Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"I don't think I'm the kind of little monster who will die alone if no one communicates with me, and I don't want to be someone who hurts friends just to satisfy myself."

"If you want to chat, then I can accompany you. If you don't want to, then take a good rest and enjoy the beautiful scenery with me."

The boy was already used to the other party's hesitation and daze when he spoke. He ignored... or rather stared at the girl with confused eyes, and just continued his actions - like a knight's oath. He put his right hand on his chest to add some conviction to his words.

If words alone cannot achieve the desired result, then some actions can be used to assist. This is the result of countless experiences.

Perhaps ordinary words cannot truly touch the soul, cannot truly prove anything, but the truth can always gain some resonance.

The truth revealed without reservation, the core of what makes us human, complex language, it is definitely not as simple as it seems.

The essence of friendship is mutual help, just as the reason why humans chose to unite rather than fight alone in the beginning is because they can survive better and continue better by uniting. They can work together to hunt insurmountable monsters, work together to create miracles that cannot be done by one person alone, integrate everyone's strength, and pass on all they know and learn.

Bring benefits, not harm.

This is the only reason for the cruelty of nature in the beginning.

Only what can survive and continue is correct. If it cannot exist, then no matter how beautiful it looks, it is nothing but a fantasy.

Even if there is no collapse, the world itself is still cruel. In a sense, collapse even gives civilization the opportunity to reach the sky in one step.

In most cases, the benefits brought to individuals and the collective by help, understanding, and solidarity among people outweigh the disadvantages. It is precisely because of this that human beings have been able to survive to this day.

Perhaps the friendship now has been tainted by other things due to the changes of the times, but at least between myself and Raiden Mei, who are both high school students and have the same talent of the Herrscher body, there should be no need to pretend and do things against one's will for the so-called interests.

This behavior itself will make you feel worse. If this happens more often, the emotions will accumulate to a certain level and then collapse will occur.

……

Bathed in the glow of the setting sun, everything is covered with a layer of burning red, which is just a trace that spreads down. The golden afterglow before leaving seems to decorate the world with several different colors with a brush.

Just try to look at the world through the glass from the car, and the soft dusk will surge into your field of vision like a tide, and at the top where there is no building to cover it, there will be a steady and long wave.

It swept across the still colorful and neon-lit streets not far away, and took the roller coaster under its control as well.

Dessert shops, pedestrian streets, mobile ice cream...even the distant other side, the endless horizon seems to merge with the sunset.

The golden afterglow sprinkled on the earth. Even though the only buildings blocking the view were like walls, the light was still soft and natural in the hazy light like a veil, as if casting a layer of afterglow over the entire world.

The white clouds in the west were dyed with fiery red. Although not as clear as in the simulation, the changing colors of pure white were more beautiful.

Among the ever-changing clouds, fiery red, gray-blue and light pink are mixed together, as if someone had artificially applied a half-pink and half-red rouge to the pure white.

This is something that cannot be seen in the second journey in the simulator. It has the breath of mankind, the creations of mankind, and everything called civilization.

The world has not yet fallen into despair. The blockade of fate has long been broken by the flawless hero. In the hands of the pure and colorful fairies, hope that does not belong exclusively to human civilization has been opened up through sacrifice.

Although the internal strife of mankind has reached an unimaginable level, even heroes can be killed by the wanton squandering of selfish desires, the remaining God's Key also has the ability to deal with the Herrscher who is specially restrained and fight against him.

To this day, human civilization can still retain basic dignity, and I don’t know how many people are still singing and enjoying life in ignorance.

Although life is not good, and even if ordinary people do not have to know about the collapse and do not have to face life and death, they still need to deal with other disasters.

You can see everything on the street from here. Even in sparsely populated areas, some particularly hot places are still crowded with people.

A closed city, a compressed life, compact cart stalls, and noisy shops.

There are no roses that seem to cover the sky, but there are large jungles specially prepared for viewing. Under the light, the rose jungle is like the burning red clouds in the sky connecting the earth. The setting sun leaves a long shadow. The distant sky is dotted with dim clouds. The afterglow of the setting sun reflects on the tall buildings, interweaving with each other into a floating picture.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

No matter how beautiful it is, it will eventually end.

The young man exhaled slowly, without any unnecessary thoughts. He just didn't want to do anything troublesome and tedious at this moment. He just let his clear eyes reflect the scenery from the sunset.

But you have to control yourself and not recall those fake people who have passed away. If you must think, then think about the girl next to you.

Come to think of it, this seems to be the first time I have spent a whole day with someone in real life.

There is no sudden interruption from others, no messy things, no scolding and questioning as soon as the mouth opens, just classic homework and learning.

No wonder Kiana fought so hard later on. She was determined to find Mei even after being beaten so badly in Sinner's Elegy. She was even willing to use the energy of the Herrscher to bring her back. She was still thinking about her senior until later on.

How could anyone bear to lose such excessive tenderness?

It's really too gentle.

There is not even a hint of so-called willfulness or tsundereness at all. It is an experience that is like a dream and is something that even light novels would not be able to write about.

Jiang Cheng turned his head and saw the girl sitting next to him at the edge of his vision. She had her hands folded and pressed on her plump thighs, bathed in the light of dusk. At the junction of her skirt and purple stockings, a hint of snow-white skin was slightly exposed, reflecting the red of the sunset like a mirror, and her long purple hair swaying with gravity was reflected with a brilliant shimmering light.

The dress seemed to be a co-branded model. The dress that I had seen in cartoons seemed a little too thin. It was not noticeable in the shadows, but once under the light, it seemed to highlight the overly perfect figure.

Even in the cabin of the Ferris wheel, as the seat slowly rose, the back hem of Lina's hair, which was somewhat trimmed and still seemed to fall to the ground if not carefully trimmed, floated slightly in the air, swaying like a butterfly.

The skin that should have been flawless and inhumanly beautiful, as a symbol of the holder of the stigma, was also illuminated with a slightly reddish vitality like that of an ordinary person, and the crimson eyes also reflected a touch of the burning red clouds of the evening.

The girl's slender and long eyelashes trembled, and she turned her head hesitantly, but before her eyes could come over, she was once again pushed away by the waves in her heart.

Is there anything you want to say?

Do you want to talk about the treatment you received today?

Do you want to talk to yourself about the depression that cannot be expressed to you?

It doesn't matter if you seem afraid to speak up. There is still plenty of time, so you can wait with peace of mind. There are still at least several hours before the curfew, and you won't get bored even if you sit here for half an hour.

Just like I used to be able to sit still and play the game of statue with them, I also developed some patience in order to get to the bottom of the problem and solve it.

Until an exquisite gift box was suddenly handed to me, along with the layer of determination that had been covered with it at some point, and I chased after the gentle voice.

"Jiang Chengjun, as a token of closure for today, this is a souvenir I prepared for you."

……

Eh……

Eh?

The purple silk fluttered slightly with the change of gravity, and was slightly stained with red like a girl's face under the afterglow of the setting sun.

Perhaps even the dusk could not compare with it, because the girl's flawless white jade face already had a color that was more beautiful and more dazzling than the sunset at this moment and the burning red rolling clouds in the distance.

Obviously, this is a gift.

Although it sounds a bit sad, the boy has experienced this kind of one-on-one gift giving many times - the degree to which he bowed his head, the respect shown with both hands, and even the uneasiness that made his body tremble slightly.

I have experienced this too many times, too many times. It was originally a birthday party where no one gave me gifts and no one offered me blessings, but after meeting that low-complexity and well-behaved girl, I received the only gift in my life.

Every gift, every time she handed it over was made in this way, so standard that if you look back through your memory from the end to the beginning, you can keenly notice things that you didn't notice at the time - the girl's movements have been exactly the same every time since the first gift.

The essence is to eliminate the harm. Since one method has been proven to be successful, then we should stick to the successful one instead of exploring other possibilities. Even if Weiwei can and has the ability, this innate talent that is simply too much can easily push humanity forward thousands or tens of thousands of years. The notes left behind can shape a top genius, not to mention designing an action of giving a gift.

She was also unwilling to allow the feelings and relationship between the two people to fall even a little bit, just for the sake of her so-called desire for innovation and to satisfy her own insignificant arrogance.

Even though we have become very good friends, I still tremble slightly when giving these gifts, worried whether her gifts can please me, and worried whether the relationship between the two of us can continue.

I thought this kind of thing had disappeared.

I thought this kind of thing would never happen again.

And now, a thoughtful gift from someone else is once again handed to him, with carefully selected packaging, exquisite silk, and even every detail is perfectly grasped, without revealing the slightest flaw. It seems that only in the hands of another inferior genius would he be so meticulous.

what……

Even though he had experienced this countless times, the boy still subconsciously raised his head to look for the answer, which he already knew.

The dark blue pupils and the crimson purple eyes collided just right, with doubt and determination, the once soft and wet eyes of the girl seemed to be endowed with determination at this moment, and were not inferior even when looking directly into the eyes.

No dodging.

No fear.

There is no escape.

This is Mei Raiden's will.

The lips, which were covered with a soft color by the setting sun, opened slightly, and the second half of the sentence, which should have been emphasized, was spoken word by word with extreme clarity.

"please……"

"Accept my gift."

……

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Reality: When thunder breaks the sky: 189. Gift...should I refuse it?

Said it out.

Speak out your will.

The pathetic person named Raiden Mei gave away the gift that she had received as a result of blackmail, a gift that made the boy extremely disappointed - a gift that was filled with personal selfishness from the very beginning.

The box is not heavy, even though it is wrapped in multiple layers. In order to ensure that it can meet expectations just right while having a sense of ritual, the box cannot be overly heavy if the only content is the modified kaleidoscope. I'm afraid even a child can easily pick it up with one hand.

The box was very heavy. Even though his hands would not tremble at all even if he was holding a sword, and could easily swing the sword hundreds of times a minute, he could still tremble when holding the box. His body also trembled along with it. No matter how hard he tried, he could not control it.

Lost, lost.

The power is lost.

It seemed as if the one-sword style that had been trained countless times was lost.

It seemed as if the strength gained from practicing with all one's strength had been lost.

It seemed as if the numbness that had been worn out for a long time had broken.

Everything that I relied on disappeared, all the pillars that could support me collapsed. I could no longer find anything to rely on in this powerless body. It was as if I had once again fallen into endless darkness, without a trace of light, and complete despair.

In essence, all the normality and all the energy are just the last glimmer of this body, barely supporting itself with the gentleness of the young man.

The current behavior is essentially suicide. The person who is about to be hanged kicks away the stool under his feet, stands on the edge of the cliff and breaks the rocks that are connected to it.

Rather than falling completely into darkness and dying numbly, it was the light given by the boy that essentially provided the last life-saving straw.

But now he was trying to ask for more like a lifeline, relying on his meaningless and useless things to give gifts to a boy who had everything he had and who had no desire for him at all - this was completely meaningless. He did not recognize his own position and did not even realize what kind of state he was in.

For such a person who has no sense of good or evil, no sense of shame, and no self-awareness, it would be normal for him to suffocate or fall down and be smashed into a pulp.

Too arrogant,

Too arrogant,

Too much...

——Desire.

I can no longer understand or accept this state of grasping at straws and knowing nothing.

It is no longer possible to live like this, when life and everything depend on the knowledge of nothing.

I have no idea about the straw. I don't know how long it will hold out, or when it will break. So I can't feel at ease. The heart beating in my chest never calms down for a second. Every moment I'm in fear of - will I fall down in the next second?

We are in a state of anxiety all day long, because it is precisely because we know the despair of falling and the longing for the happiness of being saved that causes the panic.

Yes.

This is greedy.

This is arrogant.

Although he has been saved, he still shamelessly demands more. Although he has been given the selfless sunshine and the room to fly like Icarus, he still tries to go closer to the sun.

She was just a gloomy woman without any advantages. No matter her talent, beauty or strength, she was completely crushed by the young man.

Even when it came to force, occasionally, I could inadvertently feel from the details the boy's strong physical fitness, at least in terms of strength.

It can no longer be evaluated by using the methods of splitting bricks or cutting steel pipes. It is firmly stabilized in the roller coaster and even the wind cannot destroy it. You only need to hold the handle beside with one hand to keep yourself still even when accelerating.

This strength has reached an extraordinary level and should not belong to humans. If one is willing, he could probably even bend steel bars.

The so-called exquisiteness of the family secret technique Ittoryu and the so-called strength as a kendo warrior are simply lies told for the sake of praise.

This is a power that is simply unattainable. The so-called technology is nothing in front of the numerical monsters, and it is impossible to touch it even a little bit even if you try your best.

I can't find any strengths or any qualifications to stand in front of him, but I still stand here so shamelessly and arrogantly.

——But this is human nature.

Although greedy and arrogant, it is precisely because of this insatiable heart that human beings can continue to move forward until today.

People can really be scared to death by themselves. There is a legendary experiment in which you blindfold yourself, then use a piece of paper to scratch your wrist, turn on the faucet, and keep the water in a position where it falls drop by drop.