Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

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Chapter 91: Alicia decides to use Velvet's secret technique

This can only represent how hollow that person is beneath his seemingly flawless appearance, and how his heart has already been rotten to the extreme after the fig leaf was torn off.

The beauty of that story cannot be denied. It is the happiest relationship in the world that only two people working together can create.

No matter how much she denies and is unwilling to do so, even if she tries to cover up her reasons and become a peeping third party, the girl cannot deny this fact.

This was not the result of a third party interfering and taking away the boy, but she took the initiative to abandon him.

Being ignored and neglected makes the people who love you feel heartbroken.

I would even rather pay attention to strangers.

Nor are they willing to take a moment to pay attention to the teenager.

No matter how many times she recalls this memory, she can only feel regret, and the girl can only meanly and selfishly not affirm it from her own perspective.

It's nothing but being stubborn, nothing but being unwilling to admit that it has been lost.

Perhaps halfway through, the girl accepted her failure.

After watching the happy daily life of Weiwei and the boy again and again, the girl was completely defeated by this heavy emotion.

Because at that time, Alicia had not yet completely lost her beauty and humanity, and her inner essence was still that beautiful pink.

Wei Liwei's feelings are so sincere that she wants to give everything she has to the boy without hesitation. In this world, the only meaningful things for the boy to risk his life for are what he likes and is interested in.

Not to mention the disregard and indifference that the girl and Jiang Cheng had experienced in their past interactions, this heaviness alone was enough to make people feel terrified.

If it hadn't been for that selfish and stupid behavior, the girl would really be willing to become the third party, the bridesmaid, watching the boy and Weiwei's beautiful and happy life, alone and regretful.

Perhaps one day, Alicia will be completely overwhelmed by her own emotions, and will be so unable to accept loneliness that she will plead with Vivi.

——There is no "if" in the world. Even a disaster as shameless, dirty, vile and vile as the Herrscher cannot rewrite the established facts.

After Wei Erwei's death, there was no possibility for the three people to live in harmony. The guilt in her heart had made it impossible for the girl who had a reputation of being flawless and beautiful to accept it all lightly.

He is determined to sacrifice himself to save everything, and use his life and the original authority to give Jiang Cheng and Wei Liwei the happy ending they deserve.

Everything collapsed because of his own stupidity, but he also learned about Weiwei's last backup plan, a backup plan she prepared for himself.

——That was the realization that Velvet was willing to transform into Ikaros.

——That awakened the greed of the girl who had extremely low self-esteem.

The person who had only thought about sacrificing himself was persuaded once again, persuaded by the tone of "only you can save the boy", and tried to hug him once again.

until now.

Until now.

until now.

This greed of not wanting to lose again has become equally unhealthy in an unhealthy relationship, and has twisted and filthy flowers that have taken root and sprouted.

The girl can even shamelessly commit deception, directly and fundamentally denying the beautiful and happy life between Weiwei and the boy.

Even though the boy is willing to unconditionally believe in the girl at any time, he has linked the hidden shadow in his heart and the unignorable feelings to the girl.

That should have been Weiliwei's story. Weiliwei's efforts and the result of Weiliwei's best efforts were about to belong to the peeper.

To seize everything that belongs to others...

——Isn’t this a good thing?

……

In those bright pink starry eyes flashed a morbid possessiveness that was far deeper than beauty, heavier than happiness, and completely depraved. It was the first time that the heavy emotions unique to human beings were clearly and completely displayed.

She stripped away all her superiority and everything related to the goddess. At this moment, what came out of her heart was only greedy desire.

Alicia can no longer be called a flawless girl. Even if the simulation suddenly disappears before her eyes, she will never be able to return to the way she was before.

She gently raised her slender, white and soft fingers, hovering between three seemingly different options.

This is really...

Is there any other choice to be made?

The three options in front of me are just merged from one option. There is no place to choose, and there is no need for any extra options.

This complete empathy, the guilt caused by mistakes, and the emotions accumulated in the heart have made all choices become completely one.

……

"If you are willing to forgive me, please do something similar."

"For example, hold my hand. Since my heart has been tampered with by the Houkai, it won't be too late for us to create some new memories now, right?"

"You really don't need to worry too much. Even though I don't have any memories of you, your shadow is still so profound in my heart."

Imitating the behavior I used to deal with the shadow in my memory when it was sad and full of self-blame, the fingertips gently touching the deep inside were an invitation from the boy, and the dark pupils contained a heart that had never been rewritten.

But it happened that this move, which had been used almost all the time in the past, at least in memory, was a move that basically symbolized victory, but only at this moment...

——No response.

【ah……】

[I really didn’t expect that~?]

[If you hadn't taken the initiative to speak up, you probably wouldn't have known that Jiang Cheng, who should have lost his feelings, still had Wei Erwei in his heart.]

[Even if it is extremely blurry, even if it can even be confused with you, even if only the most insignificant shadow remains in the bottom of my heart. ]

[I have clearly been hurt by your twisted wishes. ]

[Both the feelings and the memories have been shattered. ]

[It is obvious that there is absolutely no room for Wei Wei in the monopoly you promised. Even if the girl is willing to acknowledge you, she will always be trampled under your feet. ]

[What is even more unimaginable to you is that perhaps your emotions have become so heavy that they can be compared to that of the self-abased girl.]

[The trauma from the delicate heart was too severe, and he also became a castaway lying flat in the ocean, being kneaded and rubbed wantonly without even a piece of wood.]

[Even the subsequent experiences were exactly the same.]

[Once again, I was protected and warmed by the boy, so I greedily never wanted to let go. ]

[Like that girl, I am afraid that this beauty may be just a short-lived bubble shining brightly under the sun.]

[Like that girl, I choose to use things that only I can do, at least now only I and Jiang Cheng can do, to emphasize my presence.]

【so similar. 】

[They are so similar. ]

[After Weiwei died, you have become like her, and even inherited the sensitivity, fragility and suspicion in your heart.]

[If it weren't for the difference in appearance, if it weren't for the different thoughts in my heart, if it weren't for the fact that I'm just a demon here. 】

[I'm afraid this may really confuse you, and you may have lumped this mentality into one category without a deep understanding of it.]

[Later, some people may be able to realize the difference between you and Wei Erwei through some differences, which is also based on a clear understanding of you. ]

[For a boy who has lost his memory due to his twisted mind due to your greedy desires, is the gap really that big? ]

[You don’t want to guess the boy’s mind, because once the thoughts are outward, they cannot be controlled, and they will continue to emphasize the harm you have caused.]

[It’s Jiang Cheng’s words, that calmness, that peace of mind, that sudden realization of relief. ]

【seem……】

[The difference is really not that big. 】

[The shadow engraved in the depths of your soul, which you absolutely do not want to and absolutely cannot forget even if you lose your memories and feelings, is actually confused with you and can barely match your self-loathing. ]

[The boy's absolute trust in you led him to believe that the princess who really deserves to be saved by the prince is you, the big bad guy in the Demon King's Castle.]

[——This is really great. ]

【There is nothing to worry about anymore. 】

[Even the last weakness has been made up.]

[Even though you now have the boy all to yourself, fear still lingers in your heart. Apart from some complicated factors, the biggest fear is that this part of you will be toyed with at will, and your rag doll-like self will still shine.]

[Even a young man who has almost lost his emotions will still instinctively show compassion, sadness, and a desire to help you and protect your warmth.]

[You don’t hate this wonderful help that makes you feel inferior, and you don’t want, absolutely don’t want the boy to completely lose everything he has.]

[What I desire is always the happiness of youth and the good life of youth. Apart from that, there are other things, such as greed and possessiveness.]

[When you made the wish, you actually never thought that it would happen in this way. After being resurrected, you looked directly into Jiang Cheng's emotionless eyes, and the pain from the bottom of your heart almost killed you.]

[If it weren't for the help and warmth from the boy, you would probably have chosen to sacrifice yourself to redeem your mistake.]

[If it weren't for the greed that refused to give up and the infinite desire for beauty that was suppressed during the long time, endless loneliness and darkness, and was completely awakened and guided by the warmth that returned to your side, Jiang Cheng would have walked in the world with a complete posture. ]

[——The essence of all this comes from love.]

【Love can never appear in a single form. 】

Love is very complicated. Complimenting others and greedy possession can exist at the same time, and inferiority and pride can also coexist in conflict.

[No matter how greedy, shameless, or vicious a person named Ailishiya is, she can never wish Jiang Cheng to be unhappy.]

[But under this kind of happiness, you can no longer accept the loneliness you are facing. ]

[It’s too long.]

[It’s really too long.]

[It was even longer than what Vivi had experienced.]

[It was more painful than what Vivi had experienced.]

[At least that girl had never experienced this before. Before she met Jiang Cheng, she had never been saved by anyone, and she had never had someone who only cared about her.]

[Perhaps she has also felt sad when she saw other people's happiness, but the source of this sadness is definitely not that her own happiness was taken away by others, and everything she once had was destroyed by her own lack of appreciation. ]

What I didn't have is completely different from what I did have.

【The most painful thing in the world. 】

[It’s not just oppression, it’s not just darkness, it’s not that I’ve never seen the light, but I can do it instinctively, I have seen the light. ]

[If it is clear from the beginning that something cannot be done, then there will be no expectation, no hope, and no effort for it. ]

[If you don’t think you have a chance of winning even if you try hard, you won’t have any psychological burden. ]

[If you have never seen the light from the beginning, and live in darkness and high pressure, perhaps as the essence of life, you will still feel fear and unacceptability, but you will not feel pain in the true sense. ]

[I will just become numb, adapt, and treat all this as normal. No matter how dark it is, I will just endure it and accept it by default.]

【If only I had held onto a glimmer of hope, if only I had seen the light. 】

[I can no longer accept everything that is happening now, I can no longer live in the darkness, I can no longer endure the high pressure from those around me, the pain that oppresses my heart.]

【Then the real hell has arrived, and the real punishment has arrived where it should be.】

[Wei Weiwei lives in the human world, so it is impossible for her to accept everything she encounters as the norm of this world, and she cannot accept everything that happens to her because she can see the happiness that belongs to others.]

[Even so, Wei Wei has never really touched that happiness. She is just a person lying outside the window looking at the sumptuous cake.]

[The falling snowflakes in the winter month add a bit of silver to the long khaki hair, and the body can only shiver in the cold wind. ]

【It's all really cold and hungry. 】

[But if you don’t feel the warmth, and don’t walk into the window to taste the exquisite cake, your fantasy will only stop at the limit of your head. ]

[Humans cannot imagine something that does not exist. Everything that exists is a patchwork of what already exists, or the discovery of something that already exists.]

[People who have never eaten cake can only imagine whether cake is as sweet as white sugar, and whether it is softer than black bread. ]

[At most, Weiwei associated the cake covered with cream with the black bread mixed with sawdust that she had eaten.]

[Just like in a warm room, Wei Wei, who can only shiver in the cold wind, can only imagine the warmest time she has ever worn. ]

[All this will only be revealed if the person standing outside comes out of the window. The punishment called "unreachable" will be truly revealed.]

[You are the one who walked out of it, because of your own mistakes, and you have to watch others take your place and eat your cake and eat it without even making any of the mistakes you once made. ]