Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Even though they had only been together for about half a month, they had already become close enough that no one else could be close to, except for the goblins who had the advantage of being childhood sweethearts.

A certain genius with low self-esteem even tolerated it for several years, and even dared to hold hands cautiously and tentatively on the road after receiving the invitation.

I thought that only Alicia could do such a thing. Someone like Mei who is more willing to help silently behind the scenes would never make such a radical and proactive move unless she encountered something that was enough to be a requiem for the sinner, such as Kiana choosing to sacrifice herself and leaving her far aside.

I always feel like it's always the seemingly passive people who take the initiative, while I, a man, am in a receptive state most of the time.

Whether it is Velvet or Raiden Mei, they both look very gentle on the outside and tend to be passive defenders in relationships, but every time they are the ones who hit the first straight ball, hold hands first, and give panties.

——Am I unable to keep up with the pace?

——Is there something wrong with me?

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Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 180. Jiang Cheng has a bad heart.

Although Alicia, who seemed to be the more straightforward one, had always turned a deaf ear to him before her death and treated him like an ordinary passerby, even the fairy who had changed and expressed her love to him without any concealment, after her resurrection, looked more like the heaviness and inferiority that had turned into Velvet compared to her previous liveliness.

Is there some curse in this world that only those who seem inferior and not good at expressing themselves can hit the straight ball, and lively people can't do that?

The initiative is always taken away by the person she loves. Whether it is an invitation, a marriage proposal, or a love request, it is always the girl who makes the first move.

Although Jiang Cheng was not actually disgusted, nor did he hate Raiden Mei's straightforwardness, he even gave his own response the moment he realized it.

Although the girl is very strong and has had sufficient training as a warrior, her swordsmanship, and the family-transmitted Ittoryu, are indeed quite good. She is able to maintain strong combat power while keeping her skin extremely soft.

Perhaps this is also a common situation in the two-dimensional world. Often, a girl who can crush a boulder with one hand looks weaker than an ordinary girl. The increase in strength and the toughness of defense seem to have no effect on the appearance of the body, and can't even make the skin rougher.

This power has its limits after all. A Herrscher who only uses gems can only barely reach the level of a chess player in terms of combat power.

Before fully awakening, causing a great collapse, and possessing the awakened will to overcome the disaster, his combat power may even be inferior to that of an S-level goalkeeper.

The Herrscher is indeed a way of strengthening oneself in one step, provided that one has truly received the strengthening in full, rather than just receiving a tiny fraction of it.

The Herrscher's personality is just like this, let alone an ordinary personality in a normal state. Now even the Great Collapse has not yet come. The gem in the girl's body is just a gem, and the amplification it can provide may not be as good as the stigmata. At least the side effects of the stigmata before awakening are relatively less.

If the phrase "ten fingers connected to the heart" does not simply bring pain, and is not a term created specifically to inflict punishment, then can the clasping of five fingers also represent that two hearts are touching each other at this moment?

I am too lazy to think about these disputes that have existed since ancient times.

At least……

He seemed to be able to hear the girl's heartbeat.

……

The girl couldn't remember what happened afterwards, but she vaguely remembered that she felt dizzy and dizzy, as if she was overheated. Her breath came out as white mist of hot steam. She lost all regard for everything in the world, and the only thing left was the young man holding her right hand, pulling her forward.

It seemed hazy, and I continued to communicate with him for a while, and set the goal for the next trip - the Houmu Paradise that was built decades ago and was very popular.

Obviously, he was the one who invited the boy. He handed the invitation letter to the boy, and this started what should be called a date between two people.

It was obvious that the boy had never been here before, and he rarely went out of school. He didn't know the surrounding environment at all. All the facilities and discussions were just mentioned by himself, and he should be the one to draw the map himself.

In the end, he had to ask the boy to lead him, and based on his first experience, he had to rely on navigation to find the location of the park in the cluttered streets.

They have even done things like lifting skirts, but there are problems with the act of holding hands. They lose the ability to think just when holding hands.

Well……

That's so rude.

Mei Raiden could only not look up, and buried her face in her chest - so big that it even covered her entire face. Her heartbeat was a little disordered, and she bit her upper lip lightly. Her soft, rosy flesh followed the direction of her pearly teeth, and she stuck closer and closer to the boy next to her, as if she wanted to use the heat from her body to dispel the coldness in her body.

Despite trying to rely on the Herrscher's body of a Star Herrscher, he even felt a cool ocean-like sensation in his body, which was like turning on the air conditioner in the middle of winter, and it was not heating, but the most common cooling.

Maybe it wasn't that stupid, because after just a moment's hesitation, the boy responded as he wished, holding the girl's fingertips tighter, unlike before when only one person simply didn't let go.

Now it was no longer a one-sided desire. Even though it was only holding hands, it was the first time that I got a response from the boy during physical contact.

Biting the rosy lips with her pearly teeth has almost become the girl's most common behavior. The subconscious action of raising her head has made this self-tortured softness stop - the pair of crimson eyes can clearly reflect the young man who is so close to her. He moves closer with small steps without even knowing it, and at this distance even her breathing can be clearly captured.

The girl leaned over, even if it meant turning into a complete pervert, and actively followed the boy's breath. The hot air from her lips gently hit her red earlobe, forming a chemical reaction with her delicate skin.

In an instant, even her slender swan-like neck turned red, but she just continued to pursue him, quietly gazing at the boy's profile. Her pupils were still so dazzling under the scorching sun, as if they were not of this world.

Even if it was just a thought in my mind, the moment I realized that I was being held, it was as if the sun had suddenly arrived and dispelled all the coldness.

The sun, which was so close that I could touch it with my hand, and which did not belong to anyone but was still so warm, was touched for the first time.

Body……

It seems that it is not that cold anymore.

……

The amusement park, which has been preserved as a childhood memory for countless people, is located in the center of the old city. Due to long-term maintenance, it is not very dirty despite being old. You can even see a Ferris wheel that occupies half the sky.

Thanks to the differences in the world, most technologies were completed 50,000 years ago, and even products from a few decades ago appear to be strong enough.

The Ferris wheel, which was highlighted in the midday sun and occupied almost half of the sun, was slowly turning, reflecting the scorching sun. A huge shadow was cast on the ground. Looking forward, it seemed like there were two Ferris wheels.

In the crowded fountain square, middle-aged and elderly people with children can be seen everywhere. This is the only place among the unpopular streets that has some human presence. Thanks to the combination of nostalgia and entertainment, it meets the needs of both adults and children. It looks particularly grand at the right time.

The musical fountains set off by the fireworks are like silver flowers and fire trees dyed golden, and the colorful balloons in the children's hands are enough to rival the bright neon lights at night.

"Would you like some ice cream?" Jiang Cheng held the girl's hand and breathed softly on her delicate earlobe. "It's icy, sour and sweet."

"If the dizziness is not caused by a cold, then something stimulating might be effective. I have tried it myself~?"

"Right here... just as spring begins?" Raiden Mei seemed a little hesitant. She looked around and found that apart from eating ice cream, which was obviously a summer pleasure, even her clothes seemed a little different. Others were still wearing cotton coats, or at least several thick layers.

Wouldn't it be too unusual to eat ice cream at this time and cold drinks when everyone is still drinking hot water?

Even though the boy always behaved differently when in front of him and was too lazy to blend in with the crowd like normal Far Eastern people, the attempt formed as a result of living here for a long time did not turn around immediately.

"Or." He just asked for himself.

It seemed as if he didn't care about or notice the hesitation at all.

"..."

"want."

The girl's final answer was to nod without hesitation, without even giving it any time to think, she just looked straight into those eyes.

Compared with other people's looks, the boy's question is something that cannot be denied. Even if he is hated by everyone, he must not be hated by Jiang Cheng.

That's right... Jiang Cheng turned around to chase the moving ice cream truck, but stopped before he even took a step - the girl held his hand very tightly, as if she was holding on to the last straw on the edge of a cliff and refused to let go. He couldn't even pull his hand free the first time, and instead buried it in his chest as if a stress response was triggered.

Originally, it was just trapped in a pincer attack. Although it was indeed very soft, this magnitude was almost at the level of Alicia and Vilvi. What we should do now is not to enjoy that softness and hugeness.

The boy tentatively pulled a few times, trying to pull his hand out, until the amplitude gradually increased to the point where it even caused waves to roll on her chest. Only then did Mei Raiden let go of her hand as if she had belatedly realized it.

Although this movement, which should have been very fast, was interpreted with a kind of reluctance, as if there was glue between the fingertips, making it difficult to tear apart.

At least he managed to free his hands.

Simpler than Vivi.

At least if it was either Velvi or Alicia, the person going to buy ice cream now would definitely not be me.

……

Although the mobile ice cream stand had moved a little further away due to the delay, it was still caught up with the stall in just two or three more steps due to the speed of the vehicle.

The boss across the street had a weird look on his face, wondering if there were people buying ice cream in this season, completely forgetting that he was also a weird person selling ice cream.

But Jiang Cheng looked indifferent. He picked out the most expensive ones from the transparent glass, excluding the medium and high-end ones, and then turned and left.

The system automatically gave me a large sum of money after I came here, so I don't have to squander it. It's fine as long as I can spend it on daily luxury.

In the gap between the crowds, Mei Raiden was sitting obediently on a bench with her hands folded on her knees. Her clothes and hair fluttered in the wind. She seemed to have sensed his gaze and turned her head slightly to reveal a faint smile, as if she was an official high-quality girl figure from an anime.

Pedestrians on the roadside gathered in groups of three or five to chat, some looked annoyed and quarreled with each other, and some looked full of love and wanted to stick together tightly. Even middle-aged and elderly people could show youthful vitality.

"Mei, give it to me." Jiang Cheng handed over the ice cream in his hand. It was a dairy product specially prepared to be eaten with a spoon. It could give just the right stimulation without being too cold, and also add some sugar.

Even though the two had just left the top dessert shop on the next street, everything might be missing, but sweetness was definitely not missing.

But since girls are all very sweet and they behaved so sweetly just now, it would definitely be the right thing to choose sugar without knowing the answer.

"I just saw that there are quite a few rides here. Where do you think it would be best to start? It's usually easier first and then more difficult, or should we go the other way?"

"I recommend the haunted house. I'm curious about what can be created with classic, non-technological products from the last century."

"—I'm curious."

……

The distance between us was shortened, just like in a mystery novel that was never updated, and the boy made the same gesture that I was curious about.

The blinking dark blue eyes were, to some extent, even more captivating than the purple eyes. At least when looking at them, the purple could never be so transparent as to reflect oneself, and at the same time it was somewhat turbid and mysterious, just like when looking at the sea, there was an abyss hidden in the seemingly clear water.

In fact, it was only because the haunted house was the only ride that was skipped in the two tours with Alicia - because the fairies in the park didn't like horror, cruel and scary things, so they didn't go to the amusement park.

Whenever possible, Jiang Cheng still hopes to choose something fresh. It's not because he is too picky. His threshold has been raised and he cannot taste bad or mediocre food after having seen the good ones.

It's simply because the raised threshold makes it difficult to respond appropriately to something that has already seen better results countless times.

Just as a person who has climbed a mountain cannot feel happy when he steps on the slope again, after experiencing beauty, he cannot easily return to suffering.

what……

The first step should be to go to the roller coaster.

Start with a thrilling start and then follow it with something soothing like a carousel ride to achieve the special state known as the suspension bridge reaction.

At least that's what it says on the Internet and in books. After having considered everything thoroughly, didn't you expect that the problem would arise in the first step?

Fantasy is just fantasy after all. It can be said that it is the first time that she has expressed her needs in more than half a month of being together. Those pupils are so close that it seems that they can hit her cheek with every breath - since Jiang Cheng asked for this, what else can Raiden Mei do?

I was very curious about this and it turned out to be a result. The distance between them and the serious expression were instantly shortened. Even the salted fish detective who embodied energy conservationism could not deny it. What else could a mere inferior and useless girl do?

The girl, who would not refuse, at least not any of the boy's requests, pursed her lips and nodded without hesitation.

"Then...our first step is to go to the haunted house."

"But Jiang Chengjun doesn't want to see me get scared, does he?"

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Reality: When thunder breaks the sky: 181. Is it too fast to like someone?

"Jiang Chengjun~"

"You didn't mean to see me scared, did you?"

Mei Raiden's slightly puffy face looks like a pufferfish, making people want to try poking it to see if a burst of air will suddenly come out.

Although his tone seemed to be complaining, the boy had no doubt that even if he really said that he wanted to deliberately see Mei's frightened expression, the girl would not have any dissatisfaction, and might even go to some particularly scary places later to ensure that she would be frightened and scream.

If someone with a similar inferiority complex, like Weiwei, were to follow her thoughts, she would probably be so happy that she would jump three feet high.

Because he expressed his demands and wishes, the girl had room to please him.

Although this does not conform to my general behavioral logic.

It doesn't matter.

Using behavior is not a rule, nor is it persistence, it is just a habit of life, just like opening your eyes before getting up, folding the quilt first, finding slippers with your left foot when getting out of bed, filling your toothbrush when using it, and brushing the left side of your teeth with your right hand first.

It is such an ordinary default habit, without any weight at all, and there will be no problem even if it is rewritten.

Moreover, even the so-called persistence is not necessarily something that must be adhered to to the end. At least for ordinary people, nothing is so luxurious that it even costs all the unhappiness.

……

"Yes."

Without hesitation, his dark eyes responded to the words that were meant to lighten the atmosphere as if in a joke. The smile of learning from a certain girl that once remained in his body through the skills of an imitator appeared at the corners of his lips.

It is combined with purity and kindness; it outlines the help that is not false or illusory, but comes from true affection and tenderness.

If I were to follow my true thoughts, I should say now - I didn't think that way, I just really am a little interested in haunted houses.

But there is no need for people to live so transparently. If they perform perfectly and leave no effort behind, they will lose the opportunity to be approached by others.