Reborn as a beautiful girl, I want to be the best in the world

In fact, I am afraid of changing my heart.

The smoother life goes now, the more Ye Qing tends to deny and doubt himself.

It’s not like she had never reached the top in the past, but that was only in her fantasy of the divine world. Other aspects were a mess.

Life, interpersonal relationships, and these basic social interactions seemed to have been abandoned to her. If Cheng Lin had not helped her, she would probably have embarked on that self-destructive path much earlier.

It is also because of this that now that she has Huangfu Wen Ning as her lover, she is constantly asking herself whether she is really worthy of everything she has now.

"You're afraid of a change of heart, right?"

Huangfu Wenning saw through Ye Qing's worries at a glance. After all, in front of her "big sister", Ye Qing's cultivation was still very shallow.

If it was someone else, Huangfu Wenning would probably have turned his face away and walked away on the spot.

It's not that she can't tolerate doubt, but this kind of questioning of lovers' loyalty is quite hurtful.

But Ye Qing's situation was different. The more Huangfu Wenning got to know Ye Qing, the more he understood that the trauma in Ye Qing's heart would probably be difficult to heal in his lifetime.

Just like a child who has been abandoned in the darkness for a long time, when he sees the candlelight, he wants to hold it in his hands forever, but he is afraid that he will extinguish the flame.

At this time, Ye Qing's eyes were already wet unconsciously. She held back her tears and nodded, but immediately raised her head, as if she was worried that tears would slide down her cheeks.

"come over."

Huangfu Wen Ning opened his arms, but Ye Qing still stood there, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably, but she was still trying hard to hold back her sobs.

Seeing this, Huangfu Wenning stood up without hesitation and hugged Ye Qing tightly.

No extra words, just this warm embrace.

There is a light scent of shampoo in the hair, and what embraces me is the most real embrace.

Ye Qing couldn't help but stretch out his hands and hugged Huangfu Wen Ning in front of him tightly.

She still couldn't cry out loud, but her tears had already wet Huangfu Wenning's shoulders.

This made Huangfu Wenning, who was holding Ye Qing, sigh softly, and he reached out his hand to gently stroke Ye Qing's back.

No matter how strong Ye Qing is on weekdays, her heart is not as strong as a steel wall after all...

The two of them hugged each other quietly, and the silent embrace seemed to have incredible strength, supporting each other.

Until Ye Qing finally calmed down, she wiped the corners of her eyes and whispered "I'm sorry" in Huangfu Wenning's ear.

"It's okay. Aren't we lovers? If we are lovers, we should be honest with each other..."

Huangfu Wenning smiled and nodded. She could naturally forgive Ye Qing's "suspicion" this time.

Because she knew very well that Ye Qing's suspicion was not actually suspicion of her, but an extreme lack of confidence in himself.

It was as if I was worried that everything in front of me was just an unattainable dream, and it would shatter if I loosened my grip even a little.

And taking this opportunity, Huangfu Wenning saw Ye Qing's weak side for the first time.

She is strong, yet fragile.

"It's my fault, actually. I should have just told you straight out. I was just trying to play a joke on you."

Huangfu Wen Ning sighed softly. After today's series of events, she couldn't help but reflect on her own actions.

She usually didn't think so much about it. After all, Ye Qing was not a narrow-minded person, not to mention that the two of them had already been an inseparable couple.

From the day Ye Qing took her to "escape" from the Huangfu family's mansion, Huangfu Wenning had already decided that she would be with Ye Qing for the rest of her life.

Even if she wants to die, I will die with her.

But she had somewhat forgotten about Ye Qing's condition, and certain things touched the wound in Ye Qing's heart.

"I'm just too sensitive, it's okay..."

Ye Qing couldn't help but smile. She wiped the tears from her face, but the memories of her past and present lives piled up together inevitably broke through her defenses at that moment.

The stronger a person is, the more difficult it is for him to control his emotions when they surge.

Chapter 81 Relaxation

However, it is also good for me to vent my emotions like this after a long time.

At least being able to vent these emotions will make you feel a lot more relaxed.

There are more and more modern young people like Ye Qing. The responsibilities on their shoulders or the entanglements in their hearts make them not easily reveal their emotions.

Greeting people with a smile, being gentle, courteous and frugal, these are the shells built up through performance, and I don’t know when opportunities replaced the true face.

Everyone lives in this mechanical age. Especially as technology becomes more and more advanced, people in reality have gradually closed their hearts and are more willing to release themselves in the virtual world.

"Actually, it's all because of my own bad thoughts, otherwise there wouldn't be so many troubles..."

"Look, you're here again."

Huangfu Wenning interrupted Ye Qing's somewhat morbid "self-deprecation". She turned around and walked towards the closet, opened the door and seemed to be looking for something.

At the same time, she did not forget to "teach Ye Qing a lesson". At least she wanted to change Ye Qing's mentality.

"Ye Zi, to be honest, you really like to take all the responsibilities on yourself."

After spending so much time together, Huangfu Wenning naturally gradually understood Ye Qing's personality and way of dealing with people.

This approach is naturally very good for a captain, especially when he needs to bear pressure and responsibility. Ye Qing will never throw these things to his teammates.

It can be said that under Ye Qing’s “protection”, everyone in Xingchen is growing at an extremely fast speed.

But this actually exposes a problem, that is, when something goes wrong with the tree, Ye Qing always takes the responsibility on herself first, even though sometimes it is not her problem at all.

"Sometimes you just have to be... a little more willful!!"

Huangfu Wen Ning suddenly exerted force, as if he had finally moved something out.

Seeing this, Ye Qing hurried forward to help, but Huangfu Wenning refused her help and carefully moved the big box away by himself.

There was a neatly-made suit inside, with almost everything necessary from head to toe.

I hadn't seen this suit before I took a shower. It was obviously put in when Huangfu Wenning came back.

She even deliberately used her own box to separate it, trying to hide it behind other clothes, but now it was directly displayed in front of Ye Qing.

"It will be your birthday soon, and I was just thinking..."

Huangfu Wen Ning sighed softly. Ye Qing understood her intention even without her finishing her words, and she felt even more apologetic.

Since it was taken out now, Huangfu Wenning took Ye Qing directly to the fitting mirror, took out the suit and started to change Ye Qing.

During this time, Ye Qing still felt a little uncomfortable. After all, she had never enjoyed such treatment in all these years. Who would let others help them dress?

But every time Ye Qing wanted to reach out, Huangfu Wenning would slap his hand away.

Huangfu Wenning was even so careful that he had to put on the belt and tie for Ye Qing personally, especially when buckling the belt.

"Huh! What a slender waist, huh?"

Huangfu Wenning deliberately took advantage of Ye Qing at this time and gently pinched her waist, causing Ye Qing to laugh unconsciously.

"It's itchy, Sister Huangfu, please stop pinching it."

"Stop pinching me, you're such a jerk when you talk~"

Huangfu Wenning deliberately imitated the accent of Taiwan, which made Ye Qing laugh even more.

But there is no way around it. Most of the languages ​​in the south can be traced back to a common origin. For example, the local dialect in Ye Qing is extremely similar to that in Taiwan.

Of course, Ye Qing doesn't speak in a weird way, but some of the tones and words he uses are inevitably similar.

Seeing Ye Qing's waist still having enough room left after wrapping her arm around it, Huangfu Wenning couldn't help but feel a little envious.

The key point is that Ye Qing is not the kind of thin and frail person. Although she looks thin, her body is relatively strong and she can be said to maintain a relatively symmetrical posture.

"Haha, Sister Huangfu, I really feel like you are my sister sometimes."

Ye Qing smiled and tears welled up in her eyes unconsciously.

But this time she didn't break down emotionally. Instead, she was moved and a little happy.

"Hmm, would your sister kiss you like this?"

Hearing Ye Qing say this, Huangfu Wen Ning snorted in displeasure, and immediately grabbed Ye Qing's jaw and kissed her hard on the lips.

She even grabbed Ye Qing's tie, not intending to give Ye Qing any chance to dodge.

Ye Qing didn't intend to dodge at first, she just closed her eyes and enjoyed her lover's kiss.

Even after their lips parted, Huangfu Wenning deliberately licked his lips and teeth with the tip of his tongue, as if he was savoring the taste of Ye Qing.

If it was any other girl, she would have probably fallen under Huangfu Wenning's "domineering" attack, but Ye Qing...

She does like the attitude of a strong older sister, but it is still somewhat difficult to make her fall for her.

The meaning of this kiss just now was also clear. Huangfu Wenning wanted to tell Ye Qing not to treat her as a substitute for Ye Zhi.

She is her, she is Huangfu Wenning, the lover that Ye Qing will never be separated from in this life.

"Okay, take a look for yourself, how does it feel?"

After Huangfu Wen Ning considerately took care of all this for Ye Qing, she stepped aside and let Ye Qing take a good look at herself in the fitting mirror.

The black-haired girl in the mirror was wearing a neat black suit. The well-fitting suit showed off her slender figure.

The originally long black hair was tied behind her with a rose-red headband. The dark purple tie not only did not make her look old-fashioned, but instead added a touch of charm.

Finally, with a pair of sunglasses, Huangfu Wenning thought that Ye Qing was just short of holding a cigar, and then she could go directly to the set of the gangster movie next door to play the role of a big sister.

“Perfect~”

Huangfu Wen Ningheng directly picked up the camera and pressed the shutter button towards Ye Qing from different angles.

Originally, Ye Qing was a person who was quite resistant to having her photo taken, but since the person being photographed was Huangfu Wen Ning, she didn't cover herself up.

However, this still somewhat shy look was too much of a blow to Huangfu Wenning's heart at this moment.

She is wearing this neat suit but has a shy expression, as if she is still a cute little girl under the strong shell, which makes people want to love her well.

"This is my birthday present for you. Even though it's not the day yet, just think of it as wishing you a happy birthday in advance~"

Huangfu Wen Ning put down the camera in her hand. She did not tell Ye Qing how much time and energy she spent choosing this suit.

Some are just a simple "Happy Birthday"

"Thank you, Sister Huangfu..."

Ye Qing couldn't help but hug Huangfu Wen Ning again. Ever since her relatives passed away one after another, she didn't know how long it had been since she had celebrated her so-called birthday.

Not to mention that she had to work part-time to pay for her studies, and her limited social life meant that no one would come to celebrate her birthday.

But she soon realized that the suit she was wearing was indeed very fitted, even a little too fitted.

"Sister Huangfu, can I ask a question?"

"explain."

"Why does this suit fit so well?"

Ye Qing turned around on the spot and found that even if he did some large-scale activities, it would not be affected, and he would not feel that the clothes restricted his movements.

The key point is that he didn't go to the suit shop to measure it in person, so how did Huangfu Wen Ning get such detailed data?

This is just an estimate. With Ye Qing's slim figure, she would probably buy something wider.

"Ahem, ahem... well, haha, I'm just good at judging people."

This time it was Huangfu Wenning's turn to laugh awkwardly. It was obvious that she was not able to tell Ye Qing's figure just by looking at her.

However, Ye Qing did not care about this matter. She was already very touched that Huangfu Wenning was willing to buy her a birthday present to celebrate her birthday.

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The next day was a rest day as usual. After reviewing yesterday's situation, Fangyue started doing her homework early in the morning.

Last night, Ye Qing rubbed her waist after tossing and turning all night. Her biological clock made her get up early again, and she naturally noticed Fang Yue who was reading a book in the restaurant.

"Good morning, Fangyue"

"Good morning, Captain Ye. My aunt has taken a day off today, so you have to go out and buy breakfast yourself. Otherwise, you can eat my breakfast first..."

When Qin Fangyue saw Ye Qing coming down from upstairs, she pushed the bag of bread on the table over to him.

This made Ye Qing wave her hands repeatedly. Even if the kitchen aunt was not there, she would not share her teammates' breakfast.