I already said this is not a life simulator!

Step down heavily!

The rain falling from the sky froze in mid-air for an instant, and everyone could even see the transparent raindrops stagnant in the air.

After that... the rain continued to fall even more violently.

The accumulated water on the ground turned into a sea-like blue color in an instant, as calm as a mirror. Even the rain falling from the sky could not leave any ripples on it. At the same time, it spread towards it in a gentle, rapid and irresistible manner.

And before it could forcibly move the ground under its feet, Xi Wang's figure suddenly disappeared. Only a section of blue water could be seen flowing rapidly in the air. Even the raging flames could not stop it.

And Xiwang also came in front of it in an instant with the help of this flowing water.

"Don't show it to me next time."

boom! ! !

Xiwang's words and the kick arrived almost at the same time. The moment Xiwang's voice fell, its body was instantly kicked away, forcing it to flap its wings several times in succession before it could barely stabilize its body.

Some arcs of electricity flickered on the wings, and purple lightning burst out instantly, sweeping everything around. The flames were still burning and had not stopped.

The "key" fell a little bit again, and tried to turn to the side, as if it wanted to turn another scale.

However, in such rain, it seems futile.

On the ground, the azure water was still flowing and spreading. Even though it was evaporated by the flames and disintegrated by the lightning, it was still spreading silently.

"Those things"

He gently patted the flames that remained on his body to extinguish them, and Xi Wang's voice was indifferent and calm.

"You don't need to tell me at all."

His voice shifted from the front to the top in an instant.

A huge force came down along with the water flow, knocking it out of the air.

I understand, of course I understand.

If it was the "first time", I would still have some luck and regard everything that had happened as a "simulation". After all, there was nothing to compare it to, so it was okay for me to make such an inference.

Not to mention, I myself would never admit to such an ending.

Before its body touched the ground, Xi Wang had already arrived, and kicked it away again... As the Angel of the Earth, Xi Wang would not let it touch the ground.

Yes, I know, I understand. In such a desperate situation, not going crazy prematurely was already a manifestation of my strong will... No, just like Su said at that time, maybe I had already gone crazy a long time ago, but was just pretending to be a normal person.

I understand why I did that and why I made that choice...after all, it was my own choice.

Even if it was due to my own fault, the me back then left me with an "abyss" that is almost impossible to change and that I have to face every time, and I will not complain about it.

After all, it's all me.

I deserve it.

He raised his hand, causing the rain to gather, compressing its "territory" and limiting its lightning and flames.

That’s why I wanted to treat everything as a “simulation” at that time, and comfort myself that everything was “fake”, because only in this way could I cover up my faults a little bit.

The azure blue water flowed on the ground and circulated in the air, bringing Xi Wang's figure to its front. Ignoring the oncoming lightning and the sudden flames, it clenched its fist, and then... struck out!

But after the "second time", after I discovered the "second time", when I had a vague feeling when I met Sakura again, I understood, I knew it.

Everything that was… everything that is before my eyes… is definitely not a “simulation”.

I knew it from that time on, everything must have happened.

But I don’t want to admit it, I dare not admit it, and I cannot admit it.

From the "first time" when he actively destroyed everything, to the "second time" when he put shackles on himself and watched everything happen as a bystander...is there any progress? Is there any change?

Still nothing has been done?!

So, I will never admit it!

He raised his hand, causing the water to flow, blocking the incoming flames and lightning, and quietly waved his other hand, causing the water to rush, passing through the lightning from the other side and hitting its wings directly.

Therefore, at that time, I still regarded it as a "simulation", because only in this way could I feel better, prevent myself from completely collapsing, and make me want to continue.

After all, I can change everything, and this ability to "start over" is my capital.

And it turns out... I did it, on the "third time", I did it.

The "patterns" that surround the planet are transformed into a "song" that flows through the world.

If we stop here, it's actually fine.

But no.

I made her, made them wait for too long, made them sad for too long... Fifty thousand years, a full fifty thousand years of longing, both for me and them.

I want this [story] to continue, I want to continue to be with them, I want to be with the people I love.

I...want to save more people and change more things.

I know, I can definitely do it... I can even reverse the "pattern" that destroys the world, so what else can't I do?

So... come again, come again!

I can definitely do better!

"This place should be the sea."

Xi Wang murmured softly, and at this moment the ground was completely occupied by azure blue water.

He raised his leg and kicked it in the air. Blue water gushed out from the ground, turning into spikes and piercing its wings.

But the "fourth time", something went wrong. Although a lot was changed and a lot was saved, the way it was done was particularly strange.

Yes, the scene you presented to me before, yes, that was indeed what I was worried about.

What if I was just hallucinating? What if I was just hallucinating? What if I was just wishful thinking and it turned out that I was the one who destroyed the world and killed everyone? What should I do?

Yes, I admit that I have had such concerns and thoughts, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

But I know that none of this happened in the end. The [ending] I had was another one, another [ending] that was weird but still good.

Now Wei Erwei is the proof of everything!!!

Move with the water flow and arrive in front of it in a flash!

I can do it, I can do it! Change it all, turn it all around!

I already know what to do!

Relax your five fingers, bring up five streams of water, and swing them from bottom to top! Let the water tear its wings apart!

"So, there's no need for that at all! You tell me!"

Reaching out, grabbing its body, it still wanted to turn the engraved "key" again.

"For the first time", I will cross the "abyss" that I created for myself. Even if I fall into it, I will climb out by myself.

Because I can do it, I have done it!

"The second time", I will keep in mind the belief I left for myself and the promise I made to myself!

I will make it happen because I can!

"The Third Time", the grace I left for myself, I will also carve it in my mind and engrave it on my soul!

Whether it is the beautiful memories between me and them, or the "songs" I left behind, they are my capital to deal with everything and the reason for my firm belief!

"The fourth time", although there were some accidents, but I did achieve something and saved mankind in an alternative way... Haha, as for the subsequent judgment, don't worry about it!

And because of this, I am sure that I can do better! I am moving forward little by little, and I am changing little by little.

This [story] should have a shattered, incomplete, terrible, sad [ending], but I do have the ability to distort it in another direction!

In that case, let’s continue!

Try again! Try again!

I, we! Will definitely do better!

Greedy is greedy, greedy is greedy! I will admit everything in the past and admit all the mistakes I made!

“Because I know that I have come to this moment after going through the pain in the past.”

"Everything that happened in the past, if I had taken a wrong step, it would have resulted in none of this happening, and I would have been unable to do any of this."

Force it to the ground, or rather, it is still occupied by the blue water and turned into the "sea surface".

It cannot reach the ground because there is a layer of water in between.

This is the [sea], and what it touches is the "sea surface" rather than the ground.

Like the "first time", if I had not kept my promise, and had persisted for tens of thousands of years for just a word, for a candle that was just a figment of my own imagination, for a pillar that was about to break, I would not have been able to have a moment of clarity the "second time" and realize my "judgment" on myself.

Furthermore, I would not have saved all my comrades in the crusade against the Ninth Herrscher the third time, nor would I have smoothed out all the secondary disasters that might have been caused to the Mu Continent... If I had not done all this that time, the subsequent support from others would not have been so strong.

Even if the trust was broken later, so what? I can understand that, of course I know that! After all, no one is willing to take the gamble, not even me!

If I had not been willing to give up everything and immerse myself in the "song" the "third time", then I would not have had the capital to "save" the world the "fourth time".

If I hadn't been able to strengthen my heart "the fourth time", if I hadn't been able to respond to Wei Wei's trust and let her support me, how could I have gotten her help "this time"? !

If I didn't have everything I left behind in the "past", how would I be here now? !

"I know better than you all, and I understand more clearly than you all why I have come to this point! And what kind of [Ending] should I pursue in the end!"

"I know! Of course I know! If I hadn't held on! If I hadn't done all that, I definitely wouldn't have gotten this far! Just like I knew from the beginning, this isn't a [Simulation] at all!"

He raised his hand, causing the water to gather and smash down heavily!

"I just didn't want to admit it at first!"

"I just didn't dare to admit it at first!"

"But I know! I've known it for a long time! Nothing can be changed! What has been done is done, there is no way to correct it, just like [time] can only move forward but not backward, there is no way for me to go back to the [past]! To correct my mistakes!"

With a wave of his hand, the rain turned into sharp blades and spikes, piercing through its entire body!

"The only thing I can be thankful for is that I can [make amends]! To [change]! Make everything not as miserable as before!"

"I knew it all along!"

“That’s why I’ve come this far!”

He clenched his fist, and then smashed it down hard, causing the water to fly and cracks to appear on its body!

"call……"

Adjust your breathing and stand up straight again.

"What I know, what I understand, everything I have experienced, my past will eventually overlap and become my strength, the power to change everything."

His eyes were still as calm as water.

“I still know what I want my future to be like, what I want the [ending] to be like, and I will accomplish it, even if it costs me everything.”

“And I just have to keep [moving forward], and I can only [move forward].”

"That's good."

【………】

It didn't react at all, but continued to maintain its appearance as a "key". Even though its body became broken and its wings were torn, it still tried to turn itself and turn the "key" to the next scale.

"enough."

Xi Wang stepped on its body in a rather rude way.

"You just want to tell me that before the 'first time', I should have had another experience, a 'past' that I can't remember."

"Am I right, [Sister]?"

【………】

It stopped trying.

"It's not something that's hard to guess."

Xi Wang's tone was calm, his previous anger had been mostly vented.

"From the sound of turning pages every time I "look back", and from my guess about the "record" entry, it's not difficult to conclude that [I should have a "past"]."

"The reason why I can't remember is very simple... Because Gabriel didn't appear at that time, and you might not even be there, and Mother was naturally not there either. After all, the most obvious awakening of Mother was after Gabriel appeared."

"And since the 'mother' is gone, it is only natural that the 'memory' of that time was not preserved in the sea... It is not difficult to figure out all this, 'sister'."