Who says those who retire at the speed of light are not heroes?

"Yes, yes. It's surprising, isn't it?" Lin Cheng nodded with a fake smile, hugged the pillow on the sofa and closed his eyes. After a while in the dark, Xia Ning said, "It's not impossible to give you half."

"Still not."

"Oh why?"

"Your defense is too low."

"What do you mean... defense is too low?"

"It means that if I say a few nice words and coax you slowly, maybe I can take off your skirt in two hours."

Xia Ning threw the pillow at Lin Cheng without hesitation and sneered, "What if you can't take it off?"

"After what I said just now, you're going to compete with me, and then you definitely won't be able to take it off."

"opinionated."

"Alas, I'm the bottom man." Lin Cheng sighed softly and grabbed the pillow to cover his head.

Xia Ning could never keep up with this guy's strange train of thought. She began to think strange things for no apparent reason. If Lin Cheng really lay next to her and said these coaxing words, if he coaxed her while holding her and saying weird things, would she take off her skirt obediently?

"I don't believe it." Xia Ning said.

"Humans are animals dominated by short-term emotions. Girls' thinking is more emotional. It is definitely impossible when you are awake, but late at night is when small emotions overflow. First, I will coax you, hug you, talk about your past and your pain, then quietly kiss your forehead, and then kiss your lips, kiss your lips and touch your body. Then, when you feel uneasy... I will tell you not to worry, I will definitely not do anything bad to you, I will just kiss you."

Xia Ning sneered, "And then I will obediently take off my skirt?"

"No, then continue chatting, and then ask if you can touch my legs. After touching my legs, ask if you can touch my beardedness. After touching my beardedness, can you kiss my beardedness? Do you know the door-in-the-door effect? ​​If you ask someone you don't know very well to borrow a hundred yuan for the first time, he will definitely not lend it to you. But first borrow one yuan and pay it back, then borrow five yuan and pay it back, and then borrow ten yuan again. The younger people are, the more easily they are dominated by emotions. People's bottom line is not opened all at once, but is quietly worn away little by little. If it doesn't work tonight, let's see how it develops tonight. If you can kiss my forehead tonight, then you can kiss my lips next time. If you can kiss my lips next time, then you can go even further the next time... It's just a matter of time."

There was a long silence in the room, and then Xia Ning heard Lin Cheng reaching out and knocking on her head.

"It's too depressing..." Lin Cheng actually said this himself.

"So you're teaching me all your scumbag skills?"

"I guess so." Lin Cheng sighed, "But be careful of being counterattacked."

"What does it mean to be countered?"

"It's when you spend a lot of time kissing and touching each other and suddenly realize that you can't be shy. If you want to be shy, you have to give your full commitment to love. So you will be very, very crazy because you have already spent a lot of time. The sunk cost in the gambler's black hole makes you easily become crazy when you can't get the final reward."

"Why do you sound so sincere?"

Lin Cheng suddenly thought of Xu Wanyue.

He himself was a little amused.

"So you're proud of being able to pick up girls, right?"

"Not really..." Lin Cheng was silent for about two seconds. "In fact, love should be a very simple thing. If you like someone, you can go shopping hand in hand, talk about the past and the future, and share joy and pain. Bitterness is only a small part of it. But the stupidest thing in the world is to think about the meaning of it, to think about why you love and are loved. This kind of thing should never be thought about. Once you think about it, once you doubt it... pain will come quietly, and you can never go back to the past. You just want to love and be loved purely."

"So you're like a psychopath."

"I remember now. I remember everything. I am Sima Ming!"

"Go to hell!!!"

Xia Ning became extremely crazy when she thought about this.

That idol who had appeared in her dreams countless times, guided her forward countless times, and filled her with hope and longing countless times, why was it him, why !!!

"Promise me that you will never mention you are Sima Ming in front of me again."

"Why? I just retired. You can't deprive me of my former qualifications. I am Sima Ming, I am Sima Ming, I am the Sima Ming who saves the world."

"...Shut up! Don't say anything!"

"Even if you don't allow me to say that, I am, eh, what can you do to me?"

"..." Xia Ning began to roll on the bed, "Can't you give an innocent little girl a pure and beautiful dream?"

"I left it for another little girl."

Lin Cheng hasn't told Lu Xiaoxiao yet. Even though he has told her several times, she still doesn't believe it. It's actually very simple to prove, but it's better to let Lu Xiaoxiao have hope.

"Forget it, let's talk about something else. What do you want to talk about?" Lin Cheng took the initiative to change the topic and stopped teasing her.

Xia Ning thought seriously for a while, "If you had come to the bed just now and tried to coax me to take off my skirt, what would you have said?"

"We'll talk about your recent troubles and stuff like that."

"..."

When you don't know what to talk to a girl about, it's always a good idea to start by asking what's bothering you lately.

"Then talk about your loneliness, talk about the pain you've had in the past..."

“I’m not alone.”

“Because everyone is destined to not be able to absolutely understand each other, everyone is lonely. Loneliness is an inner need and is not shameful.”

"Why did you switch to the tone of an artistic youth again?"

"So what kind do you like? The kind that has you pressed on the bed, with your hands tied behind your back, your eyes blindfolded, and spanked?"

"Don't say...such things."

"Because you really are moved?"

"I won't!"

"Oh, forget it." Lin Cheng unexpectedly did not refute Xia Ning. Instead, he took out his mobile phone and showed Xia Ning a video.

Xia Ning saw the girl in the video, trembling slightly, biting her lips, and lying on the pool table. She finally went crazy and got up from the bed to fight with Lin Cheng, but she was caught in Lin Cheng's arms after a while. Lin Cheng's hand gently grasped her slender waist, leaned close to her ear, and said out of the blue, "Can I touch the little bear?"

When Xia Ning suddenly realized that her first subconscious reaction was not to refuse, she felt that she was going to become insane. She looked back at him, stretched out her hand and strangled his neck, "Go to hell, go to hell!!!"

209 Whose love can I borrow to love me?

Lin Cheng suddenly realized that he seemed to have a really bad taste.

He quite likes watching Xia Ning go crazy.

"You'll drive me crazy!" Xia Ning grabbed her hair, making it messy.

"So can I pet the bear?"

“No!! No!!!”

"Really? Just touch it, okay?"

"not good."

"Just touch it, please."

"Why are you still acting like a spoiled brat?! So disgusting!!!"

"Just touch it."

"Go to hell!!!" Xia Ning's hysteria was to cover up the strange thoughts in her head. She found that she seemed to be actually looking forward to the scene described by Lin Cheng. The hysteria at this moment was the last defense.

"Just touch it, even through clothes is fine." Lin Cheng even gently bit her ear.

Normally, Xia Ning would feel that the characters in the novels about overbearing CEOs were so greasy that they ruined their characters. But when this scene really happened, Xia Ning felt dizzy. She was possessed by some ghost and said in a daze, "You can only touch me once. If you dare to pinch me, I will bite you to death."

But Lin Cheng behind him suddenly became quiet.

One second, two seconds, five seconds.

When Xia Ning turned around, Lin Cheng's face regained all the shamelessness he had just shown. Instead, he became deliberately gentle. His disguise of being gentle was simply perfect to the extreme. When anyone saw those eyes, they would think that this guy must be a gentle and kind sunny boy.

"I was just talking, I didn't really want to touch it. It would be boring if it was too easy to get it."

Xia Ning is going crazy.

The next moment, she broke free from Lin Cheng's arms, her fingertips touching the shoulder straps, which she pulled down easily, until half of her soft breasts were exposed. She probably only needed to reach out her hand and pull down her waist, and the nightgown would pile up to her waist, and then the white and tender soft flesh would be tremblingly exposed to the air.

"Touch? Why not? You bastard! Pervert! Beast! Psychopath!" Xia Ning stared at him intently. Seeing that she seemed a little frantic, Lin Cheng reached out and poked her belly. "I'm just teasing you. I wouldn't dare."

"So you think it's fun to drive me crazy?"

"Going crazy is actually a kind of emotion, a real emotion. Real emotions are more interesting than fake smiles or anger that is just to achieve a goal. You will feel much better after you calm down."

The straps on her chest were still shaking, and Xia Ning's eyes were fixed on his face. Lin Cheng felt a little guilty at this moment, as if he had made a child cry by teasing him.

Lin Cheng whispered, "Jiang Lingxue told me a little bit about you."

The seemingly cheerful and lively girl in front of him actually has depression. This time it's not the nagging Yu Yu joke, but the kind that really needs medicine to control. It is said that before she met Jiang Lingxue, her condition was even more serious. After the two of them lived together, Xia Ning got much better. As long as she was not sick, she was very lively. When Yu Yu had an attack, she would lock herself in the room, take medicine and sleep all day.

For real depression patients, this term has never been a protective color. On the Internet, this disease has been demonized and romanticized to an infinite degree, as if declaring that one is sick can gain a melancholic temperament, or it is to seek more attention and love. The self-proclaimed false jade is also a disease, a disease that desires to be noticed.

But those who are truly sick will only hope that they can get better soon.

"What did she say?"

"It says you were a jade boy before, but now you're better."

“I’ve been off the medication for two months!”

"Oh, isn't that good?"

"So why did you suddenly change the subject?"

"Don't worry about it. Hurry up and put on your clothes." Lin Cheng reached out to grab her suspenders and put them on for her, but Xia Ning slapped her hand away. She sneered at Lin Cheng and said, "You think it's fun to tease me, right?"

"No, I just want to..."

"It's fun, isn't it?" Xia Ning's tone became a little heavier.

"I was wrong!" Lin Cheng bowed his head and apologized.

We should admit our mistakes when we should, because who doesn’t make mistakes? Many people would rather keep their mouths shut for a long time than bow their heads, even though it only takes a moment to bow.

"Admit your mistake?" Xia Ning suddenly took a step forward, raised her knees to spread Lin Cheng's legs apart, bent down slightly, and looked into his eyes. "Do you think that admitting your mistake is the end of it?"

"So what do you want to do?"

"Don't you want to touch it? Come on."

"I don't dare."

"Don't dare?" Xia Ning has realized it.

This guy is just making fun of her, but if you really want him to do something excessive, he would definitely not dare to do it, because he is afraid of being harassed. He is afraid that after doing something bad, he will be harassed endlessly. By then, he will not be making fun of Xia Ning, but he will be tortured by Xia Ning.

Xia Ning grabbed his hand, and Lin Cheng's hand was pulled and pressed to a place where he shouldn't have been.

"Soft?"

Lin Cheng was speechless.

"Huh? Talk!"

Lin Cheng was silent for a while, "Have you noticed that you seem to be very excited?"

"That was also caused by you."

"Do you like Jiang Lingxue because of her crazy personality that allows her to be indifferent to everything?" Lin Cheng's topic always jumps like this.

"how do you know?"

"I guess. Everyone wants to be closer to the person they want to be but can't be." Lin Cheng looked up into Xia Ning's eyes. Although he wanted to talk about some of his made-up principles at this moment, his hand was on the girl's chest and the atmosphere was indeed a little subtle.

"Yeah, I want to be like her."

"Why bother?" Lin Cheng looked up at her, "You look quite cute now."

“But now I’m very unhappy.”

"why you are not feeling happy?"

"I don't know." Xia Ning shook her head, her long eyelashes drooping slightly, "I can't explain it clearly... but I always feel sad suddenly. It has been like this since I was a child. It seems that I have done great things in their eyes, but I don't feel much happiness... I chose to become an idol... because my mother was also a star, but after she met that bastard, she chose to retire... But later she died because of him..."

"Why exactly...?"

"I don't want to say it, and there's nothing much to say. He's a bastard, a bastard who thinks he can sacrifice everything for the sake of justice and the interests of the majority!"

Lin Cheng wanted to quietly take back the hand that was pressing on her breasts, but Xia Ning's hand was holding tightly, so the atmosphere now was too subtle.

Xia Ning's eyes gradually turned red. Lin Cheng hesitated for a moment and said, "You have become a very powerful idol and have brought hope to many people, haven't you?"

"Then who can give me hope?" Tears suddenly welled up in Xia Ning's eyes.

If I say now that I will give you hope in the future, it would be a cheesy third-rate idol drama.

Lin Cheng seemed to suddenly understand why Xia Ning broke down when she knew he was Siming. Looking at Xia Ning's red eyes, he suddenly smiled, "Are you going to cry again? You cry all the time? You're an adult now."