Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

In her past studies, even though she was a young lady, her studies on virtues and other things were almost exclusively focused on kendo, and because of the Sword Saint Houm, as for things that ordinary girls would be interested in, such as the weather and constellations... the girl could not be said to be ignorant, but she could also be said to know nothing about them.

In theory, you can just say any random question like this. Anyway, no one thinks that questions asked during casual conversation will be answered seriously.

Do not……

No.

absolute!

Absolutely not!

All the questions Jiang Cheng asked her must not be answered in a perfunctory manner. This is a rule that the girl has adhered to to this day and will never break.

Maybe it doesn't make sense, maybe the boy doesn't care about the occasional perfunctory attitude, maybe the one who stares at all the mistakes he makes and seizes all the problems is only himself who is absolutely harsh on himself.

It doesn't matter what it is. This so-called persistence is, after all, just a layer of paper that a rotten person uses to show that he is not rotten to the core. In fact, the rot underneath will be exposed as long as the wind blows a little.

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"If it's hard to give an answer, let me explain it first. It's really impossible to give an answer without knowing anything."

"What I'm talking about is indeed a bit unpopular. It's not a problem for either of us to be unable to answer it, so please allow me to speak first."

The classic descent into self-denial and self-pity, with a past so tragic that he can't even communicate normally, because he has almost never had normal communication with others and only got constant denial - all of this development is too familiar to Jiangcheng today.

He just knocked lightly on the shelf on the roadside, making a clanging sound to break the silence, which was the best way to break the silence.

At least among hundreds of ways, this is the most suitable one.

In the past, Wei Liwei would always treat whatever she said seriously as if it were the most important thing. Even if it was just a joke during boredom, the girl would do her best to make it happen. After not wanting to hurt the girl's feelings at first, she realized that she should have directly denied it at this time.

It is not a good thing to be too serious about everything. This unilateral behavior of expressing oneself is actually the wrong way. Because you don't know how to respond, you take everything the other party says as an imperial decree.

The result of this will only be that neither party dares to speak freely. Chatting, which could have served as a lubricant to liven up the atmosphere and was also a proof of the closeness between two people, becomes something that requires careful consideration.

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PS: I always feel that after the experience with Weierwei and Alicia, Jiang Cheng's strategy level has suddenly become very strong. Although the way he uses the strategy against them and the experience gained from Weierwei and others to treat others... I inexplicably feel a little bit awesome.

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 162. Raiden Mei: Jiang Cheng still doesn’t see me...

Communicating with a girl who had a tragic past, a soft heart, and was actually very kind, could provide the best comfort without hurting anyone. Unknowingly, this talent had been fully tapped by Jiang Cheng.

In this sense, this can also be called a joke from hell, because any girl around her is, or will be, covered in scars, and will be flattered by even the slightest bit of light.

Velvi, Alicia after the resurrection match, any one of them needs to be treated wholeheartedly, without any trash in the mind.

For this kind of behavior of giving everything to yourself, the only one who can match it and try to make both parties give equally is to give wholeheartedly yourself.

Although the severity of Mei Raiden's condition is still morbid for ordinary people, it seems lighter than the previous two.

No matter how understated it may seem, to ordinary people it is still as scary as a yandere who escaped from a mental hospital.

never mind……

It's just a bunch of people with mental problems.

Anyway, he is not a normal person. Or strictly speaking, unless he comes from a wealthy family, has kind parents, and all the people he meets are kind and gentle, everyone actually has some problems inside.

The so-called fun-loving people, the so-called fragile hearts that explode at the slightest provocation, or the six arts of a gentleman that are widely circulated on the Internet, aren’t they all manifestations of mental state?

After entering the information age, too much junk information bombardment takes up all our time, and the changes in the times make the education of the older generation seem outdated.

There are many reasons for the problem. At least if he didn't want to make trouble at home, he probably wouldn't have been chased and hit by the dump truck.

Isn’t there a saying that people who can travel through time are usually otakus? Even if they suddenly disappear, they will not have any impact on the world.

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After all, these are things that have passed. It is better to be distracted by the simulated things than to think about them now. At least simulating them may give us some new information, which can help us think about the strategy for the next simulation.

If each simulation leaves a significant psychological impression, and even the body remembers instincts that originally only appeared in the simulation, then you need to think a little about the planning of the overall process.

Although simulation is essentially life, life has never had any rules to speak of, and reality is always the biggest immutable and uncertain factor.

The boy took a deep breath, thinking about the words he had used to comfort Weiwei in the past, and subconsciously shook his hands slightly.

Occasionally responding to the girl's extended fingertips, the two of them swayed against each other like wind chimes hanging on the eaves, achieving the perfect touch.

“People who like heavy snow should like a comfortable life.”

"It's different from rain. The sight of snowflakes flying around makes people unconsciously feel that the whole world has become soft and beautiful."

“People who like strong winds often have an infinite yearning for freedom and enjoy the feeling of floating in the wind.”

"People who like rain, I think, must want to calm down and gaze at the waves outside. The emotions in their hearts that have nowhere to vent will disperse with every raindrop hitting the ground and every time the water droplets spread out, until they finally gather in a place where no one knows, and turn into a small clear stream again."

"On a sunny day..."

Jiang Cheng was silent for a moment, then suddenly turned his head, revealing half of his face that just happened to block the sunlight in the distance, forcing the light to scatter.

"I think……"

"——I think he wants to be loved."

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The girl, who was still calculating the route, raised her head, and the words to introduce the new route stuck on her lips - the boy who was close at hand was in her crimson purple eyes, and even the lines of his profile bathed in the light became soft, as if he had turned into the sun at this moment, letting the light flow past him, and his blue hair, which was slightly like a faint blue, was stained with a bit of yellow.

It seemed as if the gods in the sky had calculated it specially, and even the halo became just right at this moment, as if the aftereffects of yesterday's drizzle had not completely dissipated, and the refracted light was just right for the young man to spread into the world.

Like the prince in fairy tales, he always rides a white horse, defeats all difficulties, overcomes all hardships and obstacles, and saves the princess from darkness.

No matter what kind of demon king or what kind of difficulties there are, it will be the prince who will win in the end, and he will spread the light of hope to the world.

I was just walking normally towards the amusement park.

It was only a moment when he raised his head, and the boy's body just blocked the sun in the distance.

Obviously, coincidences like this are not uncommon if they are created intentionally. The illusion that the gods are showering on the human world is just Jiang Cheng's position.

No matter how the girl subconsciously comforted herself in her heart that all this was normal - the extra emotions in her heart still inevitably caused waves, allowing the warm sunlight to have a chance to penetrate the layers of the sea surface and touch the coldness at the bottom.

what……

There are so many things to say about the weather.

Free wind, comfortable snow, wild rain.

If you must find one you like, you must choose the one you want the most.

"So……"

"It must be you that I like...Sunny Day."

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The subconscious mistake was not realized until the word "change" was uttered. Perhaps it was because of the sun-like warmth and the illusion of the bright light from the morning sun that Raiden Mei inadvertently confused Jiangcheng with the sunny day and said words that were almost equivalent to a confession.

Even though it was corrected in an instant, she still felt uneasy. She bit her lips tightly with her pearly teeth, her face, which was as rosy as fallen cherry blossoms, was frighteningly pale, and her crimson-purple eyes seemed to really flash with thunder from the sky.

However, this thunder and lightning was not meant to drive away evil, crush enemies, or judge everything... It was simply because the tense heart could not be calmed down.

Only after seeing that the boy's eyebrows had not changed at all did he breathe a sigh of relief and let the small string that had been hung on the branch fall steadily to the ground.

what……

fortunately……

What followed was doubt, doubt about my own inexplicable behavior, and doubt about my audacity to confess directly.

——How could I say such a thing?

Not appropriate.

After all this time, I shouldn't be so blunt.

This kind of behavior of wanting to tell others everything no matter what is happening is obviously more like what a hot-blooded idiot with the IQ of Paramecium would do, right?

Even if I really have feelings for her, like the gangster lady in that novel, if I say this now... it will definitely cause trouble to Jiang Cheng, or it will only cause trouble to him.

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Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand to block the sunlight, and his horizontal palm created a natural Tyndall effect, giving the light at this moment a shape, flowing out through his fingers like a gentle wind, and his voice was deliberately adjusted to be soft.

"Strictly speaking, these statements are not very rigorous, because three-dimensional and complex people cannot be simply summarized by one aspect."

"When you are feeling down, you will look forward to snow, hoping that this snowy world can bring you some dreamy comfort. After all, as long as the snow is thick, even if you fall, it won't hurt as much as in the summer."

“When I’m upset, I look forward to a light rain, which can free me from all the troubles and constraints, so that I can find a quiet space and watch the rain hitting the window, as if the surging raindrops can take away all the emotions, as if I can also turn into rain to vent my emotions.”

“When you feel overly depressed, it would be great if there was a gust of wind that urged you to raise your head, look at the vast world, and feel the illusion of standing in the wind as if you were about to be blown up like a kite.”

"Sunny days should be the weather that many people like. As long as it is not too hot, no matter what your mood is, being illuminated by the warm sunshine that is like full of love will warm your heart."

"what……"

Mei Raiden lowered her eyebrows slightly and responded to his words carefully, her slender white and tender fingertips gently covering her lips, as if she wanted to seal her mouth physically to avoid revealing anything that should not be confided, was not worthy of being said, and would only cause more trouble.

Jiang Cheng is indeed a gentle person, but this gentleness makes people more afraid. Fear will be lost one day, fear will be thrown away one day.

Only what both sides give can give peace of mind. One-sided intrusion, one-sided rescue, one-sided reaching out of the hand, one-sided pulling up the girl who is about to fall into the abyss, then if that hand relaxes a little, she will fall at a faster and more tragic speed, right?

Putting everything you have into the hands of others, to the point where you don't even have any bargaining chips, can only gain weight by spending time with others.

The person who is being helped should not say anything because the help from others is not thorough. He is being saved and is about to fall into the abyss. How can he be qualified or worthy to blame others or the ability of those who come to save him?

The girl knew.

Everyone knows it.

Being educated as the perfect Yamato Nadeshiko, the gentleness and kindness of the girl who grew up in an ivory tower have long been determined.

This is the harm called bullying. In the first moment, the extreme emotions are not directed towards everyone, but are squeezed on oneself, accumulated in the heart, allowing the blade and external attacks to hurt oneself together.

Even in the future, until the moment when he can no longer suppress the urge for revenge, he will still feel guilty for causing innocent casualties. Because he is a Herrscher, he even wanted to seek death as a relief.

Even if I decide to go into darkness, just to let the one I love stand in the light, I will still save the innocent people in distress.

How could such a kind-hearted girl not be content?

How could he repay kindness with enmity like a beast?

This is fundamentally the antonym of being heartless and treacherous.

There are kind and wonderful people in the world who are willing to treat others with gentleness and repay any help with gratitude. At least the girl named Raiden Mei is a real normal person.

——It’s very important.

Something called a sense of security is so important.

It is precisely because we have been caught in the rain that we are afraid of the rain. Suffering can never be overcome. We can only be numb and endure it. This kind of numbness is ultimately a kind of oppression on ourselves. The moment someone gives us an umbrella, no one will be willing to go back to the cold wind and rain.

No matter how much you know you shouldn't do this, no matter how much you tell yourself in your heart that you don't deserve to do this, emotions still arise inevitably. The dam that holds back the flood is hit again and again by the water without any maintenance, and almost no one is unaware of its fate of being shattered in the end.

Even passers-by watching the impacts again and again can clearly know the fate that is about to come, let alone the girl who personally faces this tidal wave of emotions and tries her best to suppress it again and again?

With every time the boy ignores, every time he neglects, every time he is absent-minded, every time he feels warmth, and every time he is hurt and blatantly bullied by others when he returns home at night, the gap brings extremes.

Pure beauty is like a paradise that can be encountered but not sought after. If there is only darkness, it is not impossible to be numb and endure it. It is not impossible to live as an ostrich with its head stuck in the ground.

What can truly make everything unbearable and destroy the heart like a mudslide is the superposition of beauty and despair. After seeing the light, one still has to remain in darkness, needing to constantly shuttle back and forth between happiness and suffering, and feeling this intense conflict over and over again in the heart.

She was clearly having fun with Jiang Cheng in the last second, and his aura around her had not yet dissipated, but in the next second she was stopped by those people again.

Less than a moment after walking out of paradise, the harsh reality will come again, as if emphasizing that all those beautiful things were just illusions.

This happiness is just like the wind that appears suddenly and may leave suddenly, blowing across the lake and the sand, leaving only a trace.

Pain and suffering, on the other hand, are eternal. They appear suddenly long ago, arrive at any moment, and there is no possibility of an end in sight.

An ordinary person's heart, without training, would not be able to withstand even a 100-meter high-speed drop, and would scream and faint directly. And the girl's fall between heaven and hell was more than just a 100-meter drop.

Even a professional pilot cannot help but experience and bear this contradiction and gap every day and every night.

If that happy moment could really be so sweet that it makes even the bones numb, it would last forever, until the end of the world.

Then even if I have to endure a day for this, and wait a day in exchange for just a few hours of happiness, it would be good enough.

In order to pursue a moment of sweetness, other things can be ignored. The only problem is that Jiang Cheng's eyes seem to...

——There is no me.

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