What's wrong with me?

She used her well-practiced sweet talk to skillfully weave a trap and deceived her boss into buying the company he worked for. She was also successfully appointed as the head of the company. Of course, he didn't know about it, and she wouldn't let him know.

She used her power to alienate his friends from him, to make his colleagues at work exclude him, and finally fired him, leaving her alone in his broken world.

And she will play the role of the only person willing to accept everything from him, his wife, the only winner in this "murder", enjoying everything from him and becoming his only one.

Seeing him curled up in his arms and doubting himself, although it was extremely distressing, it was more satisfying for his endless desire to possess him.

That was his sin and the punishment he deserved. It was because he didn't want to be her only one!

Who made him show such a flattering expression in front of a woman other than her!

For the prey that refused to surrender, she could only strangle his throat tightly until he collapsed from exhaustion.

Logan Xia.

The girl suddenly remembered the name of the woman who had fought with her for a long time in her dream.

It’s a pity that even at the last moment, there was still no winner between them.

She was unable to drive her away from him, so in the end she couldn't become his only one, and she was also unable to stop her engagement to him, and she and he were about to become a legitimate couple.

And this slaughter among their own kind ended in an inconclusive end. She was taken away in an accident, and she herself was about to face the bloody end.

She tried too hard, and she did not become his only support as she wished. Instead, she backfired and gave Xu Zijin a chance to turn the tables.

But despite this, she did not regret doing this. What's wrong with wanting everything for the person she loves?

If she had the same opportunity, she would definitely do it again, but next time, she might be more careful and would never give anyone another chance.

Chapter 44: Light

The long and tender eyelashes trembled slightly, and the girl suddenly broke free from her complicated thoughts.

This is not okay.

she muttered.

This dream was indeed too beautiful, so beautiful that she would be immersed in it if she wasn't paying attention.

This dream with such clear logic really relieved her pain of missing his father. For the girl, it was the most important life-saving straw.

But if she indulges in it too much, it will only dull her senses, which is a sign of escaping from reality.

She didn't want to reunite with him only in fantasy; she wanted to find him in reality, and then become his wife once again, leaving her own mark on his existence.

"Wow, this kind of person is really disgusting. Not only does he disturb other people's sleep in the middle of the night, but he also posts this kind of stuff. If I were you, Yue Ran, I would have started scolding him a long time ago."

Xu Zijin held up the Chinese textbook to cover his face, then blinked at the girl with sympathy written all over his face.

"But who can blame our Yue Ran for being so charming? There's nothing we can do about it."

The girl's mood was a little complicated. She knew it was just a dream, but when she came to her senses, she found that she had been deeply affected by the dream.

In the past, she could still endure the pain, but she found that after this dream, she seemed unable to endure this long wait any longer.

She couldn't wait to see him, even just a glance or a hint of information.

She wanted to see what he looked like in high school, wanted to experience the high school life that he had never experienced in his dreams, and then take him away from his aunt and never allow anyone else to covet her treasure.

"Who is your family? Don't talk nonsense."

The girl pursed her lips absentmindedly, glanced at Xu Zijin who was feeling good about himself, and retorted.

But in those dark grey pupils, there was a flickering light of fire, filled with crazy admiration, the pain of not being able to get what he wanted, and hatred for the friend who had betrayed him...

Ten years of day-to-day waiting has tortured her to the point of going crazy. Beneath this well-educated appearance, is a broken soul that has long been tortured by the protracted wait.

She desperately needed his presence, like a person dying in the desert. Only his presence could satisfy her hunger and allow her to continue living as a human being, just like when she first met him in that conference hall long, long ago.

The girl glanced at his sketch hidden in the desk, her eyes blurred again, but the next second, her legs suddenly tensed up and her dark pupils shrank suddenly, just because the girl next to her said something absentmindedly.

"But you never know, Yue Ran, maybe this person could really be your future husband, coming back from the future or something, haha."

She mentioned it on a whim, but Su Yueran raised her head and looked at Xu Zijin who was beside her and was surprised by her excessive reaction. His eyes with starry light looked straight at her, as if he wanted to see through her soul.

Yes, why not?

The girl pinched her arm tightly and asked herself, if she could dream about the future, there was no reason why he couldn't.

If, if I really...

Her delicate hands couldn't help but tremble a little, and with her eyelashes drooping, she took out a cell phone from her pocket.

Just like a ghost, she swallowed the saliva that was madly secreted between her teeth, listened to the heartbeat that kept hitting her heart like a drumbeat, and opened the chat history from last night that she had discarded.

Thousands of thoughts flashed through the girl's mind as she tightly grasped the outer casing of her phone, her fingers seeming to press into the glass screen.

one second……

Two seconds...

Then, her plot succeeded.

In the second half, which she didn't have time to watch last night, she impatiently got the answer she desperately wanted.

Just when she was about to go crazy, fate seemed to finally take pity on her and placed the feast she had been eagerly waiting for in front of her.

She hated herself. Fate had clearly given her guidance, but because of her negligence, she almost threw away this opportunity that was created with countless sorrows and waiting.

"Finally...I'm going to see you..."

The girl laughed, her hot eyes became moist, and her smile was filled with joy after all the hard work.

She understood why she was so anxious and why she had accepted his friend request last night. Sure enough, all this was destined. God had destined that she and he would meet, and no one could separate them.

But she didn't rush to add him back as a friend, nor did she apologize to him, tell him that she was out of her mind last night and didn't recognize him and was so mean to him, or tell him how much she missed him.

She wanted to suddenly appear in front of him and tell him, "Everything that happened in the past doesn't matter, as long as we continue our past relationship." Then, looking at his silly expression, she would give him her first kiss in this life once again.

Ah, he used a small account and did not leave any personal information such as a specific address.

But it doesn't matter. As long as she wants, she has plenty of ways to find out, whether it's his name or which city or place he is in.

It doesn't matter even if it's just an approximate place. She is willing to look for him and enjoy the process of looking for him. The more arduous the search, the sweeter the reunion will be. She loves him so deeply.

She felt a little restless again. The classroom, which had brought her brief peace, now seemed like a cage. Outside the cage, her happiness and destination were waving their hands, shouting her name and waiting for her.

Her school was the high school with the highest admission rate in the entire province and city. In the eyes of countless parents and students, it was a paradise that they would do anything to enter. But in the girl's eyes at this moment, it seemed like a hell.

How can a place without him be called heaven? A place without him can only be called hell!

And she has been wandering and struggling alone in hell like a zombie for ten years. Now she finally has a chance to escape. She will never and will not allow anyone to stop her.

"What's wrong with you, Yue Ran? Why are you suddenly smiling like a villain?"

Xu Zijin beside her seemed to be frightened by the girl's expression at the moment, but the girl didn't care. She looked at her best friend in front of her, and her clear eyes became slightly warmer.

She did betray her, but it is undeniable that without Xu Zijin's reminder, she might have continued to wander in the darkness sadly.

She narrowed her eyes slightly. You can laugh, you can laugh at her ugly appearance at the moment, but she doesn't care about you, because you incomplete people are just passers-by in her life.

She was going to go find him, to the world where he was, full of light and future. She would soon bid farewell to her sad first half of her life, but before that, she still had some small problems to solve.

In the dream, her parents would become an obstacle between her and him. They thought she was a genius and he was not worthy of her, so they kept trying to obstruct her.

She forgave their short-sightedness. After all, they were just one of those fools. But she would never give them the chance to hinder her again. Never.

It’s almost time, we’ll be able to see him soon.

We'll see you soon.

Supporting her soft chin, the girl muttered softly.

Chapter 45 Good Morning

"Gently awaken the sleeping soul"

"Open your eyes slowly"

After a night, the familiar alarm clock at the bedside rang on time. Qi Xia was awakened, and quickly reached out from the quilt to press the alarm clock, then habitually reached for the mobile phone on the bedside.

But after searching for a long time, he still couldn't find her. Qi Xia, who hadn't slept enough, turned over again, wanting to hug his girlfriend's soft waist and stay in bed for a while while smelling her alluring fragrance. But when he stretched out his hand, he found nothing.

Qi Xia opened his eyes blankly. He was a person who was very particular about his bed. After graduating from high school, he moved into a university dormitory. It took him more than a month to finally adapt to the school's hard bed, which could not be called comfortable.

In the familiar bed, he slept exceptionally soundly that night, without any dreams. However, looking at the empty bed with only him, he felt inexplicably melancholy even though he was not yet sleepy.

It was already bright outside, and the sunlight shone through the curtains into the slightly dim bedroom. The books that should have been randomly piled on the desk last night were now neatly arranged. Qi Xia yawned and got up from the bed.

He had planned to get up early today to go for a morning run, but after returning to high school, it seemed that his body had become lazy as well. Looking at the community garden outside the window where only a few old men were practicing Tai Chi, Qi Xia decided to postpone this painful decision indefinitely.

He walked out of the bedroom and saw his aunt busying around in the kitchen. The aroma of food filled the living room. He couldn't help but walk over and sit at the dining table.

The aunt was still busy and didn't seem to notice that he had woken up. It was not until she brought out the fragrant soy milk and was about to wake up the little rascal who was sleeping in that she noticed that her Xiao Xia was sitting at the dining table looking at her expectantly.

Tang Wanxia came out of the kitchen and brought breakfast to the table. She was still wearing the beautiful nightgown she wore last night. The loose nightgown looked empty against her towering chest. Her fair shoulders and the delicate collarbone that looked like a work of art were exposed under the soft fabric.

"Why did you get up so early today? Why don't you sleep a little longer, Xiao Xia?"

Seeing Xiao Xia blinking at her, Tang Wanxia subconsciously combed her long black hair that was draped over her shoulders.

"Because I smell the delicious food, Auntie, can we have breakfast now? I'm starving."

Qi Xia rubbed his stomach. He ate a lot last night and it seemed that he had not digested it completely yet. But as for the food made by his aunt, no matter how much it was, he would never think it was too much.

"Well, we can have dinner now. Just wait for you to wash up."

After hearing his words, Tang Wanxia laughed. The smile that once haunted Qi Xia almost made Qi Xia stunned. It was like a gorgeous petal, pure and delicate. Under the slightly trembling eyelashes, the eyes were slender and charming with light, and the pink lips were delicate and tempting.

Under that stunning smile, Qi Xia fled once again, ran into the bathroom dejectedly and started washing up.

But he would never notice that after he ran away, the beautiful smile that never faded in his memory gradually cooled down.

Her gaze as she looked at him was still calm and gentle, but her pupils that reflected Xiao Xia's figure were filled with uneasiness and anxiety, just like her hands that were tightly grasping the corners of her clothes at this moment.

She glanced at the broken bowl in the trash can and frowned.

It was accidentally broken when she was making breakfast. Normally, she shouldn't make such a low-level mistake, but today she was different from the past and she was a little absent-minded.

Tang Wanxia didn't sleep much the whole night. She tossed and turned, with the text messages she saw on Xiaoxia's phone last night in her mind - it's not that she was worrying too much, but all the recent signs showed that Xiaoxia seemed to be inclined to reconcile with that little bitch Jiang Xinyao.

Because of her past experiences, she seemed to be suffering from Jiang Xinyao PTSD. Even though Xiaoxia said that she reconciled with her only because they were childhood friends, Tang Wanxia still couldn't help but think too much and worry, fearing that the experience that made her live a life worse than death would happen again.

She still needs time, or rather, the determination and psychological preparation to break everything, but reality seems to be reluctant to give her the little bit of time she needs most.

Qi Xia finished his breakfast and then ate too much. When he was holding a fully charged mobile phone and riding his bicycle out of the community, he was afraid that he would get a stomach upset from overeating. But looking at his aunt's sparkling eyes, he ate three big meat buns in one go.

There is a section of paved stone road inside the community, and a few naughty kids are pushing their rocking cars on it, imagining that they are driving a racing car.

Qi Xia still remembers that when the stone road froze in winter, it would become very slippery. When he was a child, he and Jiang Xinyao would often use this place as a natural ice rink.

The chance encounter last night broke a corner of the ice. It seems that it is only a matter of time before we can go back to the days when we went to school together.

It's a pity that Qingmei and his friends didn't seem to have any tacit understanding today. Qi Xia waited for a while at the bus stop in front of the community gate, but no one came. He had to ride his bike to school alone.

On the way, he took out his mobile phone, and an account on WeChat with a photo of a boy and a girl cuddling together sent him a message.

"Good morning, Xiaoxia, are you up yet? (*^▽^*)"

"Are you still sleeping? (? ? ?? )"

"Did I disturb you? I'm sorry. (.í _ ì.)"

It seemed like there had been no reply for a long time, and from the initial excitement, the tone of the account owner seemed to become increasingly uneasy and pitiful.

Qi Xia didn't even notice that he had the habit of turning his cell phone to silent mode before going to bed. Unless someone called him directly, he couldn't hear any sound.

Qi Xia, the owner of this account, certainly knew this, but looking at the humble appearance of his childhood sweetheart, Qi Xia felt distressed. Why did such a good girl become like that?

He quickly replied to his childhood sweetheart, telling her not to think too much about it and that he just hadn't seen the message she sent. Not long after, he received a reply.

"Well, I thought you were mad at me, Xia. I'm already at school, so I have to study hard today."

Qi Xia smiled. The girl who used to always pull him to do some unspeakable bad things was now urging him to study, but he could indeed feel her happiness.

After arriving at school, Qi Xia parked his bicycle and went into the teaching building.

But as soon as he turned out of the stairwell, he saw a row of people standing straight at the door of the classroom, including his deskmate, Jia Shuai.

Chapter 46 Morning Reading

Qi Xia did not rush over, but stood in the corridor and observed for a while, then he found out, oh, this is Lao Jia and the group of boys who had made an appointment to go to the Internet cafe all night last night.