"Yeah, I've learned a little bit." I nodded and didn't deny it.

In today's society, both children and adults learn additional skills, which makes those who do not learn extremely deformed and extremely low. I don't know how the development of society is, but no matter what, only those who follow the masses can be considered normal people.

When I realized this, I no longer felt happy about this society.

"I wanted to learn piano before, but I didn't succeed for some reasons." After she said this, I noticed a trace of loneliness on her face.

"If Ichinose wants to learn, it should be possible in high school. After all, there are clubs like this."

"Well, maybe there will be a chance." Kindness returned to her face and she nodded at me.

This look is so gentle, it seems like it can melt people's hearts.

And the three years of my life that I survived also began on this bus.

Chapter 3 Sleeping Temptation

Ichinose is a very talkative person, and the topics of our conversation kept changing. In the end, she was in a bad mood and wanted to take a break, so we ended the conversation.

This conversation exhausted me physically and mentally. To be honest, I am not good at dealing with people like Ichinose, and I don't know what she is thinking. Not only because of her enthusiasm, but also because of her kindness. Perhaps they are the representatives of failure from the beginning. Unless they encounter a miraculous turn like a noble person, I really can't believe that they will usher in victory.

As for the reason, I don't know. I just make a judgment based on my inner intuition. At least that's how I understand it.

[She will definitely fail.]

At the same time, she will also face her own pain.

[The reason why people can feel pain is because their evil and good are not pure enough.]

If this is true, then Ichinose must be feeling pain. Although she is kind and gentle, and always considers my feelings when talking to me, it is a pity that they are not pure existence.

Is it really possible for pure evil and pure good to exist in human beings?

This is obviously impossible...

I tried to come up with the answer to this question based solely on my more than ten years of experience, but in the absence of corresponding evidence, I wasted ten minutes of high mental concentration.

I tapped the handrail by the window with a hint of irritation, my eyes looking at the blue sky of Weiyuan. The next moment, I felt a heavy pressure on my left shoulder.

Ichinose rested her head on my shoulder.

"........"

Have you fallen asleep yet?

I was a little troubled looking at the cute sleeping girl. I didn't reject this behavior, and I was even a little happy about it, but was it too defenseless for a girl? Or did I get a "harmless" pass from her mind just from the few minutes of conversation?

If that's the case, then my cover-up was successful... No, I mean my heart is hurt.

I remained motionless, afraid that she would be woken up by me the next moment.

If only I had a cell phone, I could take a picture of this adorable sleeping face, but unfortunately, those are prohibited items.

"Hu-hu-"

I could even hear her breathing at such a close distance. It was my first time to have such a wonderful experience. A chubby face, long eyelashes, a high nose bridge, and - huge breasts.

I hastily turned my attention away from the huge temptation. I am just an ordinary person who has not evolved the ability to resist physiological functions. In order to prevent the tent from appearing, I began to empty my mind and focus on my own battle. This will be a difficult challenge.

The bus I took was a small bus with only 16 seats, but the number of people on the bus was far more than that. In addition to Ichinose and I, two students, there were employees in business suits rushing to work.

In a way, I really don't like crowds. This may be the sequelae of a book I read. I vaguely remember a sentence from the heroine.

[I hate humans.]

The first-person technique allowed me to easily put myself into the character's inner world. This is probably the so-called aftereffect of reading.

The scenery outside the car is clear and refreshing. If the beauty next to me is my girlfriend or partner, then I should be called a winner in life.

A calm mood slowly rippled in my heart. Just when I thought I could easily win this war, I was wrong.

Ever since I felt a slight chill on my arm, I should have realized that things were not as simple as I thought.

At first I thought it was just an emotional trigger causing the coldness, but then I slowly realized that something was wrong. It was a specific area of ​​coldness that was expanding and persisting.

That's right, by the time I came to my senses, it was already too late.

It must be because of the posture, the tilted head caused the saliva to flow out of the seductive red lips, soaking a large area of ​​my sleeve.

Did you dream about delicious food?

"Ah——" I sighed lightly.

This would be troublesome.

While I was guessing what she was dreaming about, I nervously took out a handkerchief from my trouser pocket. I moved very slowly throughout the process. I didn't want to make a mistake at this point in time and cause her to wake up. If that happened, it would be embarrassing no matter how I thought about it, and there was a possibility of being misunderstood.

The worst-case scenario is that I have created for myself a mortal enemy.

It is very simple to say that the action is slow, as long as the action is divided into infinite infinite levels of slowness, the standard can be achieved. However, the limbs of the body seem to be separated, but in fact they are a whole, and the slightest tremor can touch the muscles of the whole body and cause nerve excitement. In order to avoid this, I even used only two fingers to barely hook out the handkerchief.

After getting the handkerchief, I slowly wiped the corners of Ichinose's mouth, my cautious actions were like drinking pure water from a cup at a distance of a coin.

Her skin was fair, her wet red lips were sparkling, and the curves drawn by her neck and head seemed to exude an indescribable charm.

I always feel like I'm here to suffer.

I took care of the corners of her lips like I was taking care of a baby. Suddenly, Ichinose's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Oops.

I quickly and calmly withdrew my hands, tightly holding the wet handkerchief in my hands, and pretended not to care and looked at the scenery outside the window.

"Hum, Hum~" Ichinose murmured indistinctly while rubbing my shoulder with her chubby cheeks.

"......"

Am I overthinking...