Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The last ray of light at sunset just happened to shine on Jiang Cheng's outstretched fingertips, as if kissing the young man at that moment. In the last moment before old age, the gentle smile on his lips still shines brightly.

The dark pupils reflect the girl like a mirror, and will only reflect one person. The wind blows through the hair, and the world naturally casts the most appropriate light on him at this moment, distinguishing the most perfect light range.

There was no falsehood in either the voice or the appearance, and it was undoubtedly that young man.

And at this moment, he extended an invitation to the girl just like he did at the beginning.

"It just so happens that I don't know much about this city."

"If you're willing, I'd also like to learn more about this city in the Far East."

……

Jiang Cheng still remembers the girl he saw when he went for the appointment that day.

Although he was acting as a friend and a waiter, his expression of fear seemed as if he had anticipated the worst possible outcome. He pursed his lips, clasped his hands together, and hugged his bent legs. He seemed to have never held out any hope that he would be helped, even though this was already an agreement.

Perhaps it was because she had never found any light in the past, and the betrayal and treachery of countless people had made the girl instinctively dare not pray, imagine or hope for any lucky things to happen to her.

But when he actually went there, lifted the branches and greeted her, the change in her expression was almost indescribable in any words in the world. It was exactly like Wei Liwei's invitation when she was accepted.

No matter how you look at it...

Judging a character based solely on the plot is too narrow-minded.

It is impossible to describe a complete individual through words alone. Top-notch writing and rich character design can highlight a large number of characteristics, but it is impossible to describe every detail and every experience in detail.

Just like Velvet and Alicia, what we know about them from the game plot alone cannot be a complete person. At best, it is only a part of them. The amount of words in those plot texts is definitely not enough to describe a complete person.

Perhaps it is just a small matter that is overlooked, a few words written in the background, or even some additional details casually mentioned by others, but for the person involved, it is a huge difficulty that spans almost his entire life.

It is possible that a great deal of effort was paid to overcome this difficulty, it is possible that this difficulty has not been overcome until now, and that matter has not been reconciled until now - all of this will only take up a small amount of ink in the plot.

It would be better to say that it is impossible to take it lightly from the beginning that a very normal straight girl, Yamato Nadeshiko, can be turned into a yuri under the education of Raiden Ryoma, and that a very normal person can be forced to become someone who theoretically has a completely congenital determination of sexual orientation, and that only people who are born different from ordinary people and are born with a yuri preference can have a different sexual orientation.

Being bullied is like the end of the world. At least for the person involved, every day, every minute, and every second is like hell.

Primary school students would feel devastated because they didn’t wear a red scarf, junior high school students would be scared because of failing an exam, and high school students would commit suicide because of failing the college entrance examination, believing that nothing in the world could be worse than this.

Although looking back from the perspective of a grown-up, not receiving the red scarf is not a big deal. It is just an ordinary test, and it doesn't matter if you fail. The college entrance examination is not the only direction in life. Life is a wilderness, not a runway with a defined track where you can only move forward.

The essence of this idea and understanding is due to time and to becoming more mature, but the essence of human growth is due to repeated experiences and repeated seemingly ridiculous fears.

What if you have never been taught what is important and what is right?

Just use the methods of elementary school students.

So……

Even adults would be afraid of not wearing a red scarf.

What's more, what Mei Raiden experienced was never simple school bullying.

The father whom he once admired and worshipped was imprisoned, and his glorious image was shattered; the family that should have been wealthy lost everything overnight; and all the friends who gathered around him suddenly became enemies and took advantage of his misfortune.

From the spirit to the body, from intimacy to alienation... everything turned upside down overnight. It seemed that the whole world suddenly disliked girls, and it seemed that everyone in the world suddenly began to hate girls.

Friends, family, relatives, classmates, teachers, even strangers passing by and the shop owner who had always been kind to her.

This is real abandonment, abandoned by the whole world, by everyone I see, and by everyone I have experienced since growing up.

Many people would feel uncomfortable simply by being disliked, and would be unhappy if they met one or two people who like to cause trouble for them. However, what Mei Raiden encountered was a more powerful version, where everyone in her world disliked her.

Even if there is no one who can bear it all, no matter how strong-willed a person is, a person without emotion cannot accept the trouble that will come.

The girl suffered both physical and mental torture, as if she was pushed directly under the water, leaving her no room to breathe, and she was suffocated to death.

Wind and rain can certainly make flowers and plants grow and absorb nutrients, but if it is a strong storm, young plants that have not yet grown will be uprooted.

It must be saved.

Having started, we must reach the end.

If someone jumps into the water without permission after they fall into the water, and if you know that a lifeguard will be there to rescue them, but you are unable to pull the drowning person ashore, or at least make things less serious, then that person who jumped into the water without permission is a sinner, carrying the heavy burden of a life.

Since they had provided help in advance on behalf of Kiana, they should at least not do worse than the lifeguard who was supposed to have appeared.

Otherwise it cannot be called help, it is just incompetent people acting recklessly and making everything worse, it can even be classified as bad.

His condition is not good now. Maybe it can be relieved by going to some other place further away instead of just staying in school.

If you want to suppress certain emotions, the best way is to shift your focus to something else and use trivial things to kill time for thinking.

"You just need to talk about time. If I want to go outside the school, then the get out of class time will definitely not be enough. After all, it takes a lot of time to go back and forth to the school, and I don't have an apartment here."

"Please let me know what time it is so I can schedule it in advance. I've been in this city for so long, and I really haven't taken a good look at Changkong City."

……

what……

Perhaps it was because she was too shocked, even at this moment, even to this day, Raiden Mei has not recovered. There was a trance reflected in her crimson-purple eyes, which were simply reflecting and capturing the boy's face.

I never imagined that I would be promised excessive demands. In essence, it was just a product of desperation, because I was unwilling to lose the last ray of light, unwilling to fall into the darkness without any hope again.

At that moment, his body unconsciously went limp, all the strength was drained away from him, as if even his bones were crushed and ground, and all his meridians were roughly pulled out. Only his hands were still subconsciously stretched out, as if he was eager to grab the corner of his clothes to pull him back. For this reason, he even unconsciously opened his mouth to make a request that theoretically would never be granted.

She realized her request was foolish the moment she said it, because only after she opened her mouth did her mind belatedly realize what an outrageous thing she had said in such fear.

Inviting Jiang Cheng to visit Changkong City together cannot even be explained away by the excuse that introducing the school is essentially helping the younger generation. No matter how you look at it, no matter from which angle you use it, it is more like a date invitation.

As opposite sexes, being able to go shopping somewhere else together is just an appointment between two people... unless they are so-called male besties, it is possible.

Like asking for a date with someone you've only known for half a month, for people from the Far East, who are also influenced by the Confucian cultural circle and value subtlety and tact.

what……

It can no longer be described as offensive.

If it's a male, he's a pervert; if it's a female, she's a bitch.

There is no buffer zone at all, and it would not be inappropriate to use such an exaggerated term, because the people who can do such things are essentially very dissolute people who cannot keep themselves clean at all.

Not to mention expecting her request to be granted, she was even worried that Jiang Cheng would regard her as a loose woman if she said these words.

Which normal, ordinary girl would ask someone out on a date after only knowing him or her for a few weeks, let alone be the one who takes the initiative?

It is already assumed in your mind that you will be rejected and even looked at differently.

However, this self-absorbed depravity seems a little too stupid.

——Agreed, the extremely offensive proposal was agreed.

We have only known each other for a few weeks. As someone who is one-sided and cannot afford to lose each other, can I accept such an unruly request?

Or……

Jiang Cheng really just wanted to get to know the city.

It's just me... This guy has taken everything too far.

……

Mei Raiden stared into the boy's dark blue eyes, in which except for a little surprise, there was only calmness, just like the sky reflected on the sea at night, with occasional waves, adding a bit of human luster, and twinkling like stars, the determination to do something.

No matter how you look at it, you can't see any wrong thoughts. Even when he is in deep thought, he still exudes a sense of reliability and freedom.

The tiny individual and the stars, silent as eternity, radiant and noisy, seem to be unaware that they are being looked up at. Just like a mayfly and the ocean, each has its own measure.

It seemed so far away and out of reach, just like what I had seen countless times before. Even though I was standing right in front of him, the boy was thinking about something else. No matter how close I got with his gaze, body, and breath, it still seemed so far away that I couldn't reach him.

what……

I really was thinking in the wrong direction.

Mei Raiden bit the corner of her lip lightly. She had caused a misunderstanding on her own. Her face, which should not have been stained red by shame, was pale as if some of the vitality had been taken away, just like a gust of cold wind in the cold winter, taking away some of her body temperature.

The long nails added a bit of pain to the delicate palms. The feeling that was once extremely noticeable seemed to be ignored at this moment. The fingers got closer and closer until they were entangled together unknowingly.

Might as well think of that place...

At least that way, I should be able to get more attention.

……

"A coward... you dare only talk to yourself here?"

'I don't even dare to imagine a little more.'

Existing deep in the heart, where even the self cannot reach, the almost inaudible voice becomes a stepping stone for thoughts, buried in the countless thoughts that arise every moment, and it is even difficult to raise your head.

It's not like there's no one else in this world who saw Mei Raiden's miserable appearance, and it's not like there's no one else who knows about it.

Even though it was still too weak, too embryonic, those deep purple thunder-like pupils could only choose to take everything in, seeing the falsehood and absent-mindedness.

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At the same time, in different places, the person who is thinking about the boy is not Mei Raiden, the source of this absent-mindedness, the girl who fell asleep after thousands of tortures, Snow White is protected by the seven dwarfs, but Sleeping Beauty is still sleeping, and the princess who lost the prince will never wake up.

Although another equally innocent girl who could only be described as beautiful had tried her best, she was unable to make the princess open her eyes even for a moment.

Only occasionally would he create the slightest ripple, and use all his strength to throw a stone into the stagnant water, letting the breath of despair and death ripple.

——After all, there is nothing I can do.

——The behavior is meaningless.

He hadn't even pushed open the door, nor had he bent down to look at everything inside through the tiny gap, but the occasional breath was enough to make Su Yu, a doctor and enlightened person who had never escaped or been afraid, and who had always fought against fate and disasters in his own way, feel almost desperate.

It does not come from the invisible oppression of fate, but is more concrete. The gap is like the one between the Internet police and the lion in front of you in reality.

As the top psychic fusion warrior, his observation of Alicia can only be limited to the most marginal and insignificant corner.

Whether it is the past, the memories, or the twisted emotions such as love and hate, the degree of understanding and exploration is almost ridiculous.

If the girl's heart was a vast ocean, then now she could only see a tiny stream that was so tiny that it couldn't be any smaller and had so many branches that it couldn't be any smaller. If she were to call it a room, then now she hadn't even entered the door. The only difference between her and other people was that she might have opened the door a little bit.

It's not just because of lack of ability that mortals cannot reach God. The power obtained from Honkai has no effect on the goddess of Honkai at all.

As a hero of the former civilization, even if it is impossible, if you try your best, you can still achieve it. More factors are just...

--fear.

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Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 155. Alicia: Another me...just listen to me, okay?

"what……"

"Is this still the case?"

Alicia's "memory" bit the corner of her lips lightly. She was infected by her own emotions. Even if she actively resisted, she would inevitably be affected. Her former bright and lively smile, which seemed to hold beauty and hope all the time, had disappeared. She was even unable to respond and could only look at another self.

She just stared at me quietly with her pink eyes that were already tinged with a bit of dreaminess. The words that she once believed could communicate everything and resolve all disputes now seemed extremely powerless.

"What on earth happened to the lovely girl?"

"The other me...just listen to me, okay~?"

……

The repeated futile consolations and even flipping through the book to look for psychological symptoms could not solve Alicia's problem. The endless voices had made Padu, who was trying to take a nap for the 27th time, raise her head again.

Because of the need for absolute protection and restrictions, everyone, even those who are just there to make up the numbers, must stay by the girl's side.

Although she didn't mind finding opportunities to slack off, no one would expect the girl to stick to her duties wholeheartedly when most people were around.

As a free cat, it cannot be restrained by anything even on the evening street, but now it has to stay in one place for a long time, and can't even take a nap. It is not afraid of the nightmare caused by the same emotion.

"Sister Ai Li, please stop for a moment. Looking at the other Sister Ai Li's expression, this is obviously a problem we can't solve. Calculating the time, more than half a month has passed. Sister Wei Li should have received it by now, right?"

……

The absolutely self-contained, absolutely independent room seemed to be separated from this paradise that did not belong to the world. It could not be found in normal space. Even time seemed to have almost stopped. The pocket watch that seemed to have completely malfunctioned would move a little bit from time to time, proving that time was still moving forward.

In a place that cannot be described by common sense, a girl with long khaki hair stood there, conducting the same experiment that was beyond the sanity of ordinary people.

The slender, white and soft fingertips accurately select the required materials, and the artificial assistant that is created will then process and put everything in place.

Even the white lab coat could not conceal the figure; the loose fabric was still raised up in an arrogant arc. Perhaps it was because he had been concentrating for too long and the experiment had lasted too long, the clothes had been soaked by crystal beads of sweat, clinging to the body, and someone's face was faintly revealed under the whiteness.

Due to the particularity of the experiment, no cooling equipment could be turned on. The delicate earlobes were stuffy and turned red. She lifted her hair to dissipate the heat, and the steaming heat and hot body fragrance seemed to fill the entire room.