Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Until the girl who was ready to welcome everything was attacked by the surging emotions, and the wall she thought was indestructible was greeted by the love that had been suppressed until now.

——The emotions are back.

Arrived unstoppably.

In a manner that perhaps even the girl had never noticed before.

What was expected to be a calm river, and in the wildest imaginations a turbulent river, was actually a raging ocean.

One's own will and rationality are like a lone boat in the midst of a storm on the sea, which may be smashed to pieces by waves hundreds of meters high at any time.

Why is it so painful...

why?

Incomprehensible.

Hard to understand.

Can't understand.

I used to be able to explain the origins and factors of relationships clearly when giving love consultation to others, but when it comes to myself, I lose interest.

perhaps……

perhaps……

It’s because in my life, the first time I came to this world, the first time I opened my eyes, the first living being I saw was Jiang Cheng.

The distant dawn, the slanting spring breeze, the green forest, and the flowers blown by the wind.

Even when the girl herself recalled the scene, she could only describe it using the gift Jiang Cheng gave her, the book called Paradise.

——Eternal Paradise, flawless land.

Perhaps there were some thrilling and dangerous things that happened that day, but when the swaying branches might have posed a threat to him, the first person in the world who cared about him had actually appeared.

That scene has never faded in my memory, no matter how much time has passed or what kind of complicated people I have met.

Even though he had to deal with the people in the small town for unknown reasons in the future and gave up the boy who had always been with him and played and had fun together.

Even when traveling, for reasons that even I find difficult to understand, I pay more attention to others and devote almost all my time to others.

The girl has always treasured it and buried it firmly in her heart.

Those were the firsts that belonged only to the boy, the first time he saw himself, the first time he hugged himself, the first time he gave himself a gift, the first time he cared about himself, the first time... someone brought him into the beautiful human world.

But now...

But now.

But now!

……

"Alicia?"

"Are you okay?"

"If you have any questions, go see a doctor first. Blessings or anything are always welcome."

The boy's appearance remains the same, although the years have brought growth and maturity, the smile on his lips is as beautiful as when they first met, as if the present and the past have broken through the barriers of time and overlapped together.

In my memory, the boy who stood in the shadowy bushes, stepped over thorns and cut weeds, faced the light, the leaves, the flowers, the flying birds like a hero and a prince, stood in front of the depths wrapped in the dense forest, stood in the dark shadows, stretched out his hand to the girl and extended an invitation.

Bring the young girl back from the deep and dark forest to the human world, and be the heroic savior who brings the initial beauty.

But he opened his lips and asked the girl why she was in a daze, hoping to get her blessing.

——For his and Weiwei’s blessing.

……

"what……"

"I……"

"Something's going on..."

The voice began to tremble, and the girl's gorgeous and clear pink-blue eyes also trembled, and her bright red lips suddenly turned extremely pale in an instant.

——I no longer have the ability to do anything.

She might even lose the ability to think. It was obvious that Wei Liwei, the girl opposite her, was the one who was always inferior, cowardly and evasive, but now her personality seemed to have reversed and it was the girl who began to feel fear.

Maybe it’s because of the extreme emotions.

What I carry in my heart is a surging emotion that is almost like the dam in my heart has been completely opened.

When faced with something that cannot be broken through, cannot be resisted, and even the impact itself is a negative thing, one will instead run away.

Obviously, a girl would never hesitate like this.

The flawless fairy can be brave in the face of anything.

Obviously, the best and only option when encountering such a situation is to talk it out clearly.

Alicia was trembling and her legs were weak.

PS: The time has finally come to collect the rewards for all that you have done. Even if it is a beautiful girl, if there is only a heroic person when she opens her eyes, then her eyes that should be looking at everything can only focus on one point.

——Until the moment of loss.

——Until the moment when you can no longer grasp it no matter how hard you try.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 27. The girl no longer dared to face it

……

"Feel sorry……"

"I have to excuse myself."

After casually throwing out a few words, without caring whether her reasons were appropriate or not, Alicia turned around as if escaping and left without hesitation.

chaos……

chaos.

My inner thoughts have never been so chaotic.

It's just like a ball of yarn being held by a cat.

It is even impossible to distinguish the beginning and the end, as contradictions are intertwined.

The girl who could say, "Because of me, wherever I go is my destination." seems to have disappeared from the world.

run……

run.

Can only run.

At this moment, the only option left is to escape. I can only be a coward or an ostrich and avoid all this in a ridiculous and brainless way.

A familiar and clear voice called out from behind. The boy obviously felt that this change was a bit strange and not in line with the girl's character.

Alicia just kept running away.

——You deserve it.

It's your own fault.

——Why did it turn out like this?

Why did our childhood sweethearts become like this?

Alicia tightly grasped the silk ribbon in her hand, the cream at the corners of her lips still had a hint of sweetness. The cake she had chosen for the boy had unknowingly become a standardized product, with only a little attention paid to the appearance.

Very simple.

It's not difficult.

She already knew the answer.

I just don't want to face it.

what......

what......

what......

what......

So this is ah.

So this is ah......

So this is ah!

The foolish behavior of covering one's ears and stealing the bell has been completely exposed. After opening his eyes, the so-called veil can't block his sight at all.

Everything in the past appeared clearly in front of the girl's eyes, without any cover or distortion.

Clearly.

Very clear.

All the neglect and disregard of the youth in the past have finally been exposed to the sun and can no longer hide in the dark corners where no one cares.

The reason for all this is because of her neglect!

Since when did even the boy's height become forgotten in the corner of memory?

Since when did it start that even though I held a birthday party specifically for the boy, my interactions with him are not as good as my interactions with others.

Since when did communication with the boy make the whole day's life so boring and dull, as if a cage was built to bind him, trapping a truly free bird in loneliness in the name of freedom.

It's so despicable and shameless.

……

[At the boy’s birthday party, you, who always acted like you were the real host and the organizer of the party, fled in a panic, ran away from the hall, ran away from the corridor, and ran away from the boy.]

[Escape from the boy you were completely afraid to face after tearing off the veil that covered your eyes and could not cover or restrain you at all.]

[The girl who should have faced everything perfectly was actually crushed by the truth. 】

【Is there anything more ridiculous than this? 】

【No. 】

[The boy will not do anything to you, absolutely not, and will not even scold you for your bad behavior.]

[The only person you can't face is yourself! ]

[You are so stupid and incompetent that you chose to ignore me when I was with you, and chose to run away when you could change the situation.]

[Only in this respect, don’t you feel that you are a little too human? ]

[As weak as a human being, escaping like a human being. ]

[As miserable and bad as a human being. ]

The beautiful skirt was torn into a tiny hole in the first step, and the fabric made a crisp and sad sound.

Alicia just ran faster.

It's like escaping from this world.

The self-restrained body has never been so exhausted. The plump thighs move at high speed, not caring at all whether her abnormality will be discovered by others.

The corridor twists and turns again and again. I don’t know where the future will lead me, but I just run like mad.

The people around me showed surprised expressions, and many of them began to show concern. Those words of comfort seemed meaningless at this moment.

I don’t know how much time had passed until the senses in my heart gradually became numb and the burning emotions seemed to ease.

Alicia stopped.