Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

If I could catch up, if I could gently hold his hand, Jiang Cheng could definitely be saved even at the moment before death.

No matter how many things I have done because of this, even if I have cheated, there is at least one thing among all the mistakes that is acceptable. I will never regret reviving Jiang Cheng, and I will always be able to hold my head high.

This is the only thing that is absolutely correct and there is absolutely no need to feel any apologies.

Because it is absolutely the right thing to do.

but……

Why……

Why did the resurrected person become Jiang Cheng who only forgave me blindly?

Why is it that even the only correct thing is wrong from the beginning? !

The heart that has been squeezed to the extreme will be completely crushed to the last bit that remains, leaving the girl with nothing left.

It seemed as if there really was an extremely cruel and evil god in the world who wanted to destroy the girl from the depths of her soul until not even a trace of residue was left.

Even the resurrection of Jiang Cheng, the pillar of all actions taken until now, seems to have become a complete mistake.

Do not……

No.

Do not!

This is the only thing that is absolutely not allowed!!!

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"How was it? Were you scared by me? How was Miss Fairy's prank? This is the latest drama script I was preparing to rehearse. I wanted to rehearse it and give you a surprise, but I didn't expect you to see it first. It was written based on us. Miss Fairy is going to play a bad woman. Are you scared?"

"Jiang Cheng, your expression seems to be serious. Did you also look at my outdoor scenery? After all, I was so serious that I restored the layout one to one. It is very immersive, but there are still some shortcomings, so you have to forget these first. Okay, let's forget these settings now and go home."

Alicia stretched out her slender fingertips and extended an invitation to the young man in front of her. With a lively and tender tone, she gently pressed her fingertips on his full chest, and her slightly blinking eyes were filled with youthful vitality like an elf.

The rosy lips gently uttered incoherent words, lies that even she herself did not believe and the evidence was right in front of her.

Even his fair face did not change color, he just kept telling lies just to get himself scolded and beaten.

It was like a string of cannonballs, not even giving others room to rest. It was obvious at first glance that he was a bad guy who had mastered the art of deceiving people and was ready to cheat them.

——If the underlying tone of that voice didn’t have that crying tone.

——If the tenderness does not contain sadness.

The girl was wailing deep in her heart, as if she had not yet cried all her tears dry, and as if there was still a little bit of blood in her body that could flow out.

"what……"

"this?"

It was not until she saw Jiang Cheng's raised eyes, revealing a bit of confusion, that the collapse of her ego slightly stopped its desperate pace, allowing her emotions to be slightly pulled out of the cruel crusher.

Do you feel that there is a problem?

Do you feel that I'm lying?

Are you going to start punishing me?

look forward to.

Still looking forward to it,

One last bit of anticipation.

The pink eyes were filled with the last bit of emotion, without a single superfluous thought, and could even reflect the boy's face, waiting for the next word to be uttered, that angry remark towards herself.

"That's it."

The young man nodded in sudden realization, and without hesitation confirmed and acknowledged this lie that was so false that even the Advanced-class soldiers on the side of the road could understand it.

"I knew that the character of Vivi recorded in the diary is very similar to yours. How could there be two such similar people in the world?"

"Writing this diary must have taken a lot of your energy. I like today's surprise very much. Let's go home together."

"Today, no matter what kind of games you want to play, I can accept them. I can keep squeezing you until late at night~?"

——It’s meaningless.

This struggle is meaningless.

Jiang Cheng still accepted all this calmly.

I calmly accepted everything that didn't even make sense logically.

Even the fingertips that were pressed against his chest at the beginning did not waver at all, and his fingers did not clench any piece of cloth because of the lies he had just heard.

"I actually don't know you at all, and I don't love you at all. I have never met you. All the memories of our time together are fake. I was just playing with your feelings. Your memories have been a complete lie from the beginning, including the fact that your feelings disappeared because of me. Even Wei Wei died because of me!"

The girl, who had been desperate and told new lies over and over again without any consideration of methods, grabbed at the last straw and even lied again to deny her previous lies.

The consequences of half truth and half falsehood no longer mattered, what would happen no longer mattered, and there was no energy left to keep the secret any longer.

As long as you can persist in showing a little bit of emotion, as long as you can have a trace of humanity.

No matter what the emotion is.

Whatever the outcome,

As long as it's not gentle.

As long as I can prove that I did at least one thing right.

however……

The scene where her delusional boy gets so angry that he becomes irritated and ends up using verbal and physical punishment without mercy does not appear.

The boy simply leaned forward, pressing his palms against his chest to create wrinkles on the exquisite dress, and the only thing that came into view was the slightly raised corners of his lips.

"——Then let's start a new life from now on."

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……

……

Dead.

Alicia is dying.

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Alicia...

It's really miserable.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 130. Ellie, yes, I will forgive you

"Why are you still hesitating?"

"this is not your fault."

"All of this is in the past. There's no need to dwell on the past. This is our story. I will forgive you no matter what."

Jiang Cheng stretched out his fingertips, just in time to meet the girl's head lowered in despair, and tried to hold the girl's small hand, falling into the morning light between them.

The light at this time was not very clear, not as intimate as at noon, and it was a bit hazy, making his face a bit hazy as well.

Suddenly, it seemed as if what was in front of me was just a photo in a camera, a photo that was forcibly taken in an animation that had ended long ago.

It is obviously beautiful, and it is obviously something I have been looking forward to, but there is an inexplicable sense of horror, and my heart is resisting this once-long dream.

unacceptable.

Can't admit it.

Not sure.

If I let this all end like this, then to what extent will that boy be trampled upon by me?!

"It's obviously because of me... Jiang Cheng, you shouldn't have lost your feelings."

"Why can you still forgive me?"

"Why are you still laughing?"

"Why are you still so gentle?!"

Alicia held onto her clothes tightly, allowing her delicate gown to be torn and ripped, revealing some of her fair skin. Her pretense of calm finally shattered, and she almost vented her emotions in a hysterical manner.

Already too exhausted.

Wei Erwei's expectations, Jiang Cheng's tenderness, the love in her heart, and the endless memories, everything in the past has become a heavy burden.

The imperfections created by oneself do not bring beauty. Every time they are shown in front of you, they just remind you again and again that this is a mistake made by your own hands.

"Kill me, I am the biggest mistake, you should never forgive me for being such a bad person--"

The girl, who was terrified of what was about to happen, almost compulsively longed for Jiang Cheng for the result she was most worried about before coming here.

If you really will forgive everything and accept everything, then just kill me as you said, kill the biggest bad guy.

Even if it means escaping, I don't want to continue to endure such cruel things in this world.

But before the delicate lips uttered words of self-denial, the cold fingertips had already gently touched a hint of cherry color.

"Please stop feeling sorry for yourself. Cute Fairy and Velvet are different. There is no need for two people with different personalities to imitate each other."

"I've already said that I've forgiven your behavior. This was something that Wei Wei took the initiative to ask for, hoping that you could come and take care of me."

"If you still can't let go of the guilt in your heart, even if I have no emotions, I will definitely be entangled by something called sadness."

The voice was like honey, almost drowning the desperate Alicia.

A face was forcefully stuffed into those pink eyes, with the black hair blowing in the wind, drooping slightly, outlining the serious pupils.

——It’s Jiangcheng.

The young man still holds on to such false yet sincere tenderness, which attracts moths like an illusory flame. They pounce on it for a ray of light, but the final result is only to burn themselves physically and mentally.

But before it is completely burned out, one can indeed feel a bit of warmth, a warmth in the heart that is different from the celestial coolness on the body.

It was like a burning sun in an instant. The warm light could even reach the depths of the empty heart, as if even the void was filled.

At one point, Alicia even mistakenly thought that the void in her heart had been filled.

So close.

too close.

Personal contact with him was no longer a rare thing. After taking advantage of the opportunity to become his lover, the intimate contact had become so frequent that even Jiang Cheng, the Herrscher, wanted to escape.

But at this moment, the slight blush on her flawless white face was as if she was an innocent girl who was having intimate contact with her lover for the first time.

No matter how much he felt that Jiang Cheng was being trampled upon, the boy who only retained the desire to love himself was still the same Jiang Cheng in essence.

In the forest filled with morning light, Jiangcheng extends an inviting hand to the girl who has fallen to the human world, and smiles along with flowers, birds, and wind.

what……

My body feels limp.

It felt as if the bones were being pulled out.

After the extreme catharsis fails, what follows is only an even more extreme feeling of powerlessness, and even the control over one's fingers can be easily taken away by others.

In the end, all that could be felt was an approaching breeze, a slight coolness, and a sense of distance and mystery that felt like watching a sky full of stars at night.

"Or do you feel that I am not the same as I used to be? Then I'm sorry, because I have lost my feelings, I can't imitate you very well."

"Don't worry, dear Ellie, you don't have to worry. I don't feel anything wrong right now, and I'm not in any pain."

"You really don't need to have too much psychological pressure on feelings and memories. I can see your emotions, so I forgive you."

"Material behavior is immutable, but the hearts leave plenty of room for resilience. Isn't this the world giving humans a chance to repent?"

"Why do you keep blaming yourself for everything and making yourself bear the brunt of it all?"

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