Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

At least the atmosphere of an aristocratic college, the leisurely schedule, and the courses and schedules that he had never dared to think about before were a new feeling that he had never imagined or even dreamed of.

What we experience along the way is a beautiful sight that is enough to make ordinary people stop and stay. They will sigh at the ripples caused by the falling cherry blossoms in spring on the lake, and be shocked by the blue sunlight penetrating the water and spreading out a double shimmering Tyndall effect in the endless ripples. The educated ones can even recite a few verses from ancient times to express their emotions.

It's a pity that Jiang Cheng has traveled all over the world, twice in a row. As a teenager, he had a complete self, but it was not a very pleasant and immature journey. As an adult and after dying once, his emotions were bound, but it turned out to be a very beautiful and mature journey.

It was a journey composed of summer, sea, sky, clouds, breeze, mountains, forests, fireworks, sunset, starry sky... countless things. I thought it had resolved all the regrets and would not leave any sadness.

Even though it turned out to be an arrogant thought, the fact that he could have such a thought when he had so many regrets and knew how much there was between him and the girl was in itself an acknowledgement of the journey.

Even twice in a row, once in normal time and once after everything was destroyed, the shock of the beautiful scenery was even stronger.

If it were not a product of other planets, he would probably not be shocked by any scenery, except for the special consideration of emotion.

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The scenery along the way was ultimately just an addition, and it couldn't even slow down the pace. It could only serve as a topic for small talk, although most of the time it was Jiang Cheng who made the relevant introductions, using Wei Erwei's wisdom to provide a tool for communication when he was with the other girl.

It may sound a bit strange, using one girl's things to communicate with another girl, or even staying one-on-one with her.

It's just a simulation anyway. Weiwei has been dead for 50,000 years. What she has in Paradise is just a memory. After all, she is just a shadow of the past downstairs.

Two people stepped into the audio store one after another. The machine for taking photo booths was placed in the middle of the store. This was a very common practice in the last century. Most stores would place an entertainment facility in their stores.

Even now, many large shopping malls or entertainment centers have machines for taking photo booths for high school students to use.

As an almost enduring activity, it is in some sense associated with youth, just as diamonds are associated with marriage.

Seemingly meaningless things, as long as they are connected with meaningful things, even dirt can become more precious than gold.

The interior design is still old-fashioned and has not kept up with the times. When the curtains outside are lowered, the place becomes shrouded in darkness.

Although part of the reason is that this is a street specially designed for nostalgic elderly people, otherwise even if the equipment itself is sufficient, it will not be increased, just like a light bulb factory with too good quality will go bankrupt, but it does not mean that the appearance of the light bulb will not change.

Jiang Cheng stayed in a dark little cubicle. He could feel the girl standing shoulder to shoulder with him without even turning around or reaching out his hand. The feeling was like thunder and lightning on a rainy day.

Perhaps the girl named Raiden Mei was as sharp as thunder when she was called the Queen of Thunder, but now all that is left is the despair and gloom that she has been soaked in after hiding in the dark clouds for too long.

The contact he had with Alicia far exceeded that between ordinary lovers. The body fragrance coming from the girl during such close contact was not enough to make Jiang Cheng feel flustered. Even if he might be a little mentally disturbed, because it was the first time in real life that he was so close to a girl of the same age, his body's instinct had automatically adapted to it, and he was even calm. The threshold that had been pulled too high could no longer express any stimulation.

After all, instead of these messes, what we should pay more attention to is what kind of poses we should strike in the cubicle that can accommodate two people for the photos - perhaps because it was designed from the beginning for interaction between friends or even lovers, the area used for activities was deliberately made small, enough to pose in different styles, but no matter what we do, there will always be a part that is at least friction between clothes.

For friends, physical contact is nothing, but between lovers, unintentional touching can be considered an interesting behavior.

There is indeed nothing wrong with the design of the photo booth machine. After all, it is impossible for two innocent people of the opposite sex who have no relationship with each other to take photos together.

……

Touching the girl's body, the well-defined jade-like shoulders that were once the site of swirling leaves and petals in the wind, the swaying pink light on her snow-cast skin that tempted him to get a kiss - at the moment of actual touching, the boy realized that the sentences he once thought were used for exaggerated descriptions were actually just the simplest straightforward sequences.

There was a smell rising and echoing in the small cubicle. It was not the smell of perfume. It was absolutely unscientific and abnormal. No matter how much a normal girl boasted, it was impossible for her to have real body odor.

Perhaps it was because she was born with the stigmata, or perhaps it was the gem stuffed into the core, but everything that should have been possessed by a girl who was not human, like a fairy, was also displayed on Mei Raiden.

That was a fantasy posture and appearance. The elegant and tranquil fragrance was blowing against the wind, which just reflected the girl's shyness and restraint.

"I remember that the switch here was turned on from the inside. Judging from your appearance, Meiyi, you have never been to a place like this to take a photo before."

"In this case, I may have a better understanding of this machine than you, at least on a higher level on paper."

“Photo booth…it’s definitely my first experience.”

Mei Raiden lifted her hair with one hand and combed it behind her ears. Perhaps because of the difference between men and women, her naturally soft heart cared most about the word "first time" at the first moment - the descendant of the once noble lady, now a sinner hated by the whole world, had only now participated in the activities that a high school JK would do for the first time.

It was somewhat ridiculous. When she was a young lady, she was so high and mighty that basically no one dared to touch her, let alone stay together with her.

Just because she rejected confessions several times in a swift and decisive manner, she was dubbed the Queen of Thunder and Lightning and worshipped fanatically and foolishly.

The father went to prison, and the daughter of a criminal fell to the bottom in an instant. She was hated by the world and no one would touch her.

On the contrary, at this moment, the talent named Raiden Mei has truly broken free from the constraints of her identity and become a truly ordinary high school student.

It would be nice if there were something that could leave a deeper impression, but unfortunately, no matter how hard I look, I can't find anything useful.

unless……

Fat times?

……

When my shoulders collided with the boy's, I felt a unique sense of coolness and distance, as if the development of a love story in a light novel written in the second dimension seemed to awaken some too old memories.

The girl suddenly remembered a comic book she had read before, in which the heroine always liked to reveal some benefits in some seemingly peaceful daily things, leaving memories again and again without anyone knowing, until the carrier recording the memories was turned over by the hero and all this was made public, watching what had happened again from a third-person perspective.

The psychological description of the male protagonist was not written in great detail, because when all the previous doubts were revealed at this moment, it also showed the psychological feelings of every reader who watched the story from the beginning to the end.

Details will be ignored. Human memory has its limits and it is impossible to accommodate everything indefinitely. Anything that is unimportant will inevitably be worn out with the passage of time and will not be specifically recorded.

Some people in the world are born with a symptom called supernormal ability, which allows them to remember everything they see. Although the price is that they usually go crazy before they live long, even headaches are secondary to this.

If you can't forget, you won't be able to cross the gap by shortcuts. You can't avoid everything you've experienced by forgetting. All the mental burdens you've experienced will only accumulate endlessly until one day the burden crushes you.

In theory, this is true. Even on a date, a lot of things will be forgotten. As time goes by, even the details may not be retained, and only the smile or the final climax that can be absolutely engraved in the heart will be left.

But in that comic, when the readers, who had a God's perspective on the male protagonist, saw those photos, although it was in the form of a welfare benefit, it did achieve the goal of making those memories of the two people that were about to disperse and were considered insignificant become precious again.

Every detail will be recalled to see if it is related to the welfare given by the girl. It is like exploring a dungeon. While collecting every corner, you can also find treasure chests in the dark alleys of oblivion.

If that is the case, then all the memories between me and the heroine are precious and must not be forgotten. I even experienced the gap between almost forgetting and remembering it in an instant. It is already engraved in my heart.

This method is indeed useful. At least until now the girl’s story is still fresh in my memory. It is almost impossible to forget it after reading it only once.

Even after going through so many things, the story has not become completely blurred. On the contrary, I will think of Panci after experiencing similar things.

If we can follow the heroine's approach in that comic, the effect in reality will definitely be better than the third-person perspective of God.

Absolutely, right?

For sure?

Anyway, we have to add more lenses to the kaleidoscope, leaving behind the memories of the two of us and creating a unique kaleidoscope for this date.

After it is presented as a gift, wouldn't Jiang Cheng be able to do the same thing as in the comics by simply opening the gift and looking through the kaleidoscope lens?

Giving out benefits is a very shameless thing in itself, but if the other side of the scale corresponding to dignity and education is Jiangcheng...

——What is there to hesitate about?

……

……

'ah? ’

It seemed as if she had never expected that her other self could actually do such a thing. She threw everything that was once real to the ground. For the first time in her life, the girl, who had just been born, felt incomprehensible.

why?

Why do we distribute benefits in this way?

Isn’t this very hurtful and degrading to yourself?

Is it okay to trample on everything you have just to leave a deeper impression?

Just for a person whom I have only known for more than half a month, I can treat all the precious things in my life of the past ten years as consumables and fuel.

Are you King You of Zhou?

'timid……'

"No, Raiden Mei."

'You are really hungry.'

……

PS: The fight is still going on in Paradise, mainly because Velvet and Alicia are both mentally broken. When I turn over there, I can only see the cries of the losers.

Reality: When thunder breaks the sky: 172. Fat○’s style is… a bit ordinary

All previous doubts were resolved at this moment.

It was not until this moment that Mei Raiden finally realized everything.

Why didn't I feel overly nervous when I did this around Jiang Cheng?

Why did she keep pulling at the hem of her skirt with her fingers even though Jiang Cheng could clearly look back?

Why did she change her body shape after completely supporting him with her shoulders so that her breath and hair could touch the back of the boy's neck?

Yes.

The girl named Raiden Mei is a person who is not only shameless, but also hopes that her most perverted side will be seen by others... and by Jiang Cheng.

How can a person who can take photos of himself that can be preserved forever be afraid of being seen for just a moment?

One can be held in your hand and licked and looked at continuously, while the other can only be looked at for one second. Even if there is a sense of presence, the difference is huge.

Although Jiang Cheng would never do such a perverted behavior, the possibility of him choosing to return the photos after getting them is greater than keeping them.

Rather than being something Jiang Cheng might do, this kind of thinking is the result of the girl, who has become completely perverted, projecting her own meanness and vulgarity - hoping that she can be taken to heart and cover up the unknown woman who always appears in the boy's heart from time to time.

The emotion lingering in my heart was more like anticipation than fear, and the only bit of uneasiness I felt had nothing to do with the fear of being seen.

He believed that his actions insulted Jiang Cheng.

I was worried that Jiang Cheng would think I was shameless after seeing this.

He was even more afraid that all this would not be enough to satisfy Jiang Cheng.

For a person who has already achieved such an awareness, instead of continuing to look back at what he has already overcome, what he should really look at, hold his head high and take as his goal is the new mountain range that is blocking the way ahead.

Now that you have realized your mistake and have crossed the mountain, there is no need to hesitate about the previous difficulties. What you need to do is to cross new mountains.

The new mountain that stood in front of the girl at this moment, or the continuation of the original mountain range, was - could she do this?

After being aware of the situation and even willing to become a dirty pervert, can you get the answer you want, need, and need?

Can Jiang Cheng be satisfied with my fatness?

Can he suppress the unknown girl in the boy's heart?

The style of panties is a bit ordinary.

There is no lace or hollowing, it is just the simplest type, and even the color is very ordinary. Among all the styles, perhaps only pure white will appear more ordinary. It should not disappoint Jiang Cheng, right?

Problems and difficulties always come one after another. When you are determined to climb over a mountain, you think that this is the highest mountain and you will soon reach the flat grassland, but you find that the previous mountain is just a stepping stone to the next mountain.

It's like endless mountains, endless stairs, or life is just like this, endless running without any rest.

You are determined to trample your own dignity under your feet, but what you encounter after you realize it is not smooth sailing, but more problems.

Or maybe it's just that my perspective has broadened. After crossing the mountains, they are now higher than before, but when I stand at a higher place, I think about higher mountains.

Desires are like rolling stones on a mountain. It is difficult to suppress them by your own will, because the more you move forward, the more you will see.

Before, I was just thinking about whether or not to show my panties. After making up my mind, I started to worry about whether the color would be to my liking.

I should have worn a lace-up top earlier, but then I would have been considered a cheap woman...and there weren't any other styles that were suitable.

There is no point in regretting now. I have already come this far. If I stop, I will be in a dilemma just like before.

As the camera clicked, the slender fingertips simultaneously lifted the hem of the skirt in different ways, ensuring that each photo would show different places in different ways, rather than the same old posture, and at least showing some of the sides that could be covered.

Mei Raiden is like a model on the stage, doing her best to show everything that should not be shown and be remembered by others.

Not every time there will be benefits, but by adding some special ones to normal photos, you may win a big prize just like opening a treasure chest.

Perhaps it is a little bit of self-shame at work, thinking that there is still a way out, that as long as I disguise it as an unintentional behavior it will be acceptable.

In essence, he was still trying to guess Jiang Cheng's thoughts, trying to privately project his own despicable and messy will onto him.

Cover up the proactive behavior by saying that you accidentally haven't worn this kind of clothes, haven't been in the cubicle with others, and made a slight mistake in the panic. As long as you can blame the problem on your own unfamiliarity, it is normal to occasionally reveal a corner of your skirt.

Although it is actually meaningless, because after paying for enlightenment, you will only think about whether the results of your enlightenment can be maximized.

The rationality of thinking about a way out is limited to the awareness of not going so far as to give up everything and trample on everything to vent.

It's just like the so-called saving spare strength and attacking with all your strength. If you use all your strength in one punch, how can you have the energy to think about what happens next?

After climbing a mountain, looking back at the road you came from is a unique right of climbers. Those who are chased by wolves and tigers do not deserve this qualification.

Her current strange and incomprehensible behavior is simply because her inner contradictions are still spiraling. The girl has closed her eyes and hid in the shadows for too long, and she has even forgotten what she has become in the darkness, so that she is not clear about the logic of her own behavior.

Jiang Cheng had clearly stopped moving, but she still leaned on his back shamelessly.