I already said this is not a life simulator!

【………】

For the first time, it expressed emotion to Xi Wang, an emotion full of seriousness and a sense of hearing, as if asking him why he didn't want to know the lost "once". Didn't he want to get all his "memories" back?

However, Xiwang's answer to this is...

"unnecessary."

Xi Wang's tone was flat, and he even put a little more force on his feet.

"I know that the memory is with me. It will not be lost or dissipated. It will only be temporarily covered up."

"I will remember it at some point. After all, it is my power."

"After all, everything in the 'past' has already been engraved and recorded, right?"

"After all, I am the youngest among you, right?"

Xi Wang leaned down, the gold and scarlet in his pupils shining brightly, and spoke word by word.

"I'm going to get this done. I'm going to do this."

"The rest, those warnings and reminders, you don't need to do it, [Sister]."

【……■■■】

It "spoke" for the first time, speaking to Xi Wang, with a hint of praise and recognition in its tone.

"……snort."

Xi Wang snorted softly and opened his mouth slightly. A blue "fish" quietly emerged, and a shadow enveloped its broken body.

【■■】

And it didn't resist at all, but just murmured again, with blessings and expectations for Xiwang in its tone.

Finally, Xiwang's lips and teeth closed, and its figure disappeared, leaving only some fragments floating on the blue water.

"...Tsk."

After wiping his lips slightly and feeling the battle situation on the other side with the help of the rain, Xi Wang smacked his lips unconsciously... It was not that there was a problem with the battle situation, but that the "abyss" that Xi Wang had created for himself in his mind came back again.

Every time you accept this power, you must go through this kind of "test" and experience the resentment and disgust towards humans that have lasted for tens of thousands of years... Haha, it's a bit funny.

But...it doesn't matter.

Just like Xiwang himself said.

He will cross it, and even if he accidentally falls, he will climb out by himself.

This is his own problem, his own fault, and he will solve it himself.

Moreover, everything he has now and his experiences with them will anchor his cognition, and his belief in the future and the "ending" will also consolidate his consciousness.

So, this shouldn’t be a big deal?

So what is the real problem?

"Hiss...How am I going to get over this with my current state?"

What Xiwang is really worried about is this problem.

After all, he is somewhat "inhuman" at this moment...

The aura and reaction belonging to the "Herrser" is easy to deal with. After experiencing it so many times, Xi Wang will find a way to cover it up. But in the current situation... as long as the rain does not stop, Hen and the others should not know.

But the question is, how to explain that he suddenly defeated such a tough Honkai beast alone? And it was in a "heavy rain" situation?

And he can't leave for the time being... After all, it has taught Xi Wang a lesson this time... He needs to prepare in advance, or in other words, he needs to think ahead and do things faster, especially in terms of mental defense.

Since you have decided to change the [ending], you must also be prepared for the original [fate] to suddenly change... Before you take everything into your hands, you should make some preparations in advance.

As for how to get around this, or come up with an explanation that can convince others...

"Hmm... Looks like I need to ask the doctor for help."

Xi Wang muttered to himself.

"Well...goodbye, "Mother"."

Xiwang raised his head and said with a smile to the rain which was gradually slowing down.

"I will be back soon, back to...our [home]."

tick-

A feeling of joy came from the rain, and then... gently, I said goodbye to him.

tick-

The last drop of rain fell, and the white rain curtain quietly dissipated, revealing the warm sunshine... It seemed to be afternoon at this moment.

After a day and a night, this sudden collapse and this tortuous crusade finally came to an end.

Chapter 4965 I'll try my best, Doctor ()

[Finally, this somewhat long (four chapters) crusade against "Uriel" finally came to an end. The sudden "rainstorm" also slowly receded with the help of the "Fourth God Key" controlled by Velvi - of course, this is what it looks like on the surface]

[In fact, it was just the effect created by you and Vilvi working together... You took the initiative to remove the "Heavy Rain", and Vilvi cooperated by calling the "Fourth God Key", just like when the "Heavy Rain" came before, you cooperated with Vilvi and took the initiative to call the Honkai Beast.]

[However, these problems can be postponed for a while. When the "rainstorm" dissipates and Wei Wei lets go of the control of the aircraft and lets Hen and Himiko lead the team to find you, they will find that you... are actually intact?! ]

[Even that troublesome Honkai beast disappeared? Died?]

[They don't know how you did it, and they can't even believe that you can do all this... After all, you were in a "rainstorm" environment, surrounded by another kind of Honkai beast like a tide, and you actually defeated the previous Honkai beast? ]

[This result is really hard to believe]

[Of course, more importantly... is the changing aura on your body. That dangerous aura is too frightening, and even makes people worry... Have you been infected by Honkai and turned into some strange Honkai creature?]

[If it weren't for the communication from Vivi again, if it weren't for the "box" controlled by Vivi flying towards you again, and putting on combat uniform for you again, and hanging it on your body again... I'm afraid it would be difficult for others to let down their guard.]

[After all... this is too abnormal and hard to believe. Coupled with the unpredictability of Honkai, they have no choice but to be on guard against you.]

[You naturally understood this, so you just waved your hand casually, with a smile, and with the help of Weiwei, slowly separated a part of the "box" that was specifically used to collect and seal samples.]

[Then he gradually collected the blue water that had accumulated due to the rain and then scattered it to the ground, and saved the fragments of Uriel, muttering in a low voice, "The doctor will probably need these," and then...]

[You fainted in front of everyone (pretending)]

[Now, Hen and the others can no longer be on guard against you. After all, no matter what, judging from the existing signs, it was you who completed the subjugation of the Honkai beast. You are a great contributor to the "Fire-Chasing Moth". Even if there are any problems, we will talk about them later.]

[And seeing how weak you were, you were almost unconscious (acting), and even the worried exclamation of Wei Wei during the communication (acting) almost deafened the ears of others... Obviously, your completion of the solo crusade was not without cost.]

[This can help people relax a little bit.]

[Therefore, Hen, Himiko and others hurriedly took you (mainly with Vilvi controlling the "box" as a stretcher) back to the "Fire Moth", wanting to take you to the medical room for treatment.]

[What was unexpected, but somewhat expected, was that just as Hen and the others' aircraft had just returned to the base, Velvi and the Mobius were waiting there.]

[And without giving anyone else time to react, the moment Hen and the others landed, Wei Wei and Mobius Jiujiang snatched you from their hands, and then carried you together towards Mobius's laboratory]

[Considering the relationship between you and Mebius and Velvet... no one else tried to stop him.]

[However, after the combat report was submitted, the question from "Fire Moth" came as expected.]

[The key questions are: How did you complete the solo crusade in the "heavy rain"? The environment was too harsh, and you had to face such a strong enemy. It was good enough to survive. How did you complete the crusade intact? ]

[Secondly, Velvet installed a "backdoor" on the equipment of "Fire Moth"... Never mind, a verbal warning will suffice. Otherwise, the losses in this crusade will be horrific.]

[But why did Weiwei forcibly control the aircraft to take the others away after the "rainstorm"? She even forced others not to support you? This is so strange.]

[As a result, it is not surprising that "Fire Moth" wants to investigate your condition and examine your body to see if you have been...infected by Honkai? ]

[Of course, Vivi will also be investigated and held accountable, but considering that Vivi performed very well in this crusade except for that little problem at the end, this investigation and accountability is just a pretense. As long as Vivi gives detailed reasons, "Fire Moth" will let her go.]

[Unfortunately, Fire Moth did not achieve these two goals]

[First, it was Velvet... It seemed that she was too worried because of your coma before, so when facing the questioning of "Fire Moth", she seemed absent-minded and impatient.]

[He even cursed "Fire Moth" a few words at the end, then abandoned the people who came to investigate "Fire Moth" and ran to Mobius's laboratory by himself to ask about your condition.]

[Hiss...Okay, considering the relationship between Velvet and you, Fire Moth will tolerate it.]

[But what's the situation on your side? ]

[Mebius used a tough attitude to directly blast everyone out, including the other people in the laboratory and Velvet (this is why "Fire Moth" understands Velvet's attitude and actions). Such an "excessive" move naturally scared a lot of people]

[And the reason given by Mebius is also very simple - the little guy needs to accept my physical examination, and only my physical examination. The condition of the little guy is caused by me, so... other people should not get in the way! If the little guy dies... then I'm sorry, I will also find trouble with those who hindered me.]

[What Mobius said was very exaggerated and interesting, and it revealed a lot of information... It seems that the abnormality in you and why you were able to complete the crusade alone... seems to be because Mobius conducted some kind of experiment in private? ]

[Oh~ I see, that makes sense then - "Fire-Chasing Moth" feels relieved for the time being and plans to postpone the investigation of you.]

[After all, if you want to investigate, it's better to do it while you're still alive, right? ]

[And considering that a single person needs strong combat power to complete the crusade, and your previous support for Mebius... well... the "experiment" that Mebius conducted on you doesn't seem difficult to guess? ]

[Probably the "Fusion Warrior Surgery" - many people subconsciously thought of this]

[But because of this, Mobius's reputation outside has become much worse. Even Cang Xuan and Dan Zhu couldn't help but whisper, complaining that Mobius was too ruthless and dared to use you for such a dangerous experiment.]

[You should know that in the "Fusion Warrior" plan, the success rate given by Mobius himself is shockingly low. But even with this success rate, Mobius dared to let you be a test subject... This can't help but make people doubt Mobius's feelings for you.]

[Many people complained that Mobius was too much. He actually deceived your feelings and pretended to be in love with you, but in fact he just wanted to trick you into being a test bench.]

[However, Mebius does not know about these remarks, and even if he knew, he would not be interested.]

She is now fully engaged in your problem.

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"…………"x2

In the empty laboratory, beside the operating table with only two people on it, Mebius and Xi Wang were both silent.

Xi Wang lay on the operating table, waiting quietly, allowing Mebius to operate on her body.

Mebius stood aside, repeatedly trying to cut Xiwang's skin with a special scalpel, pretending to perform some kind of surgery.

"...little guy."

"Yes, I am, Doc."

"You are a [human], right?"

This time, Mebius' tone was particularly serious, without any intention of teasing Xiwang or joking.

"Of course I am, Doctor."

Xiwang said with a smile.

"Doctor, could it be that your definition of 'human' is... very narrow?"

"Are you looking down on me, little one?"

"of course not."

Xiwang said softly.

"So I was answering you very seriously just now, Doctor."

“Is that so…I see.”

Mebius paused for a moment, and his tone suddenly became gentle, as if he had figured something out.

"So... you weren't joking with me at that time..."

"Yes, Doctor, I was telling you very seriously at first... Then, didn't you guess something?"

Xi Wang raised his head slightly, looked at her hands that suddenly stopped, and spoke softly.

"But when I examined you later, I didn't find anything wrong with you."

"Even though my recovery ability is extraordinary?"

"........."

"Okay, Doctor, no need to make excuses."

Xiwang lay back down and focused his gaze on the light illuminating the operating table.

"Rather, I am very grateful that you are willing to cooperate with Wei Weiwei to help me cover for me."

"Little guy, you are looking down on me again... No, it's better to say, you never thought that I would refuse, right?"

Mebius snorted, but still did not proceed.