Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

His voice is always so serious, clearly a compliment, but it also reveals a feeling that what I say is the truth, which is inexplicably convincing.

Although all this is true.

Thunder Meiyi...

This girl really didn't stand a chance of becoming part of the mob.

Whether it is from the future or the battle with the Herrscher.

Even if we ignore talent, ignore ability, ignore the fact that even if they dodge everything, they will be pulled over by the Stigmata Plan because of their own stigmata. They are born as one in a hundred thousand, a million, tens of millions, or even nearly a hundred million.

The gem placed in the body allows the girl to easily become the biggest and cruelest disaster to the world. Just the beginning, the collapse that announces her birth can easily take away the lives of tens of millions of people.

He also has no ability to change the ending, or the price to change it all is too high. The result after the rewrite may not be better for Mei Raiden than the original one.

If a Herrscher wants to have a chance to show his true combat power, he must face a great collapse that destroys the world. Even if an ordinary Herrscher has undergone changes, he cannot be compared with the Origin, who can transcend the locked rules.

Rather than continuing to get along with those people, it would be better to bury the past with a single blow. After all, even if the sins have already been borne by someone else.

It would be too troublesome and bloody to kill those people one by one, and the wear and tear on one's self might even be enough to drive one crazy.

Most people who say they are ruthless in killing are just talking nonsense. In real life, they might even feel a little soft-hearted even when killing a chicken.

Plundering lives is indeed a painful thing. What is even more painful is that as the number of lives lost increases, one will also lose one’s respect for life.

This numb feeling has accumulated too much, and it is also a kind of wear and tear. Jiang Cheng is not yet at the stage to become a super invincible villain.

"You don't have to feel any burden because of what I said. Just continue to live your life normally. Don't make things worse. You can do it."

Although Ai Lishia had traveled with him before, Jiang Cheng cared more about the specific person who appeared in front of him now than the abstract and vague stranger.

Although he would not hesitate to extend his kindness when possible, saving others is not something that he absolutely cannot do.

During those two trips, it felt really good to help others. As long as I didn't run into ungrateful people or a group of fanatics, I could add kindness to my already scarce life and embellish it with the color of honey.

If you can feel kindness from others, if you can empathize with their problems, then why not try to save something?

After all, mass killing is the worst option. The reason why we need to have this awareness is just to avoid the archbishop.

Otto can launch missiles into the city and threaten the hero to sacrifice himself with the lives of the people in the city. If you cannot ignore the death of a city and hundreds of millions of lives, you will inevitably be controlled by Otto and become his butcher knife, adding some disasters to the world that has been given humanity and hope by Alicia.

The Herrscher inherently possesses humanity, and the First Herrscher was even willing to sacrifice his life for the world. After the Origin's sacrifice, the world has hope.

The Herrscher with his own self went to the paradise and opened the door to victory. Even the fragmentation caused by the insurmountable erosion of the information body that was equivalent to the end was successfully defeated by those heroes.

……

The biggest obstacle to communication between the two people, the bottomless abyss, is ultimately the information gap - Raiden Mei doesn't know what she will become in the future, and she doesn't know that Jiang Cheng actually knows very well what he will become in the future. At this moment, the girl is just hiding in the shadows, and has not even been pulled out by the savior of the Herrscher.

Even if her enlightenment has always been as pure as a diamond, even if the girl who can't even step over herself now will become one of the great heroes in the future, even if the brave man who defeats the devil was just a level one rookie at the beginning.

Unlike the two people Jiang Cheng had met before who had already reached the top from the very beginning and were able to carry a lifetime of expectations from the moment they met, the girl named Raiden Mei was still too immature.

The Herrscher of Thunder, the Herrscher of Origin, one of the warriors fighting against the Savior, and ending the Stigmata Project, these are what Mei Raiden can definitely do.

The brave man who beat the slime with a stick at the beginning of the story was also destined to become a brave man, because he had the ability and he had enough talent.

This trust is not a substitute literature. What Jiang Cheng recognizes is indeed what Raiden Mei can do. Apart from the occasional absent-mindedness, what he sees in his eyes is indeed the girl herself. The sense of identification also comes from his understanding of her. Because he understands her, he is clear and affirmative.

However, the girl in this mountain could not find the source, or perhaps the trust that knew her better than herself was too heavy.

Many people dream of being recognized by others one day. But if someone really tells them that they will become great in the future, most people will just take it as a joke and won’t believe that they will have the chance to become that great.

After confirming that this is not a joke and that expectations have been given to them without permission, most people who have never experienced this will instead feel panic, worrying that they will not be able to bear these expectations and do not think they are qualified to be recognized by others.

——Because I have never been recognized in this way by others.

Poor people don’t know how to spend money. They either borrow heavily and squander it lavishly, or they are incredibly stingy. They know nothing and understand nothing, so it is naturally impossible for them to master the secret of spending money.

A person who has not learned how to spend money normally, how to spend money simply, how to get what he wants in the simplest way, and how to distinguish which of all the things he wants to buy is what he really wants and what is the most appropriate thing to buy according to his situation, his consumption can actually only be called a leek, a leek in the eyes of those higher-ups.

Even spending money cannot be done if one does not have the ability, let alone other things. Anyone who has a little self-awareness will only feel panic when others flatter them, because they know they can't do it, and because they have never experienced it, they dare not muster up the courage.

The recognition and praise from others were only because of her identity as the eldest daughter of the Lei Dian family. Just as it was impolite for ordinary people to directly reject a confession, for the girl it was considered decisive and swift.

It's the recognition of the Sword Master Houm, and it also carries the idea that you never have to worry about anything going wrong, and there's always a high roof if the sky falls.

Because of trust in yourself, you will turn to trust the people you care about and love the most. The source is actually just because of trust in yourself.

Believe in your own love, believe in your own abilities, believe in your own family background, although in the end they were easily shattered by the use of force by others.

Every person is made up of labels. It is all the external factors that make up the real self. No one can see the heart of another person through the appearance. People say that they don’t care about appearance, but if they really meet an ugly person, who will care about his heart?

This is the truth.

This is the truth.

No?

It's not that I don't believe or agree that there is beauty and splendor in the world. It's just that any beauty and splendor, any fantastic ideas should have a reason and basis. Reality is not a light novel or anime.

It seems that some outrageous things will happen, but it is only because the source is too small that the root cause cannot be found, just like the butterfly effect.

Stones will not wear out of thin air, steel will not rust out of thin air, and even if a meteorite suddenly falls, this outrageous thing only originates in space.

A person's existence is made up of all the labels on himself. Even he himself cannot get rid of this, let alone others.

There shouldn't be anything different, there shouldn't be anything strange, there shouldn't be anything opposite, so how is it possible for anyone to transcend human nature?

some……

what……

some.

The boy's identity is the identity after removing all other labels attached to the girl.

The boy's identity ignores everything he has experienced, and everything he has attached is based solely on this name, on the identity of Raiden Mei herself.

She is not the eldest daughter of the Raiden family, nor is she the descendant of a financial fraudster... All he sees is Raiden Mei. Even if he says that she has superb swordsmanship and superior conditions, and that she is cute due to other reasons, in fact, he only sees Raiden Mei, and he only praises Raiden Mei. He thinks that Raiden Mei can definitely do all this, and he doesn't need any other reason, just because Raiden Mei is Raiden Mei.

It is like a person who possesses the skill of identification going to gamble on stones. He can easily choose the stones he wants from the stones that look like waste. However, bystanders will almost certainly question his ease before the stones are cut.

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 175. Jiang Cheng's pupils...seem to have changed color

Differences in perception can also create barriers.

The information gap is the roadblock.

Just like when you want to communicate with a friend, you are talking about some of the questions that may be tested in the college entrance examination, while he is asking you what one plus one equals.

Maybe you still have common topics on other things, but at least in this regard, there is nothing to talk about between the two of you.

Although it can also be used as a ladder in many cases, after all, another name for a roadblock is a stepping stone. The stones used as stepping stones to climb to a higher place will seem as far away as a mountain if you don't even dare to raise your head.

Jiang Cheng trusts her more than her close father, her long-time friends, and even the girl herself. This is completely unreasonable and a trust that cannot be found for a reason. It is a trust that should not exist. There is no source to speak of, at least for a girl with a limited vision, it is really impossible to find.

Just like a genius who existed 50,000 years ago, he possessed the most top-notch talent but was still afraid to even confess his love.

People often fail to properly evaluate themselves for various reasons. They either exaggerate or underestimate themselves.

At this time, the objective evaluation from others will make the person concerned unable to understand, and think that the other party is intentionally belittling or praising.

Just like the trust displayed by the young man at this moment, he thinks it is possible, believes it is possible, and even it is inevitable, so he shows an undoubted sense of identity.

Why……

what……

This is no longer a question that needs to be explored.

Or maybe there is no more energy left to explore the problem.

Picking up sesame seeds and missing watermelons is not something Mei Raiden would do. Why should she seek help from others when she has nothing and cannot climb out of the shadows herself?

A person who is hated by the world, hated by everyone, and even has his property confiscated and seized, even if he is used, what can he be used of?

Being used actually proves that there is still meaning and value. If there is no value, it means that no one cares about the girl named Mei.

What is more tragic than being used by others is that there is no room for use. Even if you are thrown into the shadows, no one will lend a helping hand.

If you are treated like this even though you are worthless, it only means that you have met a god, a selfless god like the sun.

Such a person is so rare beyond imagination and should not exist in real life. Shouldn't he be cherished and cared for doubly?

If no matter how you think about it, the outcome is good and no matter which direction you choose, it is well-intentioned, why do you have to find out the truth?

Besides, the biggest question is, do we really need to explore it?

Is it really necessary to explore this kind of thing?

--unnecessary.

This was an answer that didn't even require thinking. Even though she didn't ask, the girl had no hesitation in thinking that as long as she asked this question to herself in her heart, she would definitely get the same answer from her heart.

I am not a curious person who likes to get to the bottom of things. Emotions and feelings are inherently vague and difficult to distinguish.

That's enough.

That's it.

Just keep improving yourself until you can leave a deeper impression in Jiang Cheng's heart than anyone else and respond to this recognition and expectations.

——This is the only thing that needs to be done.

……

"Well... let's go."

The girl finally decided to leave the cubicle, and mustered up some strength to continue with her long-planned plan as she had done at the beginning.

The limp body reluctantly left the boy's slightly warm back, and the back, which should have been as cold as the night, was also warmed by the warmth of his body.

It is no longer like before where he would only take a step forward when pushed by someone. The feet hidden in the shadows now actively step into the range where the light penetrates.

The toes wrapped in purple high heels are exposed, and the pearl-like toes can be clearly seen in the open-toed sandals. Perhaps because of the slight discomfort caused by the sunlight, she twisted her body a little, showing her round and smooth toes from the side.

Even though she made the same mistake again, the girl was reluctant to leave the shadow, immersed in the cubicle where she and Jiang Cheng were the only two of them, as if it was their own world, not disturbed by anything else or those bad-tempered classmates.

The next choice is easier to make than the last one. The accumulation of time will indeed cause the attachment to grow exponentially, but if you already know in advance that the ending is good, then you will have a reason to move forward and have the awareness to give up everything you have and pursue a better result.

At least the gift is ready. If it cannot be given in the best manner and at the best time, Mei Raiden feels that her life will be meaningless - I'm not exaggerating, I really mean it.

It is guaranteed to be like a flower that is tossed and played with in the wind, rain, thunder and lightning. The next day, you won't even find a single leaf, let alone a petal.

A girl who is incompetent and useless, who feels guilty but behaves badly in an attempt to get the boy's attention, will definitely be beaten to death by self-loathing and denial.

Even a loser will move forward.

In that case, there is only one last step left to complete.

Just like picking up a spoon to take the last bite in a dessert shop, now we need to take the last step to make everything complete and give an ending that can determine everything for this photo shoot in the video store.

Although I have taken many photos like this with Weiwei and the others, especially Ellie, who would take photos almost every few steps, but I have never had the experience of taking photos together in real life.

Different from the illusory nature of the simulation, this photo can be regarded as the first commemorative thing left in this world.

Inexplicably a little excited.

Maybe I have finally integrated into this world.

……

Jiang Cheng opened the bolt, pushed open the door of the cubicle, and lifted a corner of the curtain. The long-lost light pierced through the gap. The tiny light spot that originally occupied only a small space quickly expanded, dispelling the strong emotions that were brewing, and also illuminating some of the sins hidden in the darkness.

This kind of entertainment activities that only poor people would engage in, even ordinary students who could attend Qianyu Academy, people of the lowest class would not care about it, and Mei, who was once the ceiling of the top stream, would not use it.

When there was no problem with Lei Dian Long Ma's family business, the wealth he controlled reached a level that he could not even dare to write about it.

She is the queen surrounded by everyone in the top aristocratic school in Nagizora City, which is even higher in advancement and status than Tokyo to some extent.

Even this street, which is more like the type of street that people would watch in the last century, was probably found accidentally by a noble lady after her father got into trouble.

Although it is theoretically possible to touch upon these ordinary entertainments due to the problem with Raiden Ryoma, she also lost a friend with whom she could take photos.

No matter where you look from.

There is no possibility that Mei Raiden will come into contact with these.

"Then I will go and get the photos. Assuming my memory is not too wrong, the process seems to be a bit troublesome. Please wait for a moment." Therefore, Jiang Cheng was naturally prepared to take charge of it.

Until his fingertips were gently touched, pressed, and pinched like a vise, and came into contact with another pair of soft fingers.