Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The exquisite and simple furniture was shrouded in the veil of darkness, and the carpet, made of unknown material, had been soaked and turned cold by the continuous drizzle.

The girl was sleeping on the other side of the tent, right next to me. I could clearly touch her, but strangely enough, it felt as if a world away from her.

Throughout the whole day, the time when I spend the most time with the girl is when I sleep, and only at this time will no one disturb me.

It seems that Weiwei just continued chatting because she was a nice person and it was difficult for her to say no.

Sleep, sleep.

I don’t have the thought of staying up late anymore.

Wasting other people's time is also wasting your own time.

The boy gently pushed away his shirt, pulled up the cotton quilt, and fell asleep listening to the sound of the breeze blowing through the grass - until he suddenly heard a bell ringing in his ear.

When he opened his eyes again, the screen of the mobile phone that was right in front of him had lit up, and on it was the girl's message.

Weiwei: Sorry, I clicked the wrong button.

Wei Liwei: Due to my incompetence, there were some mistakes in the modification of the phone. If it hurts your feelings, I am willing to accept some punishment.

Wei Liwei: Whenever, whenever, as long as you feel bored and want to talk to someone, and are willing to chat with me, I will be here.

Weiwei: I’m here! Absolutely! I’m definitely here! I’m definitely free for just this one thing!!

……

[You find it hard to understand the girl's sudden change of attitude. In just a few minutes, she completely denies everything she said before.]

[She would rather put all the blame on her own incompetence and stupidity than admit that she did say those words.]

[The girl is even willing to take the punishment, and you can fully feel the sincerity in her words.]

[This cautious feeling...is indeed me. 】

[It's strange that she was so brave just now. In your impression, Wei Weiwei's character is such that even if she really wants to leave, she will probably apologize first.]

[——Isn’t this great? ]

[Perhaps the girl really clicked the wrong button just now, and what she said now is still her true thoughts. Perhaps she encountered something in such a short period of time.]

[In any case, you do have one more friend, a friend built through mutual help.]

[You don’t actually hate Alicia, and being ignored doesn’t make you so angry. The only thing you want to complain about is why you didn’t collect information about what the girl likes and the path you are going to take.]

[Why, after living together for such a long time, you still don’t know that the girl is actually a scientist fan? 】

【I really enjoy chatting with scholars and researchers from various professions. 】

[You also express these complaints to Weiwei, with whom you start your daily chat.]

[Of course, in order to take the girl's feelings into consideration, you also repeatedly stated that you did not hate the scholar, and you did not really hate or get angry at anyone.]

[Perhaps I am the only one who is somewhat angry. ]

[You and Alicia are childhood sweethearts, but you don’t know her hobbies at all, and you don’t even know what any girl likes. ]

[I remember that you used to like reading, and she would lie down beside you and watch you read. Perhaps it was because you gave up reading and deep learning that Ai Lishia turned her attention to others.]

[At the age of 20, you and the girl continued your travels and annual banquets. This birthday was no different from the previous two years.]

[There are also many irrelevant people participating, people you don't know at all, all gathered around Alicia, as if she is the only protagonist, and you can only stand in the corner with no one paying attention to you. ]

[The only consolation was that Wei Wei was also standing here, wearing a black gauze dress and carrying a delicately wrapped gift box.]

[She would attend every birthday party like this, although she would never really participate in it, neither playing around nor having fun.]

[It even makes you wonder why the girl attended the birthday party? ]

[It can't be that this is also for Alicia. 】

[It seems that it is not impossible...]

Looking at the perfect girl at the center of the banquet, who was flawless and had a gentle, playful smile, even the most discerning connoisseur could only give the highest praise to that exquisite body.

The only thing that can be denied is everything except the girl's appearance, the pink long skirt, the white tights...even the makeup cannot be criticized in the slightest.

Just because of the light lipstick lightly painted on the girl's lips, it is not enough for people to say anything.

Even communication with others is like the breeze and flowers.

Gently brush past, bringing fragrance and coolness.

Just like the wind, no matter how hard you try to reach out and catch it, you can never hold a breeze that is supposed to travel around the world, bring joy to everyone, dispel the hot summer, and make everyone feel comfortable.

The boy looked at Alicia as the undisputed protagonist of the banquet.

Quietly silent. /

Until a completely different shy voice sounded in my ear.

……

"Jiangcheng."

"——your gift."ф

……car

The boy's birthday.

This day has unknowingly become the most important day for Wei Weiwei. No matter what the matter is, she needs to make enough time for it.

Only once a year, for one day, can she openly see the boy who is saving her without any disguise.

Even though Jiangcheng did not belong to her, even though the boy was accompanied by a girl who truly belonged to him.

But even as a spectator, watching that boy, watching a gentle boy who was even willing to help a meaningless useless person, was enough to make one feel happy and look forward to it for a whole year.

That's how it should be.

Until this day. 8

——For the first time, Velvet began to doubt Alicia.

No matter from which aspect, the girl did not think that she was in any way comparable to the flawless, fairy-like beauty of Alicia.

In order to prepare for the boy's birthday, Alicia was busy in the group, taking out a lot of time to prepare the banquet and recruit participants.

Only at this moment, I can only see a person standing in the corner, no one cares about him, not even one person can sincerely congratulate him, only the orange light shines with warm and brilliant colors on the lonely boy.

For the first time, Weiwei began to doubt Alicia.

Not in terms of the level of care, but...

--emotion.

PS: Everyone sees things differently, either because of their stance or because of their abilities... It is precisely this disparity that has led to many tragedies. We will continue to work hard.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 17. Maybe... I can help the boy

Under normal circumstances, the girl actually always avoided getting involved in this matter. Since the couple was a talented man and a beautiful woman, it was not her turn as a loser to say anything.

Although she was somewhat obsessed with getting along with the boy - it was the first time in her life that she met someone who was willing to waste a lot of time communicating with her, and who would not be scared by her weird and bad personality, or be disliked by such a bad attitude.

It doesn't matter if I can communicate with her like this, and I'm even willing to be a trash can for people to vent their emotions. I will take on all the complaints and trivialities.

Just as I had feared before, I was now sheltered by the ship while drifting on the endless sea, and I had even fallen into the warmth of being sheltered.

If this continues, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave this kind of life at all.

A girl with full self-awareness.

There won't be any unreasonable thoughts.

[For normal people, confession is a triumphal song of victory, but for you, my dear friend, confession is the opening gong and drum of a circus. When the gong is struck and the drum is beaten, everyone will be amused by your performance.]

[For Heath Ledger and Joaquin Phoenix, playing the Joker requires constant speculation, careful thinking, repeated practice, control of details, and subtle observation. And you only need to open your eyes to see their untouchable peak performance, which no one in the world can match.]

This is the ridicule and mockery of bootlickers and clowns on the Internet. Just by listening to this sentence, you can feel it, as if countless onlookers are loudly mocking.

This has become so popular that even young girls who have been completely confined to their own world and are constantly engaged in internal friction have heard of it.

Given a choice, Wei Liwei still doesn't like or hope that one day she might be able to use the Jokers in a deck of cards as her ID card.

but……

Strange.

so weird.

Why is it so strange?

Looking at the somewhat lonely boy standing in front of him, even though he was ignored and no one cared about him, his dark eyes, all his attention was focused on the girl who was standing in the center of the banquet, like a flower.

That was the first time she experienced how to communicate with others and the first time she stepped out of her closed heart.

For the first time, I felt that there really are gentle young men in the world who can tolerate everything, are willing to listen to others’ stories, and don’t mind even if there are complaints.

Weiwei grabbed the collar of her shirt, suppressing the inexplicable discomfort and anxiety in her heart. Her soft face turned pale without her even realizing it.

Hard to understand.

Hard to think about.

I just inexplicably felt like my heart was suffocating.

She suddenly remembered the first time she met Alicia and her evaluation of the girl.

——She looks like a playboy who is good at teasing. No matter whether they are serious and strong boys, shy and gentle girls, naive and cute children, or even old grandfathers and grandmothers with vicissitudes of life, she will use seductive but not excessive words to make them open their hearts.

what……

what……

what……

It is so dazzling that it is almost blinding and even difficult to look directly at. Even flowers should emit light as warmly as the sun.

Someone like her is probably not even worthy of standing in front of Alicia.

But maybe…

——What can I do to help young people?

The girl's thoughts began to wander uncontrollably, and she had already torn the delicate collar that was displayed to the boy, revealing her fair and soft skin.

——If we try our best, maybe people like me can give back to the young man with his gentleness of being willing to tolerate, communicate and listen.

Say... maybe.

No matter how useless a person is, or how unwilling he is to take a step out, he should be able to create some value of his own in the world.

Let’s start by getting to know the teenager better.

Use one month to quickly become a PhD in engineering, build two aircraft with cameras, and observe how Alicia treats the boy in her daily life.

It's just to help young people better.

……

……

[At the age of 20, another birthday party is over. The life you have lived is no different. In fact, the time that belongs to you is a little smaller, because the girl didn't even make a cake for you. ]

[Your life is still exactly the same as before, but you always feel like something is spying on you from behind. Wei Weiwei doesn't seem to be so autistic anymore, and she can even discuss with you where to go next on your trip.]

【strangeness. 】

[You clearly didn't tell the girl where you were going? ]

[Will Alysia even share this kind of travel location with others? ]

[You don't really want to explore these things that may be related to Alicia, and the time you spend on Weiwei has inadvertently increased. ]

[This is something you don’t even realize until you see the chat time and then you belatedly discover the truth.]

[If we ignore the necessary exchanges and communication during the trip and only talk about private conversations and understanding, the once close Alicia may only be able to compete with Weiwei now. 】

【There is nothing wrong with that.】

【At least you have done everything you can. 】

【Everything that Jiang Cheng can do. 】