Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Anyway, the girl was willing to be trampled on.

Anyway, that girl volunteered to be her stepping stone.

Then let us lift this step a little higher, step on it a little more, and let Jiangcheng experience more beauty and happiness.

After all, it is just one of the countless backup plans. If it is taken out now, it can represent, in a sense, that Wei Erwei has also contributed to herself and Jiang Cheng.

At least this did help Jiang Cheng.

No?

……

Alicia has become more and more skilled at dealing with the bad thoughts that arise in her mind, and now she no longer feels guilty about them.

But for some reason, just like when she resurrected Jiang Cheng and said that she had lost her memory of Wei Erwei, the girl could still feel the pain as if the hair on the back of her head was being torn out.

——No matter how much you want to, no matter how much you hope, you will still feel angry after seeing this scene.

It was as if there was a third person in this little world, a third person who could realize the dirty and perverted thoughts in the girl's mind.

——It must be just an illusion.

【I guess so.】

[Perhaps the meaningless morality in your heart has not been completely consumed, and you still feel uncomfortable with your despicable thoughts. ]

[After all, in this small world with only two of you, how could there be a third person who could hear all this and pull your hair in anger? ]

how come?

How is it that morality still exists today?

Alicia couldn't understand why her behavior and thoughts, which were theoretically bad, would feel uncomfortable because compared to her previous behavior, they were hardly sins, and at most were somewhat despicable and shameless.

It was complete empathy, and I didn't feel the slightest dissatisfaction in my heart at all. The only acceleration was just for this beauty.

It took me almost fifteen years, a full half of my life, to experience this happiness again.

For this feeling that I have never paid attention to before, and even chose to ignore every time I made the wrong choice.

But there is not the slightest bit of pain in my heart. All the numbness and sadness of the past have disappeared without a trace with the resurrection of the boy.

If there must be something wrong, it is what Jiang Cheng said that he had lost a lot of memories in his heart, and had no corresponding emotions, just some instinctive thoughts.

This thing still endlessly reminds today's girls that this happiness is just a falsehood covered up by despicable means.

Even if nothing is said, even if ignored, the wrong things that have been done and the disasters that the young man has experienced will still be firmly etched in the memory, never disappear, never fade, and suddenly appear in every dark night.

Look.

You're still doing the wrong thing.

You are still hurting everyone around you.

You have once again trampled on Jiang Cheng's life, and this time even his last wish was not spared. You have once again insulted the love between them, a love that even Mobius knew should allow them to stay together.

The boy who is still intact even after death, still has love, still has feelings, and can still leave gifts for you.

Now he has become the Herrscher that he hated the most and who destroyed everything he had. Even his inner emotions have been stripped away, and even his cherished memories have disappeared. Only the part that exists for your will remains.

Like a rag doll being ravaged, the body is arbitrarily manipulated and the soul is arbitrarily interfered with, just to satisfy a dirty wish.

——So what?

——It doesn’t matter.

Whether it's physical or mental, if this is the price to pay to get the boy back, then I can bear it any time it's multiplied.

It is up to herself to give new emotions and awaken the warm past in the small town. Anyway, Wei Liwei's final wish is to make Jiang Cheng forget about her and that love. Even if her status is humble and her behavior is lowly, it is a reward and atonement for her.

and so……

【You don’t need to care about all this. 】

[After all, human thinking, memory, and ability all have their limits, and even evil...special beings like the Herrscher are no exception.]

[What creatures with human nature and human emotions can see and touch is ultimately limited by the limits of their own power.]

[If you arbitrarily do things that are far beyond your ability, if you arbitrarily focus on things that you cannot solve or share with your time, the final result will surely be a mess. ]

[Because even if we ignore the aspect of ability, time is also limited. There are only a few hours in a day, no more, no less.]

[If you allocate an extra hour to others, then Jiang Cheng will lose an hour or more of time with you.]

[Even if it seems like you give very little time to everyone, just small acts of help, in the end they add up and leave you with no spare time for the people you really should care about.]

[——Then just ignore it.]

[After all, since human vision is naturally able to only observe one person clearly, why do we have to see many people at the same time? ]

【Just look at the person you really need to look at. 】

【Just pay attention to the one person who really needs attention. 】

[Just invest your time every day in the right things that a person, an ordinary person, should do. ]

【Those other strangers also have their own families and friends. They should also be cared for and supported by the people around them, and by the people they love and are loved by.】

[You don't need to intervene or get involved. This time that should be spent on the person you love is left to someone you don't actually know.]

[Including this matter, why do you want to think about Wei Wei? 】

[Anyway, that girl is also looking forward to your behavior. ]

[You still treasure that pocket watch.]

[What is recorded inside is one of the backup plans prepared by Weiwei, and it is also the strongest proof of the genius's love for the boy. ]

[“If it’s you, you can definitely take my place in Jiang Cheng’s heart. If it’s you, you can definitely save Jiang Cheng, who might fall into the abyss after losing me and become the inferior me he once was.”]

[“Please, the person I hate the most.”]

[“Aliceia.”]

【"please……"】

【“——Save Jiangcheng.”】

[You still remember the girl's request that day, even though you did not fully carry out Wei Wei's request, even though your stupidity and incompetence, your ignorance and indifference led to the tragedy.]

[But in the end, even if it's not too late now, did the girl stipulate when this request should end? ]

[It's only been a few years now, I'm sure Weiwei won't mind if it's a little late. ]

……

There was a hint of shyness and anticipation in her beautiful pink eyes like clear gemstones. She casually put her hands behind her back, tiptoed forward, and leaned forward gently, intentionally showing off her proudest part.

But the delicate fingertips behind the exquisite back were almost tangled into a ball, and she felt worried and uneasy about the possible comments made by the boy.

Along with Jiang Cheng's voice, the little heart was also being pulled up little by little, as if it had been lifted up to the sky.

Comments on Alicia Swimwear.

Of course it is...

"——It's very beautiful."

"Although the design is still a little bit not suitable for you, but the aesthetics are no less than those top models in my memory."

"Your design skills are still as good as before, but your choice of materials is a bit strange. I think it would be more suitable for you to be like a young beautiful girl."

Looking at those twinkling starry eyes, the expectation that seems to be concealed but is actually visible at a glance, no matter whether the self is complete or the emotions are perfect, the boy can only give one evaluation.

Faced with this gift, this swimsuit made just for one person, how could anyone be so cruel as to deny such a girl?

The ripples in my heart were shattered by even bigger waves, and were carried towards the distant limit, the endless distance beyond.

What's more, this dress is really well designed.

The pink, blooming-flower-like short skirt design makes the swimsuit more refined than just a combination of a few pieces of fabric.

The pink lace is also very girly and fits the girl’s posture and appearance very well.

The only thing that isn't quite right is the style.

——It’s just like something someone else made.

It was completely different from the style of Alicia in my memory. That girl could have done it more cutely, instead of seeming to deliberately seduce others like now. Some of the special little designs were also very different in style.

I feel like this dress wasn't made by the girl herself, but just modified someone else's design. This swimsuit is more like something that Vivi would...

meeting……

meeting?

What can you do?

Strange names and words appear in my mind.

It was clearly an idea that popped up naturally, but there was an inexplicable feeling of being constrained, trapped, and unfamiliar that I had never understood.

It's not that what I see in front of me is unfamiliar, but the idea itself is unfamiliar.

——The clothes in front of me give me only a familiar feeling.

Not familiar to Alicia.

Not right.

Something is very wrong.

What happened in the lost memory?

Why do I always think of that name no matter what I do?

Isn't it just a friend in memory with whom you had a good chat, an online friend with whom you rarely meet offline, or a partner who works together with each other?

Could it be that the relationship between him and Weiwei was deeper than what his memory showed, so deep that he was even familiar with the styles of clothes designed by her and could even remember the swimsuits designed by her?

They were clearly just friends who met each other at an exchange party.

It's clearly just an ordinary netizen added on the phone.

I clearly remember that the other party even asked me not to chat with her anymore.

No matter how you look at it, she's just an ordinary friend, and it's even strange that I chose to start a new journey with her.

Why did I have this inexplicable feeling, as if someone was pulling my heart hard? I could feel the physical touch even though there was no pain. This was an emotion that only arose when I saw Alicia before.

The doubts that had been difficult to dispel for a long time once again occupied his entire heart, and even the benefits that were within reach could not attract any attention.

Jiang Cheng just lowered his head slightly, and the thoughts in his dark eyes became profound.

think.

Explore.

To find out what is the end of memory?

Find out where the emotions that have been disturbing your heart come from?

Why that emotion kept distracting him, why that emotion was different from his concern for Alicia, he had no idea.

The desire for knowledge that comes from biological instinct cannot be stopped even by the most stringent blockade.

This determination.

This persistence.

Until Alicia came closer again, until the sound of pearl-like toes stepping on the ground was heard, and the snow-white color that even the cloth could not bear came into view, completely blocking everything that the eyes could see.

The girl raised the corners of her mouth into a sweet smile, tilted her head, and stretched out her delicate, white fingers full of expectation toward the boy.

"After twenty years, do you want to feel the wind again?"

……

——Alicia extends an invitation to Jiang Cheng.

Twenty years later, she has rediscovered her original emotions, and the innocence and beauty of being a rescued princess and prince before she intentionally got to know the people in the small town. The girl invites the boy to rediscover his past memories.

The voice that was gentle and shy, and totally unlike the passionate and brilliant attitude of a young girl, was far more real than the memory that could not be found.

Compared to some rootless and unrelated feelings, compared to the memories of the parties who have already died.

is not it……