What's wrong with me?

Perhaps it was because the thought of being your cat gave him a reminder that from the very beginning, a not very mature idea emerged in Qi Xia's mind.

Qi Xia was a member of the literature club when he was in college. Because Yue Ran was the vice president of the club, he chose the same club without hesitation when he was in college.

Because it is one of the largest clubs in the school, their literature club sometimes broadcasts live online or posts related videos. Since he is Yue Ran's boyfriend and one of the few people who knows how to do this in the literature club full of girls, all the behind-the-scenes work is left to Qi Xia.

He is responsible for managing the live broadcast room, and when he is free, he also has to help the girls who are doing the live broadcast write scripts, so after all this, Qi Xia has gained some experience in this area.

He knew that in the next few years, online video platforms would become very popular. Any anchor who came from nowhere could become an Internet celebrity with many fans as long as he could package himself and write good copy.

Qi Xia certainly wasn't going to get involved in these matters, but he thought of his aunt. If those female anchors with internet celebrity faces in his previous life could become popular internet celebrities, then there was no reason why his aunt couldn't do it. Compared to those female anchors with internet celebrity faces who were cast in the same mold in his previous life, his aunt's appearance and temperament were absolutely overwhelming.

He was thinking, if his aunt posted some videos online and they became popular, wouldn’t that be much better than the dance studio that his aunt opened?

But Qi Xia doesn't intend to let his aunt sell her beauty to gain fans, nor does he want other people to covet his aunt.

He was thinking that his aunt was so talented, beautiful and charming. Even if he just posted a few dance teaching videos, or some videos of his aunt playing the piano or other musical instruments, he believed that many people would be willing to watch them.

Of course, the premise of all this is that my aunt must agree. Qi Xia knows that my aunt is a very gentle and graceful person, and she doesn't like to show herself in front of outsiders. Otherwise, with my aunt's talent, she would not have opened only a little-known dance studio in this city.

Now that he had an idea, Qi Xia didn't delay any longer. He stood up and wanted to discuss it with his aunt.

He came to the living room and saw his aunt watching TV there. However, under the soft light, looking at his aunt's figure, Qi Xia suddenly became dazed.

In front of him, his aunt, a lady from a wealthy family, was sitting dignified on the sofa in the living room. She was wearing a long silk nightgown. The style was simple, but the light pink semi-transparent fabric perfectly outlined his aunt's beautiful figure.

She sat quietly on the sofa, but Qi Xia felt that she was like a fairy that fell from the sky, dazzling and eye-catching.

Especially that pair of round and plump legs, stretched lazily and gently, wrapped in a layer of ice silk stockings, looking so beautiful and attractive.

But even wearing socks cannot conceal the beauty of that smooth snow-white skin.

Under the perfect legs, the pearly toes were wrapped in light-colored stockings, just like a group of naughty and cute elves, which attracted Qi Xia's eyes so much that he couldn't take his eyes off them, until his aunt seemed a little shy and called his name.

"Xiao Xia, um~ what are you looking at? Why aren't you sleeping yet so late? You ran out in such a hurry, is there something you want to talk to your aunt about?"

There seemed to be a bright glow in those watery eyes. Tang Wanxia raised her head and looked at Qi Xia in front of her. Her beautiful face was covered with a layer of cherry blossom-like pink blush without her knowing when.

Chapter 36 Smile

"Xiao Xia, um, what are you looking at~ Why aren't you sleeping yet so late? You ran out in such a hurry, is there something you want to talk to your aunt about?"

Tang Wanxia was sitting there, but that shy voice was like a cat scratching people's hearts. Qi Xia's figure was always reflected in her eyes, and countless emotions were surging in that bright light that Qi Xia could not understand.

Girls have always been sensitive to other people's gazes, let alone the gaze from Xiao Xia.

Ever since Xiao Xia came out of the bedroom, Tang Wanxia felt Xiao Xia's gaze staring at her chest, then at her waist, and finally at her legs and feet.

Although she was wearing a long nightgown, under Xiaoxia's gaze, Tang Wanxia felt as if she was stripped naked. She felt hot and restless all over.

Her heart was beating rapidly, pumping blood to every part of her body, gradually staining her snow-white skin with a beautiful pink hue.

She breathed in and out deeply, but her body still seemed to be short of oxygen. She felt so weak that she couldn't muster any strength. She felt that Xiao Xia's gaze was like a small brush. Every time it swept over an inch of her skin, it would cause an itchy sensation that made her have to clamp her legs together and desperately endure it.

The changes in her body made Tang Wanxia extremely shy, but deep down, she felt like she was soaking in a honey pot, so sweet that she was a little confused.

Tang Wanxia considers herself a very conservative person. Although Xiaoxia always tells her that she should dress up more, when she wears clothes, she still chooses clothes that do not reveal her flesh. Even if it is a skirt, the hem of the skirt must at least be below the knees.

She hated girls who dressed flashily on the street because she thought they looked too shameless.

Especially when Xiao Xia went out with her, and saw those girls who either exposed their breasts or their thighs, she thought they were really shameless. How could anyone have the nerve to wear that kind of clothes on the street? Unlike her, she would never expose her beauty and charm to outsiders, and would only show it in front of Xiao Xia.

She bought this nightgown online a long time ago, but this was the first time she had the courage to wear it.

She was not mentally prepared before. She was afraid that if Xiao Xia realized her unusual love for him, he would resist her and think she was crazy.

But in the past two days, the two active hugs that Xiaoxia gave her gave Tang Wanxia some confidence. Xiaoxia was still the same Xiaoxia, and he did not gradually become distant from her as he grew up.

Dressing like this was a risky move for her, but the result was very exciting for her. Her beauty and figure could attract Xiaoxia and draw all of Xiaoxia's attention to herself.

What made her most excited was that Xiaoxia was already a mature boy. Although it was not obvious, she could feel from Xiaoxia's eyes that Xiaoxia was indeed at the age where he would be interested in girls.

Her beautiful, star-filled eyes were filled with endless joy, but Tang Wanxia still suppressed the impulse that was growing stronger and stronger.

She understood that this was just the beginning. If she wanted to be with Xiao Xia forever and dye Xiao Xia's color into her own, she still had a long way to go, but at least, she had seen hope.

"Aunt? Ahem... why are you dressed like this so late at night? Aren't you going to bed soon?"

Qi Xia's face flushed. He felt really embarrassed that his aunt had caught him looking at her, but there was nothing he could do. It was the first time he saw his aunt dressed like that.

Although my aunt is very beautiful, she is a little too conservative. She always thinks that clothes that other girls think are normal are too revealing.

This reminded him of Yue Ran. If we ignore the difference in appearance, Qi Xia discovered that on some levels, his aunt and Yue Ran were really a bit similar.

They were all so gentle to him, so virtuous and family-oriented, and even their daily clothing was similar. They all followed the style of wearing as much as possible and never revealing a single ounce of skin if possible.

Maybe it was because Yue Ran was very similar to his aunt that he fell in love with Yue Ran so much and even took the initiative to pursue her after entering college.

"Well, the nightgown I bought online has arrived, so I wanted to try it on. How is it? Does it look good, Xiaoxia?"

Tang Wanxia didn't make things too difficult for Qi Xia. She just said something coquettishly and stopped teasing him. She knew that more haste makes waste.

Xiao Xia is so shy that if you cross the line, it will only make Xiao Xia feel embarrassed and even make her a little wary of her.

But she could let her Xiao Xia show her his tender and lovely side little by little like cutting sausages...

Qi Xia gradually calmed down. It was not like the first time he had been teased by his aunt before, so he quickly put aside the embarrassment.

After hearing what his aunt said, he looked at her again, but this time, he didn't think about anything else. He just wanted to appreciate her with the idea of ​​giving her an evaluation.

In Qi Xia's eyes, his aunt's skin was as white as snow under the soft light. Her creamy skin seemed smoother and softer than the silk nightgown. Her willow-like eyebrows were slightly frowned, with a faint smile and expectation, which moved Qi Xia's heartbeat and almost made him stunned again.

Before he had the chance to take a closer look at the beautiful nightgown, Qi Xia didn't dare to look at it anymore. He was afraid that he would be stunned and be laughed at by his aunt, but he had already thought of his comment.

"If you ask me, this dress is perfect for you. It makes me look even better when I wear it!"

Qi Xia has been tongue-tied since he was a child, and he couldn't learn the ability of people who could say bad things are good and exaggerate good things. But the only thing he could be sure of was that for a girl like his aunt, there was no kind of clothes that would not be suitable for her.

"Hehe, you're so talkative. Even if you praise me like this, I don't have anything to give you."

Because I have given you all of myself.

Tang Wanxia blinked her eyes. She was very pleased with Qi Xia's compliments. She had received countless compliments, and had been admired and admired countless times. But among all those sweet words, only Xiao Xia's compliments could make her overjoyed.

She liked Xiaoxia's compliments on the food she cooked, she liked Xiaoxia's compliments on her clothes and appearance, and she also liked Xiaoxia's compliments on her dancing and singing. As long as the compliments came from Xiaoxia, even the briefest ones, she would be so happy that she couldn't calm down for a long time.

But looking at his aunt whose brows were filled with joy and her stunningly beautiful smile, Qi Xia remained silent.

He suddenly wanted to give up his immature idea...

He felt that he was very despicable, because he didn't want anyone other than himself to see his aunt's smile like this, he just wanted his aunt to smile like this only at him forever...

Chapter 37 Dynamics

It was already late at night, but Qi Xia tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep. He lay in bed with a clear mind. He closed his eyes, and scenes from the past began to replay in his mind.

He couldn't help but think of the time when he left his aunt to go to college. He could clearly feel the reluctance in his aunt's eyes, but she still forced a smile and sent him on the high-speed train that would take him away from the city where he had lived for more than ten years.

He got on the car with great anticipation, thinking that he was embarking on a brand new journey, going to a new world and making new friends. But when he turned around, he saw his aunt's face, unable to hold back any more tears, streaming down her face like raindrops...

That was the first time he saw his aunt cry. Her sad and lonely expression made Qi Xia's heart beat fast.

How he wanted to rush off the train and hug his aunt, but unfortunately the train had already started moving and he no longer had the chance to hug his aunt and tell her that even if he was far away from her, she was still the most important aunt to him.

That was also a deep regret in his life, so deep that even after graduation for many years, Qi Xia would still dream about the experience that made him extremely upset.

He also recalled the experience when he and Yue Ran first met. He went to that place by chance. At that time, she was sitting in the pavilion on the university campus reading a book. She was like a flower on the mountain top, sitting in the gentle breeze, with her soft hair fluttering in the wind.

She was looking at the book in her hands, her bright pupils swaying with a hint of sadness, a hint of impatience, and a hint of confusion. He didn't know how he could see so many emotions, but just by looking at those eyes, he seemed to be able to empathize with her.

He looked at her face and was deeply attracted to her, until she seemed to notice him as an uninvited guest and turned her head to look at him. Then, he seemed to see the stars in her eyes...

Qi Xia suddenly sat up. He couldn't sleep. The little bit of sleepiness he felt had disappeared because of his memories.

He thought he could forget it, at least with the beginning of a new life, he could coexist harmoniously with his past memories. But his brain told him that he was thinking too well, Yue Ran's existence had already left an indelible mark, which was deeply engraved in his soul.

He sat for a while, then suddenly took out his cell phone, opened WeChat, and started searching by typing in the cell phone number that he had memorized so well, even more familiar than his own number.

Time passed second by second, and Qi Xia held his breath. It was just a small network fluctuation, but he felt as if he had been waiting for a very long time, until the account in his memory appeared in his sight.

That was the account of his ex-girlfriend Su Yueran, but compared to what he remembered, the avatar she used was still a cartoon picture of a little girl reading under a tree, instead of the couple avatar he and she used later.

Qi Xia breathed a sigh of relief. Even though he had wanted to stop interfering in her life, just like a fish cannot leave water, he could not control himself from thinking about her.

Her existence has been engraved in his soul, how can he forget her in just two days?

He switched to his secondary account and sent a friend request without hesitation.

Since there is no way to completely forget it, then just don't forget it.

Even though they couldn't be together like in the previous life, he could hide secretly in a place where she couldn't reach him and be her silent caregiver and supporter. He felt that it was enough for him to know that she was still living a good life.

He opened her circle of friends again, and as expected, only he could see it.

Yue Ran has the habit of recording her psychological journey in her circle of friends. She likes to record every detail of her life in it.

But the only people who could see these private matters that belonged to her alone were Qi Xia, for whom she had given special access rights.

He thought he couldn't see anything, because now he was just an unknown stranger to her, but when he scrolled down, he saw a post that was not hidden, and looking at the time, it was actually posted recently.

The wind and rain are bleak and piercing, the courtyard is locked, the lonely phoenix tree, but the gathering and separation are painful and hasty, I return your pearl. This hatred is endless, the fallen flowers are still there, the fragrant screen is covered, and who knows where the face is?

This was written in the post, which seemed to be a quote from a book, and she also added something below.

"You saved me from the water and fire, and made me understand that there is more to the world than just sorrow; you let me see the light, and made me understand what brightness is; you are my light, my everything, but why do you leave quietly, leaving me wandering in the darkness? But I will still remember you, until I find you in the vast sea of ​​people. I shed thousands of tears, and I am forever infatuated with you. You and I will meet again in the end."

Qi Xia's heart suddenly skipped a beat, and he subconsciously thought that the person Yue Ran was talking about in the post was himself, because he remembered that Yue Ran seemed to have said something similar before he committed suicide with her.

But after thinking about it, he felt relieved. If Yue Ran was really reborn with him, how could she not contact him until now? Just like he couldn't help but contact her in the end.

But his heart suddenly became anxious again. If the person Yue Ran was talking about was not him, did it mean that Yue Ran had another person who was very important to her?

He suddenly felt a void in his heart, and for a long time he was stunned, not knowing what he was thinking.

There were many people who liked and commented on the post. Looking at their comments, Qi Xia could probably guess that they were all her classmates, or her admirers, because those comments were all full of praise and compliments for her.

Qi Xia has gotten used to it. He has seen this situation enough times. No matter what Yue Ran does, there will always be a group of so-called "suck-up dogs" around her.

But Yue Ran never lowered her head to look at them, and put herself in an inferior position from the very beginning. In this long chasing game, they were destined to be losers who couldn't even enter the game.

But among the numerous comments, one comment caught Qi Xia's attention. The nickname looked very familiar because it was the account of Yue Ran's best friend, Xu Zijin, who later said to him, "If I were you, I would leave her because you are just wasting her time by being with her."

She said, "Oh my, is our Miss Su feeling sad again today? Did she finally find her prince charming?"

Chapter 38 Madness

In Qi Xia's impression, Xu Zijin and Yue Ran have always been best friends since high school. She and Yue Ran lived in the same residential complex. They were in the same class and sat at the same desk in high school. Even in college, they had never been separated.

Yue Ran was the top student in their province. She was admitted to the university with extremely high scores. For Qi Xia, it could only be said that she was lucky and had performed exceptionally well to get in.

Xu Zijin's grades were worse, but perhaps because she couldn't let go of the sisterhood, she applied to the second-tier university across the street from them.

Compared with the dazzling Yue Ran, Xu Zijin is undoubtedly ordinary, but in fact, in Qi Xia's memory, Xu Zijin is actually a very beautiful and popular girl.

She always has shoulder-length hair, which looks capable and cheerful. She always has a smile on her face with light makeup, and she looks carefree and optimistic. When she blinks, her curly eyelashes are like two small fans, fluttering, making people feel nervous.

When he was in college, Xu Zijin was enthusiastic and generous. He always smiled at everyone, which made people like him very much.

After graduating from university, her personality that allowed her to get along with everyone allowed her career to gradually rise, forming a sharp contrast with Qi Xia's declining career.

Everyone around him liked this generous and lovely girl, but Qi Xia just couldn't like her.

Perhaps it was because he had taken away her closest friend. Xu Zijin, who always had a smiling face in front of others, would only frown in front of him, looking as if she owed her a million or eight hundred thousand.

It would have been fine if she just showed a look of disdain towards him, but she seemed to be picking on him, insulting him in front of Yue Ran whenever they disagreed on something, and always saying that he was like a fool who couldn't do anything right and was causing trouble for him everywhere.

He hated her, but she was like a piece of taffy. No matter how hard Qi Xia tried, he could not get rid of this annoying best friend of his girlfriend.

She would always appear out of nowhere and have an argument with him even though he was in no mood at all.

Even when he and Yue Ran went out on a date, Xu Zijin would often follow them like a dog-skin plaster, acting like an oversized light bulb for them, and she even said that she was supervising him to prevent him from losing control and doing something to Yue Ran that everyone would regret.

After he graduated from college, his social circle fell apart and he lost contact with many people, but Xu Zijin was the only one who somehow got his phone number and still kept in touch with him.

However, Xu Zijin at that time was even more hostile to him than when he was in college. She always told him that he should leave Yue Ran, and that Yue Ran would achieve greater success without him holding her back. Until that day, she asked him to meet her at a nearby cafe and said those words to him.

At that time, Xu Zijin had been working for several years. She became a project manager in an IT company in the same city. She lived a good life, but it seemed that she had always been single.

She had become more mature when she met him, and was completely different from the girl who would argue with him at the slightest disagreement in college. She was wearing a professional suit and had long hair, looking like an urban beauty, and there was a hint of intelligence in her words that attracted people's attention.

That day was also the last time he contacted her. She sat with him in the cafe for a long time, but apart from that most impressive sentence, he could not remember anything else she said afterwards.

Qi Xia touched his chin. In his previous life, he had complicated feelings towards her. He didn't like her but was grateful to her. But in this life, he was probably destined to have no contact with this proud girl anymore.