Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"At least……"

"——I am willing to offer my trust until the last moment."

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Lonely and with low self-esteem, she has been persecuted by countless people. The last words the former Queen of Thunder and Lightning has turned into today's withdrawn girl were Jiang Cheng's fingertips on her chest and the firmness that came out of his mouth that could never be questioned.

All the words were stuck in my mouth.

No matter how emotional I was, I couldn't reveal even a single bit.

The action of insisting on being understated, just a few words without any promise, seems to carry the most wonderful magic in the world.

Always and always.

Until she watched the sunset and the boy go away, until she walked to her own residence alone, until she covered herself with the quilt but opened her eyes and could not fall asleep, until the second day came, until the third day came, the aftereffect of this sentence was so great that it even made the girl obsessed with it.

I didn't even know how I had explained the school facilities to the boy. It should have been very important, the core of the most important thing, but it didn't even occupy a single bit of my memory, as if it disappeared like a bubble in the wind.

Because there was no falsehood in that tone, no lies in those eyes, it was really like a dream, an unconditional belief, coming from the emotions in the heart, and the firm characters seemed as if every one of them was equipped with nails.

Even though she was standing here again, introducing the last two districts to the boy, there were still unexpressed emotions hidden beneath her lips.

in case……

This dream could be longer.

It would be better if you could spend more time looking at me.

As time went by, with Jiang Cheng's wholehearted help, the girl's loneliness was gradually alleviated. As long as someone is willing, no matter how bad the disease is, it can be alleviated before it becomes a terminal illness.

It's nothing more than a stress response to being bullied, hurt, betrayed and hated by everyone. Everything has been taken away from you, and you're left with emptiness inside. This kind of psychological problem can be repaired and filled.

--Really?

……

What was reflected in those beautiful crimson eyes was a peaceful young man, no different from the leisurely one when they first met - he held his right fist against his face, sitting quietly on the lawn to rest. Perhaps it was only that posture, which had unexpectedly broken into his side with the wind, flowers and leaves, had become shrouded in the dusk, as if covered with a veil of twilight at sunset.

Sunset is often described as having a lonely beauty, and in the reading comprehension of the neighboring country, it is even often used as an important topic. Raiden Mei couldn't understand this at first, and didn't know why a mere natural landscape could be described as the end by countless people for thousands of years.

If there are only a few people, then it can naturally be classified as probability. With such a huge foundation, the occurrence of anything is not surprising.

My father was put into prison, the people who once surrounded him left overnight, and my former friends instantly turned ugly.

You may be praising and encouraging yourself in the last second, but in the next second you may speak ill of yourself to others because you have heard new information.

The world was changing so fast, so fast that no one was allowed to prepare. Jiang Cheng's unexpected intrusion was also very strange. He had already assumed that no one would care about him and that everyone would only hurt him, but someone peeled off a corner of the forest and reached out to him.

It seems that I am the only one who has been left behind, the only one who cannot keep up with the changes in the world, and it seems that I should also receive these.

If you can't keep up, you will definitely get hurt.

Mei Raiden is no longer overly shocked by strange things. The doubts she once had in her heart are now limited to the ending emotions conveyed by the sunset. Everyone's thoughts and ideas remain miraculously unified.

Until the moment the girl saw Jiang Cheng bathing in the sunset, with his slightly drooped eyebrows, the corners of his mouth bitten lightly without him noticing, and his dark eyes seemed to be looking at something deeper. The back of his school uniform fluttered in the direction of the wind, as if symbolizing that his soul had already flown away.

Maybe he was thinking about his friends, maybe he was thinking about old friends in the past, or maybe he was sad because of something... In any case, no matter who he was paying attention to at the moment, those eyes were definitely not looking at him.

Even though they were looking at each other face to face, Raiden Mei could still feel that Jiang Cheng was not watching her, at least not with all his heart.

Jiangcheng...

Who are you looking at?

……

Even if you ask, you won't get anything out of it. After asking carefully, you are told unimportant results. When you want to help, the only response you get is a perfunctory answer like "I didn't sleep well last night". This matter is completely unfamiliar and unknown, and cannot be stepped into.

This is something that cannot be shown or told to friends. All security is gone, and there is only fear brought by the strangeness and unknown.

——You shouldn’t let your imagination run wild.

The girl bit her lips lightly, folded her hands, and hurt herself without any obedience or tact, denying the activeness of her own thoughts.

During these few weeks, Jiang Cheng has been by her side, a friend that she would never have since her father went to prison.

Whether it's hanging out on campus or chatting together, these are things the girl no longer deserves to have after the disaster.

How could an outstanding student who has been in this school for several weeks, who can cross the strict threshold of an aristocratic school with his own achievements, and who cannot even trace his past before coming to school, need a former rich lady as a guide?

In novels and comics, those who have reached the same starting point as others who rely on their families through their own efforts usually look down on those rich people who are incompetent except for their good birth.

Because they laugh at the resources they have, sneer at the effort that is non-existent, and despise their bodies that have been pampered from the beginning.

He couldn't even make a bento. His hands, which had only been taught kendo, didn't even know how much salt to sprinkle or how long to cook it.

Arrogance, disdain... A capable person would never be stingy about taking advantage of a former young lady's misfortune, let alone offering her help.

Trampling on those who are originally high and mighty is the cheapest pleasure that everyone can get, but it is also impossible to have in most cases.

Being able to become friends is already the greatest gift, and within a few weeks, we have indeed become friends that are not bad at all.

This is enough to pray to God with both hands, and it would be excessive to pray for anything more.

No matter how you say it.

No matter how you think about it.

No matter how good your thoughts are, how clever your words are, or how you use seemingly reasonable, legal, and legitimate behavior to deceive yourself, it is meaningless.

When I saw the young man bathing in the sunset, lost in thought because of the beautiful scenery of the sunset, an unknown figure was reflected in his dark blue eyes.

——The sadness that is ignored is bound to emerge.

They had clearly agreed on the time they would spend together and had set aside time in advance to walk together on campus, but the boy's feelings were invaded by someone else. Even when he saw flowers while walking on the road, he would be lost in memories of the past.

I have been trying very hard to endure everything. Even if I was splashed with water, I would change my clothes immediately, just to be able to spend a little time here with Jiang Cheng every day. But even this little bit of time is going to be taken away from me?

I don't dare to make any demands. As long as we can be together, I'm happy enough. But even this little desire must be taken away by others?

that person……

Who on earth is it?

Her pearly teeth unconsciously bit the bright red lips, and traces of blood had already flowed down her lower lip without her realizing it, until a feeling as if she were being electrocuted suddenly fell into her chest. The girl, who could only watch from the side and didn't even dare to step forward, finally realized the current situation.

The girl's slender fingertips gently touched her lips, the part that was once not made up, but now was covered with fishy blood.

The rosy tip of the tongue licked it gently, filled with the dirty fishy smell of rust, and the hot desire called greed surging in the blood.

It cannot be suppressed or stopped. No matter how much soil you cover the germinating seeds with, it can only delay the growth time. One day, they will break through the soil and sprout.

Feelings never disappear, they only shift and fade, and you use other things to kill time until they can be gradually forgotten and ignored in a self-deceptive way.

This is a very luxurious behavior, because bitter things need to be digested with beauty and sweetness, and loss can only be forgotten with hugs and care.

Since there are indeed some people in this world who can do such luxurious things, countless people are willing to give their care as long as they are willing.

As for Mei Raiden...even before the disaster happened, the girl dubbed the Queen of Thunder by others had never been rich.

The crimson purple eyes could only look at the boy. Even though thousands of petals were dancing and the dazzling sun was showing its presence, the only protagonist in the pupils, the only person who would be clearly captured and recorded as the focus was only...

——Jiangcheng.

I can’t think about these messy things and I can’t cause trouble for Jiang Cheng. He... also has his own life and should have things that belong to him.

We just happened to have known each other for a few days, so it is not right to have any such assumptions.

Her fingertips gently brushed across the pink lips that were already oozing with blood. She even forgot to take out her handkerchief, and hurriedly destroyed the evidence of her embarrassing jealousy.

The pain was like an electric shock, and the lemon-like acid from the edges of the ten fingers and the soles of the feet seemed to gather together like a large painting, all the way to the heart.

All of this could only be ignored, suppressed, and she could just close her eyes and move forward as if it didn't exist - Raiden Mei continued to show her usual attitude in front of the boy, introducing the campus that had already come to an end.

The result of trivial things creating a short period of busyness is that everything is like carrying water in a bamboo basket. After everything is over, what you are faced with is that you have never really ignored it, but just thrown aside, allowed to grow and develop at will and interfere with your heart, becoming more and more intense, like a huge wave that has rolled and rolled countless times, and will never stop before it has consumed its kinetic energy after hitting the shore.

If the escape time is long enough, if the dream can last forever, then a sleepless night may not be an unacceptable option.

Escape is never a bad thing. Facing the cruel reality that cannot be resisted, immersing yourself in dreams and your own paradise is also a good choice.

Most people think that escaping is a bad thing only because they are luxurious enough and have the power to fight against the cruelty of reality, they have friends, they have family, or they are strong themselves and have a firm will.

There are really a lot of ordinary people in the world. There are really a lot of people who do not have the ability to decide their own destiny. They are not that strong. They do not have the willpower to never turn back until they hit the wall, and they will not care even if they die. They will be defeated when they encounter setbacks.

It is better to go into a sleepless night and comfort yourself with falsehood than to constantly endure internal friction and hurt yourself for the sake of following the crowd.

As long as I can continue to stay in the dream, I can forget the past, forget the future, and indulge in the present... Live every day just for this moment.

However, all this was ultimately short-lived like a dream. In the afterglow of the setting sun, the girl's fingertips pointed to the last building.

It is as traditional as a martial arts hall, without any special decorations. It is a pure Yamato building. The lightweight wood specially selected by the royal family can achieve the best protection and early warning effect in areas where earthquakes often occur. The plaque is written with large characters written with a brush on white cloth, letting the dragon-flying and phoenix-dancing brushstrokes float freely in the air.

"That is the kendo hall that my father once donated, but it has been discontinued now."

"And then... was..."

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PS: In this realistic plot, in addition to properly placing the two temporarily dormant nuclear bombs, Alicia and Velvet, there seems to be a barrel of explosives.

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 154. Coward, don’t you dare to talk to him?

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In the first moment, Mei Raiden didn't even realize that she had finished speaking. She subconsciously looked towards the park beside her until she could no longer find any new buildings in her eyes. Everything in her field of vision was the product of something she had already walked through, stepped on, and explained.

It was as if the first day was replayed. The girl, immersed in happiness, forgot the time and just played around on her own, embarking on a journey. It was not until the red glow of the setting sun shone on her arms that she belatedly realized the time.

People always mistakenly believe that a certain moment can last forever, such as a conversation with friends or a dinner with family. But when they look back after a long time, they realize how short the moment was and how quickly the beauty disappeared.

what……

Knot……

ended?

ended.

It's indeed over.

How could a journey that was obtained just by chance and because of a sudden request last forever and be endless?

"there is none left……"

"This is all there is to Chiba Academy."

The last word came out of her lips with difficulty, as if it was taking her life away with it. The girl's delicate face turned pale in an instant, and her fingertips hovered in the air, as if she was still unwilling to stop the journey.

Mei Raiden instinctively didn't want to face all this, but the truth in her eyes was too thorough, leaving no room for her to gradually accept it.

No matter how you choose to escape or how you pretend to be stupid, it is meaningless. Unless you die at this moment, time will continue to move forward.

No matter how beautiful a story is, it will always come to an end. It depends on whether the people involved in the story can write a new chapter and start a new story at another beginning.

——How can a person who has only one material to rely on from beginning to end write a new story?

"Jiang... Jiang Cheng, may I ask... are you free tomorrow? I only need to spare an hour... half an hour every day."

"It's nothing special, it's just... are you interested in the buildings around this city? For example, the commercial street or the Sky Tree in the center of Changkong City. If so, I can help you... ah..."

The stumbling voice, the cowardly girl couldn't even utter her own request, even she herself realized how ridiculous she was like a clown, and the abrupt end of the voice seemed like the last mercy for this pathetic and ridiculous thing.

It wasn't that he had already been trampled into the mud a long time ago. It seemed that his dignity had not yet been crushed that was at work. He just didn't want his ridiculous performance to disgust Jiang Cheng and leave a bad impression even at the moment of separation.

Even though you are about to fall into the abyss in the next moment, after feeling the light and experiencing hope, you will return to absolute despair and cruel darkness.

The girl hoped that the person named Raiden Mei, who was just an incompetent passerby who couldn't even leave much to write about, could leave a good impression.

At least don't leave a bad impression on Jiang Cheng until the last moment, and don't think of this stranger passing by as unreasonable.

Until, just like the first time we met, that voice, without any pretense, broke into my heart.

"--OK."

……

"what……"

The girl suddenly raised her head and in her eyes, as dim as night thunder, was reflected the boy's outstretched hand, bathed in light, as if holding the afterglow of the setting sun, bestowing light and hope selflessly like a god.