What's wrong with me?

"This cookie is so delicious. Xiao Xia, have one too." Perhaps because she was a sweet girl, her childhood sweetheart had no resistance to sweets since she was a child. Her cheeks were stuffed with sweet biscuits like a hamster. The girl stuffed the biscuits into Qi Xia's mouth as he was rowing a boat and had no time to free his hands.

"If you keep eating like this, you'll be fat by the end of the holiday. You might even become a fat pig." Qi Xia chewed the biscuit in his mouth and teased Qingmei as she finished a lot of the snacks in no time.

After listening to Qi Xia's words, the girl suddenly felt that the biscuits in her mouth were no longer fragrant. Because she was so happy to have reconciled with Xiao Xia, she really did not control her intake of sweets in the past few days. She touched her belly worriedly, as if she really felt that her originally smooth and flat belly had become a lot more bulging. The girl's originally raised eyebrows suddenly collapsed.

She immediately put down the biscuits in her hand that had become as ferocious as a flood of beasts, untied her life jacket, pointed at her flat belly under her dress, and said to Qi Xia aggrievedly: "Xiao Xia, can you feel it for me? Has it really grown bigger?"

Chapter 168 A Kiss

Obviously, the worries of his childhood sweetheart were unnecessary. Even under the beautiful white dress, Qi Xia could see how soft and lovely that tender little belly was. Even though it was not as good as that of his aunt who had always taken good care of her figure, it was obviously not much different.

"Really? Don't worry. Even if you are chubby Xinyao, you will still be very popular in school." Qi Xia laughed. Looking at his own Qingmei who obviously wanted to eat but didn't dare to do it, he said with a smile.

My son Qingmei was fat for a while. It was probably during the winter vacation when he was in the fifth grade. He accidentally ate too many delicious foods during the Chinese New Year. In addition, Qingmei has a physique that is prone to obesity. So when he returned to school after the winter vacation, he had gained a lot of weight.

However, that kind of fatness is only relative. In fact, even when my childhood sweetheart was the fattest, she only had a little more fat on her face and belly. She didn't make people feel disgusted. Instead, she was chubby and particularly likable.

But after hearing Qi Xia's words, the girl in front of him suddenly became nervous. She didn't realize that Qi Xia's words were obviously teasing, so her whole body tensed up.

No girl likes the word "fat", especially in front of the boy she loves the most and cannot give up. She seemed to really feel that she had gained weight all of a sudden, and there was a lot of flesh on her soft belly. She immediately pouted, took off her life jacket quickly, sat next to Qi Xia, reached out and held Qi Xia's hand, and put Qi Xia's hand on her soft belly.

"Are you really fat, Xia? You're not lying to me, are you? Are you really bigger than before?"

The girl's voice was trembling with nervousness, but what Qi Xia felt was only the heart-beating softness and warmth.

He didn't expect that his childhood sweetheart cared so much about her figure. Touching her waist, which obviously had no extra fat and was even slimmer and softer than Xinyao's in his memory when she was in the first year of high school, he couldn't help but want to play a prank on her. Qi Xia acted as if he was surprised and delighted.

"Hmm! It seems to have grown a lot. Xinyao, when did you get it? How come I didn't know?"

"What?" The girl was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't understand what Qi Xia was saying.

"You have a child, don't you? How could you hide such an important thing from me for several months? Let me touch it again."

"Um...Xiao Xia..."

Qi Xia smiled and stretched out his hand to touch the girl's belly again. When the girl understood the meaning of Qi Xia's words, she suddenly felt half of her body go soft, as if all her bones had turned into water, so that her limp body could only rely on Xiao Xia beside her.

Although Xiao Xia was joking with her, her voice clearly showed her consent that her child must be his and hers. When the girl thought of this, she felt her body getting hot. She could only clamp her snow-white legs tightly together and utter some incomprehensible but particularly pleasant murmurs from her throat.

The girl's skin was like the petals of a rose, pink, soft, and red as if delicious juice was about to ooze out of it. Her pure eyes were already filled with mist, and her lipstick-coated crimson lips were slightly opened, as if she had finally reacted and was extremely shy.

She and Xiaoxia have been together for so many years, but it seemed like the first time she heard such words from Xiaoxia. She couldn't help but think of the hotels she had checked out before. If she didn't have other plans with Xiaoxia, she really wanted to rush there regardless of everything and put herself completely into Xiaoxia's hands.

He felt that he had joked enough and it would be bad if he continued playing pranks, so he said, "Don't worry, you're not fat at all. I was just trying to scare you." Qi Xia wanted to let go of his hand and put some distance between the two of them, but before he let go, the girl next to him held his arm tightly like a puppy guarding its food and pressed his hand back.

"No, don't... touch me any more. I want Xiaoxia to touch my belly."

The girl whispered softly in Qi Xia's ear. Somehow, her soft voice became particularly beautiful, and it contained an alluring charm that made Qi Xia's heart beat faster.

He lowered his head and looked at the girl, and coincidentally the girl also raised her head and looked at him. When he saw the expression of his childhood sweetheart at that moment, Qi Xia felt his heart suddenly skip a beat.

The girl looked at him, her beautiful eyes seemed to be shrouded in mist, her long eyelashes stuck together, she just looked at him foolishly, his figure clearly reflected in her pupils, her skin was flushed red due to shyness, as if layers of rouge had seeped out from the bottom of her heart, her slightly wet lips were filled with a little bit of shyness, but more of it was joy and emotions that Qi Xia could not understand.

"Xiaoxia..."

However, it was this emotion that Qi Xia could not understand that touched Qi Xia's nerves and made him a little dazed for a moment.

Xinyao's voice was soft, giving people the feeling that her whole body was as soft as cotton. He only heard the girl calling his name, and he didn't even realize that she got up and sat in his arms. It was not until the girl stuck her head out in front of Qi Xia, blinked her hazy eyes with large patches of sparkling water in them, and pressed down hard, pressing her soft and sweet lips on Qi Xia's mouth, that Qi Xia suddenly came back to his senses.

It might also be due to a conditioned reflex. Qi Xia, who had been "educated" countless times by his girlfriend, did not push the girl away at the first time, allowing the relationship to continue to maintain the feeling of more than friends but less than lovers. Instead, he subconsciously kissed her awkwardly and held her lips in his mouth, which were soft and tender.

"Xiao Xia... Xiao Xia... I... let's make peace. I want to be Xiao Xia's girlfriend again, okay..." Jiang Xinyao's voice was sticky and soft. She didn't know what she wanted to do. She only knew that she wanted to feel Xiao Xia more and let Xiao Xia touch her more.

After ending the kiss, she raised her head, her eyes were like water, and she looked charming and shy, like the petals of a canna lily that were wet after a drizzle.

The girl looked at him with a loathing gaze, and Qi Xia swallowed helplessly, as if he had not expected that his childhood sweetheart would be so bold, nor did he expect that he would reveal such a flaw and be caught by Xinyao. But now that they had already kissed, he seemed to have no reason to refuse.

Chapter 169 Reunion

A cool breeze blew across the lake, creating a few ripples on the originally calm surface. Qi Xia came to his senses and looked at Qingmei in front of him. He couldn't help but recall the scene when he first met Xinyao. At that time, Xinyao's eyes were as full of vitality as they are now, and her sweet smile was lovely and bright. But the only difference was that now, in Xinyao's clear and beautiful eyes like black grapes, there was only his figure, as if his existence was everything to her.

Qi Xia was stunned for a moment and felt his mouth a little dry. After his rebirth, he thought he had always regarded Xinyao as a "sister" who must be saved. But feeling the inexplicable throbbing in his heart at this moment, he suddenly realized that he didn't seem to think so.

He has not forgotten Yue Ran. The love with Yue Ran is still deeply engraved in his mind, and he still loves Yue Ran deeply.

But it was as if the room that was filled with Yue Ran suddenly became empty because of Yue Ran's departure. He, who had suddenly lost his roots, seemed to have been subconsciously longing for other emotions to fill him, so that he would not be so uneasy and his emotions would have a target to place their hopes on.

Naturally, his aunt who loved him the most, Xinyao, who had been with him since childhood, and the class monitor who always "bickered" with him in class, became the objects of his desire without even realizing it.

Qi Xia remembered the promise he made to his aunt when he left home in the morning. He swore that he and Xinyao had just reconciled and had no intention of developing further. However, such a short time had passed and he felt that he was going to break his promise. He certainly didn't want to deceive his aunt, but the girl had risked her face and kissed him actively, so it was impossible for him to have no reaction at all.

Maybe his current feelings for Xinyao still cannot be called love, it can only be said that he likes her a little, but who says that such a relationship cannot develop further?

He also did not forget the promise he made to his aunt. His aunt was worried that his reunion with Xinyao would affect his grades, but he was no longer the silly boy he used to be. He certainly would not let his reconciliation with Xinyao affect the things he should do and make his aunt worry about him.

But now, there is still one thing that Qi Xia needs to solve urgently.

That was his first relationship with Xinyao.

Although Qi Xia had never thought of asking Xinyao why she broke up with him in the first year of high school, he now realized that his childhood sweetheart might really have some difficulties. However, even so, there were still some grudges in his heart. What he wanted to do now was to get to the bottom of it and make the grudges between him and her disappear completely.

Qi Xia gathered his scattered thoughts and his expression became a little more serious. Looking at Xinyao, who was still like a cat, clinging to his chest, looking at him with her hazy eyes, he grabbed her arm and straightened her body so that the girl and he could look each other face to face.

"Xinyao, before I answer you, there is one thing I must ask you clearly, which is why did you break up with me in the first year of high school?"

Seeing Qi Xia's reaction, the girl became nervous. She could see Qi Xia's seriousness. Looking into Qi Xia's eyes, she seemed to recall something she didn't want to remember. The hazy eyes that made Qi Xia tremble just now became visibly lost.

"...When I was in the first year of high school, I broke up with Xiao Xia because I was too stupid. At that time, the old witch said that she wanted to talk to my aunt about Xiao Xia and me, so I panicked all of a sudden. I know that Xiao Xia listens to my aunt very much. If the old witch really found my aunt and told her about Xiao Xia and me, Xiao Xia would definitely be caught between me and my aunt and it would be difficult for her to deal with it. I didn't want to make Xiao Xia sad, so I took the initiative to propose to break up with you..."

"But, but I have always liked Xiaoxia. I have liked Xiaoxia since elementary school. It has never changed. I... I didn't know that my actions would make you so sad. If I had been smarter at the time and explained everything to you in advance, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened later..."

Talking about these past events, the girl's eyes dimmed a little. If she had not been so stupid and wishful thinking at the beginning, she would not have been separated from her Xiaoxia for a year and a half. It can be said that all of this was entirely her own fault.

But listening to his words, Qi Xia felt a different feeling in his heart. Although he guessed that Xinyao must have her own difficulties, he didn't expect it to be because of this kind of thing.

He really found it quite funny, but he was not laughing at the pure feelings of the girl. Instead, he was laughing at himself for not being able to see such a thing at the time, and just watching Xinyao walk towards the path of self-destruction little by little.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxia, I know I was wrong. You can be angry with me, beat me, or scold me, but please don't leave me again, okay? Otherwise, I really can't stand it..."

The girl who said this lowered her head with a hint of pleading in her eyes. She tightly grasped Qi Xia's sleeves. Qi Xia was stunned for a moment. He suddenly stretched out his hand, held the girl's cheek, and made the girl in front of him look into his eyes.

"Don't say such things. Even if it's an apology, I should be the one apologizing to you, Xinyao, because I didn't even notice such a thing. But fortunately, these things are in the past. Now it's my turn to ask you a question, Yaoyao, can you be with me?"

Qi Xia looked into the girl's eyes and said with a smile. He grabbed the girl's hand and placed her soft fingertips on his chest. Since rebirth gave him a chance to make up for his past mistakes, then what reason did he have not to seize it?

Hearing Qi Xia's words, the girl was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes were gradually covered with a thick mist like the mist on the Danube River.

"Xiao Xia... um... Xiao Xia..."

The girl's voice became a little aggrieved, with a slight tremor, as if the grievances and sadness accumulated over the past year finally had a place to vent. She didn't know what to say, but there was a feeling of fullness that kept filling her heart, squeezing her reason, making her urgently need to find a channel to express those emotions.

There are not many such channels, but there is such a channel in front of her, so without thinking, she hugged Qi Xia, and the girl kissed him hard again.

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I'm a bit stuck in writing. I wrote more than a thousand words but then deleted them because I felt it wasn't good enough. I won't update today. I'll focus on sorting out the plot. . . . .

Chapter 171 Feelings

After staying on the boat for a while and returning to shore, Qi Xia and his childhood sweetheart went straight to a nearby hotel - of course that was impossible, as it was almost noon when they got ashore, so Qi Xia had lunch with the girl in a nearby restaurant.

Although his own green plums seemed willing to let him pick them, Qi Xia still couldn't get over the psychological hurdle of facing Xinyao, who looked like a little elf in front of him.

It’s not that he doesn’t like Qingmei, or that his own Qingmei is not attractive enough, but he is in a hurry to drag the girl to the hotel after they just got back together. This is not appropriate no matter how you look at it. It always feels like he got back together with Xinyao just to lust after Xinyao’s body.

So, when the girl said with her soft voice, soft eyes, and soft body lying in his arms that as long as Xiao Xia wanted, she would be willing to give it to him, although Qi Xia's brain trembled for a moment, but in the end, after a period of psychological game, he gave up this idea that sounded very tempting.

He and Xinyao had just reunited, and the previous grudges disappeared after listening to the girl's explanation. From the girl's words, he also felt Xinyao's serious feelings for him. After all, how many people could be resisted by the person they like for nearly a year and a half, and even if they were hurt all over, they could still think about him and love him?

Qi Xia had no reason not to like or feel sorry for such a childhood sweetheart. But it was precisely because of his love that he was extra serious and cautious about Xinyao's proposal. Fortunately, Xinyao was not Yue Ran, so he did not need to face such great pressure, nor did he need to worry about whether he was worthy of Xinyao. Except that his childhood sweetheart was a little richer than him, he and Xinyao were quite well matched in terms of ability and mentality.

In addition to these, for Qi Xia, there is another benefit to getting back together with Qingmei.

When touching Xinyao's soft little belly on the boat, what Qi Xia thought about most was not how soft the girl's belly was or how comfortable it felt to touch, but the images of himself when he woke up in the morning with his belly sticking out and pressing against his aunt.

Because that had just happened, when Qingmei lay in his arms and let him touch her belly, he naturally thought of these things. Qi Xia remembered the fresh feeling particularly clearly. The warmth and softness of his aunt's body seemed to have gravity that made it difficult for Qi Xia to move his hands away, as if he was soaking in warm water, hot and warm.

Because my aunt exercises regularly, her belly feels firmer and more delicate, while my childhood sweetheart's belly feels softer and rounder. Qi Xia has no way of comparing which of the two feels better, because after touching one, one can't let go. Qi Xia still remembers his aunt's touch clearly, but it's just because of their different mental states.

Qi Xia was actually quite distressed. He knew that his feelings for his aunt had deteriorated, but he had no way to stop it.

He felt very guilty, especially since his aunt seemed to be even more intimate with him recently and was particularly indulgent in his behavior. Not to mention that his aunt wanted to sleep with him at night, last night she even came to the bathroom while Qi Xia was taking a bath and wanted to wipe his back again. If others knew about all this, no one would simply think that this is how the relationship between an aunt and nephew should be.

The benefit of getting back together with Xinyao is that his feelings that had nowhere to go finally have a place to rest. Perhaps after reconciling with Xinyao, he can focus more on his childhood sweetheart. Naturally, he will no longer have any inappropriate thoughts about his aunt...

With these thoughts in mind, Qi Xia had lunch with the girl in a restaurant near the park. While eating, the girl in front of him always looked at him with her rosy cheeks and watery eyes, and held the chopsticks in a sweet manner, trying to feed Qi Xia.

"I still remember Xiao Xia's favorite dish clearly!"

Qi Xia looked at Qingmei in front of him, but his mind was still like the lake he had just seen, rippling with waves. He felt his eyes suddenly become a little blurry, but looking at the girl in front of him, it was so clear.

In this way, his and Xinyao's future has changed. He will no longer waste the life of that proud girl who deserves the best. His childhood sweetheart will no longer end up with that heartbreaking ending. He will not let those painful experiences happen again.

"I'm full, Yaoyao. Let's go to the comic exhibition." After finishing the meal, Qi Xia finally didn't rely on Qingmei for free this time. After paying the bill, he smiled, took the girl's hand and left the restaurant.

The park is still some distance away from the comic exhibition hall, but Qi Xia did not take the nearest route. It was not because he wanted to take a detour, but because he was a little afraid to go that way, because the nearest route would pass by the place where he and Xu Zijin met yesterday. He didn't dare to try his luck there again. Who knows if he would accidentally run into Yue Ran again and then have a connection with Yue Ran.

Although Jiang Xinyao was somewhat puzzled as to why Xiao Xia took her on a detour, when she looked at her hand being held by Xiao Xia, her face turned red and the girl suppressed all her doubts. She even wished that this road would become longer, until she couldn't even finish walking it.

Although it is called a comic convention, it is actually just a temporary idea of ​​the organizer, so there is nothing particularly interesting at the comic convention.

There were many cosplayers in the exhibition hall who were posing in various ways to take photos for the tourists around them. However, with a beautiful girl like his childhood sweetheart around him, Qi Xia really had no interest in those cosplayers who were wearing heavy makeup.

Qingmei, on the other hand, seemed to find it quite interesting. She even bought two sets of cosplay costumes of Qi Xia's favorite anime characters, saying that she would wear them for Xiao Xia to see when she got home.

After walking around the comic exhibition, it was almost time, so Qi Xia walked back with Xinyao. He and Xinyao had an appointment to go to her house for dinner in the evening, and to visit Aunt Chen and Uncle Jiang. In Qi Xia's memory, since Xinyao passed away, Uncle Jiang and Aunt Chen, who had lost their daughter, moved away from here, as if they wanted to leave this sad place.

Qi Xia didn't know where Uncle Jiang and the others had moved to. He asked around, but got no results. So after that, Qi Xia never saw Uncle Jiang and Aunt Chen, who had always taken good care of him, again.

On the way back, Qi Xia received a message from his mother.

"Xiao Xia, I've booked a ticket for Xiao Wu for tomorrow morning. She'll arrive in Nanshan at 11:30. Please go to the high-speed rail station to pick her up at noon..."

Chapter 172 Worry

Seeing the words on the phone, Qi Xia stopped unconsciously, with an expression of surprise and thought on his face. He thought his mother would wait until the end of the holiday to send Xiao Wu over, but he didn't expect her to be so anxious.

Feeling Qi Xia stop, Jiang Xinyao, who had been walking beside Qi Xia and holding Qi Xia's hand, also stopped. Looking at Xiao Xia holding her phone and looking as if she was thinking about something, the girl unconsciously moved closer to Xiao Xia, and then asked Qi Xia: "What's wrong, Xiao Xia, whose message is this? Is there anything difficult?"

The girl's soft voice sounded in his ears, and the warm wind blew on Qi Xia's earlobes, bringing Qi Xia back to his senses in an instant.

He was originally thinking about what kind of attitude he should use when he goes to pick Xiao Wu up tomorrow at noon. If it is as he expected, Xiao Wu should still hate him very much. It seems that tomorrow's meeting will definitely not be so easy.

"Yes, it's a message from my mother. She asked me to go to the high-speed rail station at noon tomorrow."

Qi Xia reached out and touched the girl's soft and tender long hair. Hearing Qi Xia's accent, the girl, whose eyes still revealed the tender affection unique to a girl in love, blinked in surprise.

"Hey, is it a message from mom? What is it, what is it?"

The girl held Qi Xia's fingers, her delicate and fair face slightly flushed. As a girl who was determined to become Xiao Xia's wife, wasn't Xiao Xia's mother her own mother? Although Xiao Xia's mother had been teaching outside, she had only seen Xiao Xia's mother a few times during holidays, but in her memory, Xiao Xia's mother was a very gentle and considerate person, and most importantly, unlike Xiao Xia's aunt, Xiao Xia's mother still liked her "daughter-in-law" who grew up with Xiao Xia.

Facing Qingmei who secretly changed her name, Qi Xia just pinched her cheek helplessly, but did not refute. He just took the phone in front of the girl, showed it to her, and said: "My mother wants Xiaowu to transfer back to our school, and I agreed, so my mother booked a high-speed rail ticket for Xiaowu to come back. She will arrive at noon tomorrow. She asked me to pick up Xiaowu at the high-speed rail station at noon tomorrow."

Qi Xia's indulgence and caress made the girl beside him very excited. Her cherry-like face was covered with attractive blush, and her bright eyes couldn't help but show moving watery colors. However, when she heard a somewhat unexpected name from Qi Xia's mouth, the girl's brows suddenly frowned.

"Xiao Xia, are you saying that Qi Wu is going to transfer back here to study?"

The girl in a beautiful white dress stood straight in front of Qi Xia, her long hair draped behind her, blown by the leisurely evening breeze. But facing Qi Xia, she couldn't help but frowning. As a childhood sweetheart who grew up with Xiao Xia, it was impossible for her not to know Qi Wu. It can be said that she and Qi Wu were actually good playmates in the beginning. However, due to some reasons, her relationship with Qi Wu gradually deteriorated. Even now, she still hated Qi Wu.

Qi Wu is Xiao Xia's cousin. Jiang Xinyao had known this since she was in elementary school. Logically, she should get along well with Qi Wu. After all, Qi Wu is Xiao Xia's sister and can be considered her own sister. But no matter what, she just couldn't like this girl who was one year younger than her and Xiao Xia and was also very beautiful.

As for the reason, it goes without saying. When Qi Wu was still studying here, she always did some very excessive things to her Xiao Xia.

She heard Xiao Xia say that he was the one who killed Qi Wu's mother, but in the girl's eyes, it was just an accident that no one expected. Xiao Xia was also a victim of the accident, and he did nothing wrong.

Because of Qi Wu, Xiao Xia was always hurt. She even got a severe cold in winter when Qi Wu poured cold water on her. Seeing Xiao Xia being hurt but pretending to be fine, how could she not feel bad and distressed? So one time, she found a few good friends in the class and called Qi Wu to an empty classroom after school to teach her a lesson. Since then, her relationship with Qi Wu has become like now, they hated each other until Qi Wu transferred to another school and left.

"Yes, the formalities have been completed." Qi Xia nodded. He was thinking about tidying up and cleaning the room where Qi Wu used to live after he returned home in the evening. Looking at the frowning face of the girl in front of him, he understood what the girl was worried about, and he gently grabbed the girl's hand.

"Don't worry, it's been so long, maybe Xiao Wu has changed too?"

"But if she's still the same as before..."