Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Perhaps a person who combines all ideas, all characteristics, all hobbies, and all past together can almost be said to be impossible to replicate, and is an extremely unique and independent individual in this world.

But if it is only a small part of it, then no one in the world can guarantee that one of his or her aspects is better than any other.

All-round transcendence is something that the essence of human nature cannot achieve.

The personalities created by humans are bound to be flawed and different.

In contrast to this imperfection, human beings always desire to be favored.

Craving for uniqueness.

Longing for one's own uniqueness.

Compared with their uniqueness, one's lover notices one's own irreplaceability, the only one who can never be replaced in the eyes of others.

This can be a preference, or a unique feature in some aspect - however, pure love is not enough to satisfy the pursuit of uniqueness, and most of the time it is even one of the main reasons for the pursuit of uniqueness.

Because a person cannot control or dominate another person.

You can't even know the detailed inner thoughts of the other person.

If you try to put yourself in their shoes, you will be amazed at the vast number of thoughts that may pop up in your mind at any given second.

If you put yourself in their shoes, you will realize that the unknown contained in the endless thoughts and ideas that are enough to shock anyone is deeper than darkness.

Due to this psychological fear of the unknown and uncertainty, humans will feel fear.

Am I not unique enough?

Will I be abandoned by my lover?

……

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: Is the review a bit weird?

My new chapter was taken down because I wrote something that shouldn't be written. This is normal. My first book, Raiden Mei, was often taken down as well. But the problem is, shouldn't a statement saying that the chapter has not passed review be posted when a chapter is taken down?

Why was our eightyth chapter directly swallowed up?

And why our author wrote in the background that it is not under secondary review, but pending release, and it is still waiting to be released on November 2023, 11.

Do you want us to ask Doraemon to borrow the time machine and go back to yesterday?

In addition, the temperature has dropped seriously recently. I don’t know about you, but the weather here has been changing wildly and there is no logic at all. After being outside for half an hour, the weather can go from sunny to so cold that I have to run back home. I feel like I’m about to die.

I started to catch a cold and cough again, and my head started to feel dizzy again.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 82. Alicia, can you share your journey with me?

Many attempts to test a lover's feelings, which seem extremely sick and simply indicate that the person involved is out of his or her mind, are essentially based on this mentality.

Suspicion is a human nature, and it is also a power that can scare oneself to death.

——Only if you get an explanation that convinces you.

At least humans have to convince themselves.

This painful and somewhat extreme thing is what the girl with low self-esteem does when facing the boy whom she cannot and does not want to let go. She thinks it is something unique and only she can do.

Because I couldn't find my own strengths, I couldn't find them... at least I thought I couldn't find the qualifications to be a good match with the gentle boy.

Nor are they willing to accept the fate of being abandoned - even though this is simply impossible. It is just the human instinct that will cause uneasy speculation, just like when watching a horror movie, no matter how scary it is, the heart will only think more deeply and imagine more scenes that will make oneself scream.

The limitations of the human species have led to countless diseases and errors, and this brain, which is far superior to that of other races, also has countless defects.

Perhaps a strong sense of suspicion is necessary in the competition in nature. Only by doubting everything around you can you carefully discover all problems and survive in a cruel world where even a blade of grass may be poisonous.

However, this behavior, like diabetes, has become a negative effect in today's society.

This kind of problem is actually almost unsolvable because the problem does not come from one's own incompetence, but from the feeling of inferiority itself.

If the problem of inferiority complex is not solved, no matter how many advantages you have, you will always see the unqualified parts.

Even if you are fully qualified, you will only look for the part where you are imperfect.

In this situation, being dragged by emotions will only lead to endless torture, and you may even choose to test love for the sake of inner peace.

Trust between people is something that should not be tested, not because it is extremely fragile, but because the test itself consumes love.

Just like the classic nursery rhyme "The Boy Who Cried Wolf", any patience and love will be deceived, worn out and hurt by others.

If you want to make up for your inner problems, you naturally have to find another way and find something that can successfully convince yourself and convince your heart.

Even if it may seem a little humble.

Even if it might seem a little perverted.

What is anything compared to this love?

What does it matter compared to the knowledgeable young people of today?

'Am I going to give up Jiangcheng and bear the pain just for this illusory, so-called dignity, honor, and face?'

——It’s ridiculous and incomprehensible.

Just like the girl's atonement, this pain is essentially to convince herself that she has been punished and to divert the pain from her heart.

The girl in the past could not convince herself, nor could she accept her own escape. She thought that she was the one who shattered the boy’s beautiful life over and over again, so she chose to endure the unlimited blow from her heart.

It's completely different now, it's no longer what it used to be.

Now she has been severely beaten.

She is too numb now.

Only madness remained in the once flawless face, and the once lovely fairy was almost beaten to pieces by the violent storm, with even the petals drooping.

The sky in my heart has become as gloomy as a thread. The rolling thunder, carrying the storm, strikes downward fiercely, destroying this entire spiritual world.

The slender, tender green leaves and the bright, sparkling cherry petals swayed sobbingly in the wind and rain.

No matter how hard the branch tries, it can only break helplessly.

The broken flowers can only hang down the broken pieces that have been beaten, and thus they are no longer qualified to be as high and mighty as before.

You will also be able to realize your mistakes more and feel this preference more.

Perhaps the girl still cannot boast that she can completely accept herself, but she will not be bothered by such a trivial matter.

……

The violent, unrestrained storm mixed with countless collapsing energies scraped the damaged earth. There were no more mountains and trees to cover up this disaster. Even the boulders and lakes would be eroded and shattered by the collapsing energy. The human breath disappeared, and there was no way any life could settle here again.

It was as if the gods no longer wanted to conceal the phenomenon, as if they had equipped this natural phenomenon with a sharp scraper, which caused the ground to lose a layer of skin with just a slight scrape.

The whistling sound was like the howling of ghosts and wolves, creating natural music in the countless holes, as if it was as terrifying as falling into the Senro Hell.

Until it was fully strengthened and blew from somewhere far away, it only lifted a strand of the girl's long hair and blew her overly long eyelashes.

"Normally, shouldn't I be the one who insists on chasing after another person but can't catch up, who wants to move forward, who wants to be closer, but is worried about whether this will disgust the other person?"

"As far as I can remember, I've only been in this humble position for a few years... no, strictly speaking, it's been closer to a dozen years."

"What kind of bizarre things are contained in this part of my lost memory?"

Jiang Cheng gently gathered up the energy that flickered like starlight, and his eyes were reflected in the almost dim color - they had been replaced by doubt, but strangely enough, there was still a hint of understanding hidden in his eyes.

Why did he feel confused and incomprehensible, and yet based on this confusion he felt as if he knew the answer?

It was as if this strange memory that had been locked away in my heart had been firmly answered.

It doesn't require any deep thinking.

All you need is that memory to know it naturally.

"what……"

"Is this the problem?"

As Alicia's long hair was blown by the wind, a hint of embarrassment flashed across her cherry-colored eyes. She could only continue to bury her face in the boy's arms.

She used the ostrich-like method to evade the boy's unintentional questioning, and at the same time used this warmth to stop herself from having wild thoughts.

——That’s my problem.

Girls in the past were too indifferent to worldly affairs and always ignored these things. They subconsciously believed that being pursued by others was a natural thing.

She will not discuss the reasons behind this, will not have any preference towards others, and will not really stop to look at the person chasing her. Even if it is a birthday party for one person, the girl will dress it up as an exchange meeting for everyone.

The girl at that time had never realized that the fact that she could stand there meant that she was favored by others, and that the reason she could live such a happy life was because there was only one person who favored her in their eyes.

——She has been living in favoritism since she was born.

The essence of the most sincere love belonging to human beings is a kind of love that does not come from interests, nor will it change due to efficiency, but only comes from preference for one person.

Universal love and great love belong to God. Only those who claim to be or claim to be close to God and are different from ordinary people will spread their love to everyone. They never love alone, and never love only one individual.

Because individual human time is limited, the time we can spend with others is not much. No matter who we are, there are only twenty-four hours in a day.

Because the memory in the human brain is limited, the warm and happy memories that can be recorded belonging to others will become blurred as the number increases.

Because the emotions in the human heart are limited, no matter how beautiful the heart is, it is impossible to provide endless love forever.

Ignoring this part of the essence and forgetting this part of the essence will actually only bring endless disasters to yourself and those around you.

It would be too painful if one is not content with life, cannot recognize one's own limits, and only thinks about things that are beyond one's ability to do.

Just like the disasters that I had brought upon myself in the past, because I failed to recognize my own limits, I even pushed the boy and his life to others.

They were two people who loved each other, they were childhood sweethearts who had been together since birth, and they were destined to have a happy life no matter what. However, their lives were ruined bit by bit by this kind of dissatisfaction and lack of self-awareness.

Along with love.

Along with happiness.

Along with life.

Deliver together, lose together.

To the extent that even becoming an observer of other people's beautiful lives, being able to only watch others interact intimately with teenagers, and watching others use their beloved ones has become a happiness that I could not even imagine in my dreams.

Now we have finally solved this problem and finally regained the exclusive opportunity.

We must not and must not repeat the same mistakes again.

and so……

"Since it is something that has been forgotten, like the wind blowing through the grass without leaving any trace, there is no need to recall it anymore."

"Wei Weiwei is already dead. I have done my best to revive you. If you insist on reminiscing, it will only add to your sorrow."

——Please don’t be disappointed in me.

Please don't suffer again.

……

【Just ignore the past. 】

【Since you have already forgotten it, don’t recall it anymore. 】

[It is already a thing of the past, and no one in this world will remember it clearly.]

[Although this memory is still intact and hidden in your heart, and although this past is not buried in the dust along with the Spiral Workshop, there are still people who remember it, and there are still voyeurs alive in this world. ]

[You are still shameless and do not hesitate to bury this memory in your heart, choosing to conceal all the truth and the past. ]

[As long as he didn't know Wei Erwei and didn't know that girl, Jiang Cheng wouldn't have to endure the pain of loss and wouldn't have chosen to leave you, right? ]

[You can no longer accept losing again, and finally walk out of the darkness again, and feel a little hope and light again. ]

[If the boy showed you a disappointed look, you would probably collapse. ]

[Absolutely, definitely. 】

[There won’t even be any buffering time.]

[Allow you to temporarily ignore these things, bury the love you once had deep in your heart, and press it at the bottom of the memory library. ]

[——Isn't Vivi expecting you to do this? ]