Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

In front of me was a corridor leading to both sides, with signs on the walls marking male and female on the left and right sides respectively.

Obviously, this is a toilet, but this courtyard is not an ordinary product. The toilet is of high technology and is not dirty at all.

Without hesitation, she walked into the toilet as if escaping and closed the door of the cubicle. It seemed as if she had finally found her own space. The girl finally sat down, her hands fell weakly, she looked up at the sky, her eyes drooping.

If this posture were to be placed somewhere else, such as the prairie or a high tower specially built for observing the sky, one might be able to look up and see the endless sky.

During the day, the breathtakingly beautiful clouds change into countless shapes; at night, the stars hang in the sky, as if millions of lights are lit.

But this is a toilet, a place considered filthy.

When I looked up, I could only see the ceiling, which was made of an unknown material.

It is neither tall nor wide, and you can see the end at a glance. It is not even as good as the well where the frog lives. At least... you can see the real sky.

Repressed.

Like a bird in a cage.

It's not just a physical feeling, there's also a certain feeling, as if the heart is being tightly squeezed by someone, an indescribable sense of oppression and discomfort.

The flawless girl, whose every move could touch the hearts of countless people, was half-sitting against the corner, leaning against the door, staring blankly at the dim light, which was cold and emitting a light without any sense of reality.

"Drip-drip-"

The water in the sink has overflowed. I don’t know who was so impolite as to not even turn off the faucet.

The crystal clear water droplets were first pushed to the edge, then slid down along the arc-shaped lines and dripped onto the ground, forming a small pool of water. The small splashes of water just fell next to Alicia's hand, giving her a bit of coolness.

——It is still a drop in the bucket, meaningless. It can neither reduce the overflowing pool water nor bring spiritual relief.

The blue lines on the dark pink curved washbasin have a sci-fi style, but even so it cannot solve the simple problem of water leakage.

The simplest reason was that after they reported the matter to their superiors, the girl felt that there was no need to focus her energy on it, as just designing the birthday party itself had already consumed a lot of her energy.

Now the girl is still not in the mood.

PS: A beautiful girl who can do anything, this is exactly what Alicia said. If she just encounters difficulties, then this girl will face them bravely no matter what. As the heroine, she naturally has to save the world she loves.

The problem is... what if the difficulties and disasters are caused by oneself? What if one is the final villain, restraining and imprisoning the boy who should be ordinary and happy.

No matter how brave a person is or how innocent a girl is, they cannot face a contradictory problem.

Can only escape.

Because it is impossible to face.

This was a disaster that came from within, but the girl couldn't give up. She couldn't let the boy leave her side. She couldn't see that figure or smell that familiar scent.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 28. Why did it end up like this?

Her vision began to shake, and her thoughts became confused as well. Alicia propped up her lowered head and looked at a small puddle of water on the ground. She looked at her own depressed face and empty pupils reflected in the clear water.

I don’t know how long it took.

Alicia tugged at her clothes, revealing the exquisite long dress she was wearing all the time.

It's very delicate and she spent a lot of time modifying it.

Because no matter what kind of clothes it was, they didn't suit her ideas, and she thought that no matter how she matched them, they couldn't match the dress she gave to the boy.

In the end, the desperate girl had no choice but to change it herself.

Use your own imagination to imagine clothes that can perfectly match the boy and can stand together with the boy wearing that dress.

Is there really any point?

Or does this behavior really make any sense?

She would rather waste time altering her clothes than pay more attention to the boy next to her.

The girl was caught up in some intense emotion, unable to utter any words, her body went limp, her heart was empty, and she raised her head in despair. That pitiful face must have seemed extremely small in the eyes of others.

Why did it end up like this?

Why did Jiang Cheng leave me?

Why did each node make the wrong choice?

……

It was a meaningless question. In fact, the answer had already existed in every corner of the past, but the girl instinctively didn't want to accept it.

——The current ending was caused by her herself.

No matter what the reason, no matter what the excuse, ignoring that Jiangcheng itself is the biggest problem, there is no point in any quibbling.

It is an absolute fact that I once ignored everything about the young man.

No way to refuse.

Irrefutable.

There is no denying it.

There is no point in thinking anymore. Thinking itself comes into being to solve problems, but if the problem cannot be solved at all, then using thinking itself may be a worthless thing.

Because she was deeply aware of this and had never forgotten it, the girl who seemed to be omnipotent and should be omnipotent finally chose to escape.

After doing such a thing, how can you have the courage and qualifications to meet the boy again?

Just...

What a coward who doesn't even dare to send blessings.

Just when her mind had calmed down a little and she was about to give up thinking, the girl's thoughts began to diverge unconsciously.

Things buried deep in memory, almost forgotten, sometimes reappear before our eyes like a kaleidoscope or flashback.

——The girl recalled the past.

That was before I started traveling, before I even left that small town, before I lived with the boy, and before we even separated and lived in separate rooms.

Her name comes from the collector's edition book that the boy gave her as a birthday gift.

Alicia - ETERHAL PARADISE

There are two versions of the book, and both protagonists set out in search of the promised land, but in one version the protagonist discovers that he has unknowingly created the promised land while searching, while the other version is a bit darker.

——They have unconsciously turned away from the promised land, but in fact the promised land is right beside them.

Nothing has been changed, nothing has been darker.

It just reveals some more cruel things, just like some fairy tales being pondered deeply, which will also achieve some not-so-good effects.

The boy initially only gave him the first version, which was also the version full of hope and love. The other version was discovered accidentally when he was searching on the Internet later, and it was more popular with people, full of darkness and evil.

She hated this story, hated all tragic stories, especially this one.

If beauty is right beside you, then even if you go there with all your heart, you can't really ignore everything until you fall into a bottomless pit.

It was created just to create the ups and downs of the plot. How could a person be like this?

How is it possible that someone doesn't even realize how important they are?

How could someone just run away alone and in a panic after losing something?

How could someone choose to hide in a corner and cry after facing difficulties?

……

……

……

what?

what……

Is that so?

Has it turned out that I have always been another version of myself?

……

“This seems like a good ending.”

Looking at Jiang Cheng who successfully joined the Spiral Workshop and became the owner, he still couldn't help feeling a little bit of joy.

Although she did not receive Alicia's blessing.

Maybe even giving a blessing was a troublesome thing in the girl's mind.

I had just made the request when the girl just made up an excuse and ran away. She was unwilling to even give me a verbal congratulations, without any action, just opening her mouth or uttering a few words.

After all, his status might not be as strong as Paimon's.

One fifth the level of a wild boar.

But since the other party is unwilling, he will not force it. If possible, they can be ordinary friends. If not, it doesn't matter if they are strangers.

Anyway, the reason for approaching the girl in the first place was essentially to get in touch with her and change the world.

Velvet can do the same, and even better.

Dividing the self into eight parts, with even one of them occupying half of the intelligence, can allow any individual to maintain the level of a top genius.

Now the girl was saved by herself before she reached the peak of self-loathing.

Not to mention self-division, even deception may not have taken place, and the fraudster who would become notorious in the future has never appeared yet.

So……

A complete spiral hero.

What would a Velvet who could use all his talents to his advantage accomplish?

It's a bit hard to imagine, this ability is too extraordinary.

Even if I can't change anything, it doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter if you can't do anything.

The girl herself was enough for him to repay her with everything he had, and the courage he had to face Alicia because of himself was enough.

In this world called collapse, emotion is greater than rationality, at least in relative terms. Emotional thinking is definitely greater than cold judgment. It also means that it is not wrong to control yourself with emotion.

At least in simulation, there's nothing wrong with returning a favor someone has done you.

Everyone knows that changing the US president can change the whole world.

But how many people can really do it?

It doesn't make any sense at all.

[You don't want to waste Wei Wei's efforts, and you don't want to make the girl sad. With this idea in mind, even if Alicia doesn't bless you, you will never give up your choice.]

PS: In a sense, the feelings of Alicia and Velvet are two extremes. Velvet's feelings are too heavy, giving you the oppressive feeling of having to give you everything... Such feelings can only be repaid with commitments of equal status and promises of equal heaviness.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 29. Let's go together, dear Jiangcheng

[It's not suitable, it's not suitable. Alicia must be able to realize that you have become a burden to her. ]

【"Snapped--"】

[But at this moment, something suddenly broke into this space. ]

[“Pah, pah, pah——”]

[The sound became louder and louder, very clear, as if something was clapping.]

【——It was applause.】

[When you look up and look around, you find that those people who never focused their eyes on you for even a second, who never cared that they were at Jiang Cheng's birthday party, are now gathered together and giving you thunderous applause.]

[It was as if they were wearing masks, carving out a smiling face, using that fake and ridiculous mask to cover up their true feelings.]