Ruan Mei begged me to go back? I can't go back anymore

You created me without permission, and you abandoned me without permission.
You want me to go back now?
What did I do wrong to make you disrespect me like this?
Ruan Mei, we can't go back.
I have many new mothers, mothers who are countless times better than you.
Mother Kafka would listen to me with a smile and stroke my hair, cheeks and lips.
She didn't get angry even though I tore her stockings.
Mama Jizi had a train that was loaded with starlight, and we had travelled and gone on adventures together, and when I got tired she would rest her lap on my shoulders and gently sing me exotic lullabies.
She always kept a room for me on the train, saying that then I would have a little home.
That is home, you can't give me home.
I can go home at any time and she will be waiting for me to come home.
Even Mother Heita, busy with work, would order her puppet to accompany me.
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"Ruan Mei, from now on, let's not meet again."
"I'm afraid my mothers will be jealous."