Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Compared to an absolutely smooth stone, straw with some gaps, roughness and breaks is obviously easier to hold.

"I really hope that Miss Mei, who always looks so serious, can have a different expression on her face, not a gloomy or inferior expression."

"Shocked, happy... I think no matter what it is, it will suit you better than being depressed."

……

"Eh……"

It seemed that he had never expected to get such a response. He didn't think that the always serious boy would give up his persistence. Even the words he just said were just to relieve his nervousness.

The girl was even a little dazed at the first moment, and her slender fingertips subconsciously covered her mouth, with only her bright red lips showing through the tiny gap.

Until that mischievous voice, which had appeared in my memory less than three times even though I had gone through it all, clearly appeared in my ears.

Jiang Cheng stretched out his fingertips and gently pressed them on his chin. His thoughts were as stereotyped as those in an anime, but they also revealed a bit of lightness.

"Although it would be inappropriate for me not to give a long speech right now, but since you agree, let's express it with actions first."

"You know, a haunted house is also a kind of fright. At a certain time, it might be more exciting than cold ice cream~?"

……

what……

because……

Because of me?

Did Chengjun not want me to continue to be so decadent, so he specifically asked me to go to the haunted house?

The boy's words were completely connected. Everything he said since his first step into the paradise was connected into one line at this moment. All the reasons for everything he did, thought and decided were found.

To care about yourself.

For caring about me.

This is no longer just a concern between friends.

--why?

The straight ball that revealed his emotions was more surprising and unacceptable than the previous performance. Even the previous sluggishness was completely shattered and solidified. Time seemed to stop here, and everything was completely frozen, as if even the colors were taken away, and everything became blurred.

The fingertips covering the little mouth froze in the air before they were even lowered. The boy's dark pupils could clearly reflect the girl's expression at the moment - it was far beyond being at a loss, and almost as if she was frightened.

It's almost like waking up from bed one day and finding the sun rising from the west outside. The goddess who had never received a response from you no matter how hard you tried to lick her now confesses to you.

In this situation, rather than the so-called surprise, what is more likely is the incomprehension, and the suspicion that one is dreaming. This kind of situation only occurs in dreams.

The fisherman, who had fished in the wild countless times in vain, just put down the hook and easily caught a huge fish weighing dozens of kilograms without even any bait.

Even such a metaphor could not express even a little bit of the emotion at this moment, because no matter how crazy the love-brain is in the world, no matter how much of a bootlicker one is due to the accumulation of various emotions, he has never fallen to this level - from the thunder queen who is the focus of everyone's attention, the thunder lady who is looked up to by everyone, to a down-and-out student who is hated by the whole city, by the whole world, and bullied and hurt by countless people.

She was saved by others in the gap between heaven and earth, and a ray of sunshine came in the complete shadow. Although it was as far away as a star, she was willing to cast her light on the girl who thought she was even worse than a mouse.

A perfect person who is within reach, even someone you can hold hands with. He is so close that you can even smell his scent. He is like a dream.

Just as saints always sacrifice themselves and foolish people in the world cannot understand this sacrifice, the girl also raised her head and looked at the warm light.

There was once a famous saying in this world: light shines into the tower, illuminating the shadows and sins, so light is sinful, and the tenderness given by the young boy also awakens the greed of the sleeping girl.

There's no need to sugarcoat it, this is what the despicable person named Raiden Mei did, and this is the only reason she's been here until now.

Longing for more contact, longing for more gazes, longing for that absolute sense of security and assurance, not being abandoned, not being given up.

But all this progress should not be like this, should not follow this process, and should not be so simple.

Why……

Is this wrong?

In order to obtain a ray of light, one has to make a million times more effort, even if it means risking everything. This is the normal result.

In order to get more attention, people do things that even they themselves feel are shameless, and it is normal to get the slightest bit of attention in return.

Even if he would be praised and helped, and it would occupy a larger place in the boy's heart, it should be after delivering the gifts at the prepared location. When he returns home and opens the box, he takes out the kaleidoscope and sees the photos he had placed there in advance that would reveal he is a pervert.

When you let yourself go and show your obscene side, use a gift that's a little too much to awaken the memories buried in your heart and fix this first date in your mind. This is the only way to make sure you're being noticed, right?

Being helped for no reason like this.

There's something wrong with this, isn't it?

The girl who longed for more attention, and was even willing to trample on her past for this, and threw away all her so-called dignity and reserve, felt incomprehensible after being greeted by the boy's tenderness.

Unreasonable progress always makes people feel scared, just like climbing a mountain step by step. It is difficult for people who use crossing tools to move little by little to understand why they suddenly fly to the top of the mountain like riding a cable car.

Until there is no trace of any illusory elements in that gaze, it is not false, it is not an illusion, it is the unquestionable truth.

Faced with the kindness shown by the young man, no matter how strange her inner emotions were, Raiden Mei still nodded her head gently and responded tremblingly.

"I……"

"I can……"

"I'll pay attention."

……

The doubts in my heart were buried in the garbage dump and pushed as deep as possible. These emotions should not interfere with Jiangcheng's affairs in any way.

This is the bottom line that you absolutely cannot do.

This is the only thing that must not be done.

Perhaps it is simply that the emotions that have been buried will suddenly pop up when you go to sleep at night - even the seeds in the trash can can germinate, and their graceful growth will cause a sleepless night and give you dark circles under your eyes. This is something you need to think about at night.

After making up her mind to visit the haunted house, she had to speed up the process of enjoying the ice cream that she had been patiently enjoying - even though Mei Raiden did not want to use up the first gift that Jiang Cheng gave her so quickly. If possible, the girl even wanted to freeze it and put it in a box as a specimen that she could see every day to prove that she had received the gift.

Even though the brand of ice cream was not cheap, to the former young lady, it was just garbage that was not even qualified as a dessert.

If the dessert was not carefully made by the top masters and took no more than three minutes from completion to use, it would be sent to Africa together with the servants.

As one of the important sources of funds for Anti-Entropy and one of the world's top technology giants, ME Company has achieved a level that even commercial groups in the surface world cannot achieve as a family business. Despite the indifference of Destiny, it has almost all financial control over the Far East.

As one of the executors of Anti-Entropy, he has voting rights and voice in the entire organization. All advanced technologies of the conservatives will be mastered at the first time, and Lei Dian Long Ma also has business channels throughout America.

As the only daughter and the one who will inevitably inherit the family business in the future, if Mei Raiden wants, she can enjoy everything that is ten thousand times more luxurious than any princess of any empire in history.

But compared to these things that have passed and are illusory, even if you try to imagine you can only touch the air of memories, the ice cream in front of you is infinitely sweeter than any dessert you have ever tasted.

There is no other reason, no other excuse, and no unique secret recipe. The stall owner just buys some random goods.

If you must find a reason.

——This was bought for me by Jiang Cheng himself.

The reason for buying this is to make me less dizzy.

Just this is enough, any extra words are meaningless, and the so-called commemoration has always been such a vague thing.

Although compared to the boy's request, this was the first time he took the initiative to propose a place to go, so even the cold drinks he bought himself had to be eaten as soon as possible.

If the experience is not so good because I eat ice cream while going to the haunted house, I will probably regret it for the rest of my life.

Time and again, she picked up the included spoon and put the frozen dairy product on the tip of her tongue, even swallowing the ice cream with a somewhat forced attitude to endure the coldness, actively using the temperature in her mouth to melt it, to ensure that she would not squander the first gift the boy prepared for her like a cow chewing a peony.

Even though it wouldn't interfere with anything even if she didn't eat, after arriving at the haunted house, the girl didn't feel any fear when faced with the scary scenes.

……

"Be careful, it's going to be dark in here. Watch out for bones or toy-made organs that may fall at any time. Be sure not to get scared."

The young man took the initiative to stand in front of the person, alert to everything around him, even his voice sounded serious, and the hand that was held also wrapped around the fingertips in the opposite direction - unlike the previous behavior that merely stopped at responding, there was no doubt that the dominant position had changed at this moment, and the leader of this journey became the other party.

It is not the so-called male chauvinism, nor is it the arrogant belief that men are better than women and therefore should bear more responsibilities.

Anyone in the world may have this kind of idea that others are like garbage because of their own excellence, and believe that there are differences in gender. If the thinking is feudal and old-fashioned, it is as simple as going with the flow. Only the boy, who is holding the girl's fingertips at this moment, will not have this idea.

The young man, who had been a gigolo for a long time in the simulation and whose fighting power could even be killed by Vilvi with one hand, would never have such an idea.

Because that is too stupid and too arrogant.

Ignoring the so-called female boxing, in fact, gender equality is indeed extremely necessary, even in the ordinary world before the time travel.

What's more, this world has never been a normal, scientific, or ordinary world, but a collapsed world that is inherently discriminatory against men.

Women are naturally stronger than men. It's not just in terms of strength, which is the easiest thing to see. They seem to be stronger in all aspects.

At least before the time travel, as a studious and plot lover, after watching Paradise, the young man could only spread his hands and say that Otto was almost useless, and all the credit that was previously allocated to him had been eaten up by others.

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Reality: When thunder breaks the sky: 182. There are no ghosts in this world... maybe?

The so-called merits and advanced technologies of the past no longer exist. Even the so-called internal strife does not seem to be as serious as the civil wars among the various organizations in the current civilization. Even the bell, which is considered to be the influence of the civil war and proof of internal disunity, died because of Aponia's commandments.

Velvet, Mobius, May... what was left of their wisdom was even enough to defeat at a huge cost during the Second Herrscher period, when Otto backstabbed Walter and created a Second Herrscher that almost no one in that era could fight against.

With the help of the Divine Voice, the Divine Key, and the existence of the Holy Mark, Kaslana's Holy Mark was temporarily applied to her body to deliver a crucial blow.

With the help of miracles, possibilities, and the potions found on the moon, they accomplished a feat that did not belong to that era.

After seeing them in person, I was more and more puzzled by their wisdom. It was as if they were cheating.

With such unimaginable abilities, he can still maintain his humanity and kindness. Even if he looks eccentric and like a devil, in essence he is just not good at expressing himself.

Although the male counterparts are not too bad either, except for those who specialize in combat power, Otto, who is in charge of wisdom, has only put all his talents and wisdom into backstabbing, infighting and persecuting humans. Conspiracies and civil war illusions are the true manifestation of the Archbishop's strength.

In fact, if you look at the overall situation and the number of heroes and human warriors who died at Otto's hands, you will know how strong this man is.

He killed the First Herrscher, launched missiles at his two loyal subordinates, used Siegfried's daughter as a test subject, and forced Siegfried to defect.

He doesn't care whether his subordinates are loyal or not, because no matter whether they are loyal or not, they will be easily killed when necessary. He is a complete devil.

His emotions are almost only on the surface. If necessary, even his seemingly beloved granddaughter Theresa can be easily used as nutrients and sent to die.

If Yulandel stood in the way of his plan, then Miss Bianca would surely suffer the same fate as her mother.

The more you care about someone and the more familiar you are with the world, the easier it is for your flaws to be discovered. Even someone as strong as Kevin was unable to kill Otto in the first place and could only be chosen to trade with him when his weaknesses were discovered.

He is just an ordinary person. Whether he is kind or evil, he is in a very ordinary category. He is neither as great as a saint nor as shameless as a villain. None of them is extreme, and none of them can reach the limit.

Whether it is intelligence, charm, or pure strength, even with the entries, they are undoubtedly at the level of ordinary people. Even if they can imitate others, they need long-term close interaction. The reason why they have such a wonderful life can be entirely attributed to the behavior of living off others.

Yes.

I am a gigolo and I have always been doing it, and the early stages of the simulation are basically describing how to do it in the best way.

The boy has a very clear evaluation of himself. He is just a mass-produced handicraft living in modern society. Even if he is thrown into the street, there is nothing special about him. If he is put in a game, anime or light novel, he is an ordinary passerby who is not even worthy of being a supporting role.

If you travel to a collapsed world, without foreknowledge of the plot and the right conditions of time, place and people, it would probably be difficult to even survive.

It is precisely because I was given the opportunity of negative distance contact by the genius that I was able to learn something through long-term exposure to the entries.

Although for the girl it should be the other way around, it was I who gave her the opportunity to come in contact with me, and it was not an excessive reward for her to kneel on the ground and accept it.

Personal interests and hobbies cannot change the established facts. Although it seems that the dominant power has changed, in fact, the real core has always been Wei Liwei.

The absolute crushing of wisdom and strength. Even if he tried to show off himself during the date, if Mebius showed his transformed physical fitness after the special training, he would be easily crushed by the girl. As for the entertainment of hitting balloons, he was not even worthy of being a spectator.

Even though the girl didn't try as hard as he did, just because he didn't use his body as an excuse not to do anything violent, he was able to surpass himself even after trying his best.

Perhaps it was from that day that the boy deeply realized the difference between a genius and a fool. The line in the girl's PV was not a boast at all, but just a plain narration.

——As long as I want to, I can do it.

Yes.

This is true.

But the boy would not deny his role. At least if he did not exist, Wei Wei would have "killed" him long ago.

No matter how incompetent or ordinary he is, after being loved by Weiwei, the originally incompetent mortal will become someone loved by a genius.

Although the main reason for this matter was that Weiwei behaved too humbly, she didn't even have the time to think about the gap between herself and the girl all day. The only thing she had to do and the only thing she could do, which was enough to occupy all her time and resulted in her having no other experience, was how to comfort the girl.

Being loved by Weiwei so unconditionally and so heavily that it is more terrifying than a black hole, belittling oneself is actually a betrayal of this love.

Ordinary people only need to do what they can and what they want to do. As long as they don’t look up, there won’t be too big a gap.

Anyway, standing in front doesn't mean that I am better than Raiden Mei. I just need to keep a normal mind. These messy things are irrelevant for the time being. At present, it is undoubtedly my daily life.

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