Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

He no longer had any love for Weiwei, nor could he appreciate Weiwei's love for him. He had become just a tool to forgive himself and satisfy himself.

After the despair and emptiness of losing everything, only I appeared in front of him, using the ugly and dirty sadness to awaken the boy's memory, using some of the pain I created and the falsehoods that uttered from my lips.

It is precisely because of my existence that Jiang Cheng’s life has become so turbulent.

……

Today, the last thing that Alicia thought she had done that was right and acceptable was finally proven to be wrong.

Maybe a Herrscher like me shouldn't appear, shouldn't exist, so that Jiangcheng, Weierwei and all human beings would be happier.

The girl no longer had any ideas.

At this moment, it is the only emotion in my heart that can survive, the only emotion that can be preserved, the only emotion that can still feel hot, and the only emotion that has not been torn or worn out.

Just hatred.

Regret for why he chose to ignore the boy.

They wanted to create a paradise, but they ignored the individual's thoughts, and in the confusion of the search, they forgot the paradise they really wanted to find.

A paradise without smiles, without songs, without birds and breeze, and without the one you love, is essentially just a bigger cage.

So……

Is there anything to hesitate about?

Alicia bit the soft corner of her lips, letting the blood ooze out, and her slender fingertips clicked on the third option with a determination to move towards destruction.

……

[No matter what you have experienced during this period of time, at least now, you are so close to the possibility of victory for the first time. ]

[Perhaps because of the countless tragedies, even now when the slightest wind of disaster blows, you can feel the approaching waves.]

[People who have traveled the sea all their lives can judge the weather, the direction of the waves, and even the conditions under the sea surface by the tiny waves. ]

[You are not good at swimming, but you will adapt to it simply because you have experienced it more. Your body is forced to remember the pain of suffocation and struggle countless times.]

[People who have little tolerance for disasters are forced to develop some keen senses after experiencing enough of them.]

[People who are always beaten may be more fragile than normal people, and their bruised bones are unable to resist any excessive damage. ]

[Being hurt countless times and still being able to stand up after being exhausted only exists in novels and animations where the protagonists have incredible willpower. ]

[But for those who have drowned and been submerged countless times, if they can survive to the end, they will definitely gain something different. ]

[At least when it comes to avoiding attacks from others.]

【At least when it comes to enduring pain. 】

【At least when it comes to noticing the wind and waves. 】

[People who are always covered in wounds, always drifting in the sea, and forced to experience suffocation again and again must be stronger than ordinary people. ]

[You can already feel the thread of fate. ]

[You can already feel the critical point of disaster. ]

[Like a rope, it wraps around you, ties up your fingertips, connects your body, binds your joints, strangles your neck, hooks your lips, and wants to turn you into a miserable puppet. ]

[If there is no change or resistance, then the ridiculous and stupid daily life will definitely continue in the most insulting way for a teenager. ]

[In this matter that has nothing right to say from the beginning, I carry on with my false and wrong daily life that has nothing right to say. 】

[——How is it possible? ]

[There is definitely something in this world that can rewrite all the mistakes you have made, and there must be something that can get everything back on track. 】

[The power from the origin, a unique miracle, is also the ability that you should have ended your life with from the very beginning.]

[This authority you call love has the power to shatter all destinies, all tragedies, and all predetermined and planned deaths.]

[Perhaps you cannot make good use of it, because you still don’t know what love is until now. You just know it, but you don’t know it.]

[But if I could just crush fate, just clear this deal that shouldn't have existed in the first place, just break free from the boy's thread. ]

"Even if it's me..."

“I think it can be done.”

……

The withered yellow leaves fluttered in the wind, like a dying butterfly flapping its wings, accompanied by the howling of the wind, and formed a natural musical instrument with the slightly swaying branches, heart-wrenching, leisurely in the empty valley, blowing the girl's clothes, and the layered princess skirt bloomed like flowers.

The crystal flower from the stars and the moon bloomed again.

The silk thread wrapped around the girl was broken, the puppet tore off the fate it controlled, and the pen and the established story were torn to pieces.

The size is so huge that the energy that has expanded to an almost unimaginable level is far greater than the last time, and the determined gesture is once again displayed without reservation.

If there are still some satellites left in the sky and happen to capture this scene from outer space, they will see a strange gap suddenly appearing in the clouds of the Fire Moth, with a huge hole emerging with it as the center.

The sky was pierced through——

The sky, which was originally shrouded in endless dark clouds and should have been covered with countless Honkai beasts as if the end of the world was approaching and blocking out the sun, was torn in half cleanly from the direction where the meteor fell.

It was as if a god had rushed out a huge stone and pierced through the sky cleanly with a single blow. The cross-section was so flat that one could see the end of the clouds at a glance, and the distance from the troposphere to the thermosphere was clearly visible.

This power, which does not belong to this planet or even the galaxy, has brought a brilliance that does not belong to this world to the broken planet.

This is the end.

It all begins.

In the name of Siwon.

Alicia gently closed her eyes, feeling the power from the Sea of ​​Origin and the Cocoon of the End that stood above the dimension of reality.

This is the source of all the disasters that mankind has experienced. This power can be found not only on Earth, Mars, and Venus...but throughout the entire galaxy.

When completely connected with this power, all traces of life wailing due to collapse and destruction are clearly revealed.

I don't have the ability to help so many people.

only need to……

Just save one person.

It was as if a domino effect had been pushed down. Starting with the ruins of the spiral workshop, the remaining buildings were constantly torn and twisted, and the warm morning sunlight was swallowed up in an instant, leaving no trace.

Something seemed to have gone wrong with time. At the moment that should have been the brightest, the sky was filled with the dark and gloomy night sky that only belonged to the evening.

Until the girl opened her eyes and saw the brilliance of a meteor in the sky again, she realized that even if it meant destroying herself, she would burn herself to illuminate the night sky.

So what if the brilliance of a meteor only lasts for a moment? After everything external is burned out, what remains is the meteorite from outer space.

A moment of brilliance is already brilliant enough, and what is left in the end is only the continuous forging and hammering in high temperature, burning out the most precious and priceless treasure.

It was like stepping into another world in the blink of an eye. Everything I saw around me became extremely vast. Countless stars were hanging down like a stream, connecting the sky and the earth. The flawless light turned into waves, sprinkling silver stars and being dyed into a dreamy pink and blue.

Alicia held the flower in both hands, and just like the last time she set foot here, she poured all her strength into it, transforming it into a dreamy pink, lighting up the flawless flower of humanity in the dark and deep night sky.

Even without the sun.

Even without the sky.

The light that symbolizes life and hope, in the name of origin, still radiates its color unobstructed from the sky.

It was as if the stars that only existed in fairy tales were streaking across the sky, reflecting in the crystal-like petals, flashing with the brilliance of seven colors of the rainbow.

The night sky was lit up, and the starry sky, which was cold and desperate, seemed to drop pink meteors, igniting light in the unreachable and distant billions.

Just like the arrival of the girl that day, bringing a bit of hope to the world that should have been in despair.

[The stars and the moon sent the daughter of God, who wished to be man's companion.]

[And now, the end is coming.]

[Now, the time to go home has come.]

Don't let anything in life block your experience, and don't let yourself get hurt because of other people's mistakes.

"Jiangcheng..."

"Please……"

"——Embrace this beautiful world once again!"

……

The slender palm holds the essence of humanity that has gone through everything for Alicia, a power that can truly rewrite everything.

Even inevitable fate can be changed.

Even the sadly blocked self is freed.

Perhaps this cannot change all tragedies, cannot possess all characteristics, cannot really create anything beyond imagination, is not powerful enough to crush everything, and crossing time is a fantasy destined from the beginning. All that can be grasped is just a tiny bit.

At least at this moment, at least when it is too late to save the situation, this power can save the girl's heart and the only boy.

Please set things right, please put an end to the greatest disaster I have ever caused, and restore Jiang Cheng to the ordinary and common self he should be.

He doesn't need to be so unique, he doesn't need to be so brilliant, he doesn't need to be absolutely gentle, and he doesn't even need to love me so firmly, he doesn't need to look at me gently all the time. Only an ordinary boy like that can be the one I love.

……

PS: I was not feeling well yesterday and did not update. I am very sorry. I will try to update more normally next month.

The character Liuying from the railway next door feels very good. After all, she is definitely not going to survive. She has all the elements, and she is a firefly that only exists in summer nights/dreams...

Made as a tool.

A short life has no meaning at all.

The very thing that was created to protect had been destroyed by the roar of the insect swarm.

But suddenly in a trance, the boy next to the woman in sunglasses stretched out his hands to her, his eyes were the bright color of the night...

in case……

If the life of a firefly could help him.

It will definitely become valuable.

When he was at his most worthless, he met the person he should protect, but he was not worthy of it... It's a classic writing style. I feel that this character could only hide in the corner and watch the pioneers in the past.

It was not until her death, until she lost her memory, until she was in a dream that the cowardly girl, aware of the brevity of her life and afraid to make any promises, dared to step forward and, under the cover of her dream, expressed her wishes that had been suppressed until now.

He knows clearly that I am not the one who should stay with him.

I know clearly that this kind of selfishness should not be spoken out.

He knew clearly that this behavior would only get him into trouble.

But... I still can't help it.

If it was just a dream, if he would forget it at dawn, if it would not interfere with the pioneers, then... it should be okay.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 132. I am far from thinking about separation now [4k]

Jiangcheng.

Just an ordinary teenager.

There is nothing special about ordinary people, nor should there be any special ones.

Ordinary people should go to school, make friends with classmates of the same age, inherit the property left by their parents, and live a peaceful and happy life.

There is no need for any powerful strength, no need to shoulder extra responsibilities, no need to carry their expectations, and no need to become a herald.

Live an ordinary life, live a life hand in hand with your loved one, and enjoy every day of peace and happiness in each other's warm eyes.

This is the beauty that countless people in the world expect, countless people yearn for, countless people cannot achieve in their entire lives, and cannot reach.

Maybe it's not my fault.

Maybe I'm just too hard on myself.

Even if life continues to be peaceful, the disaster of collapse will come irreversibly, and the boy's ordinary life will still be broken by the disaster.

Maybe I can accept all this.

Maybe I can fall completely.