Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

She no longer had to bend over or avoid being seen. She was clearly free. In this remote place, she no longer had to worry about running into people who would hurt her. Mei Raiden, who had always been the target of peeping, now spied on others like she had done before, trembling with fear like a thief.

"Is it true~?"

The young man reflected in his pupils that flashed like thunder in the sky nodded slightly, and his soft, slightly drooping eyebrows confirmed everything.

"We have seen too much high-tech and advanced technology. I have seen too much of it before. I encounter it almost every time I open my eyes. Occasionally, I can try something different to balance out the extremes."

Although these are not considered high-tech.

Be it those things in the school that seemed to have been purchased at great expense, or the technology streets in other places that symbolized advancement and progress, in fact, they were not as good as the rubbish that Weiliwei made in less than two minutes.

……

"Jiang Cheng... don't you like crowded places?"

What she said casually was just a casual chat between the two of them, and this process has been going on for more than half a month. It was because they were too familiar with each other and happened too frequently that Mei Raiden realized her problem only after she opened her mouth.

—Undoubtedly nonsense.

——This is nonsense.

The girl who was watching stealthily was like a little rabbit that could jump up at any time at the slightest disturbance. She was so overly focused that even asking questions became mindless.

They had already communicated with each other when they first met, and now they were just asking the boy the same answer in a different way.

This either proves that no thought was put into the conversation, or that the communication between the two people has been forgotten by the girl.

It doesn't matter what the reason is, and it doesn't matter what you think. Either one may be enough to drive a thoughtful person crazy on the spot.

People with softer hearts can always feel the smallest problems better than others, and any emotion and move will be perfectly captured.

Careless people can easily make up for unintentional mistakes without even noticing, but people with a delicate mind can easily feel them.

If she asked a rhetorical question as an attack, the extremely fragile Raiden Mei would probably be directly defeated and would hide in the shadows with her head in her hands to escape.

A small mistake happened to be missed at such a critical moment, which would wake people up in the dark night even after many years.

Even if it is one year, five years, or ten years later, I am afraid that the girl will suddenly think of this in her dream and feel crazy with regret and remorse.

Will not.

Absolutely not.

No matter how many times I have experienced such things before, no matter how many times I have been criticized and hurt by others just because of a wrong word, it will not happen here, only at this moment.

It's not that the girl is strong-hearted. Even after she did something stupid, she didn't feel any pain when faced with the heart-piercing counterattacks of rhetorical questions. She has been forced to develop resistance to suffering through countless times of numbness and hurt. She just wants to relax her body and enjoy the sunshine in Jiangcheng.

“I really don’t like crowded places.”

——There is no need to counterattack with rhetorical questions the first time.

……

People who habitually fill every word they say with retaliation and desire to hurt others are actually lacking in love, care, and tenderness.

Only those who grow up in a broken and sharp environment will instinctively grow thorns for defense. This is not necessary for individuals who have experienced or even lived in an environment of care for others for a long time.

Before Jiang Cheng was beaten into ketchup by a dump truck, the place where he lived was not very gentle or perfect. After he traveled through time, the group of so-called classmates he met showed the most naked evil of human beings.

Even so, the figures of the two girls left in the simulation were soft enough to soften the spikes, with the softness that would hurt them with just the slightest touch.

"In my impression, it seems that every time there are more people, there will always be some disaster or predicament, spiritual or physical."

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 161. Mei's self-esteem is overflowing

"Subconsciously, I began to dislike this meaningless gathering. After all, there is no point in being together."

"Once humans gather together, their IQ will decrease and they will become a mob, and they will be more likely to express overly extreme emotions."

"Maybe it's extreme goodness, maybe it's extreme evil, this behavior is unreasonable no matter how you look at it, so I don't like too many people."

"The saying that there is strength in numbers will become an empty phrase at certain points in time. I have seen geniuses who cannot be matched by more people. For a person like that, even ten thousand geniuses of the next level will be useless."

When an individual's physical strength and intelligence are above all else, it can provide a completely new choice for people who don't like socializing.

A person who has a reason and basis for not getting along with others does not need to use the so-called normality to squeeze himself into a crowd. He can only stay with the people he cares about.

In a sense, this is what the boy feels most about this power - at least when he was in Fire Moth, he could indeed be above other departments and have rights different from other subjects. He didn't even have to communicate with those so-called sponsors. They were just two people staying in the Spiral Workshop.

Such behavior that is inconsistent with everyone has never led to any malicious deduction of funds. In a sense, isolation from the world is also a way of hiding one's own weaknesses, making it difficult for others to find the key point.

In order to capture the individuals you need, you cannot take shortcuts, so you can only use the simplest method and continue to invest money to prove yourself on the stage.

"so……"

“You don’t have to feel bad about hating other people.”

"It should be the people you hate who should feel bad."

……

This is clearly a completely outrageous statement, attributing the mistakes to the masses, being extremely selfish, and caring only about one's own selfish emotions, which are about to overflow. No one with a normal education would agree with this.

——Individual strength is not enough.

No matter how talented or capable a human being is, they always have their limits, and these limits can be overcome in one fell swoop with the strength of all.

This is what every school teaches. There is no so-called aristocratic school that will treat the power of the masses as nothing. On the contrary, because everyone here is an aristocrat who is superior to others, what they teach is something that ordinary people cannot access.

Those who once ignored ordinary people and thought they were superior have long been overthrown. Those who can stand above ordinary people today are those who have truly learned to utilize the power of ordinary people and know how to utilize the power of the masses.

No matter how great an individual is, no matter how much he emphasizes the significance of hard work, in a world with technology, even someone who has trained for a lifetime can be shot down with one shot.

Human beings are completely unable to leave the group. They are purely social animals and need the support of others. Once they leave the masses, they will only die.

That's how it should be.

This is the essence of.

Mei Raiden was completely unable to deny the boy's words. No matter how much she thought she was a loser, she was just an ordinary young lady who relied on her family. When the characters got stuck on the edge of her lips, they would be tightly bitten by her rosy lips.

Are you unwilling to deny Jiang Cheng, and unwilling to let Jiang Cheng, who saved you and is your only friend and partner, lose face under any circumstances?

Or……

In fact, you are agreeing with it?

The heart beating under the full chest at this moment has already exceeded the range of ordinary people. However, the girl who has always lived in a peaceful world does not know her own abilities and is still hesitating and thinking.

But a certain ability that has already awakened and emerged from countless repressions and injuries has already proved its own uniqueness in its background.

Although it does not yet have the power to change everything and take the lead, that will can also give the body some confidence to a small extent.

Until the young man, who seemed to have taken a deep breath, gently raised the corners of his lips and gave his unreserved gaze to the girl who was standing close to him.

"It is normal for people with talents beyond ordinary people to live in seclusion. It is also very common for others not to understand you. In my eyes, you are already good enough, so good that you don't need to care about other people's opinions."

……

--comfort.

Undoubtedly comforting.

All the doubts that had arisen instinctively before disappeared.

The so-called agreement or disagreement with the opinion has become a joke, because the nature of this seemingly exposed opinion is nothing more than words of comfort.

Guys like me...

Do you have to take Jiang Chengjun's comfort seriously?

Mei Raiden bit her delicate lips lightly, and it seemed that an inexplicable emotion was surging again, causing her heart to slow down.

Calling me, a person who is still being bullied by others, a genius who is so outstanding that he doesn't need to care about other people's opinions, and saying that it is normal for others not to understand me... Obviously, I just said the wrong thing at the beginning.

Turning other people's mistakes into comfort, the simplest and most problem-solving rhetorical question seems to have completely disappeared and will no longer appear in the mouths of young people. This kind of gentleness towards others has long been engraved in the soul.

The boy's previous neglect and inattention were not false, and the act of seeing the inner anxiety at a glance, grasping the point of injury and offering help without hesitation was definitely not false.

This seemingly contradictory thing actually coexists harmoniously, revealing two seemingly opposite characteristics at every moment and every minute, the care and disregard for oneself, both of which seem extremely special, perhaps it is just because one's state is too easy to be seen.

Do not……

Mei Raiden pursed her lips, and her pearly teeth had closed in an unknown corner. She looked more pink and tender than the cherry blossoms that just happened to fall beside her in spring, and with a bit of bright red lipstick on her lips, she seemed a little embarrassed, ruthlessly denying the transfer of her instinctive desire to survive to Jiang Cheng's ability.

If it could really be seen so easily, I wouldn't have gone through so much. So many people didn't care, and none of the uncles and aunts who seemed to have a good relationship with me noticed this.

Even if this emotion can really be easily seen, isn't the only person in the world who can give comfort just the boy next to her?

This is something that is unique to Jiangcheng, and no one else would do it. There is no need to deny it just because you ignore it from time to time.

It is shameless to deny others' uniqueness just because of the fear that they may not belong to themselves because of such ridiculous emotions.

Even if the last straw is illusory, there is only one thing the person in trouble can do - reach out and grab it with all his strength.

In fact, this was the only thing the girl could do. She quietly stretched out her fingertips and gently touched the boy's fingers that were swung beside him.

It was like a perfectly comfortable fireplace. There seemed to be invisible streams of air passing through her hands into her body, softening her body which was slightly numb from the wind. A voice appeared in her heart, telling the girl, who was already covered in bruises, to let down all her defenses and quietly let the air flow invade her body, warming her heart as if she had taken a hot spring bath.

I didn't dare to really hold his hand, but just used the natural swaying of moving forward to create a coincidence of my hand and Jiang Cheng's unintentional touching.

Even so, the boy's physical sensation when occasionally touched gave the girl the illusion that she had grasped and owned Jiang Cheng.

——This shouldn’t happen.

The teachings of teachers, universal morality, the requirements of fathers... no matter which one, they all emphasized that girls should be reserved.

Holding hands with the opposite sex is not an appropriate thing to do, let alone taking the initiative, let alone not even daring to hold hands.

The so-called morality did not provide any help. Instead, the teacher did more to add insult to injury. Even the father was sent to prison.

Anyway, the cautious touching now can't be considered holding hands, how can it be worthy of the behavior between lovers? At best, it is just a sneaky offense by a weak and incompetent coward who craves love. Even if there is any mistake, such a rotten person would have already paid for it.

As a young lady, she absolutely cannot be so sneaky. At least she must have some courage when deciding to do something. Even if she wants to touch him, she must take the initiative to hold Jiang Cheng's hand to declare her sovereignty.

what……

You're not a young lady anymore.

……

……

Even in the early morning, the shops on both sides compete with the sun shining in the sky. The flashing neon lights seem to never stop, and they will continue to shine their advertisements to the world until the end of everything.

Even without the noisy crowds, the basic existence of the street itself still exists, such as the messy carts.

I don’t know what those vendors are insisting on. Even though they are missing their all-important customers, they still insist on staying in this remote alley.

It was so quiet that you could see the edge of the street at a glance, and even because the humid vapor had not yet dissipated, you could see some colorful rainbow lights.

After counting three hundred steps silently in her heart, the girl, who had not replenished Jiang Cheng's energy for a whole night, finally couldn't help but open her lips.

"Can we have a little chat like before?"

"Can I?"

……

Mei Raiden's voice was faint, as if it came from the sky somewhere far away. Her voice was so cautious and even her tone was soft, as if there was a balloon next to her, and she was afraid that if she spoke a little louder, the wind would blow the straw next to her into the sky.

By turning my head to peek at the boy's profile, I could finally stop being sneaky and look at him openly by asking him questions.

Perhaps it was because more than half a month was enough time for the superiors to know. Although it was an active request, he was not overly nervous in his heart. He just felt a little nervous, waiting for the almost impossible rejection.

Because the only answer Jiang Cheng would give was already very clear, it was the response after countless questions over more than half a month.

"If we're chatting..."

"——Of course you can."

……

“What kind of weather do you like?”

The boy was still the same as always, without any change. As the continuator of the topic, he searched for the parts of the communication he had with Weiwei.

"Rainy days, snowy days, sunny days, windy days... do you have any favorite among them?"

"weather……"

Her beautiful eyebrows drooped slightly, and she seemed to be in a state of deep thought. However, on this matter, the girl found it difficult to give an answer.