Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The boy, who has unknowingly been separated from the girl by the sea and the world, cannot understand the thoughts of the girl who is so close to him. He can only vaguely feel a few ripples on the calm sea, but cannot perceive that a whirlpool is accumulating beneath the sea, which may cause a wave at any time.

All the man named Jiang Cheng could do was to comfort her with his back to hers. He could not get close to her heartbeat, nor could he see those purple eyes.

The wisdom given as a reward did not include psychology, which was the only thing that the genius hated, and the experience of getting along with the goblins also had a cloud of dementia.

It was the first time that Jiang Cheng had to go down the river by feeling his way. All he could do was to show his kindness without reservation.

The back was slightly bent, and the wall provided to the girl became a gentle slope, enough for her head to drop slightly, providing some rest that was better than nothing.

"If you have anything to say, you can tell me freely. There is no need to feel any psychological pressure. Hasn't it always been like this before?" His tone was gentle, without any sense of oppression.

"Don't always keep everything to yourself. You should also trust your friends appropriately. After all, isn't that what friends are for?"

"Maybe I may not be able to completely help you solve all the problems you encounter, but at least... I can be a competent trash can, right~?"

Although this trash can is essentially a shredder, it will quietly crush all the troubles without the owner knowing.

——Using magic?

It’s just that what I master is not the cute and tender magic of love and hope, nor the magic of smiling and sending out a ray of light to make all difficulties disappear.

——Is it gravity magic~?

After all, Jiang Cheng is not a good guy at all. A true saint would not feel abandoned when Alicia is with others, but should shout "Ai Men" together.

Even if he doesn't have many emotions, the fact that he feels depressed and dissatisfied because he is ignored already means that he cares more about the people around him than strangers, and he is not a person who follows justice and righteousness from the beginning.

Under normal circumstances, they are willing to maintain some goodwill and a basic level of gentleness, but if something involves important people around them, they will show their most ruthless side - the important people around them are superior to strangers and other people.

He is just an ordinary person with an ordinary personality and ordinary kindness, but he can also feel selfish and dissatisfied like ordinary people. Isn't it normal for ordinary people to care more about the things they value?

If he hadn't planned to hide as the Sword God of Shilipo for a while, he could have found an absolutely safe spot in the dark, a safe zone where all dangers were already clear and there was only Mei Raiden's great collapse.

For example, the method used to kill the unknown fat man might be used many times, although the price might be that Jiang Cheng would not be able to eat.

This also provides some scientific knowledge about the human body to some extent, although the method is a way that most people don't want to see, and the basic knowledge is only about colors.

Well……

I will never use that method again. Just one glance at it makes me want to spit out the dessert I had just had. The sweetness that should have been lingering in my mouth has turned into bitterness, as if bile has overflowed onto my lips.

……

"Well……"

The true feelings revealed were enough to make the girl feel inferior. The sincerity in each word was like a sharp blade, or a better metaphor should be the sun. The boy was too close to the sun, like a mouse that should have hidden in the shadows, but was too close to something it shouldn't be close to.

It doesn't matter...

This inferiority complex is largely acquired.

Before this disaster, even though her father rarely approved of her behavior, the girl could hardly get a compliment no matter how hard she tried.

But every time when she fell into despair, there was always a being named Sword Saint Houm who would suddenly jump out and help the girl out of the haze.

Although he said he was teaching swordsmanship, the time he spent most of the time was spent chatting and talking. He wanted to nip in the bud every possible misunderstanding and make sure all problems were resolved.

Until the disaster struck, the girl lost everything, including the Sword Saint Houm, or rather, she had already lost it when she lost her father - this name was just someone else's vest, to cover up his clumsy love, the love hidden behind the scenes in obscurity.

The number of people who have been hurt has increased countless times, but there is no longer even a single person who can comfort or persuade. All the emotional hurt can only be accumulated in the heart. Doesn't inferiority complex arise naturally?

This world is a very wonderful world. No matter what it is, no matter what kind, if it is left for a long time, it will ferment and deteriorate.

At least the girl is still young enough and what she has experienced is short enough, so this self-deprecation and inferiority complex has not accumulated to a fatal level.

Now I am not really going to throw everything away just because of my inferiority complex. Even if it is despicable, isn't it enough as long as I can achieve my goal?

Her inner self-torture has not yet reached the point where it affects her actions. Once she has made up her mind, she must act to the end. The girl who was once called the Queen of Thunder and Lightning because of her swift and decisive actions at least still has the ability to act.

Whether the cat is black or white, the one that catches the mouse is a good cat.

"Of course I don't stop trusting Jiang Chengjun, but... if I have to say anything, I've said it many times before, and it's still the same old thing. Now I won't let anyone bully me like before."

"Really? Mei-san~?"

Even though he had his back to the girl who was so close to him, every word and every stroke of his writing was filled with inexplicable seriousness, trying his best to express his emotions.

Jiang Cheng still tried to make his voice as gentle as possible. The habit he had already developed became a kind of multiple imitations and learnings under the active drive, and it was shaped by experience and became as light as the wind.

It was just like a fairy, who should have loved everyone like a god, but now lowered his head and only looked at one person.

This attitude is the golden apple that once made a genius obsessed, or even went crazy and threw away all his human dignity.

……

"——There's really nothing to do. Let's go."

……

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Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 174. Because You Are Raiden Mei【5k】

After a moment of silence, when even the air froze and only the approaching sun's rays shone through, the girl's final choice was still to be perfunctory.

Even if it were to be spoken out, Jiang Cheng would definitely resolve it and would never let any good impression of himself be ruined because of such a thing.

Even though he had such high expectations of me, I still paid three times the price to buy the gift. I... am not as brave as you think.

Even if I clench my fists, even if the person on the other side is a bad guy, I don't have the courage to fight him. I will lose all my courage if he says a few words to me.

Anyone can be stepped on and bullied, but such a person is not and cannot be called the Queen of Thunder and Lightning.

If this appearance were to be shattered, Jiang Cheng would definitely be very disappointed, very disappointed.

……

No.

Will not.

That kind of thing is simply not going to happen.

"——Don't worry, you are Mei Raiden."

That's what he would say.

"——Mei, you must be doing this because of something else."

This is the answer he would give.

only this.

Only this.

Even if there is a vague disappointment in my heart, even if I behave like this, Jiang Cheng will definitely be tolerant and give me recognition.

This is not because the princess is so arrogant and shameless that she thinks others will definitely forgive her. She is just saying something that is inevitable.

A young man's trust is always so heavy, just like a black hole in space, emitting gravity all the time, forcing his sight, soul, and self to drift there, attracted by an irresistible force.

Even though she was not looking directly at him at the moment, she could only sense him through touch in the darkness, so contact with the boy was an extremely taboo attitude.

At least the thing called heart can still be understood, just like it is suspended in the air, without the limitation of distance or light and shadow.

As long as you want to reach out and touch, you can touch the emotions in your heart. If you want to know, you can hear the voice of your heart bursting out.

……

In a room that belonged to only two people, the skin contact caused the body temperature to rise, and the temperature and atmosphere seemed to rise as well, making the white jade-like skin a little red, and the body seemed to become even weaker.

Mei Raiden leaned against Jiang Cheng, her shoulders against his back, as if even the coldness had disappeared and been blended into the strong atmosphere.

Even the stars will eventually fall, their gorgeous starry eyes are hazy, their feathery eyelashes are fluttering, and their delicate noses are trembling, emitting bursts of rich and subtle fragrance like orchid and musk.

My head felt inexplicably dizzy. I have been here for too long, and what the girl did was too excessive.

I was clearly just fantasizing casually, but the fantasy invaded my entire body. I felt limp all over, like a puddle of mud.

Until a burst of thunder flashed, and deep in her heart, in her own residence, someone had fallen into a state of shame because of her own perverted behavior, and even her soul and personality turned pink. The Lightning Queen decided to take action again, briefly replacing the girl's feeling for a moment.

"Don't be King You of Zhou anymore. It's better to be King Zhou."

'At least King Zhou succeeded and chose his own ending.'

'Don't be so perverted, you daredevil.'

Perhaps she has realized that hints alone cannot change the fate of a dog-licker, and all she expects is for him to be less perverted.

As for the boy in front of him with his back to him, he was mysterious from the moment he appeared, and he always acted perfunctorily when they were together.

Ugh……

Whatever.

At least the personality that has not yet been replenished by Honkai can only serve as a substitute, giving a little bit of doubts and thoughts to the girl in the mountain.

……

Varied……

what?

——It all really works.

She briefly jumped out of the restraints of her body, and in the first moment she even had the illusion that she didn't exist in the world. It was not until the tingling sensation of the low-amplitude electric current swept through her body that Mei Raiden finally realized what the problem was.

After the inexplicable disharmony, she briefly left the chessboard and became an external spectator, watching herself from a third-person perspective.

The girl found that she had unintentionally accepted something very strange, without exploring it in depth, doubting it or even thinking about it deeply.

Instead, a bizarre and indescribable feeling appeared in the last second, just like something out of a light novel or an illusion. It was as if someone had suddenly inserted a completely new perspective into my mind and memory.

trust.

Agree.

Unconditional trust.

Rootless identity.

The crack was found, the only disharmony in their relationship, the only abyss, the cliff that blocked their progress, the wall that trapped the two people was finally discovered, and was discovered by the girl who gave up wearing a mask to cover herself.

……

"Jiang Chengjun, do you really think I'm good at swordsmanship? Do I look cute?"

Mei Raiden asked knowingly, pushing her body more towards the upright back, steaming hot air blowing out of her mouth, her long purple hair disheveled, her head rubbing against the back of the collar like a good dog.

"--certainly."

This was an unthinking response, with no room for pause in the voice, and the last word was even spoken in unison with the girl's lingering sound.

There are always some things in the world that are common sense, just like apples fall to the ground, vampires like to eat bread, and Wei Li likes Jiangcheng.

This is something that cannot be changed or refuted. Whenever someone asks this question, one will subconsciously open their mouths and give the most correct response.

At least for the young man, answering this question did not require any thought, and his dark blue eyes were too lazy to even flicker.

"The Lightning Sword Style is a powerful secret technique. It is famous throughout the world. After a short period of practice, it is enough to crush all normal humans, not to mention that the person using it is you."

"As for your appearance, it may be impolite for a man to comment on him, but I think no matter what, you should never doubt this. This is something that even the biggest idiot knows."

……

"I……"

“Is it really that good…?”

The head against the boy's back was shaking back and forth. Even a good dog would become shy after being overly praised.

The crimson-purple eyes, which should have resounded through the sky like thunder, showing the author's strength and decisiveness, were instead filled with circles.

The questioning after calming down made him fall into an even more drowsy state, and the smell in the small cubicle became stronger and stronger.

"If you always like to use the evaluation of the mob to evaluate yourself, it only means that your goal is to become the mob."

Jiang Cheng gently shook his head, and the amplitude of the twist expanded to his shoulders. Even the girl behind him could clearly sense this undisguised denial of self-doubt. "But you are not. You can't become a mob. You don't have any chance to become a mob at all."

"I don't need any reason or cause. It's simple, so I'm too lazy to correct it again and again in this matter."

"If I have to find a reason..."

"—Because you are Raiden Mei."