Miss White Wolf's Terra Travel Journal

Another fatal rule for psychiatrists comes to mind:

Once a psychologist shows panic in front of the patient, his credibility will immediately collapse. When the patient feels that the doctor is unreliable, the so-called treatment becomes a joke.

No, for Miss Qin Liu's sake, she must not panic now!

But what should she do if she is already panicking?

Then find a way to cover it up.

How can I cover it?

She thought of a word, "outwardly powerful but actually weak" might be what this meant.

Regardless of whether it is derogatory or not, this description is very meaningful. Just keep the "fierce look" and it will be fine. "Fierce look" probably means being a little fierce. Yes, you have to be fierce. Being fierce can definitely scare people.

The clever Miss White Wolf changed her mind countless times in one second, and when she was about to get angry, she suddenly noticed another problem.

She is a doctor. How can it be reasonable for a doctor to be so mean to patients?

And why is she so fierce?

Showing fangs, like a real wolf?

Hmm, that's weird, I feel like a psycho.

At this time, Miss Qin Liu spoke: "Miss Olicia, long time no see, what do you want to talk to me about?"

Miss White Wolf replied subconsciously, but got stuck in the middle of her words:

"I heard that you were suffering from depression..."

"What?"

"Hey, why don't you comb your hair properly? You used to comb your hair so carefully."

Chapter 2023 Recast? 10-11-12 00:02:

Changing the subject was Miss White Wolf's usual tactic, and seeing her like this, Qin Liu's memory seemed to come alive.

She really hasn't changed at all. The only one who has changed is herself.

"I haven't had any tasks these days and I don't go out much, so I just took care of it simply by being lazy," she said.

"Why don't you go out?" asked Miss White Wolf.

"I learned this from you. Now I like reading."

"Well, actually it's good to go out more often and chat with other people..."

"Did Oliver say anything to you?"

"Uh." Miss White Wolf was suddenly stuck. Seeing that she couldn't hide it, she nodded. "He said that you have been in a bad mood. You must have been affected by that incident."

"I knew it would be like this." Qin Liu shook her head helplessly. "Actually, Oliver is just worrying about nothing. I'm really fine. I just..."

Miss White Wolf said nothing, waiting for the other party to continue.

"I just have more things to think about. Really, those setbacks were really big and made me suffer for a long time, but when I decided to come to Londinium, I had already recovered. I'm not a bad person. Ms. Outcast and Oliver have experienced more sad things, but they have persisted silently and can chat and laugh with others at will. If they can do it, so can I."

"I admit that there are some psychological traumas. Even now, I may still have nightmares about Hill County, but those things are fading away. I think what I think about most is another thing. I often think about what you said, Miss Olicia. I think you have anticipated everything.

"You are very special. I feel that even if you don't know how things will turn out, you can still guess what will happen. I am chasing your ideas. Your favorite place to go was the library of the National University, so I also found books for research and took notes while reading.

"Oliver thinks I don't go out, but in fact I read the history books of various countries in Terra and the articles of scholars every day. The more I read, the more I discover a situation."

"Ms. Olicia." Qin Liu raised her head and looked into the white wolf's eyes. "Should we despair of history, of human history?"

Miss White Wolf looked back at Qin Liu. She read something from her eyes and shook her head gently: "My opinion is not important. I think you already have your own answer."

"Yes." Qin Liu took a deep breath, "History is going through a sad cycle. No matter what, brutal massacres and wars will always happen. All efforts seem to be in vain."

"But you have other ideas?"

"Yes, even if it's useless, even if it's a waste of effort, I still want to keep going. The less hope there is, the more I have to keep going. The less hope there is, the more I have to keep going. I want to keep holding up the flag, not for honor, nor for the approval of others, not for nobility, nor for power. I just want to carry out my beliefs and protect the people I want to protect."

As Miss Qin Liu spoke, she looked at Bai Lang with eager anticipation. Her tone was firm, but she was deeply terrified. She had seen soldiers who were supposed to protect civilians raise their knives against civilians, and her beliefs had actually collapsed once.

She needed an affirmation, no one else's affirmation would do, it had to be Miss Olicia, she was the one she liked, the one she fell in love with in the incredible way of love at first sight.

From the first time she saw him, she had a feeling that this person would be very special to her, and then she unconsciously wanted to get closer, but this approach ended with painful staring and confusion. After she witnessed the tragedy, the words that Miss Olicia had said naturally became her beacon and obsession.

She longed for her beliefs and ideas to be recognized, which would give her the motivation to be reborn, but somewhere in her heart, she seemed to be hoping to be rejected.

Deny her, let her see how hopeless the cold and hateful reality is, and she will once again become that puppet with shattered faith, but this time it will be different, the scars have healed, and Miss Olicia will give her a new soul.

Deep down, did she long to become inseparable from Miss Olicia?

Then destroy her and reject the belief that she has worked so hard to regain. She will not feel resentful. She does not know whether that belief is right or wrong, and will not think of it as a sad loss.

She felt the warmth on her shoulder, and Miss White Wolf placed a hand on it, her eyes clear and sincere.

"Qin Liu, you know, there has always been something about you that attracted me."

"You are as pure as a ray of light. I used to think you were very naive, and some of your ideas were silly and funny. But when I felt that I was also stupid and that what I said and did was hopeless, I couldn't help but wonder, what would happen if it were you? You have always been so determined, would you continue... Now I know, and I am very happy."

Miss Qin Liu looked at Bai Lang silently, listening to him speak. Her right hand unconsciously reached to her shoulder and covered Miss Bai Lang's hand. The smile on her lips became softer: "I know what to do. It's great to meet you again."

"Me too, I'm happy too." Miss White Wolf replied, her face suddenly turned red, and she pulled her hand back, "Let me confirm again, are you, are you really okay?"

"It's okay. I just had a big reaction in the first few days. I scared Oliver and the others, so they looked at me as abnormal and said I was different. But if they think about it carefully, they will understand. After going through such a big thing, normal people will grow."

"Yeah, that's right. Then I'm completely relieved. What are your plans for the future?"

"I haven't made up my mind yet. The army is definitely not going to be considered. The situation in Londinium has been at a stalemate, and I can't help much for the time being. Oliver keeps telling me to go somewhere else to change my mood... We'll talk about it later. What are you doing here this time?"

"I'm still busy with the company's recruitment. This time, we need to recruit not only researchers, but also some security operators. Oliver said he would help me contact the security company of Fire Sentry."

"Miss Firewhistle is a good choice. I have worked with them several times and I feel they are very professional and reliable. I think you will be very busy recruiting. Do you need any help?"

"No, no, Bingshi's reputation has already been established, and this recruitment is generally easy."

"Your fame has spread." Qin Liu lowered his head as if he had thought of something, "You must have all been working very hard."

"Well, everyone is busy. Miss Tianhuo is the head of the institute, Ceylon leads the academic work, and Aina is in charge of frontline scientific research tasks. I basically have to take care of everything. Although it is tiring, I feel that everything is worth it when I see the results."

"That's... great."

A look of desolation flashed across Qin Liu's face, then was quickly covered up with a smile.

Her name would have been one of them.

Chapter 2023 Miss Ceylon's Great Crisis 10-12-12 00:03:

When asked by Miss Qin Liu, Bai Lang told the story of Bingshi's development.

She was happy to tell Qin Liu, and Qin Liu also liked to listen. She had told the same story to her in the same way a year ago, and what she was telling now was the sequel to the previous story.

Although Miss Qin Liu was always busy with her work in Rhodes Island, she would also take time to learn about the situation of Ice Stone. However, the information she knew from the newspapers could never compare to what Miss White Wolf told her in person.

It was a completely unfamiliar field that she had never been exposed to before. Everything was new and interesting, and she was almost fascinated by what she heard.

Oliver came once during the trip and saw the two of them chatting happily. He thought it was a good thing, so he tactfully did not disturb them and left with a random excuse.

The sun gradually set in the west, and sunlight slanted into the room from the window. Miss Qin Liu's long golden hair sparkled in the sunlight, causing Miss Bailang to always try to take a peek.

Qin Liu pulled a stool and sat closer to Miss Bai Lang. She picked up a strand of hair and handed it to Bai Lang: "It got messed up when I went out at noon, but I took care of it this morning. Take a look at it."

Miss White Wolf took it shyly and gently stroked her soft golden hair: "It's a little hot. The sun is still so strong now."

"It's May after all. How about my cooking skills? Isn't it good?"

“It’s always been good.”

Miss Qin Liu suddenly bent down and stood up, reaching out to stroke Miss Bailang's long hair: "You are still so casual. Now that you have learned to wear beautiful clothes, you should also take your hair seriously."

Miss White Wolf felt embarrassed to hear that she was wearing beautiful clothes. She stammered, "No, no."

Qin Liu ran his fingers over Miss Bailang's legs, and he squatted down with a smile, grasping the edge of the skirt and carefully examining the fabric of the skirt: "How beautiful it is, the material is also very good, and it feels smooth and comfortable."

Facts have proven that after the awkward stage of first meeting after a long separation, pure Victorians like Miss Qin Liu have much more "destructive power" than half-baked ones like Miss Ceylon. Ceylon has to make a lot of mental preparations for every thing she does, while Qin Liu relies on the natural intuition of Victorians and can do certain things naturally.

Miss White Wolf certainly couldn't get used to this purely Victorian way of socializing. Her face was red with anxiety, when suddenly she felt her cell phone vibrate. She answered the call as if she was grasping at a life-saving straw.

The call was from Miss Ceylon, who had just finished a meeting and was walking happily along the gravel path of the college with her documents in her arms. "How are you? Did you have fun at the playground?"

"It was OK, but I didn't play for long."

"Have you returned to the academy? Where are you? I will come to find you now."

"Well, I didn't go back to the academy. I ran into someone from Rhodes Island, Oliver who was with me last year. Then I followed him to the Rhodes Island office and now I'm chatting with Miss Qin Liu. You must have met Miss Qin Liu before, do you have any impression of her?"

The phone was filled with the sound of papers rustling, followed by chaotic footsteps, and then Ceylon's voice rang out again: "I accidentally dropped the document on the ground just now, Qin Liu... Of course I remember where the office is. Where is it? I'll come to find you right away."

"You want to come over?"

"Yes, I want to go!"

Miss White Wolf was sensitive enough to tell that Ceylon's tone was not right, and she suddenly became suspicious: "But it's getting late, and this place is quite far from the National University. Are you sure you want to come?"

"Well, it's like this. I've been busy organizing some medical literature and have been having some technical problems. It's been a hassle for a few days. It would definitely be helpful if I could refer to the opinions of the experts from Rhodes Island."

"Okay, wait a moment. I'll ask the office if there are any medical experts for you."

"Ah."

Miss Ceylon frowned and walked quickly back to the dormitory. She had been wondering why she was so uneasy during a meeting, so she made a phone call as soon as the meeting ended. She didn't expect to encounter such a fatal thing.

She had to go to the Rhode Island office today, whether there were medical experts there or not.

After asking Qin Liu, Miss White Wolf got the answer that Rhodes Island was a medical institution and there was no way the office did not have medical experts, so she immediately replied to Ceylon.

Miss Ceylon held the cell phone between her cheek and shoulder, communicating with White Wolf while hurriedly writing down the address of the office with a pen. At the same time, she multitasked and began to urgently contact a taxi.

After the call was disconnected, Qin Liu asked, "Is the person you were talking to someone from the company?"

"Yes, it's Ceylon, the one we focused on recruiting before. I don't know if you still remember her. I think she seems to have a deep impression of you."

"Of course I remember. We have talked privately several times. She even asked me for information about Rhodes Island. Are there many people coming with you this time?"

"Not many, just me and Ceylon, but Ceylon is here for vacation."

Miss Qin Liu raised an eyebrow. "Vacation? Come to Londinium?"

"Yes, she said this is her alma mater and the atmosphere in the city is pretty good, so she came here to spend a vacation."

The same thing goes for this: being able to fool Miss White Wolf doesn't mean you can fool Qin Liu. The latter has been in Londinium for half a year and knows very well that this is by no means a holiday resort. The "good atmosphere" is nonsense, and that Ceylon is definitely not normal.

This is strange. Wasn't the dangerous person we met at the beginning Aina? How did it become Ceylon?

But then again, what can she do even if it's abnormal?

It was her own choice to leave, so she should accept all the bad consequences.

If she were to choose again...

She will still leave.

The word she hated most in her life was "vase". She had her own dignity, and there was no way she would shamelessly be a vase next to Miss White Wolf.

An indescribable emotion came to her mind, and she couldn't help but ask:

"Miss Olicia, you and Ceylon..."

"What's wrong? We have a good relationship."

"I mean, just...nice?"

"Yeah, we're good friends. We went to the playground together this afternoon."

"Nothing else?"

"Oh, I'm still her boss."

It seems that the relationship has not been confirmed yet, Qin Liu thought. She secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but her heart was struggling again.

Why is she so nervous?

Why was she so alert, like a lion smelling an enemy?

It is true that she likes Miss White Wolf, but she is no longer the Qin Liu from a year ago. Hasn't she already understood how to be rational and calm?

It's always been like this.

It is impossible to have the best of both worlds. People will always have flaws. Some things don't need to be forced, just take them lightly.