Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

——Because there is no need.

The only thing about this matter is that the young man doesn't need to worry, be nervous, or pay attention to any stupid behavior he might show.

It's not about showing off.

It's not about holding on.

It's not like before, a meaningless insistence caused by not wanting to be seen in an embarrassing situation.

It's like rolling around in the mud and being completely dirty, but still having to hide the dirtiest part of yourself in front of the most important people.

All the calmness on her face now has nothing to do with her clown-like persistence, which would be ridiculous if put in the third person. The girl named Raiden Mei is genuine in this matter only - no matter how terrifying the thing is, she will not be scared.

Because the emotion of fear has long been exhausted, in the endless bullying that they call surprise injuries at all times, if a person is frightened in various ways every day, even if he encounters the most terrifying things, he will definitely not have the slightest fear in his heart.

Sweet and fresh spring water will eventually dry up, and even if cows do not eat grass, they will never be able to produce fresh and nutritious milk.

Fear has long been an extremely luxurious emotion. At least, it has absolutely no chance of arising in this type of situation now.

This kind of thing can also seem to be called reality, which will accurately wear down everyone, but the degree of wear and tear will vary depending on family background.

It reminded the girl of a book she had read before. At that time, she felt that the content of the book was too profound and she couldn't understand it at all and couldn't figure out the problems.

Reality is that thing that blocks the realization of your will after you project your will. As long as it cannot be crossed, it can be called reality.

Reality is different for everyone. It may be manifested as a person glaring at each other, a distance in time and space, a series of deep-rooted prejudices or traumas, a cold iron chain, an indifferent group lifestyle...

In this sense, the me who is not satisfied with the status quo and the me who is content with sinking repel each other and achieve each other's reality. When the whole me slides to one extreme, "I am me" is already a bubble, and everything is finally like a dream.

In essence, dreams can even be understood as one's own safe haven, but the world is full of strong winds mixed with sand. If one cannot walk into one's own dreams and cannot walk into the safe haven, then one's self will be attacked by the strong winds and will be constantly worn away and hurt.

When excessive blows are piled up to the limit, the thing called self will collapse, just like a stone that has been weathered for a long time will shatter one day.

This wear and tear does not come without warning. Although it is a rather abstract description, one can clearly feel that one is losing something every moment.

My self has become increasingly numb. I can no longer express my emotions. All my joy, anger, sorrow and happiness have disappeared. Every day I am left with only endless laziness. I feel tired and powerless even when I have not done anything. I have lost interest in everything and at the end of the day I just lie in bed in a daze.

Even if I occasionally have some free time, I won’t use it to enrich myself, improve myself or find things I like. Instead, I will sit on the bed and watch videos all day long until all my free time is used up, and then continue with the unchanging daily routine that has never been changed.

This kind of wear and tear has nothing to do with talent. Even the top geniuses will be worn down into waste and can only squander their lives relying on their remaining talent.

Although this is not actually a big interference, at least in daily life it does not mean that the person who is worn out cannot live a normal life.

It's just a difference in performance.

There is just some gap.

Being resistant to fear and numb to shadows does not mean that the girl must ignore the true meaning of the haunted house being open to lovers, and she cannot let her beautiful face pretend to be filled with fear and an intoxicating blush.

……

"Well……"

"As expected... Mei is still not used to this place."

"Ghosts like this are really scary. I don't know why some people like haunted houses."

Her eyes, which showed no fear at all, blinked deliberately, forcing crystal tears to flow, and her delicate voice trembled as if she was frightened.

She took a light step back, letting her soft body rest on the boy's chest. Her seemingly panic-stricken behavior just blocked her steps forward. She pretended to be frightened by the fear in front of her - her memory had been opened to the extreme at this moment, searching for fragments from endless memories and the past that could make her fall into fear and tremble.

If you don’t have it this year, then look for it last year. If you don’t have it last year, then look for it five years ago. If you still don’t have it within five years, then look for it in all your memories. Keep searching until you find it enough to make yourself tremble.

Guilt is not enough to defeat the desire for love.

Guilt is nothing more than an extra circle of thorns on the way forward.

If a person chooses to stay and stop just because of his guilt or because of this little bit of pain, he will only be a loser. In order to get and pursue something, he must move forward barefoot step by step even if there is burning charcoal underneath.

If you can't even make such a sacrifice, or be willing to become a bad person, then you are not qualified to have what you want from the beginning.

pain.

Every step hurts.

With sharp thorns under his feet and thorns on his head.

The burning charcoal burned the body, and the hidden spikes in it poked bloody holes in the delicate soles of the feet. The fair skin was burned black, and the blood from the scratches on the head flowed into the eyes, blocking even the vision. Everything he saw was bright red. The strength was drained away along with the life, and the whole body was filled with severe pain that was enough to drive a person crazy. Even living became pure torture.

But this pain is insignificant compared to a person's despair, the uneasiness in the darkness, and the last candlelight that may be lost at any time and anywhere.

No matter how much it hurts, as long as you can still see the candlelight you want to pursue and the sun you want to find, then just move forward.

The girl has already survived the world's malice, everyone's disgust, the darkness with no one to rescue her, countless pairs of contemptuous eyes, and the shadow of loneliness. How could she be afraid of the future that already has a clear goal?

It's nothing more than moving forward, just keep moving forward. No matter what stands in your way, no matter what disaster you have to face, you just need to move forward, chasing that light until you can fully touch that warmth.

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 185. Is it really right to seduce a man with beauty?

Jiang Cheng's body was a little stiff, as if she had never imagined that this would unfold - not only did Raiden Mei not give up her position, but she leaned on him like an ordinary frightened girl, and with her slightly turned face, one could even see her delicate profile.

The graceful and smooth dark purple hair seemed like a waterfall formed by molten lightning, brushing against the strong chest of the young man behind her, bringing up the sweet and luscious girlish body fragrance. Her hazy silver eyes were moist and soft as if water was about to drip out, and her cheeks as tender as cream were as rosy as a ripe strawberry.

At least in the boy's sight, Raiden Mei's swan-like, slender, and pink neck was clearly visible, and it was a much clearer view than before.

The delicate skin that was once hidden by the back collar of the school uniform, the high ponytail, and the long purple hair was fully exposed to the air for the first time.

I don't know if it was her own initiative, or if she simply felt uncomfortable being stared at, but the girl shook her head slightly and her slender jade fingers climbed from the side of her body to her elegant and long neck, lifting up her long hair. While it flashed like lightning at night, it also showed the intoxicating beauty behind her without reservation.

From the opening at the back, one could see at a glance the untrimmed, fragrant, and smooth purple braids, lying loosely against the delicate and crystal-clear pink back that was as tender as fresh snow. The fragrant shoulders shrugged, and the butterfly bones on the jade-like back bound by the purple ribbon expanded and contracted.

As for the purple ribbon, it was obvious that the answer did not require much thought. The only thing that could be hung behind Mei's back was a female ○ buckle belt.

It can be seen that the skirt fits well. At least the ribbon is only tightly attached to the skin, and there is no possibility of breaking at any time.

Even so, with a figure that is so excessive that it cannot be called a student's at all, it always gives people the illusion that it will break in the next second.

It seemed that as long as one was not careful, or if Raiden Mei stretched her body slightly, this dress would explode on the spot and break into two parts from the middle.

……

Perhaps it was because Mei's shaking back attracted too much attention, or maybe it was just that Alicia often asked for one hand to help her undress, so that the instinct buried in the memory seemed to affect the body in the opposite way - the reason why it was not Wilvi was because she never wore such a troublesome thing again after giving away her panties that time.

It is said that it was to make herself more convenient. No one knows what she thought of herself as at that time, or what she wanted to become. The subtle transformation of herself may have started from that time.

It is indeed more convenient. You can use the optical invisibility effect even outside and all your clothes can be opened with just one hand.

So sometimes, Wei Wei would suddenly kneel on the ground and cause trouble for herself, and she had to keep a calm mind to keep her expression unchanged.

But can memory determine the body?

Obviously, these were just some of the experiences in the simulation.

Why do I want to look this way for no apparent reason?

Why is this my first reaction when I see the back?

He even remembered how to unfasten the straps with one hand, in the quickest and most convenient way without hurting the girl's skin.

After all, inexplicable emotions are just spider webs blocking one's way. Maybe it will be a little troublesome when it really stands on one's face, but if one is willing to solve it, one only needs to stretch out one's hand slightly to make everything return to its original state. After shaking his head slightly, the boy's sight immediately returned to its normal position, keeping a good distance, and protecting the "frightened" girl with his right hand.

——Is Mei Raiden so afraid of ghosts?

……

Is this the look of a young boy?

Is this what it feels like to be stared at by a teenager?

It was the first time I experienced such an obvious feeling of being stared at on my private parts. Although it was a little obscure and very clear, it was actually just because I was focusing too much. This unprecedented feeling was truly a genuine first time.

Her eyes, which were already moist and soft, as if flowing with a stream, no longer needed to be forced to pretend, and naturally showed a tearful look - this was the body's instinct, and was a sign that things were getting better.

The boy's gaze could indeed be described as very conservative, retaining only the lowest level of confusion, with everything else suppressed.

As a girl from a family of swordsmen, who possessed the family's Itto-Ryu sword technique, she was extremely sensitive to any gaze.

That is to ignore the experience of being hated, being stared at by countless negative gazes from all directions, which is obvious enough to drive people crazy in a world with nothing. The honed sixth sense can still clearly capture the concept of being stared at. What's more, the girl named Raiden Mei can no longer forget the past of being hated by the world.

Even though I don't want to accept it or admit it, what happened has already been deeply engraved in my soul.

It was impossible to become the innocent young lady she once was - the girl nowadays had already been corrupted.

Now I have passed the worst period when I wanted to jump off the roof, and I have found the sun in the shadows.

Although the sun is not too hot only at this moment.

Why……

How could his eyes be so cold?

……

Perhaps it was because he was so absorbed in the interactions between the two of them that he forgot about time. Before he knew it, the haunted house had been completely cleared. The increasingly bright light before his eyes as he moved forward step by step proved the arrival of the end. The light spots shining from the cracks had already formed an area on the ground.

Although he was somewhat reluctant - it was the first time that he could go out in a reasonable way without being looked at by Jiang Cheng and without the possibility of getting in close contact with him which he hated, the light that appeared in the absolute darkness meant that he had to go out.

At least leaving a deep impression is definitely enough.

——I am definitely the first person other than his mother who has such close contact with the boy.

Mei Raiden firmly believed this.

Although in terms of performance alone, the boy's performance was a little too skillful, it is not difficult to understand if it is explained as calmness.

It was obvious that the gaze was because he had never seen anything like this before and it was the first time he saw a woman's back, so he kept staring.

This is the indisputable truth. No matter how you look at it, the boy is definitely not a bad student or a bad kid. It is impossible for a bad kid to be admitted to this school. In a place called Shenzhou, as long as you are a little bit serious about studying, it seems that the only thing you can do every day is to study. Every day is so cruel that even young girls have heard of it.

In that situation, let alone having intimate contact with women, I'm afraid I wouldn't even have held hands with them in my entire learning career.

The only thing I can do is study. Even maintaining my own life has become a top priority to avoid sudden death one day.

The biggest goal has been achieved, so there is no need to miss the past. What we should do is to complete the next goal.

That was a program that had been booked long ago, and it was also the culprit that made the girl almost stay up all night. It was called the Grand Slam in the Amusement Park.

The most exciting, the most dreamy, the most eye-catching, everything also includes gifts given at the most romantic time.

In order to achieve the best result within a limited time, the girl put in more effort than when she studied hard under the supervision of her father. She understood and analyzed almost every aspect of the amusement park, and created a tour route in the most comprehensive way. As long as she follows the scheduled buildings and plays along the way, even the most shabby amusement park can leave a deep enough impression.

……

Carousel, bungee jumping, pirate ship, roller coaster... a bunch of classics that cannot be more classic. Even overly antique places will still have them. It seems that the rides that are tied to the name of amusement park are played one by one, thrilling and romantic. A certain moment under the reaction of the suspension bridge is enough to make the other party's expression deeply engraved in the mind.

The chain reaction between the facilities is almost stretched to the limit. After experiencing the ultimate stimulation, when even the self and nerves are stretched to the limit, romantic, gentle and soothing music is played. At the most intense moment, the only girl is watching, and in the resting place, one can only coexist with the girl holding hands.

The emotional value gained from just a trip to the amusement park can even surpass that of being with childhood sweethearts who have lived together for years or even decades.

Some lovers may find it difficult to experience such a strong sense of stimulation in their entire lives. After the excitement, they can walk leisurely here hand in hand with their loved ones.

This is a process that is even called the White Moonlight Maker. Combined with the fact that they are both high school students, it is almost certain that it will leave an important mark.

If it was just the first time for a young and naive child, I would probably never forget it. My whole life would be nothing but the aftertaste of this amusement trip. It would be difficult to get over the beauty of this day in my entire life. I would not be able to find a sweeter ice cream or a more interesting amusement park than today.

The person named Raiden Mei is indeed just as the young man said. She has never had the talent of an ordinary person. From the day she was born, she was cursed to never become a mortal.

Born as a warrior with a talent for swordsmanship, a native stigma awakener, and possessing the ability to become a Herrscher. With just a little emotion, he can transform into a disaster that destroys the world. He also has the wisdom to become a very good scholar if he is willing to put it into action.

Although for the boy, there were many things that were not taken into account about the girl named Raiden Mei.

It wasn't just that the boy was mistakenly identified as a child who was visiting for the first time.

Thinks you can make a lasting impression.

Even the essence of everything, the identity of a high school student is not too complete. He has experienced the past of being one of the supreme rulers of the Fire Moths, the male owner of the Eternal Paradise, and has visited different worlds twice. He is Velvet's lover and Alcia's childhood sweetheart.

Jiang Cheng, who has gone through so much, can no longer be described as an ordinary high school student. Even if he is called a student, he is completely unqualified.

Although he has not shown much leadership talent, it would be a shame to not call him a 'leader'.

……

After touring almost all the important facilities except the Ferris wheel and going through almost all the procedures prepared in advance, the two of them once again bought ice cream from the mobile ice cream truck.

Maybe it was because the tired body needed to replenish sugar after sightseeing, or maybe it was simply because I heard the bell sound on the mobile ice cream truck, so I had a desire for something cool and refreshing.

In short, as the sunset has ended at noon and is gradually approaching evening, the act of chasing the vehicles with the dim sunlight behind is a picture that is enough to remain in our hearts.

This time it was Mei Raiden who chased him, and in a sense, the act of chasing the ice cream truck was also counted as one of the rides in the amusement park.

Although sometimes the price of pursuing too much is that the moment of actually eating it, the time given to the two to use and taste it would be a bit too short.