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[Because girls will always selflessly share their time, their smiles, and their love with others, rather than using them to communicate with you.]

[Although you can vaguely feel someone watching you from behind when you are chatting with Velvet, when you turn your head you can also see Alicia humming a little tune with her head tilted in a clumsy way that only appears in light novels.]

[You didn't even think for a moment that Alicia was obsessed with you.]

[In the final analysis, you may only be in the range of not being annoying in the eyes of the girl. Although her attitude towards you appears to be extremely intimate, in fact, the time she spends with you is almost the same as that of a passerby. ]

[On the contrary, if they treat you with more care and sincerity, you will feel inexplicably disgusted. ]

[This emotion is difficult to evaluate, but it is extremely real. ]

[Do you also find it difficult to understand why you have such strange emotions? ]

[It's as childish as a child getting angry. ]

[But in the end, no one wants to be just like a toy in the heart of an important person, who comes to look at it when the girl needs it and throws it aside when she doesn't need it. ]

[Because some thoughts that you once hated and disliked, and never thought about, have quietly appeared in your mind.]

[The concern you felt from Alicia in the past, and the weight you held in the girl's heart, were also judged to be self-deception. You were just deceiving yourself, thinking that you were more important.]

【perhaps……】

【Everyone can be treated like this by the girl. 】

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Wei Erwei's personality is indeed incredibly autistic. She has such top-notch talent, but she uses it all for internal consumption. She turned herself into another person because she hated herself so much... I think if she didn't have this talent, she would have committed suicide like a normal person.

Later on, you can only split yourself up again and again, with one small part facing the world and one small part showing your talents.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 18. Your relationship with Weiwei gradually deepens

[She is like a fairy in paradise, a goddess of the stars and the moon, who can love everyone. ]

[And you happen to be one of the most ordinary people in the time allocated, which means that you can only occupy a larger proportion by relying on the closeness of traveling together. ]

[You are not going to get angry like a nagging woman, or be so immature as to try to get the girl to look at you a little longer.]

[However, humans always have various problems that cannot be rewritten. Human nature cannot solve everything, but in a sense, human nature can also represent a lot. 】

[When two people in your life with completely opposite attitudes and concerns about you occupy almost all of your time in a day. ]/

[The gap itself will make one party prefer to endure and bear rather than live and enjoy. ]

[After enduring a full year, a year that would have been enough to make anyone feel disappointed, sad, and unacceptable.]

[Feeling this emotion inevitably makes the balance of your will begin to slip, no longer equal, and you begin to look forward to communicating with Wei Weiwei. ]

【At least you can feel some interaction.】ф

[Even if you ignore the fact that the girl is always talking to you whenever you open your mouth, it seems that Weiwei has nothing to do in her daily life except chatting with you.]

[When you chat with her, even when she is just a trash can, you can feel the authenticity and warmth of a human being. ]

[If there is anything wrong with me, it is that I don’t know how to ask for help.]

[At the beginning, as a friend, you can only ask her questions when she encounters difficulties. Even if you start chatting for a long time, she will only ask for your help when she thinks she can never solve the problem.]

[It seems that for Weiwei, helping you is natural, but if she asks for your help, it will consume the relationship between you two.]

[This is the only thing that always makes you feel very uncomfortable, or maybe it makes you feel a little familiar.] ⑨

[All emotions are not one-sided.]

[This also deepens your understanding.]

[So you hope to change Wei Wei's inferiority complex. Now it's not just because of that one gift. In just two years, you have been helped dozens of times by her in various ways.]

[There are many times when the girl seems to be able to detect and find out the little things that are buried in your heart, just like she is always watching you. 】II

[Obviously, Alicia may not know those things, and you don't intend to tell her at all.]

[Either way, this is also helpful.]

[Repaying a favor is not considered a virtue in the eyes of some people, and there is no need to follow it at all, but everyone must try their best to repay a favor. 】⑨

[Since the girl is willing to communicate with you and give you gifts, you should also try to offer your help and do what you can. ]②

[In a sense, you may already be no different from the girl. Wei Wei is so autistic that she almost completely lives in her own world.]

[Time and years have left the same veins in her body every day. The daytime dreams of the night, and the night dreams of the daytime. The world is no different, time is no different, and there will not be the slightest difference.]

Isn’t your life the same?

[You can really be as passionate about tomorrow's life as you were in the past, and live a completely different life every day, just like when you were a child. ]

[For the future that can be seen at a glance, there will be no change in the journey. It seems that this world has nothing to do with you forever. The journey with the girl, which should have been a beautiful trip around the world, has unknowingly become a dilemma that is completely supported by the feelings for the girl. 】

[You meet strangers every day, and the key to life is no longer the scenery of travel. ]

[Except for the color of the sky, you can no longer distinguish between day and night, just like you can no longer distinguish between today, yesterday, or tomorrow.]

[Rather than saying you wanted to save and help Weiwei, it would be better to say that the only thing you two did outside of your own world was to communicate with each other.]

[It is no longer dead silence, there will be no changes, no real behavior, it is the old world that lives around us in memory. 】

【It comes from a friend who I met by chance just like in a light novel, a friend who can sympathize with me and understand me in a certain sense.】

[The only pity is that the girl has not told you his birthday until now. ]

[At the age of 21, you have traveled for another year. Alicia has also celebrated her 16th birthday. Even in the strictly controlled Shenzhou, she has reached the age to apply for her own bank card.]

[There is still no change in the relationship between you and Alicia, but even the romantic evenings are rarely seen. ]

[The wind blowing through the grass, the waves on the sea, the golden light of the evening shining through the lake, these beautiful scenes are almost extinct from your life. ]

[It was supposed to be a trip, but it actually seemed more like an adventure to find others. ]

[You just blindly accompany Alicia to find strangers one after another, strangers you don’t know at all and don’t want to know. ]

[You still remember the girl's voice when she told you that she wanted to travel alone and look for the eternal paradise in the fairy tale book.]

[It was an indescribably beautiful voice filled with anticipation, as if she could actually do it.]

[You still remember it clearly now.]

[The lovely girl in your memory has never disappeared, and has never changed at all, but you no longer accept everything as you once did. ]

[As time goes by, you can already realize that you and Weiwei have become close friends.]

[At least you feel like you are inseparable friends. ]

[This speed of progress is unprecedented, and even palpable.]

[It is difficult to evaluate something, and it is also difficult to find the real reason, but when you feel it, a sentence inexplicably appears in your mind, and you don’t even know when or where you heard or saw it. ]

【I see you. 】

【I see your life. 】

【Its okay.】

[The answer to love is the desire to be seen. It is this common trauma that allows us to see each other. 】

[A few days later, as a day circled on the calendar finally arrived, another new banquet was held in a completely different city.]

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 19. The girl wants you to open the gift yourself

[This birthday party was even more luxurious. The birthday party the following year was already extremely luxurious. Even some of the top wealthy businessmen and politicians could not reach such a luxurious level and number of participants.]

[Alicea is like a goddess who fell from the sky. Even the most talented person will inevitably look up to her.]

[They have now even put their handiwork on your birthday party.]

[Although nothing has been done to you, the person traveling with the girl - the greater possibility is that your external identity is actually Alysia's brother and they are soaked in beauty and virtue. ]

[In this sense, the girl is indeed worthy of that flawless name, eternally flawless, bringing a beautiful paradise to the world.]

[Just this little thought is enough to make your birthday party more like the annual party of Alicia. 】

[It is so beautiful and so exquisite, it is like another festival in the world, a festival worth countless people gathering to celebrate. ]

【There are no stubborn diseases in the regular festivals of the world, no formalism and intrigues between people. 】

【A celebration of coming together for one person and for the pure beauty of it all. 】

[——If only it wasn’t your birthday. ]

[——It would be nice if you were not the apparent master. ]

【if……】

[As you were daydreaming about the birthday party that had almost no atmosphere of your birthday other than symbolic, a self-abased and shy voice interrupted your thoughts.]

……

"Happy birthday, Jiang Cheng!"

……

……

There was no need to look back, no need to see the person's specific appearance, and even the tone of voice was not necessary, because there was no doubt that person...

A cute girl in khaki came into view.

——It’s Weiwei.

"Feel sorry……"

"I'm a little late this time."

The girl's pair of strange silver-pink eyes were filled with all kinds of unspeakable emotions as she looked at the boy shyly and timidly.

"Don't worry, I know you will come, so it's never too late."

"I don't mind if you're late."

Jiang Cheng stretched out his index finger to correct the mistake in his words. The slightly raised corners of his mouth and his bright and pure eyes proved the truthfulness of his words.

It's not purely corny, or hypocritical words meant to gain favor.

In reality.

Velvet is also one of only four people in the world who cares, at least somewhat, about her birthday.

The remaining three are dad, mom, and Alicia.

Wei Liwei was the first one. To use some words that may be a bit biased, this girl cared about her birthday even more than her parents.

Although Alicia would also send birthday gifts, the time she actually spent with him was not as much as that of his father and mother who could only call him remotely.

"Then... this birthday gift is for you. I wish you a happy birthday and a joyful mood."

The girl lowered her head, searched her body for a moment, and then handed her gift to him personally as usual, rather than to the host of the banquet.

"Thank you for your concern."

"Thank you very much for the birthday present too."

Jiang Cheng bowed his head slightly and expressed his gratitude.

She is one of the only girls who will personally give him gifts.

But when he saw that the box, which was once covered with gauze and had an obviously immature design, had transformed into a steampunk-like gift box inlaid with dark golden gears, with a strong personal atmosphere and physical feeling.

Some inappropriate words, even those that violated normal birthday party etiquette, rang in my ears.

"Jiang Cheng, please open the box."

……

"Eh?"