Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[The girl has transformed into Ikaros, willing to use everything she has as a bridge between you and the boy, just to make the boy live a happy life, to make him forget all his sorrow and grief. Although the result is far from what the girl told her, isn't the final result the same as what she wanted? ]

[Although the process is tortuous and full of twists and turns, and even often the middle is not so beautiful, it may be burdened with endless disasters and walk in darkness. ]

[Like the little mermaid, she suffered so much that she couldn't even hug her beloved one. She could only let the prince and princess hug each other and turn into bubbles in the sun.]

[Although the enemy is difficult to match and powerful beyond imagination, even if you give your all, you are often unable to fight against the big devil and are easily bound. ]

[Like Little Red Riding Hood who encountered the hateful Big Bad Wolf, she and her grandmother were also eaten, and could only be reunited in the wolf's stomach by deception.]

[Although danger can come at any time, it is not only in the most cruel form, but also nakedly showing danger. It may be covered with beautiful disguises.]

[For example, when Snow White was tricked into eating a poisonous apple, no one would have thought that this sweet, rosy-cheeked fruit was poisonous before she asked for it. Even the person who gave her the fruit was an extremely kind-looking old lady.]

[But eventually the little mermaid will ascend to heaven and have her own immortal soul, Little Red Riding Hood will be rescued by the hunter and finally reunited with her grandmother, and Snow White will open her beautiful eyes again under the kiss of the prince.]

[The princess and the prince will live happily together, even if the price is to trample on the girl - everything Ikaros had when he fell. ]

[Because this is exactly what Ikaros wanted. If you cannot get close to the sun and your body melts and falls into the sea, then please step on my corpse and fly higher and farther to pursue the real sun.]

[All you need to do now is to take the boy into the small town that is within reach and carries countless memories.]

【——Human creativity is indeed a great thing. 】

[You were only away for a short period of time.]

[Although the town originally seemed dreamy and beautiful under your authority, it was still a little shabby because it was rebuilt. Now it has been completely transformed.]

[There are no towering buildings, paved streets that connect in all directions, and overly formal residential areas. They are so high-tech and sophisticated that you might even suspect they are advanced technologies from science fiction.]

[The town in front of me is still the same as before, with electricity being rare and lighting entirely dependent on the sun, as if we have returned to the primitive life of hundreds of years ago. ]

[The streets that were originally damaged by the collapse have been filled with small stones and concrete as much as possible, and wooden houses that cannot be called tall but are strong enough to shelter from the wind and rain have been built one after another.]

[Without high-tech tools from the outside world, we cannot rely on refrigerators to keep fresh and advanced transportation to harvest food from all over the world. 】

[Then try to use the vegetables and weeds you have to cook a delicious stew, and use naturally sweet spring water instead of candy.]

[Even the gate of the village that had collapsed in the attack was repaired and the name was lightly painted with pink dye.]

【——Eternal Paradise.】

[Looking in from the gate, you can see the simple but carefully paved road, and the bustling crowds of people who have regained their smiles. ]

[Originally, families were destroyed by the collapse, and countries and cities were destroyed without even their names. There was almost no way out. Ordinary people lived leisurely in this place, as if they were in a small world isolated from the rest of the world. 】

[Perhaps it was because they had the same trauma, or perhaps it was because they truly placed their own aspirations on a girl who was worthy of being called a goddess.]

[Most of the hatred and dissatisfaction were resolved by the breeze, and everyone tried their best to add their own efforts and sweat here. ]

[If we encounter a problem that cannot be solved at all, we can only ask Qianjie, who is already a part-time security guard and a legal arbitrator, to come, although this young man does have too much work to do. ]

[You can even see him carrying several thick and hard logs, and in one hand he is holding concrete that he mixed and condensed by brute force.]

[It seems that he now not only has to repair the road, but also build some habitable houses for the new residents. ]

[Strictly speaking, it seems that at least half of these houses were built by him, and he was the only one who had the energy and ability to build houses quickly.]

[If this young man was missing, I'm afraid many residents would still have to sleep on the ground in the wild without even a blanket.]

【No. 】

[Now many residents were saved by Qianjie himself. 】

[If it weren't for him, many people would have lost their lives, not to mention sleeping on the floor. I'm afraid even their lives would have been reduced to a puff of dust in the disaster.]

【ah……】

[It seems that it was a good choice to save him. 】

[Sometimes doing good things doesn’t necessarily lead to a tragic ending.]

[Originally, you were quite worried that if you arrived at the town, you would find that it was still a very simple ruin, and Jiang Cheng might not even recognize it.]

[If that's the case, you have to remind him in person, tell him in person that his past has long been buried in the collapse.]

[If this were to happen, it would probably deal another blow to your delicate heart, and Jiang Cheng would have to comfort you with his torn self again.]

[At least you don't have to worry about this now, because Jiang Cheng has already stretched out his finger and gently pointed to the town wrapped in flawless pink. ]

"The gate in front of the town, I remember it was simply called by a number before, a very cold name. In contrast, the paradise is really good. At least it should be more in line with the hobbies and emotions held by humans."

"In the present day when the collapse is raging, we can still maintain the leisurely life we ​​once had. Compared to the world now, it can be called a paradise."

what……

"Of course~?"

Alicia lowered her head unconsciously, causing her long cherry-colored hair to cover her beautiful face. Under the shadow, a hint of shy blush appeared on her soft face, which still had some baby fat.

He is obviously a well-informed goblin.

But I still get shy because of a compliment.

Perhaps it’s because the last time I was praised was almost ten years ago.

Maybe there's more to it than that.

Ever since they went on the trip together, the boy has become more and more taciturn in memory, and his ever-blooming smile has gradually dimmed, as if the bright sun was covered by dark clouds and lost its radiance.

The girl at that time did not know the seriousness of the matter, and only regretted it after she lost it.

One year, two years, three years, four years...

She has been through countless things, including forced suffering and the suffering she created that forced a girl who was so simple that she was a little hateful to grow up.

The collapse and numbness accumulated over the long years drove the pure self into madness and almost made him forget what he was like originally.

Until now.

Until this moment.

"You've done a great job protecting this town even when the Honkai Impact is so rampant. It's even more prosperous than when we left."

"You don't have to belittle yourself. You have done great things."

……

The boy's praise added color to all the dark memories of the girl's past, as if the struggle that was once filled with pain and numbness had become meaningful. At least she felt that her actions were necessary.

It was necessary to save Qianjie, it was necessary to rebuild the town, and it was necessary to use one's own power to shelter a large number of residents.

Then the girl did not hesitate to put all their efforts on herself.

"This is the paradise described in the fairy tale book you once gave me. As a gift from you, it is the most suitable name for it."

"Of course... this town can be called a paradise only if you are here~?"

The girl gently raised the corners of her rosy lips, revealing an extremely sweet smile, and poked her flawless and soft face with her slender white fingers, without a trace of shame or guilt. Her face was so thick that people could not help but want to pull her face to see how plump and tender it was.

After all, this town was created under her protection, and the name of the paradise was given because they heard her chanting.

If it weren't for the girl, this town wouldn't even exist, and no one would have known its name from the beginning.

"Eternal paradise, flawless paradise, after Weiwei and I left, you must have done many, many, very, very great things."

"After all, my journey came to an abrupt end, but yours is still going on. In this case, it is normal for you to lose contact for a long time."

"If I had known what you were doing earlier and come to help, I wouldn't have to be here in this state."

Jiang Cheng couldn't help but shook his head with some regret. His instinctive emotions were awakened once again, and a hint of sadness emerged from the bottom of his dark eyes.

In this case, the struggle in memory before death seems to be something that can be understood. Everyone has his or her own things to do, and it is impossible to take into account the existence of another person all the time.

What's more, Alicia didn't do anything wrong. This girl was just busy, always busy, very, very busy.

It is impossible to expect every girl to be like Wei Liwei who always uses her own advantages...

……

……

what……

The boy bit his lower lip unconsciously. Even his heart, which was just beating to fit the human posture, was beating. It was as if the acid of the lunar calendar was flowing through his blood vessels throughout his body. Even the soles of his feet felt sore and numb.

Why……

Whenever I think of this name, I feel sad.

Priority and so on... Could it be that Wei Liwei is not just a friend, an online friend to me, but a very important relationship with me?

Unable to think deeply.

Can't think.

It's as if the depths of memory are firmly locked by something. Even though it can be pried open a little due to the extension of emotions, it is absolutely impossible to truly snatch even a single precious memory from the solid chains that block it.

In the end, all thoughts can only fall into emptiness, and be transferred to some trivial and insignificant little things in memory.

"——Jiang Cheng...can you please stop chatting with me?"

what……

It turns out that even netizens can’t be considered complete?

Did Weiwei even say no?

Forget it...

They are all dead anyway.

According to common human emotions, it seems meaningless to get to know the dead in depth, since it is not so easy to resurrect the dead anyway.

……

"In such a chaotic environment, realizing the true nature of one's own power, and being able to protect one's former hometown from disaster and build a beautiful paradise, so many things must have been a very difficult journey."

"Unfortunately, my memory is fuzzy and I don't remember what you did, Alicia."

“This is really a pity.”

Jiang Cheng decided to give up these messy thoughts and follow his existing memories to pay more attention to the girl in front of him, who occupies an important position both in his memories and in his heart.

For example, the only thing missing in the memory is the few years that belong to Alicia, which are the only missing years in the plot that should have been very full and coherent.

I don’t know how much effort this girl put in to overcome this difficult journey.

It is definitely more exciting than the adventures in fairy tales.

Alicia must have wanted to share such an epic adventure with me, but she kept silent because she was worried that I would regret what I had done and choose to leave with a girl named Vilvi, ending this adventure and journey.

This is actually something you don't need to worry about at all. After losing your emotions and memories, even the past that was once ignored has lost its reality. So-called regret is an emotion that is so extravagant that it is impossible to have at all.

Do not worry.

Feel free to talk.

This time, let me propose it based on the behavior in my memory.

however……

As expected, the scene of Alicia patting her chest and telling her past journey in a proud and gentle tone did not happen.

Reflected in those dark pupils was only a flash of panic in the girl's pink eyes, her clenched fingertips, and her suddenly tightened lips.

"The lost meaning and stuff..."

“——Let’s forget it.”

……

It is indeed a bit stigmatized. .jpg

At least he is willing to wash. .jpg

It's the Flame God of War! .jpg

It's a bit against the will of heaven. .jpg

PS: Alicia really fell into depravity step by step, because her initial twisted choice made her slide into the abyss step by step. It was obvious that the love between childhood sweethearts was healthy, and a normal lifestyle would not make a girl as abnormal as Vivi.

In the end, she will sacrifice herself for Jiang Cheng and for everything she loves, break free from fate, and save the world she loves and the hero she loves as the heroine.

But they were too eager for quick success and ignored their own thoughts, causing two healthy people to be burdened with unhealthy love.

At an overly young age, I experienced loss that I shouldn't have had.