Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Some of the things that could not be accepted and were forced to be modified will also be included, although sometimes it feels that the problems in some places are really difficult to understand.

I've been catching colds and catching the flu recently, and my condition is really bad. What I write is a lot more watered down than before. I'm really sorry. The next part is a big plot, and I will try my best to write it well. It will be as important as the birthday party, the death of Velvet, and Hello, Goodbye, Alicia.

Here are my best wishes, happy New Year~?

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 109. Alicia, how much more have you hidden from me?

what……

Hope is broken.

Jiang Cheng bit his teeth gently, and his gray-brown eyes, which were no longer replaced by the dark color of the starry sky, reflected the past and the past, which were engraved deep in his memory and could be described with the first two words.

That was the first choice made after entering the simulator, just like the first action that a novice needs to take.

Just like what is in front of us, there is almost no difference, and the places we are going to are still the three in front of us, home, town, and the woods behind the mountain.

The only thing that has changed is that there were truly different possibilities back then, but what appears before us at this moment is a dead end in which the three choices are actually the same.

At that time, choosing to stay at home, choosing to stay in the small town, and choosing to go to the ash forest behind the mountain would lead to completely different possibilities.

The first one became autistic, the second one became lively and cheerful, and the third one was able to pick up Alicia, the girl who was supposed to go to an orphanage, and became the first person he saw instead of the most diligent lady.

Differences in personality can determine the direction of the future. There was once a saying that character is the embodiment of a person's destiny.

Maybe if you choose the first two, you can also see Alicia, but the one you see in the orphanage can never compare to the first person who reaches out his hand.

Even if there is no fledgling effect, even if this so-called first is a meaningless title, the honor of bringing a girl into the world is enough.

At least he was the first one to reach out and invite Alicia, the daughter of God who fell from the stars and the moon.

As for now, looking at the above three, it seems that only the description at the end has changed, but in fact they are still in different locations, and the choices are the same as before.

——It’s a complete dead end.

Why……

Why can I see you at any other time? You are really like petals that may fall, and like a breeze that can blow at any time. You can be seen everywhere, always accompanied by fragrance, and travel through all my life.

But it is only at the most critical moment that you will never find it?

……

what……

what……

There is no need to think any more, no need to make any choices any more.

For the first time, the fingers gently dropped down and dangled on the edge of the toilet. The water drops from the faucet that was not turned off seemed to splash a bit of coolness.

The sound of drops of water tapping on the ceramic floor sounded softly. As this was an aristocratic school, even the toilets were designed to be luxurious.

There are only incandescent lights on the ceiling, and there is no skylight design, which avoids the inconvenience of movement in bad weather and also isolates the entire world.

It is neither tall nor wide, and you can see the end at a glance. It is not even as good as the well where the frog lives. At least... you can see the real sky.

If there was no ceiling blocking the view, if the light wasn't so cold and emotionless, what would the sky look like at the end of school?

The breathtakingly beautiful clouds change into countless shapes, or the stars are hanging in the sky, or thousands of lights are lit... No matter which scene it is, it can empty the mind and slow down the thinking.

--No.

——None at all.

Jiang Cheng is not giving up just because he has experienced too much. He doesn't want to make any choice and thinks that any choice is meaningless.

Simply because these three seemingly identical options are the same as the first ones presented after entering the simulation, but are three completely different branches.

In essence...

——There is no choice at all.

The emotions now reached an unbearable level, the suppressed emotions that had been brewing were completely detonated by Abonya.

It's like a pile of gunpowder placed together. Maybe it doesn't seem to be a problem at ordinary times, but if it encounters even the slightest spark, this unbearable emotion will destroy the superficial disguise.

The essence of options one and two is to give up, which is no different from kneeling on the ground and praying for the arrival of God when you see a bomb burning in front of you.

Even praying for a miracle would make no difference, at least it would definitely not be less likely than Alicia suddenly coming back to solve everything.

Because he had never received any help from Alicia at any critical, needed or necessary moment, nor had he received any assistance from that girl.

Jiang Cheng had inadvertently engraved in his instinct that he must never rely on young girls.

Since I don't want to give up, I don't want the situation to escalate, and I don't want this world, which is happy even if it is false, to fall into depravity again.

Then there is only one thing to do.

The finger finally chose without hesitation the same first choice he made decades ago, the same choice he made when he first saw her.

Even if it's just a try.

Even if it's just a possibility.

Alicia, please appear under that tree again.

Just like when we first met, with a gust of thick fragrant wind, the cherry color rolled up by the petals gently covered that delicate face.

……

[Option three.]

[The indescribable, inexplicable emotion in your heart urges you to walk towards the mountain, step by step, across the ground that has been paved with stone bricks. You almost don’t need to see, and moving forward is ahead of thinking.]

[Just thinking about finding Alicia, my body seemed to be triggered by the memory engraved deep in my soul, pointing in the direction of my heart. ]

[That is the direction of the back mountain.]

【seem……】

【Just go there and you can find the person you need. 】

[The feeling from the bottom of my heart did not make it clear who that person was, but is there anyone else other than Alicia who could be linked to the back mountain? ]

[Will Alicia hide under the woods to enjoy the sunshine and the fragrance of nature, just like when you first met? ]

[The fairy-like girl is lying under the tree. Now that Alishia has become even more pure and flawless, she must be very dreamy. ]

[Just the little girl Alicia was enough to make you remember her for the rest of your life, but what if she is now too mature and beautiful? 】

[Could it be that Alicia has realized that you will come to question her, so she deliberately wants to find a way to make you speechless? ]

[Perhaps she really thought that as long as she pretended to be asleep, lying gently under the woods, letting the perfect amount of light shine through a crack onto her face, reflecting off her jade-like smooth face, you would not have the heart to ask any harsh questions about anything.]

[——Alicea knows you too well.]

[When that time comes, perhaps the characters stuck in my throat will be swallowed unconsciously along with my saliva, and the dissatisfaction will disappear, and it will only become an obsession to get to the bottom of the matter and not be able to accept being diverted.]

[As long as you ask a reason that is enough for you to stop escaping from happiness, then it will be your turn to get yourself in front of Ai Li. ]

[I didn't expect that after all the hiding and running around, you took the initiative to find Alicia and sent yourself up after washing yourself clean.]

My toes stepped lightly into the moist soil, which was greedily swallowed up by the soil moistened by the recent rain, as if it was licking my toes through my shoes.

The greedy and reckless ground has no ability to hinder the steps of a Herrscher, but it can also hold on reluctantly every time it is pulled out.

It seems that every time I move forward, I am making a declaration of absolute rejection to the world beneath my feet, to this place that no one else has ever set foot on.

It can obviously fly.

It is obvious that you can reach the back mountain in an instant by floating.

Obviously, an irritable heart should not dwell on anything.

The boy still couldn't understand himself, and he moved forward step by step with the most ordinary identity like an adventurer and a child.

Gently push aside the drooping treetops, the vines that cover the branches, completely leave the human world, and enter the kingdom that belongs only to fairies.

——That’s the forest.

It is a forest formed by countless unknown trees, a world paved by thousands of branches, and a colorful country full of greenery.

Thousands of trees of strange shapes and shapes are growing wildly without any constraints from common sense. It is pure imagination and there is no common sense of adults.

Since Alicia does not allow anyone to enter at will, no one else in Paradise can climb up the back mountain. No one is qualified to climb up the back mountain, so that this town has long been developed while protecting nature as much as possible, and this is the only place that still exudes the breath of nature.

It is not the so-called green belt, the so-called nature imposed intentionally by humans, but a place where there are truly no living creatures intruding, and it is pure peace.

The bow and arrows, gifts from all beasts, presented to the fairies with the best wishes, are transformed into towering trees after being blessed by the origin.

As if they came from a game, from fantasy, the trees that only exist in the purest dreams emit a soft, elegant and sweet light.

It was as if I had arrived at the paradise in a nursery rhyme, without any human scent or clutter, a pure, flawless, absolutely eternal paradise.

Just like what is written in the storybook, the adventurer accidentally stepped into the kingdom of the moon and greeted the fragrance of nature in this paradise that belongs only to dreams.

Excessive beauty belongs to the vastness of nature.

Even the emotions in my heart seemed to calm down a little.

Jiang Cheng's originally anxious steps slowed down and calmed down, and his beating chest seemed to start moving in harmony with the breath of nature.

Feel the softness of the soil with your feet, listen to the music of nature, breathe in the sweetness from the dew, and experience the rebirth of the forest.

Listening to the rustling sound of fallen leaves being trampled, layer upon layer of leaves stacked up like a thick carpet, the boy went deeper and deeper into the forest.

The forest in front of us is not some mundane product. Even the environment and weather are not limited to one place, but are everywhere in the world.

It's almost as if it was intentionally designed to hinder invaders.

Is this mild dissuasion really any use?

There were no weapons, no monsters, no traps, just vines and wet soil that bounced back as if unwillingly when pushed away.

The different scenery brought by different seasons seems more like a gentle and excessive means by the designer to make future generations addicted and stop moving forward.

——It’s meaningless.

Just walking in the most ordinary way has already used up all my energy, so how could I intentionally waste time to enjoy the scenery?

After passing through the white morning, the scorching noon and the colorful dusk, the slightly tipsy light shines into the earth through the gaps between the leaves, illuminating the world of Jiangcheng and also lighting up the pair of dark blue eyes.

Until the final midnight, the world was covered by a dark sky, and all new life had faded away, arriving in a darkness that should not belong to paradise.

Finally I saw the tallest ash tree, but there happened to be a gust of wind mixed with broken leaves, and my view was blocked by the flying leaves.

Until he subconsciously suppressed the outburst of gravity, and the behavior of letting the leaves slap his face disappeared with the demise of the last gust of wind.

In the center of the dark woods, it showed itself to Jiang Cheng without reservation.

what……

what……

what……

It was a huge surprise that far exceeded his expectations of possibly seeing Alicia, and it was the answer to all the searches for the essence of the girl's figure.

The dark blue pupils suddenly lost some of their color.

Just like the owner who has witnessed all this paradise.

There was no Alicia herself, no girl lying quietly under the tree as expected, sleeping soundly, enjoying the sunshine, rain, breeze and clear sky.

In the dense forest, dots of starlight fell from the gaps between the intersecting branches. At the intersection of light and darkness, there was completely opposite emptiness, except for a light pink and ink-colored shadow.

All vision was blocked, and even the eyes of the Herrscher, who was almost winged, could not penetrate the body of the shadow in the first instant.

Theoretically, this problem does not exist in this world.

There is no energy that can block the Herrscher's sight.

The Herrscher is the strongest life that can possibly appear in the real world.

Even the Honkai beasts are like ants in comparison.

Any substance with pure energy can block the sight of the Herrscher, unless it is someone who is as mysterious as the Herrscher or even more mysterious than an ordinary Herrscher.

There is no need to think any more, just look at it with the most ordinary eyes.

Because Honkai beasts are completely unscientific silicon-based life forms that don't need to use lowly organs called eyes to observe the world.

This organ, which was pieced together through a large amount of accumulation during evolution, is nothing but a useless burden for the life that was truly created by God.

This level of highly targeted protection is only possible against the only special kind of individual that might ever appear on the planet.