What's wrong with me?

She held her cheeks and a smile unconsciously appeared on the corners of her mouth.

The girl's beauty is of course unquestionable. Even in the entire school, there is almost no girl who can compare with her. Therefore, her appearance always attracts some adolescent boys.

The boy in the front row turned his head secretly. He was one of the many boys who had a crush on the girl. He wanted to secretly take a look at what book she was reading, and then take a look himself. This way, maybe the next time he could talk to her, he would have something to talk about that could attract her.

But he didn't expect that with this glance, he saw the most beautiful scene in his short life.

She was actually smiling! And her smile was so happy and sweet!

You know, he sat in the front row with her for a year, but he had never seen her smile. When she was in class or at school, she always looked cold and aloof.

"Student Su, did you encounter anything happy?"

He couldn't help but ask out of curiosity, but he regretted it the next second.

Because the girl quickly restrained her beautiful smile, and when she looked at him, her originally gentle gaze once again became as cold as before, stinging his skin and causing pain.

"What does this have to do with you, Shang? Your grades have dropped significantly recently. Do you want me to tell your homeroom teacher that you've been sneaking out to surf the Internet?"

The boy turned his head away dejectedly, while the girl narrowed her eyes in disgust.

As long as a person lives in this sick society, he will inevitably have to deal with others. For a girl, what she hates the most or even detests is the group of bugs around her that she can't get rid of no matter what.

She has the ability to control everything, whether it is her parents or the people around her. As long as she wants, she can always find various ways to drive them.

But for these boys whose lower bodies are controlled during adolescence, it seems that there is no way to keep them away from themselves except to make them disappear from this world completely.

She sighed again with self-pity. She had obviously grown from a little girl with nothing into an outstanding girl, but she could never show her beauty to the only person who could please her.

"Hey... where are you?"

She whispered softly, and then a hand suddenly rested on her round shoulders.

"Yueran Yueran, you are missing your husband again. Take a rest. By the way, why didn't you come to school these two days? Are you sick? I went to your house to look for you, but your aunt said she didn't know where you were."

A familiar voice came to her ears, but this time, what appeared in the girl's heart was not the helplessness and relief as before.

She turned her head and looked at the girl next to her who had short, flirty hair and seemed to have just arrived, and narrowed her eyes slightly.

The hand hidden under the table tightly grasped the pen in her hand, but her eyes glanced at the most delicate neck of the girl in front of her, which was exposed in front of her.

The girl narrowed her eyes, and her mind began to imagine when the sharp blade cut through her delicate skin again, in the midst of blood, whether she would still be able to smile like she did now.

The end of the dream was also the part that the girl least wanted to remember. She was deceived by her harmless appearance.

She defended against everyone and made all the girls who tried to snatch him away from her pay the price, but she never imagined that the girl who always assisted her and created opportunities for her would become the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Perhaps she was trying too hard, because she wanted to have everything from him, and wanted him to have only her in his world, just like her own little world had always only him and could only accommodate him.

But if she hadn't cut off the source of the problem, even if all the problems were exposed, the girl believed that she could win him back, and she and he could still be together forever, she would be united with him, and her wish would not be shattered.

The girl's gaze was as cold as snow, and was filled with emotions that no one could understand. She just stared at the girl in front of her until she felt uneasy and creepy because of her gaze, and then she spoke.

"Yueran, why are you staring at me like that? Your gaze makes me feel like I owe you money. It's scary."

She sat next to the girl with some worry, but the girl did not answer her.

Her feelings towards her were still complicated.

On the one hand, the regret and anger in her heart at the end of the dream still remained there and would never disappear, but on the other hand, her reason kept telling her that even if she hated it, it was just a dream, a dream whose truth could not be verified.

She couldn't be impulsive. If she did what she did at the end of her dream, her dream would only be shattered once again. After all, she didn't have the ability to hide everything right now.

And if this dream is really real and is the reality that is about to happen, her existence can also help her, as long as she is not deceived by her confusing appearance again.

The girl calmed down, even though the pen in her hand was slightly deformed from using too much force.

The tooth crowns that were pressed tightly together were gently separated, allowing the blood to flow into the slightly painful tooth roots again. She looked at the girl in front of her with her black pupils, slightly opened her pink lips, and spoke softly.

"Xu Zijin, will you betray me?"

Chapter 42 Anxiety

"Xu Zijin, will you betray me?"

The girl said softly, but suddenly the temperature in the air seemed to drop suddenly.

A breeze blew through the window onto Xu Zijin, who was tidying up the scattered books on her desk bit by bit, and she actually felt a hint of coolness while looking for her homework.

There was still a hint of smile on the girl's cheek, but no one noticed that the terrifying darkness in the depths of her eyes was slowly swallowing up the little remaining light.

Xu Zijin is her best and only friend. They have been desk mates since the girl entered high school, and they even live not far from each other.

She once trusted her very much because, among all the people the girl knew, perhaps only Xu Zijin could understand her.

She knew that she was in love, and she also knew how much she missed him. Even though she couldn't understand it, she always supported herself.

When she was in great pain because she missed him but couldn't get him, she would try to say something to comfort herself.

In that dream whose truth could not be confirmed, she had helped him a lot when he was busy scheming with those villains. She even contributed a lot to his becoming a couple.

It was also because of this that she once trusted her so much, but in the end, what she got in return was an extremely despicable and disgusting betrayal.

Just like what happens in all third-rate melodramas, in the process of helping the heroine win the hero's love, the second female lead is also attracted by the hero's charm, so without knowing when, this despicable betrayal has quietly happened.

In a way, the girl could understand. After all, that was her most precious treasure. Even if it released a little bit of light, it would be enough to attract some uninvited guests. But even so, she could not forgive her.

She would not allow those lowly bitches to try to take him away from her, nor would she tolerate her former "best friend" trying to get her hands on her most prized treasure.

Just like a wild wolf that had completely lost its mind, when she found out that day that he left her because she was the one who interfered, she was so crazy that she just wanted to bite off her neck and let her lie on the ground wailing until her end.

She did so. That afternoon, she used a utility knife and cut Xu Zijin's neck while she was distracted, watching her die bit by bit on the blood-red floor.

As she watched her painful face become stiff little by little, the girl's heart was filled with ridicule and sadness.

"Ok?"

Xu Zijin was stunned for a moment, and she seemed to have noticed that something was wrong with the girl.

Forgetting the chill that had just made her feel a little creepy, she stopped, sat next to the girl, and looked at her best friend with some doubt in her eyes.

She secretly leaned closer to the girl, lowered her delicate voice, and spoke right into the girl's ear.

"What's wrong with you, Yue Ran? Why are you asking such a question out of nowhere? Are you upset? I've made it clear in advance that I haven't told anyone about your husband. Yesterday, many people came to me and asked me what the post you posted meant, but I ignored them all! I'm your best friend, how could I betray you?"

Xu Zijin's face was reflected in the dark eyes. The bright morning light shone on the girl's cheeks, like a peeled lychee, exuding a sweet and intoxicating fragrance.

"No, nothing, I just wanted to ask, I feel relieved when you say that."

Faced with her best friend's doubts, the girl shook her head and looked at the figure of the girl in front of her. She pursed her lips, and the black ink stains gradually dissolved in the depths of her pupils until the spring water in the pool returned to calm again.

Despite her jealousy, she still understood that even if Xu Zijin would really betray her, at least not now. And now, she still needed his help. For her, this cheap best friend of hers still had a lot of value that could be utilized.

"Really...but Yue Ran, the look in your eyes just now was so scary. I thought I was going to be eaten by you!"

"By the way, Yue Ran, don't talk about this! Did you know that the post you posted earlier caused a huge uproar? Last night, all the boys in the class came to me anxiously and asked me if you were in love."

After all, he was still a high school student and did not realize the deep emotions hidden in the girl's pupils, so Xu Zijin felt relieved.

Seeing that the girl smiled at her as usual, as if the question just now was just a whim of hers, she, who had always been carefree, pretended to spread the book on the desk in front of her, pretending that she had started her morning reading.

"Is there any news about him? It's about your husband whom you've never met. Otherwise, why would you suddenly post such an update?"

She couldn't help but gossip. As the girl's best friend, Xu Zijin had always been curious about Yue Ran's boyfriend whom she had never met.

She and Yue Ran have been desk mates for many years, but she never knew why her best friend was so obsessed with someone she didn't even know where he was.

She had heard Yue Ran talk about him before, and remembered Yue Ran saying that she and he first met at a provincial physics competition. Yue Ran was only 8 years old at that time, and he was almost the same age as her.

Xu Zijin smoothed his shoulder-length black hair and looked into Yue Ran's eyes with some anticipation.

She thought Yue Ran would tell her a heart-wrenching love story, but after waiting for a long time, she didn't get any answer from the girl, but instead got a big roll of the eyes.

The girl in front of her picked up her novel again and looked at the book in her hand. However, she seemed to remember something. There seemed to be a different light flashing in the girl's bright eyes. She said:

"How dare you say that? If you hadn't replied to my message last night, I wouldn't have been so annoyed that I couldn't sleep well the whole night. My class teacher talked to me and asked me if I had someone I liked. There was also a very annoying guy who added me as a friend in the middle of the night and sent me a lot of spam messages, which made me unable to sleep well last night."

"Hehe." Xu Zijin smiled awkwardly after being given a big eye roll.

Normally, Yue Ran’s updates are hidden, and even her good friend can’t see them. But who would have thought that Yue Ran suddenly changed her personality yesterday and posted such a long update about love, which made it hard for her not to make some associations.

"How could I know this would happen? I couldn't help myself and posted it because Yue Ran, you don't usually post updates. I remember that Yue Ran, when people added you, you always rejected them. How could someone annoy you? What did he say to you that made you so angry?"

The girl's long and thin eyebrows were slightly frowned, and her dark eyes were narrowed, as if she was thinking of something unspeakable.

"He just said some nonsense. He said he was his boyfriend who came back from the future or something..."

Holding back the nausea surging in her heart, the girl put down the pen in her hand, whose writing was no longer so smooth, and spoke softly in her pleasant voice.

She still doesn't understand why she accepted the friend request from an unknown source last night.

He did not disclose his identity in the friend request as he had requested, and the system's default avatar also indicated that the account was probably just a small one that was rarely used.

But she still approved his application, because when she wanted to refuse, a strong feeling of palpitations stopped her from doing so, as if if she refused, she would lose something that she absolutely could not lose.

The girl is emotional, she believes in her intuition. Even though she still has no news about him, she still believes that she and he will meet again eventually, in the near future, because she has such a premonition.

She decided to trust her heart.

However, when she accepted his friend request, the girl regretted it because he was just an ordinary, disgusting, sad guy who was crazy about her and could be seen everywhere.

He said he was her boyfriend who came back from the future, and talked about the vows they had made to each other. She didn't even read the rest of his messages and blocked him directly because she was afraid that if she continued reading, she might get so sick that she would vomit her dinner, and she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't sleep for a long time, because he and she also had a vow of love, in the future, in her scarlet dream.

Biting her lips hard, she seemed to become even more anxious. Her chaotic emotions piled up in her heart, but she couldn't calm down.

She really didn't understand why she was so upset. She felt as if she had forgotten something crucial, or accidentally missed something crucial. She felt as if she had been pushed to the edge of a cliff and could fall into the abyss at any time, with no chance of recovery...

Chapter 43 Isolation

Su Yueran knew that she was a very crazy woman and had always been like this.

She has a completely different view on love from other women. She takes her love relationship too seriously, so important that it is even more precious than her life.

For her love, she can give up everything, just like a moth to a flame, just seeking a moment of light. For her love, she is even willing to distort her own will and even the will of other people around her, just to be with him.

She also knew that she was a perfectionist. She would not allow any "stain" in her love, nor would she allow anyone to dare to covet her most precious treasure, as that would get her the strongest response.

In that crimson dream, he and she met again in the destined pavilion like a dream, and just like in all wonderful love stories, the heroine and the hero got together smoothly.

Their relationship was enviable, and their union made Su Yueran happy like a fairy-tale princess every day. At that time, her greatest wish was to be able to stay with him forever after they finally reunited.

However, under this gorgeous love, no one knew that she had always been in a state that could not be called stable.

He was Su Yueran's most cherished treasure, the one she was willing to give her whole life and everything to protect. She wanted to sink her claws deeply into his body so that he would never be able to be separated from her again.

However, just as all treasures will eventually attract those greedy uninvited guests, long before she found her only prey in her life and completely left her mark on him, other she-wolves had already set their eyes on her one and only treasure boy.

One afternoon in her sophomore year, in the sweet little home that she and he rented off campus, she met his aunt for the first time.

She was a woman who was almost too beautiful. Even Su Yueran, who was fully confident in her appearance, seemed slightly overshadowed in front of his aunt.

It should have been a pleasant meeting because it was her first time meeting his elders, and she should have shown her best side and proved that she was worthy of being with him.

However, when she looked into her eyes, she understood that she and her were destined not to live in peace, because she and she were of the same kind, both were predators who would give everything to capture prey.

Although she was his aunt, the look she gave him was full of ugliness, filled with undisguised desire for him, just like the girl herself once upon a time, shameless and lowly.

That was the first time she became wary of the women around him. She confronted her head-on, but when she realized that her treasure had already been coveted by others, it was too late.

She saw that he showed his aunt a flattering expression that she had never seen before, just like a puppy turning over its tender belly to please its owner.

Watching this scene, her rational defenses were on the verge of collapse, and she became hopelessly crazy.

She couldn't understand it, let alone accept it. She was so jealous that she wanted to go crazy, especially when she saw his aunt showing off to her like a winner. She wished she could strangle her to death in the living room with the most cruel means.

Everything about him should belong to her, whether it is his joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness, or that expression, all should belong to her.

In that first confrontation, she was undoubtedly defeated, completely defeated, to the point that even her dignity seemed to be trampled under the feet of that woman. But it was from that moment that Su Yueran truly revealed her madness.

She could no longer allow him to have his own social circle, because that would make him uncontrollable. She could no longer allow him to associate with people she did not approve of, and she could not tolerate having any woman other than her around him. Everything he had should belong to her.

She began to try every possible way to control his social circle. She wanted everyone around him to isolate him and leave him. As long as she was alone by his side, he could only express his joy, anger, sorrow and happiness to her alone, and she could get everything from him.

Su Yueran is a genius, both in studying and in controlling other people's hearts.

Although it didn't go smoothly at the beginning and he almost found out, his social circle was torn to pieces by her afterwards, and the people around him became fewer and fewer.

Seeing his lonely expression as his friends left him one by one, she felt distressed, but what she did was not enough because she had not yet got everything from him.

After graduating from college, she joined a large company and became a senior executive, while he became an ordinary employee in a company.

Even though he had no other friends to talk to except her at that time, she still felt that what she had done was not enough.

She wants to get all of him, and she must get all of him. This is the symbol of the existence of this individual named Su Yueran in this world, and it is also the only meaning.