Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Although she had already pressed her shoulders against the boy's back, she still tilted her head forward and turned over to bring her softness and breath closer to him.

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——What on earth is Mei doing?

The two people who were so close to each other were thinking about completely different things, as if the doubts were split and evenly distributed to them.

Provide tolerance, provide forbearance, and provide your back. Fortunately, the physical fitness of the Herrscher is superior to that of ordinary people. Even if you stand alone for half a day, you will not feel tired or shake at all.

It was not until several minutes later that Jiang Cheng answered his question when he could feel a part of the back of his neck being turned red by the heat, and the itchiness caused by his hair made him even suspect that his hair would be dyed purple by the girl, and that his hair color, which was originally the color of the sea, would be mixed with someone else's color.

"are you ready?"

"If there's not enough space, I can leave first."

"Please rest assured, I will close my eyes. I will not do anything and I will not feel anything. I have a special ability that allows me to completely block my vision and senses."

"Although it's a pretty useless superpower, it seems that under certain circumstances, even a useless person can accomplish something very important."

The seemingly calm words removed the last bit of the minefield while also preparing to leave this small cubicle that belonged to only two people.

The pace has changed, and the toes are pointing in the direction of leaving. After all, it is because of the support of the pillars and walls and the girl's forward leaning body that she did not choose to leave the room at the first moment.

Although Jiang Cheng had no experience at all in terms of grasping the right measure and sense of distance. In the past, he either stayed in one place alone, went to school alone, ate alone, went home alone, slept alone, ate hot pot alone, watched movies alone, or went to the hospital alone.

Either he is with Alicia or Velvet. One of them has extreme social phobia and has no idea what the word sense of distance means from beginning to end. The other is a girl who will come to him like a puppy and hug him tightly if he is away for even a second.

But it was already this kind of atmosphere, and staying in such a small place with a girl. No matter how you thought about it, it felt weird. Even if it was a little strange, the girl's panic before was definitely not fake.

While giving the girl a sense of security, you cannot occupy her entire safety zone. You must at least wait until the moment she voluntarily walks out.

Just like Weiwei, the transformation into a safe zone can only be completed if the girl with a low self-esteem believes that he is absolutely safe and can be trusted.

For example, evil spirits would hide in the room and run into the quilt. This kind of thing is absolutely forbidden. No matter how desperate and cruel the world and time are, you must be absolutely safe when you cover your head with the quilt.

"Ah...it's okay, it's been resolved."

"Mei."

He called softly to the girl with a heavy soul, and a glimmer of understanding flashed across the depths of his dark eyes. Now was not the time to investigate further.

"If there is anything, you can tell me directly. Although it may sound a bit boastful, you don't have to treat me as an ordinary high school student and think that I can't solve the problem."

"You should have read light novels, right? I'm probably like the male protagonists in those light novels. I have a knowledge reserve that doesn't belong to this age group, or even normal people. It's enough to solve most problems in the world."

"It may be a little offensive, but please don't take it all to heart no matter what happens. If you consider me a friend, then let's face the problem together."

"I don't want to discuss with you why I consider you my friend. Such abstract and emotional things cannot be described rationally."

"Eh?"

The stunned girl had no time to think carefully about these comforting voices, as some cold fingers had already touched her right shoulder, which was the part close to the boy - Jiang Cheng still kept the posture of turning his back to give the girl independent space, but tried to turn over and press his hands on the girl, gently patting her shoulders again and again, as if stroking her hair.

Mei Raiden stammered, hesitated, and gasped violently, as if she had suddenly done intense anaerobic exercise, and even her heart was trembling.

Although they were clearly cold fingers, it seemed as if a warm current flowed through the fingertips into the body, along the blood vessels to the heart, and then from the heart to the entire body.

Obviously, she didn't want to appear unreliable in front of Jiang Cheng.

I have clearly made up my mind to hide those things.

For some reason, her body suddenly started to move non-stop. Her head rested on his back, and her clothes were wet with her sad breaths.

Jiang Cheng's body is very straight, like a mountain. You can't feel much of a normal person's body temperature when you get close to him. It's really like the calm sea surface, or looking at the starry sky at night. There is a subtle sense of inhumanity.

But at this moment, the young man who should have been as far away and untouchable as the stars was right in front of her, allowing her to lean against him and touch him casually.

The stars are eternal, but they are different from a partner who will cover you with a quilt. In the cold wind, if you look up at the sky, you will not be able to pay attention to your feet. If you accept the quilt given by a friend, you will not be able to enjoy the night sky quietly.

You cannot have both, they are clearly distinct and there is absolutely no possibility of blending them. The words that seemed to be the truth have become ineffective only at this moment.

The boy who suddenly broke into her world like a meteor in the sky was right beside her. He would cover her with a quilt and ask about her well-being.

It was like a dream, so wonderful that I couldn't even imagine that I was worthy of experiencing this, and I couldn't imagine that I was worthy of being treated like this.

It's as if the best of both worlds came together, blending the comfort of your partner with the stars in the sky to create a sun that's warm and distant, untouchable, yet gives its own light and heat.

The girl suddenly remembered a sentence... The sun is the sun, it is so great. Even in the winter, the sun is still the light that illuminates all things in the world, and even the shadowy corners will be selflessly sprinkled with light.

……

"It was once said in a famous book that flames are flames, and their weight cannot be measured by weight. Only a person with the same knowledge as the vulgar people in the grocer's shop would want to use a broken scale to weigh cheese to weigh genius."

"I don't want to continue praising you, I just hope you can understand that this country is very sick. The more talented, the cuter, and the more talented you are, the easier it is for others to isolate you, because they don't look at whether an individual is good or bad, but at the ridiculous standard of whether you can fit in with others."

"Most people are a mob. If you fit in, you will become mediocre and become a mob. At least the light novels I've read about this are basically stories about geniuses being rejected by others."

"You have great, very great swordsmanship, and a lovely face. Even if you have nothing, you can still live a very comfortable life just by going to challenge other people. There is no need to care about those messy things."

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PS: Now it's not so much that the girl is just in heat, but rather that someone who thinks he has nothing can't find anything else to do, can't find a way to defeat... at least temporarily repel the figure in Jiang Cheng's heart, because he was persecuted too harshly at one time, his relatives, friends and even the Sword Master of Houmu are all gone, and his use of force is useless due to the blatant favoritism of the police and the campus, so it can be said that he has lost everything.

Correspondingly, in Mei Raiden's eyes, Jiang Cheng is very outstanding, as if he knows everything and can do everything. It is a completely unequal relationship. She cannot find any reason in herself that makes the other party worthy of staying. The girl just can't live without him unilaterally, so this overly humble scene appears... because in a sense, this relationship is even less equal than that of Wei Erwei and Jiang Cheng.

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 173. Father... Mei has disappointed you

"Even if you don't want to tell me, you can solve most things yourself. There's no need to think it's your fault."

"If they want to cause trouble for you, just wield the knife and don't think about anything related to the law. If they dare to bully you, it means they are not afraid of the law."

After all, this city is in the hands of others, and the branch in charge of the Far East is a complete... We can only say that we can't rely on them.

Instead of trusting the law and believing that the authorities will help, it is better to solve the problem directly with force. They are already being treated like non-human beings.

Don’t worry that you will be disliked more because you will encounter bullying and harm every moment anyway. If you are used to it, why would you be afraid of being bullied by others?

Cocolia wants to create a Herrscher, and she only needs to meet the conditions for the birth of a Herrscher. Her former title was a witch, not a ○ woman.

In other words, Cocolia will only do things that meet the standards of a Herrscher, and no matter how bad she does things, she can't do anything too bad. There is no upper limit and no lower limit. In the final analysis, she was once a kind person, not a pervert who likes to torture others.

Compared to the other one, who was afraid of the power of his subordinates, so he used the Honkai fusion bomb to blow up his subordinates, and then claimed that he had destroyed the enemy with the Honkai fusion bomb. When his subordinates came back, he not only did not feel any guilt, but also continued to use him and used his daughter who was less than ten years old for human experiments.

The direction of the experiment was to defeat the enemy with all her might, and even prevent the opponent from escaping. After blowing up her daughter, she raised her subordinates' daughter like a villain in a classic story. Cocolia still has a lot of bottom lines.

They all don't care about civilians and treat normal people's lives as cheap as weeds. At least there is a slight difference in the degree of badness of their behavior.

Maybe it's because of their lack of ability, or maybe both of them have the same evil nature. For now, based on her performance, Cocolia is the one who needs less worry.

Anyway, you will encounter the same treatment no matter what, so why not make yourself happy? Why not resist?

"If you fight back, you will at most be charged with mutual assault, which is nothing more than another reason to punish. It's as if there is no reason not to fight back. Even if more charges are derived from this, the treatment you receive will not change at all."

"If someone really wants to cause trouble for others, then no matter how they try to evade, they will be found out. A thief can only steal for a thousand days, but you can never be on guard against thieves for a thousand days."

Jiang Cheng was still talking, his calm but persuasive voice echoing in the small cubicle, as if it was an oracle coming from all directions.

Telling each word carefully and looking at it carefully, just like in the past, the comfort must also be mixed with one's own authenticity and understanding.

When normal comfort only required telling her not to cry, Jiang Cheng insisted on finding all the advantages of the girl, pointing them all out and then comparing them.

It was as if he wanted to tear everything apart and crush it for her, fearing that there would be a link that she couldn't understand, fearing that some doubts might get in her way.

Yes.

Mei Raiden lowered her eyebrows slightly, hiding her emotions in the blind spot of her vision, and finally she could show everything in her heart without reservation.

A mouse is a mouse, a fly is a fly, and no matter how perfect a fly is, it cannot glow, not even the faint spark of a firefly.

Jiang Cheng cares about me, and until now he still cares about my loneliness. Even when he was rejected and actively denied, he still kept the relationship in his heart. But I... wanted to win his favor by despicable means.

Different topics, one forward, one backward, but once again hit the delicate heart, broke in with great fanfare, and stepped on the fragments.

Inferiority complex, self-pity, those emotions like maggots on the heel reappeared, and the boy's repeated attacks and attempts to stop him still failed to resist.

Or if we use one word to give the simplest explanation, it would be that rather than blaming others for their mistakes, it should be called one's own incompetence.

Even though I know I shouldn't do this, I still feel inferior.

But the girl couldn't complain, and she couldn't complain.

Because this is not someone else's fault, the only person you can blame is yourself.

Just like leeks, no matter how many times they are harvested, as long as the roots are not dug out and there is a little rain, they will continue to grow again and again.

Until now...

The slender and soft fingers carefully went around the boy's hand and gently pressed on the heart that was so huge that even the heartbeat could not be heard clearly. At this moment, Mei Raiden could clearly feel the evil brewing in his heart.

——I’m still having bad thoughts.

——Be seen.

……

No matter what you say, no matter what it looks like on the surface, it can never change the true emotions that still remain in the deepest part of your heart. The seemingly nervousness, the seemingly panic, the seemingly helpless words to stop it are just the moral instincts that you were taught as a Yamato Nadeshiko.

He doesn't mean what he says, and his actions are not what he really wants to do. He is such an overly hypocritical guy that he won't even reveal his true face.

In fact, the girl had never been afraid of being seen by Jiang Cheng, and had never been worried about her vulgar side being discovered.

If it were anyone else, they would not be able to be seen in this scene no matter what, and they would definitely hold on to the hem of the skirt tightly to leave no room for exposure.

This conservatism is also limited to others, other people, except teenagers, those who are already familiar in life and have never crossed the line.

If it's Jiangcheng...

If the person who might be seen is a teenager.

If it was him who had conveyed the help, shattered the darkness of the past, and suddenly appeared and did the first thing that no one had ever done before.

what……

Her thoughts were stuck and she couldn't give an answer. Perhaps it was because of her education and common sense that she couldn't support the truth.

You must pay attention to the differences between men and women, avoid close contact, and do not let boys see your private parts. You must protect yourself - this is what Sword Saint Houm has carefully reminded you countless times, insisting that the girl protect herself.

I’m sorry…

Hooum...father.

Mei is going to disappoint you.

Because Mei Raiden can feel the subtle expectations in her heart after she tore off the veil, just like tickling the soles of her feet with a feather through her boots. It is clearly only a little bit of feeling, not even a complete itch, but it is extremely clear and gently touches her heartstrings.

In my heart, I had already begun to unconsciously fantasize about being seen, and the possibility that my obscene side would be discovered by the boy who turned around.

She was found to be deliberately exposing her panties.

The finger that was found lifting the hem of the skirt.

Take in the purple color you are wearing today. If you are seen before you leave, this date will definitely leave you with a very unforgettable memory.

A boy like Jiang Cheng, no matter where he sees ordinary people, should have never seen a girl's panties in his previous life, right?

As an ordinary high school student, I used to go to school in Shenzhou, which is said to be more conservative. I should have no chance to see girls. There were some messages saying that after finishing homework every day, the school there only had five or six hours of sleeping time, no breaks, and even school holidays did not give any rest time.

In this situation where communication is cut off from the beginning, even someone as gentle as Jiang Cheng should not be able to have close friends.

If that's the case, if that's the case, then I must be the first one.

——The first girl who let Jiang Cheng see her panties.

Maybe she will also become the first woman at the same time.

The first woman Jiang Cheng saw in his life.

Being able to occupy a very important part of Jiang Cheng's heart and having the opportunity to take away the psychological status of that unknown girl, just thinking about this possibility makes him feel inexplicably happy. The evil heart buried in the shadows floats up from the stinking ditch, beating obscenely with black threads of dirty water.

And there was no cover-up.

There was no denial.

Mei Raiden is not as demanding of herself as another girl who cannot even have the slightest disloyalty towards Jiang Cheng, or she is a certain fairy-like girl who hates all her impurities.

No matter what kind of constraints you impose on yourself, isn't it stupid to bring trouble upon yourself and slow down your actions compared to the goals you want to achieve?

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