Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

If one lives in the paradise one longs for, then even if one is a Herrscher who brings tragedy and disaster, one can still call oneself a Herrscher from the paradise.

"I……"

"——I will never let go."

……

"Feel sorry……"

"I feel a little lost for no apparent reason."

Looking at the boy's slightly trembling, meticulous, spotless eyes, as clean as the starry night but tainted with a bit of contradiction from the deep loss in the deep sea, Alicia's jade-like slender fingertips pressed on her plump, white and almost overflowing soft flesh.

Now there is no Vivi to rewrite all this.

Now there is no Velvet to save the boy.

There is no longer the girl who was willing to endure inferiority and step out of the bottomless abyss. Her life had long been burned to ashes by a foolish Herrscher, leaving only the final awareness and will.

So……

Let me rewrite all of this.

I am the one who hurt the young man with my own hands.

I am the one who can't even let the young man's memory rest in peace.

——Save Jiangcheng.

Burn away everything in the past, everything that could cause harm.

Alicia wrapped her hands around the boy's, using her slender, soft fingers to let every part of his palm be touched by her body temperature, and she moved so close that even her full breasts pressed tightly against his upper arm.

Allow this soft part like tofu to be squeezed and deformed, and allow the private area that should belong to the girl alone to be invaded by others at will.

Even if she faced Jiang Cheng's eyes again, and faced the mistakes she had made, the girl would not escape like she did before.

Perhaps it was because of the resurrection of the self, that close fragrance was like a dream as pure and beautiful as cherry blossoms flashing in the pupils.

It was as if the flowers of that day fell into it along with the suddenly broken branches, leaving behind a touch of past brilliance. However, hidden in that familiarity was an incomprehensible yet inexplicably familiar look.

It was as if he had just seen the girl kneeling in tears when he was resurrected, and the same sadness was engraved in his soul.

"I am the one who should say sorry."

"I didn't notice and let others gather around. I know that there are many problems with your memory."

……

Even though they were already close, the boy who had lost his feelings for the girl could no longer feel the girl's suppressed thoughts as easily as before.

It can only capture the most superficial and undisguised emotions.

——Are you still feeling guilty?

It is really hard to imagine that one day I will hear this apologetic voice from Alicia's mouth, and that it will be said by this girl herself.

It seems...

Alicia also realized her own problem.

What happened before it became like this?

——Jiang Cheng didn’t know what happened.

The loss of self comes with memories and emotions, just like a rag doll that can be kneaded, tampered with, and smeared at will by others.

He did not understand what terrible things had happened during this period of time, which was definitely not short and was so long that it was almost a full ten years.

I don’t know what kind of wonderful journey Alicia experienced during this missing memory, and how many disasters she overcame in pursuit of paradise.

What kind of earth-shaking adventure could make this perfect and flawless girl, who is always pursuing paradise and beauty ahead, stop.

The missing self-soul is still seeking to be completed, still longing to return to freedom, rather than being a bound bird.

Only at this moment.

All that needs to arise in your mind is just one thought.

what……

——Can I finally relax?

Jiang Cheng took a deep breath, and the words that had risen to his throat returned to his lungs, as if he wanted to cleanse his heart once again and let those chaotic and useless emotions be thrown into the trash can in the corner of his memory.

It's no longer necessary.

It's already acceptable.

There is no need to remember this loss anymore.

It was just a dream that lasted several years.

It’s all in the past, and there’s no need to continue to torture yourself and everyone else.

and so……

——Let’s end it like this.

……

As the resentment that had been lurking in his heart for who knows how long slowly came out of his mouth, the inexplicably chaotic emotions also subsided.

Jiang Cheng tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth and smile lightly with curved eyebrows, so that his bad mood would not affect the repentant girl again.

"I do not blame you."

"It's just a little bit of inexplicable loss."

"I have lost almost all my emotions and the ability to regulate them. I can only react passively to what I see and experience."

"After all, they are just things of the past. There is no need to explore them. They just occupy a large place in my memory."

……

There was no response, but there was still that warmth of hands touching hands, hearts connected, and a fragrance like the breath of fairies in paradise.

Until that gentle emotion forced him to look at the girl, raise his eyes seriously, and purse his lips tightly.

It was like a flower swaying in the breeze meeting the starry eyes of the night sky, and it was a solemn and serious voice as if making a vow.

“I’m standing right here now.”

"The person named Alicia is standing in front of you."

"You can smell my scent, the scent that hasn't been washed off yet, the scent that belongs to you, filled up with yours, and now your stomach is still full~?"

"Don't be afraid. I know it's hard to be hit by those false memories. You just need to know that I'm standing by you~?"

"I will always stand here, as long as you need me, as long as you reach out your hand, no matter what time it is, I will always be by your side~?"

……

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PS: There's something wrong with what Alicia said.

I lost again today. 940764470 is the group number. If I still lose tomorrow and fail the review, I will just post Chapter 81 in the group.

QAQ.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 87. Alicia: Velvet... is a false memory.

Yes.

Here she is.

The girl is here.

Alicia is here.

Never left.

Never left Jiang Cheng's side.

Whether as a relative, a partner, a peeper, a sinner, a prisoner who has been blessed, no matter whether it is aboveboard or sneaky, Alicia has never left the boy's side.

and so……

please……

——Stay by my side.

It doesn't matter if you are a little greedy or arrogant.

The girl was no longer the type to feel disgusted or angry about these sins.

She tiptoed gently to offer her beautiful face, and the girl's plump body pressed against him. Her black hair was stirred by the heat, and her naturally raised red eyeliner was unique to the Herrscher. A gentle fragrance lingered in her nose.

The girl's honey-like mouth gently took possession of him.

Seal with a kiss.

The entanglement between their lips and teeth was something that even their previous actions had never achieved, as if they wanted to offer themselves as a gift that had not been given.

On that day, the gift that Weiwei gave to the boy was an invitation letter from the owner of the Spiral Workshop. It was the key to let the bird in the cage break free, and it was the proof that the girl was willing to give everything she had.

And now...

The best gift I can give is.

--I.

——Aliceia.

Throw away all the things in the past.

It's meaningless anyway.

Even the only person who could compete with him, Vivi, is dead.

The "wish" has been fulfilled.

"You can pinch my body as hard as you want and for as long as you want, until you want to stop~?"

The slender white fingers grasped the lover's free right hand and placed it on her plump left breast - that was the position closest to the heart.

It encourages rough behavior and harmful behavior, as if this body does not belong to the girl, but just a user who is experiencing it, an owner of a shared bicycle, and it does not matter how it is abused.

Under this enthusiasm, all words become meaningless, and even the most comforting voice becomes extremely shallow.

If those red lips, full of tenderness and gentleness, as refreshing as a summer breeze, had not said...

"Those memories were just a nightmare. Perhaps I made a mistake when I resurrected you."

"Whatever you saw was just fake."

……

……

……

what?

?

?

???

? ? ? ?

Seeing the girl's pure eyes without a trace of impurities and meticulousness, Jiang Cheng's voice full of tenderness finally froze. The hand that had been prepared for a long time to give comfort suddenly froze in the air and could no longer be held.

"you say……"

"What……"

"mean?!"